absolutely attracted

Today is the wedding of Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei.The weather in Iceland is very good, the sun is abundant, the wind is comfortable, the waterfall behind the wedding site is spectacular, everything seems to be a blessing from nature.

To be honest, Song Ta was surprised when he received the invitation, surprised that their love finally came to an end after so many years.I am happy for Gu Jinxing again, this is the ending he wanted most when he was drunk many years ago.

After the incident of reporting in the third year of senior high school, Yu Ze recklessly and impulsively went to find Xia Baiwei. He felt that Gu Jinxing liked Su Jiahe.Because it started from the first semester of high school, Gu Jinxing went home with them less and less often, and even asked them on some special festivals, what kind of gift is better to prepare, and Gu Jinxing has a relationship with Gu Jinxing. Su Jiahe is the only one of the opposite sex who has a little intersection.

Yu Ze is a love idiot, but Song Ta is not.Every time he jokingly asked, Gu Jinxing avoided his dodgy eyes.And on a Valentine's Day morning, Gu Jinxing held a delicately packaged oil painting set.Su Jiahe never draws.Gu Jinxing has a frank personality, and he will never shy away from dating.At that time, Song Tuo was only able to confirm that the person Gu Jinxing liked was definitely not Su Jiahe, and vaguely judged that his love affair was unusual.

Maybe the person Gu Jinxing likes is the very beautiful art teacher in the third year of high school, that teacher is ten years older than Gu Jinxing.Song Ta still remembered that he had speculated like this at the time.

But when Yu Ze and Xia Baiwei confronted each other, and Song Tuo saw the firmness in Xia Baiwei's cold and stubborn eyes, he knew that he had guessed wrong.The person Gu Jinxing likes is Xia Baiwei.

After dragging Yu Ze away, Song Ta told him, "This matter is a fact, we can't do anything else."

The photos are not fake, and the relationship between Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei is also real.

Yu Ze couldn't believe it, "How is it possible, they are two boys."

Song Tuo's heart was tightened for a moment, he looked at Yu Ze who was completely unacceptable, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

Later, he couldn't get in touch with Gu Jinxing.The impact of this incident is not good. Gu Jinxing's father is a cold-blooded and serious businessman who takes his family very lightly. He pays most attention to reputation and reputation. Simply put, he cares about saving face.Gu Jinxing should have been punished. As for the specific details, Song Tuo never heard Gu Jinxing mention them.All he knew was that during that time, Gu Jinxing had disappeared.

But in school, the storm caused by this incident was far more terrifying than imagined, even though Song Tuo was not at the center of the storm.The teaching building of the third year of high school is not the same as that of the second year of high school, but when Song Tuo went to the bathroom, he could always hear those vulgar words.Those people speculated about Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei in a disgusting and mocking tone, treating them as something strange and funny.

Once, he couldn't hold back and beat someone in the toilet.Those who gossiped were beaten to the ground with bruised noses and swollen faces by him.

The person next to him couldn't pull it back and yelled at him, "Song Ta, why are you so angry? Are you gay too?"

A layer of cold sweat suddenly broke out on Song Tuo's back, and he slumped down on the ground with exhaustion all of a sudden.

Later, he was invited to drink tea at the Academic Affairs Office, and the dean said angrily, "I really don't have anyone to worry about lately. Fortunately, compared to that scandal, you are a trivial matter."

"Go back and write a [-]-word self-criticism, and next time you are not allowed to fight again."

Song Tuo left the dean's office in a daze, feeling that he had nowhere to hide in the sun.He couldn't agree that a sympathetic relationship was described as a "scandalous matter", but he didn't have any courage and position to argue for them.He realized that he couldn't be gay. He and Gu Jinxing grew up in the same neighborhood. What kind of father Gu Jinxing had, he and Yu Ze also had.

The dean's office is in the senior three teaching building. When Song Tuo went down, he met Xia Baiwei who came out of the classroom with his schoolbag on his back.This was the break of the third class in the afternoon, and Song Tuo walked in front of Xia Baiwei from a short distance away.There were always sparse crowds walking among them on the road, and those people's gazes or mocking smiles shot towards Xia Baiwei unscrupulously like bullets.

Song Tuo's palms were almost sweating in this terrifying atmosphere, he couldn't help but secretly looked at Xia Baiwei's back, his back was straight, he walked every step with his head held high, his hair flying in the wind.

When the stairs turned the corner, Xia Bai walked into the sunlight slightly, and Song Tuo looked at him.

It turns out that some people are born to stand in the sun and shine alone.He saw the light in Xia Baiwei's eyes, which would not be extinguished by gossip, he saw him looking up at the sun, not caring about the ghosts behind him.

