absolutely attracted

If time could be turned back, Song Ta was thinking, when would he want to go back more?

Song Tuo's memory has always been very good, so he can always clearly recall every little thing in Yu Ze's life.

I remember that when Yu Ze was in the first grade, he broke the vase collected by Yu’s father. After being scolded by Yu’s father, he ran away from home aggressively. .

Song Tuo still remembers that he was reading comic books in the room at that time, Yu Ze burst in with his face flushed from crying, and said out of breath, "Brother Song Tuo, my dad hit me, I don't want him anymore, I don't want him anymore. I will be Uncle Song's son in the future."

Yu Ze had baby fat when he was a child, and when he cried, his whole face wrinkled up like a bun.Song Tuo looked at him and couldn't help laughing.Yu Ze saw that he not only did not comfort himself, but also laughed at him, put his schoolbag on Song Tuo's desk with his mouth curled up, next to Song Tuo's schoolbag, and sat beside Song Tuo and said, "I don't care, I will be your younger brother from now on. I will live with you and never go home again."

"Okay." Song Tuo is an only child, his parents are highly ambitious people, and he is often the only one in the family with other servants.After agreeing, Song Tuo thought about it seriously, "But, I don't want a younger brother, I prefer a younger sister."

"Then I can be your sister." Yu Ze grabbed Song Tuo's clothes, stared at Song Tuo with big eyes, and said to him, "My sister is hungry, can you get her something to eat?"

Song Tuo didn't move, he looked at Yu Ze, pretending to be puzzled, "But don't all younger sisters wear braids and skirts?"

"What's so great, I can also wear a skirt and braid my hair." Yu Ze didn't take it seriously, and said confidently to Song Tuo.

Song Tuo achieved his goal. He put on Yu Ze's doll's skirt that his cousin dropped at his home last time, and tied Yu Ze's hair several times with bowknot clips.Yu Ze obediently let him mess with him, and Song Ta used his mother's lipstick on a whim to paint a round blush on Yu Ze's already flushed face.

"Do you want to starve your sister to death?" Yu Ze looked at Song Ta with sad little eyes, stood up dissatisfied, and instructed Song Tuo to get him something to eat with his hands on his hips.

Song Tuo happily went outside to buy a lot of small cakes that Yu Ze likes to eat, and also went to Gu Jin's house to take him to his home to see his new sister.

Wearing a princess dress, Yu Ze sat contentedly in Song Tuo's room while eating the cake he bought back contentedly, and at the same time watching the time when he lay on Song Tuo's bed with his chin propped up and read a comic book.

Gu Jinxing didn't react at first, and stared at Yu Ze for a while without saying a word, "Your sister is so special."

Song Tuo looked at Gu Jinxing's expression and laughed, "Are you trying to say ugly. Look carefully, who is she?"

Gu Jinxing looked at it for a long time before realizing that it was Yu Ze.Yu Ze, who was eating the cake, jumped off the bed when he heard their confrontation, "Who do you call ugly?"

The three of them made a fuss in the room, and it didn't stop until it was almost dark when Gu Jinxing went home.Yu Ze angrily pointed at Song Tuo's nose and said to Song Tuo, "The pig's nose is turned away, not helping my own sister."

Song Ta knew that what Yu Ze probably wanted to say was "bend your elbows out", so he corrected him with a smile, "It's your elbows out, idiot."

Ever since Song Tuo could remember, he thought Yu Ze was a heartless fool with well-developed limbs and a simple mind, although sometimes he thought he was cute and stupid.

That time, Yu Ze refused to go home for life and death, and he really stayed at Song Tuo's house as Song Tuo's younger sister for a week.When Yu Ze was dragged back by his family, Song Tuo felt that he really wanted a younger brother or younger sister.

When Song Tuo was in the second grade, Yu Ze was in the first grade. The elementary school they went to was in the community, very close to home, and they could walk home by themselves after school, but Yu Ze had to wait for Song Tuo every time after school. Walk with Gu Jinxing.Song Ta sat by the window, and Song Ta would lie down by the window next to Song Ta's seat as soon as school was over, waiting for them to finish class with earnest eyes.Everyone in the class thought that Yu Ze was Song Tuo's younger brother, and Yu Ze never denied it every time, but instead asked them proudly, "How is it, my brother is cute, isn't he?"

In the third grade, Gu Jinxing was picked up by his family first after class.Song Tuo waited at the door of the classroom for a long time but did not wait for Yu Ze. When he was going down the stairs, he saw Yu Ze wiping his tears and walking. When he saw him, he ran over and grabbed his hand and burst into tears, "Brother Song Tuo , I don’t want to go to school anymore, they all bully me.”

Yu Ze was crying all over his body, his nose and tears were all wiped on the school uniform. Song Tuo remembered that he was much taller than him at that time.

He stood on a step higher than him, wiped his tears and snot with a tissue, and asked him, "Who bullied you?"

Yu Ze sniffled and said nothing, while Song Ta quietly waited for him to calm down.After wiping Yu Ze clean, Yu Ze pulled the school uniform on Song Ta's arm.

Song Tuo took his hand off and led him home.Yu Ze seemed to have found a backer, he stopped crying so much, he just winced his nose occasionally, "Lin Zhi, Fang Yiqi, Hu Biao... They stole my Transformers today, I asked them to return it to me , they refused to give it, and called me little fat pier.”

There was grievance in Yu Ze's voice, and finally he couldn't help asking Song Tuo, "Brother Song Tuo, am I a little fat man?"

Song Tuo looked at Yu Ze's fleshy face, pinched his cheek, and said to him seriously, "You're not fat at all."

