absolutely attracted

Waking up in the morning, Gu Jinxing was nowhere to be seen, Xia Bai stared blankly at the ceiling for a while.The brief conversation yesterday should have been a dream of his own, Xia Bai thought slightly, and then sighed.

Gu Jinxing is still very busy recently, every day after Xia Baiwei went to bed, he still hasn't come back, and when Xia Baiwei woke up in the morning, he went to the company again.Occasionally, Xia Baiwei would wake up suddenly in the middle of the night because of being pulled into his arms by Gu Jinxing, and fell asleep after sensing a familiar smell.

When I went downstairs after washing, I heard a slight movement in the kitchen. It should be my aunt cooking.Stayed in the studio for a while, because I didn't eat much dinner last night and missed breakfast today, Xia Baiwei's stomach soon became hungry.

As soon as I left the studio, I heard some noises coming from the door. Maybe it was my aunt who had finished cooking and left, but in the past she obviously only left after saying hello. Is there something urgent about leaving in such a hurry today?Xia Bai tilted his head slightly and looked towards the gate, only to see the tightly closed door that had just been closed.The aroma wafting from the kitchen made Xia Baiwei just want to fill his stomach quickly.

Walking into the restaurant, today's menu is extra rich for some reason, and all of them are Xia Baiwei's favorite dishes.After feasting, Xia Baiwei felt that Auntie's cooking skills were exceptionally good today, and the food was also very appetizing.

While eating, the phone screen lit up, and it was Song Qingyang's WeChat message: Bai Wei, happy birthday!

Xia Bai was stunned for a moment, and then his heart warmed. He didn't expect Song Qingyang to remember his birthday every year, which he always forgot.Before he could reply to the message, he received a call from Song Qingyang.

The person on the other end of the phone babbled a lot, and in the end they only left a sentence, "Dexianju has reserved a seat tonight", and hung up the phone.

Dexianju is a well-known high-end restaurant in City B. The environment is elegant and there are few people, maybe because it is not a weekend.

"Let me tell you, there are not many opportunities to kill me, so you have to cherish it." After the two sat down, Song Qingyang handed the menu to Xia Baiwei while talking.

"Then you have to be careful with your wallet." Xia Bai took the menu slightly and chuckled lightly.

The tastes of the two are very similar, Xia Baiwei casually ordered a few light Huaiyang dishes and a Cantonese tea, Song Qingyang added another soup.

While waiting for the dishes to be served, Song Qingyang suddenly asked, "Hey, when did you and your ex-boyfriend get together? Who chased who first?"

"When they were together in the first year of high school, no one chased the other, they were together anyway."

The food came slowly, Song Qingyang picked up the bowl and chopsticks and looked up at Xia Baiwei, "Why didn't I hear you mention it when I was in college?"

Xia Bai smiled faintly at Song Qingyang, "There's nothing to mention about this kind of thing, besides, our breakup was pretty ugly back then."

Today's Xia Bai looked at it rationally, and only felt that it was an absurd and embarrassing love affair, making it hard to talk about it.Occasionally, there will be more irrational emotions to modify the memories to be romantic and beautiful, but it is nothing more than a person's self-indulgent sentimentality, which also makes people unable to speak.

"Then why did you get back together?" Song Qingyang lowered his head to eat, with a strange hesitation in his tone, "Bai Wei, first love always seems to be unforgettable, and campus love is also very beautiful...but..."

Song Qingyang put down the bowl and chopsticks, looked up at Xia Baiwei, with a bit of seriousness, "Perhaps people's hearts will change, don't be fooled."

Xia Bai paused for a moment, and put down his chopsticks, "Qingyang, if you have anything to say, just talk about it, there's no need to foreshadow it." After all, they were friends for many years, and Xia Baiwei knew Song Qingyang simply by looking at him. I have business to say.

"Today is your birthday, I didn't want to tell you these unlucky things." Song Qingyang said with a bit of annoyance, sighed and continued, "But if I don't tell you, I will just watch you being kept in the dark , what kind of friend am I?"

Then Song Qingyang took out his mobile phone, took out the photo album and handed it to Xia Baiwei, "When I went to pick up someone at the hotel, I saw Gu Jinxing behaving intimately with a girl. At that time, I thought there was something wrong with them. I followed and saw them enter the same room with my own eyes."

Seeing Xia Baiwei sliding through the photos expressionlessly, Song Qingyang couldn't help feeling a little worried, "Bai Wei, I know this incident may have a big impact on you, but I hope you can see clearly that you have always been A very free and easy person, we don't need to waste time with scumbags."

In the photo, Gu Jinxing is holding the girl's waist, and the girl's whole body is tightly pressed against Gu Jinxing. Since the photographer is not very close, Gu Jinxing's facial features are blurred and his expression is not clear.It was the girl, whose delicate profile made Xia Baiwei almost sure of her identity - Su Jiahe.

Bad memories surged out like a flood that broke a bank, Xia Baiwei's mind was almost blank, his heart seemed to be tightly held by something, and a thin and numb pain continued to spread from his heart, Even the fingertips that swipe the screen are a little cold.Until Song Qingyang's rambling voice-over brought him back to reality, those strange feelings did not dissipate.