Not long after Xia Baiwei left, Gu Jinxing came back.He talked a lot less, and seemed hostile to everyone in the school except Yu Ze and Song Tuo.

Yu Ze gradually accepted the fact that Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei were in love, and he said to Song Tuo, "Oh, I still don't know much, so it turns out that boys and boys can also fall in love."

His usual naive and heartless tone fell into Song Tuo's ears, causing ripples in Song Tuo's heart, "It's not that you have little knowledge, you are just an idiot."

Yu Ze was dissatisfied with his words, Yu Ze jumped up and strangled Song Tuo's neck, pressing his whole body on top of him.Song Tuo flung him away without a trace, he wanted to freeze everything before things became more uncontrollable.

On the road that followed Xia Baiwei that day, he thought that if the malice pouring in from all directions were aimed at him, he would definitely bow his head like a stray dog ​​and bend over to show weakness. Bloody holes were left on his body.He is not as invulnerable as Xia Baiwei, tough and powerful.If the world has such a standard judgment, he will abide by it in order to avoid suffering.

Gu Jinxing studied hard every day, and started going to and from school with them every day, and everything was back on track.Gu Jinxing was admitted to the best major in the best university in the city, everything is slowly getting better, maybe the past can be treated as nothing happened.

This was Song Ta's idea, but he found that Gu Jinxing didn't think so.To celebrate Gu Jinxing's graduation that day, he was admitted to such an ideal university.Song Tuo and Yu Ze brought wine to Gu Jin's house to look for him. When they went, he was reading some book in a daze.Seeing them coming in, he quickly closed them again.

It was Yu Ze's first time drinking alcohol, and he became unconscious after a while.Song Tuo and Gu Jinxing were left talking nonsense illogically while pouring wine into their mouths.After a while, Gu Jinxing's eyes suddenly turned red, he grabbed a book on his desk, and asked Song Tuo in a choked voice, "Why isn't Xia Baiwei here? Where did Xia Baiwei go?"

The name that Gu Jinxing hadn't mentioned for a long time was called out by Gu Jinxing in a helpless roaring tone, as if he had been holding back for a long time.

Only then did Song Tuo realize that it was not a book, but the graduation handbook of Mingde High School.On the page that Gu Jinxing turned, there was Gu Jinxing's graduation photo on it, but not Xia Baiwei's.

Song Tuo has never seen Gu Jinxing like this. Since childhood, Gu Jinxing has always taken care of and protected him and Yu Ze like a big brother.In Yu Ze's eyes, Gu Jinxing is strong, reliable and rational.

But Gu Jinxing in front of him was vulnerable, because he couldn't get a response, he let out a suppressed whimper, like an aggrieved beast.

Song Ta didn't know what to say, and couldn't say anything.Gu Jinxing was still muttering to the graduation handbook, "Why is there no Xia Baiwei? Where is Xia Baiwei?"

No one could answer his question, Song Tuo looked at Gu Jinxing with red eyes, and tore off his own photo from the graduation handbook, "Xia Baiwei is not here, and I don't want to be here either."

Song Tuo stared at the incomplete graduation handbook, looked at Yu Ze who was drunk next to him, and sighed.He didn't remember much about the later things because he drank too much. He only remembered that Gu Jinxing said that he first proposed to be with Xia Baiwei. After suffering from insomnia in front of the hospital bed for half a night, it took a lot of courage to say that sentence, "Then from today, we will be together."

Gu Jinxing said, fortunately, God's scale was biased towards him, making Xia Bai slightly nod towards him.From the moment Xia Baiwei nodded, he wanted to give Xia Baiwei the best future. He even thought that they would get married in their 20s, and he would give Xia Baiwei a wedding. At the age of 50, they all retire and enjoy the rest of their lives traveling around the world together.They have to keep exercising and have a physical examination every six months. No one is allowed to go ahead of the other. Maybe the tombstones will be close together when they are 80 years old.

But after a while, he showed Song Tao Xia Baiwei's breakup message and scolded Xia Baiwei for being cruel.

Gu Jinxing talked a lot that day, and Song Tuo listened to some of the lectures, and some didn't hear them because his mind was in chaos.He only knows that he has never planned the future for the next five years or even ten years at the age of 17, but Gu Jinxing will plan for such a long and endless future because he feels that there is Xia Baiwei in his future. .

When he was in college, Yu Ze failed the college entrance examination and was arranged by his family to study in Australia.Song Ta stayed in the local area and went to the same university as Gu Jinxing.In the summer vacation of freshman year, because Yu Ze cried and complained to him that being alone in Australia was not fun at all, Song Tuo submitted an application to the school to be an exchange student in Australia.When Song Ta got the approval of the successful application and went to Yu Ze happily, he remembered that in the second grade of elementary school, Yu Ze cried and told Song Tuo that there were always people bullying him in the class. Song Ta ran home and told his parents that he could not keep up. Year [-] courses want to repeat grades.