Hearing Song Ta's answer, Yu Ze became happy again, but as he walked, he couldn't help crying again, "I don't like going to school, no one plays with me, no one likes me, and I don't like them either ..."

"Brother Song Tuo, why can't I go to class with you?"

Yu Ze cried all the way that day, as if he had really been wronged at school. When Song Tuo took him home, his neck and collar were all wet.

When sending him to the door, Yu Ze grabbed Song Ta's hand tightly, refusing to go home, "My father said it's embarrassing for a boy to cry, and he will scold me later."

Song Tuo had no choice but to take Yu Ze back to his home.When Song Tuo came home, there was no one in the house. When his aunt asked him what he wanted for dinner, he said "anything is fine" casually, and walked in the door with a sullen expression.

Yu Ze obediently took out his homework when he was doing his homework, neither crying nor fussing, just pulling his clothes while writing, "Brother, I'm hungry."

Song Tuo went out to get him food, and he became happy again after eating and drinking, and pulled Song Tuo to play house with him.Song Ta was very absent-minded when he was playing the game. He kept listening to the movement outside, hoping to hear someone knocking on his door.

But it was getting dark, and he didn't wait for the sound he wanted to hear.

Yu Ze noticed Song Tuo's unhappiness, and said to Song Tuo cautiously, "Brother Song Tuo, you seem to be unhappy, or...are you going to be a father this time?"

Song Tuo looked at Yu Ze cautiously trying to make himself happy, and felt a little soft-hearted, "I'm not unhappy, let's keep playing."

After playing for a while, when Yu Ze was picked up by the nanny at home, he suddenly took Song Ta's hand and said to Song Ta, "I like brother Song Tuo the most, even more than my mother."

After Yu Ze was taken away, Song Tuo stayed alone in the room for a long time. The aunt at home called him many times, but Song Tuo refused to go out for dinner.

Today is his birthday, but neither mom nor dad came home.In the evening, when Yu Ze told Father Yu what happened during the day, he was reprimanded by Father Yu, and he ran to find Song Tuo again.I remember that day Yu Ze stayed at Song Tuo's house and refused to go back. Song Tuo asked Yu Ze when he was sleeping at night, "Yu Ze, am I important to you?"

Yu Ze slept dishonestly. After tossing and turning, he said to Song Tuo in a soft voice, "Brother Song Tuo is the most important thing."

Children always like to use the word "most", favorite, most important, those are just the words Yu Ze always liked to say when he was a child, but Song Tuo took it seriously.

Song Tuo felt that he had never played a very important role. The most important thing for his mother was the mobile phone. Even when she sent him to school occasionally, she always stared at the mobile phone and seldom looked at him.The most important thing about his father is the pile of documents higher than his textbooks, so he always stays in the office to read those documents, and rarely goes home to accompany himself.

Song Tuo thought about his mood that night because of Yu Ze's words, he climbed up from the bottom of the valley little by little, and finally he couldn't help laughing when he looked at the moon outside the window. It turned out that he could be the most important.

Later, he went to tell his mother that he would repeat the grade. After his mother made the phone call, she didn't seem to have any more time to understand the reason for his repetition, and said to him, "Okay, I'll let your Uncle Li do it."

Later Song Tuo and Yu Ze were in the same class, and the two of them have been inseparable since then.

Song Tuo still remembers so many things. I remember that when Yu Ze was in the fifth grade, he won No.200 in the 1-meter sprint in the city. He was the first one to run over and hug him. He cherished him so much that no one else could touch him. The beautiful golden medal Hang it around your neck.I remember when I was taken away by an ambulance with acute appendicitis in the first year of junior high school, Yu Ze clamored to get in the ambulance and followed him, holding his hand and crying and asking him "will he die", Song Tuo was in so much pain , weakly scolded him a "stupid".I remember that after the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, Yu Ze's height began to grow rapidly, and he became even with him. He propped his feet on his shoulders and said, "From now on, you will call me brother, and I will protect you."

In fact, Yu Ze seldom called Brother Song Tuo since he was in junior high school, unless he was asking for something.After entering high school, he never called him brother, but still wanted Song Tuo to call him brother when he had something to do.

Yu Ze was very strange when he was a child, he didn't call Gu Jinxing brother very much, but he always followed Song Tuo one brother at a time.Later, when Song Tuo grew up, he realized that it was probably because Yu Ze could always get any toys and delicious food he wanted from him as long as he called him brother.So Yu Ze probably had a sense of wit since he was a child, but only Song Tuo likes to treat him as an idiot.

Song Tuo also thought that his desire to protect Yu Ze later was probably due to his brother who was lost in the noise.At that time, he really wanted to be Yu Ze's brother, always protecting him, giving him delicious food, and always making trouble with him.

Later, in the long time, Song Tuo sometimes couldn't figure out when this relationship deteriorated.Or, when did he become greedy?

Song Tuo felt lost in the memories, and then realized that he couldn't find the point where time went back.Because no matter which time we go back to, there is Yu Ze in that time.

Once the wedding is done, it's followed by a dinner party.Gu Jinxing and Xia Chenan didn't pay attention to complicated and redundant etiquette, so the dinner was more like a party between friends.

Song Tuo was melancholy in his memories, he looked at Yu Ze and Shen Wan in the middle of the dance floor at the dinner party, Yu Ze had grown into an adult who no longer depended on him without knowing it, he stared at his beautiful fiancée with affectionate eyes, His eyes never left Su Wan for a moment.

Song Ta's eyes became more and more empty, drinking alone in a quiet corner of the banquet.