"Why don't we go to Gu Jinxing now to find out what's going on?" Song Qingyang looked at Xia Baiwei in front of him with a dull expression, very worried, "Bai Wei? Bai Wei! Are you okay?"

Xia Bai pretended not to care and returned the phone to Song Qingyang, and picked up the chopsticks pretending to be relaxed, "Let's eat first, the food is cold."

"You, are you okay?" Song Qingyang was still worried and looked at Xia Baiwei suspiciously.Based on his understanding of Xia Baiwei, the more he behaved like a normal person, the more serious the impact on him was.

"It's okay, don't worry, I'll take care of it myself, don't worry about me." Xia Bai smiled slightly at Song Qingyang, but there was a bit of bitterness in his expression.

"You are always like this. When you encounter problems, you always hold back in your heart. You always say that you can solve it by yourself, and you can handle it yourself. Bai Wei, you are not alone. You have friends and me. Don't carry everything by yourself." Song Qingyang's tone was serious, almost heart-to-heart.

When studying in England, at first Song Qingyang felt that Xia Baiwei was cold-tempered and difficult to get along with. Later, after getting along with each other more, he found that Xia Baiwei was only cold on the surface, but actually very soft-hearted, and had nothing to say to friends.When he was hospitalized in a foreign country because of a broken leg, Xia Baiwei took care of him for more than a month after he was discharged from the hospital; Only Xia Baiwei would immediately stand behind him and fight with him.He regards Xia Baiwei as a good brother, and sincerely hopes that this brother can live well.

For a moment, Xia Baiwei felt that Song Qingyang was too nasty, but was moved again, "I see, if I can't handle it alone, I will definitely find you."

After eating, the two went to the bar to drink some wine. Xia Baiwei poured wine into his stomach glass after glass. Song Qingyang didn't stop him, and sat beside him silently to drink with him.The way adults vent is always very boring, you can't cry, you can't swear,

, Can not be disregarded, a lot of pain is often buried in the heart with a cigarette, or melted into a glass of wine and poured into the stomach.

"Qingyang, do you know?" Xia Bai raised his wine glass slightly, his eyes were a little blurred.

"Know what?" Song Qingyang was puzzled, and tilted his head to look at Xia Baiwei.

"Originally, if there were some other girl in that photo, I... might not have believed it." Xia Bai smiled self-deprecatingly, "But that girl is Su Jiahe, so I believed it again.

"Su Jiahe? This name sounds familiar. It seems to be an actor of some TV series." Song Qingyang picked up the wine glass and touched Xia Bai slightly, "Why did she believe it? No matter which girl it is, it doesn't matter what it is. , Gu Jinxing is the same, typically eating what's in the bowl and looking at what's in the pot, ah bah, scumbag!"

"But...maybe...maybe the wrong person is me, maybe I shouldn't show up..." Xia Bai had a severe headache, and fell down on the table while talking.

Song Qingyang was still filled with righteous indignation, turned his head and saw Xia Bai was drunk into a pool of mud, and sighed, "Today is your birthday, and I didn't see that Gu who said anything, maybe you're here to get drunk, he doesn't know where he is Happy."

Song Qingyang helped the drunk Xia Baiwei out, took out his mobile phone and called for a driver.Feeling his stomach tumbling, Xia Bai broke free from Song Qingyang's support, and started to vomit while holding onto a tree by the roadside.

Seeing this, Song Qingyang hurriedly followed, and when Xia Baiwei felt better, he went to the convenience store to buy a bottle of water. When he came back, he saw Xia Baiwei squatting by the tree alone, his shoulders trembling slightly.Song Qingyang glanced at his phone, it was past twelve o'clock.

Squatting down next to Xia Baiwei, Xia Baiwei couldn't help asking him while handing him water, "I like Gu Jinxing... just that much? How much do you like it?"

Xia Bai lowered his head slightly and didn't answer, letting his tears fall to the ground drop by drop, "It's just... I really like it."

"If he's not good, can't you choose someone else you like?" In Song Qingyang's [-] years of life, he has never seen any love that is only for you.Change one if you feel bad, and another one if you don’t like it. Life is so long, there is nothing you can’t let go of.

another?Xia Bai was a little dazed, he seemed to be filled by Gu Jinxing, the heart that was beating hot in his chest seemed to be unable to accept anyone anymore.He thought of the time when he broke up with Gu Jinxing and went to England, he had been immersed in great pain.It's not that he didn't want to like other people in the past, and he also tried to accept new dates, but it was all in vain. He couldn't control his heart, and he couldn't casually like anyone else.During the four years of parting with Gu Jinxing, he always thought that no matter how strong the emotion is, it will be diluted by time.

But from the first day he reunited with Gu Jinxing, the high wall in his heart began to collapse, and the four months with Gu Jinxing easily defeated the immune system he had built up after being separated from Gu Jinxing for four years. It was like a cancer buried in his bones, spreading to all his limbs and bones if he didn't pay attention.

"It doesn't seem to work..." Xia Baiwei choked like a child, he raised his head and looked at Song Qingyang with grievance and helplessness in his eyes, "Qingyang, I tried it, it doesn't work."

He really had to Gu Jin to do it, and he couldn't change it to anyone else.