Some things are not so easy to be frozen, there are no waves on the water surface, and dark waves are turbulent under the water surface.Gu Jinxing is like this, and so is Song Tuo.

About half a year ago, when Song Tuo returned to City B, he saw a strange contract in Gu Jinxing's room. It didn't look like a contract with Party A, nor a company contract.One of the terms above clearly says "together".Song Ta thought of some small memories, he knew who this contract was made for.

Song Ta took the contract and asked Gu Jinxing, "What are you doing?"

"I want to take another year to gamble. If he really doesn't love me, I will let it go after this time." Gu Jinxing's tone was calm, but his eyes flashed with the madness of a doomsday gambler And a touch of desolation.

At that moment, Song Tuo understood why Gu Jinxing had to study so hard when he was in college, and also understood why he started working hard in Gu's Group as soon as he graduated.He wants to rebel against his father, and he also wants to roll out a glamorous red carpet under his protection to welcome back his former lover.

Because Song Tuo is the one who has witnessed how desperate Gu Jinxing is, he wants to retreat more and more. The love that has to resist so many things is really hard. Song Tuo is not as invincible as Gu Jinxing, and he still cannot give up what he currently has. ——A life that went smoothly with the blessing of parents.

As it is now, it's good to be by Yu Ze's side as a friend.He has the determination to protect and accompany Yu Ze, but he doesn't have much courage, nor is he ready for any hardships.

Until now, Song Tuo looked at the two people surrounded by flowers, and realized that Gu Jinxing had won the bet, and the balance of God fell on Gu Jinxing's side again.

On the phone, I saw a message from Yu Ze: I'm here.Come and meet me at the door.

Song Tuo walked briskly. He and Yu Ze hadn't seen each other for two months.When Yu Ze saw him, he ran over and jumped on him, and Song Tuo also hugged him tightly.At that moment, my heart was filled with happiness, until I raised my head on Yu Ze's shoulder, and met a smiling and beautiful face.

"Song Tuo, let me introduce, this is my fiancée, Shen Wan."

Song Ta's ears hurt, but he kept smiling and shook hands with the smiling girl standing beside Yu Ze. The weather was very warm, and his hands were instantly cold. The ice-free port in his heart was ended and abandoned in Iceland.

Yu Ze knew that this day would come sooner or later, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.He thought he would accept it, but the comfort he had given him countless times was nothing but self-deception. He was still a little unwilling to stare at the backs of the beautiful couple in front of him.

Yu Ze turned around with a smile and told him to follow quickly. Song Tuo quickly suppressed his emotions and followed after making sure he was decent.

The wedding officially started, and there were not many invited guests, but they were all people who had witnessed Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei's journey together.Song Tuo sat next to Yu Ze, both of them were wearing suits of the same color.Song Tuo tried not to turn his head to look, Su Wan and Yu Ze were wearing couple dresses.

After a moment of ecstasy, the newcomers on the stage had already begun to swear an oath. Gu Jinxing was wearing a black suit. Healthy, I will love Xia Baiwei, cherish Xia Baiwei, even death will not be able to separate us.

Song Tuo couldn't help laughing. The last sentence of the oath should have been "until death do us part", but Gu Jinxing changed the words.

Then the two put their hands down, Xia Bai slightly raised Gu Jinxing's hand, and the last sentence was also "Even death will not separate us".

The oath echoed in the sound of the waterfall has the most firm tone in the world.Song Tuo suddenly believed that maybe when they were 80 years old, their tombstones would be close together, and even death could not separate him.

Then came the exchange of rings.After exchanging rings, Gu Jinxing hugged Xia Baiwei, carefully kissed his forehead, eyes, and nose, and finally landed on his lips lightly, as if kissing some treasure.

Song Tuo saw that Gu Jinxing's eyes were red, wondering if he still remembered the night when he was drunk, he said that he would marry Xia Baiwei in his twenties.

He did it.

The audience burst into applause, and Song Tuo looked at the black and white figures on the stage.Their loving eyes looked at each other firmly, in the sunshine, in the flowers and applause, in the spring.Those years of rebelling against the world and rushing to each other, those thorns and stings along the way, seem to be just to prove to them: their choice is right, and they are the best match in the world.

Song Ta's eyes were a little sore. There are really very few people in the world who can get what they want. Most of them are like him, because they are cowardly and love.

God's scale does not lean to any side, it is Gu Jinxing who uses his persistent love and desperate courage to make the side that belongs to him heavy.

It is said that God's will will take care of lovers, but looking at the figures of Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei standing together, Song Tuo suddenly understood:

God's will will not show mercy casually, it is themselves who let them cross the mountains and seas.