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Seeing Lang Song approaching, Sun Yanshi instinctively leaned back, his tongue tied in a rare way: "Difficult—isn't it?"

Lang Song didn't understand why Sun Yanshi misunderstood that he liked Xie Shuangyu, and he was so sure.But in a moment, he suddenly understood why Sun Yanshi had been sneering and unhappy since he came out of Xie Shuangyu's house—because Sun Yanshi misunderstood that he fell in love with Xie Shuangyu.

To put it another way, Sun Yanshi liked Xie Shuangyu, but because of a misunderstanding, he was jealous or angry.

"Why do you think I like Miss Xie?" Lang Song laughed angrily.

Sun Yanshi was forced to press his back against the wall, and Lang Song's half-smile expression made him unable to figure out whether the question meant "I really like her but how would you know" or whether it was a smile or a smile? Means "I don't like her and you think so".

His eyes were at a loss, his mind was running fast, and he reviewed the clues he had seen with his own eyes. He still felt that his guess was correct, and asked: "You were so anxious to find Banhua with me last night. Early this morning, I hurried over to bring her breakfast, and Banhua has difficulty moving, so you took the initiative to hug and hug her, isn't that just because you like her?"

Lang Song's body froze in an instant, and time and air flow seemed to freeze at the same time. However, after a moment, the emotions that had been sealed in his heart for a long time, the negative emotions suppressed after a sleepless night, erupted from the sleeping volcano.

"How could I like Miss Xie!" Lang Song's pupils trembled slightly, and he grabbed Sun Yanshi's arm with both hands.

There was a sudden "buzz" in his mind, and a certain nerve sent a dangerous signal to the brain. Sun Yanshi immediately realized that Lang Song's next words were definitely not what he wanted to hear. He wanted to cover Lang Song's mouth, but his hands were like It was like being tightly bound by ropes, unable to move at all.

Before he could think of another way to break free, Lang Song had already spoken again: "I want to go with you because I'm worried that it's not safe for you to drive alone; I brought breakfast because I'm worried that you will have a stomachache if you don't eat breakfast; I hug Miss Xie, yes I'm worried that you'll be exhausted from not sleeping all night, because I don't like your physical contact with her. Because I will be jealous and feel uncomfortable, because I like you!"

Without any mental preparation, Lang Song confessed.

The last voice fell, and the surrounding fell into a dead silence.

The dim light shrouded the two of them from top to bottom, and there was nothing to hide within a square inch. The stunned eyes, pale face, and slightly trembling lips were all exposed.All the people and things seemed to have been pressed the pause button, and the picture was completely frozen.

After venting the turbulent Peng Bai's emotions, his feverish mind instantly cooled down. Lang Song suddenly came back to his senses, and his flushed face suddenly turned pale.

Say it?I said it all?

He looked at Sun Yanshi in panic, his mind was in confusion, and he couldn't tell whether it was his imagination or reality just now.

After a while, he broke the silence: "I—"

Sun Yanshi's body couldn't help shaking, then raised his hand to press on Lang Song's chest, and gave him a hard push.

Unprepared, Lang Song was pushed and staggered and took two steps back. As soon as he stood still, he heard Sun Yanshi say: "Don't make such jokes in the future."

His voice was deep, not with a lazy smile like usual, but with a coldness that repulsed people thousands of miles away.After finishing speaking, he strode past Lang Song and walked towards the door.

A fine pain shot up from the sole of the foot to the heart, Lang Song clenched his fists tightly, and quickly but rationally made up his mind to break the boat - since the words have been spoken, there is no reason to take them back.

He chased him out, stood at the door of the kitchen, looked at Sun Yanshi's back, and said loudly, "I'm not joking, I fell in love with you a long time ago."

Sun Yanshi had already reached the small door separating the front shop from the backyard. The small door, which had been unlocked and closed all the year round, was closed today with a latch.The rusty metal latch was tightly stuck again, the more eager he tried to open the door, the more he couldn't open it, and Lang Song's voice was already chasing after him like a raging fire.

"I can also distinguish what kind of liking is. It's the kind of liking that I want to kiss and hug you, not the kind of liking that my younger brother has for my elder brother. I will be jealous when I see you being too close to others, I will be jealous when I see you Laughing will lead to happiness, seeing you frowning will lead to sadness, seeing you sick and uncomfortable, wishing to be sick for you, wanting to take care of you, accompany you, want to be with you forever."

Sun Yanshi was still twisting the latch with trembling hands meaninglessly, using it to vent his anxiety and cover up his fear.

Yes, fear.

As soon as he heard the phrase "I like you", his first reaction was not surprise or surprise, but fear.A palpitating chill ran up his tailbone, freezing half of his body.

At this moment, Lang Song's sincere confession was more like a flood of beasts whistling behind him, and he dared not turn his head back, let alone respond.He just wanted to leave here immediately, immediately, to leave this small courtyard that made him mess up.

Originally, there was still a last ray of hope in his heart. He thought that maybe he was too sensitive and misunderstood the meaning of Lang Song. Maybe the liking Lang Song said was just a kind of admiration for his brother, and had no other meaning.But the sonorous words of Lang Song obliterated the escape route of the two of them, so he could only run forward.

What's going on with this door!Why can't it be opened!

Just when Sun Yanshi was so anxious that he wanted to kick open the old wooden door in front of him, a hand stretched out from behind.He subconsciously wanted to escape, but quickly restrained the urge, secretly held his disordered breath, and tried to calm himself down.

Lang Song stood behind Sun Yanshi and put his hand on the latch. From behind, he looked like he was holding Sun Yanshi in his arms, but in fact there was a step between them, and they could still stand again. next person.

With a "click", the stuck latch was pulled out, and at the same time, Lang Song's deep voice sounded in his ears: "If it's me, can't it?"

It's time to come...

Sun Yanshi felt his throat tighten and hurt, as if he had been cut deeply by a sharp knife. After a while, he replied in a rough voice: "No, I don't like you, and it's impossible for me to like you?"

Although he had expected this answer for a long time, but when he heard Sun Yanshi's answer with his own ears, he still felt the weightlessness of falling into the abyss at that moment. Followed by Sun Yanshi who pushed the door out.

"Where are you going? It's late."

Sun Yanshi stopped and said without looking back, "I think we all need time to calm down." After a pause, he added, "I won't be coming back tonight."

As soon as Sun Yanshi left, Lang Song covered his face dejectedly, slid and sat on the ground leaning against the wall.

Under the banyan tree that night, he inadvertently learned about Sun Yanshi and Zhuo Li's past, and also heard Sun Yanshi say "I have lost the most basic trust in people, and I have lost the courage to love another person", At this point, he finally understood what the deepest scar in Sun Yanshi's heart was.

He realized that Sun Yanzhi might not be able to accept a new relationship in the short term, and the huge gap between the two made him hesitant, so he secretly decided to keep this relationship to himself, as a "brother". Stay by Sun Yanshi's side.

Wait until the day when the gap between the two becomes smaller, when Sun Yanshi can accept another person again, and then he will announce his feelings.

However, he messed it up...

When Sun Yanshi panicked and said that he was going to Xie Shuangyu's home in the middle of the night, he panicked; When he naturally stretched out his hand to help Xie Shuangyu, he was afraid.

He was afraid that Sun Yanshi was ready to accept a new relationship, he was afraid that Sun Yanshi had already accepted it, he was afraid that he would not even have the chance to speak.

The terrible desire for monopoly burned his reason and restraint like a raging fire, so when Sun Yanshi asked him if he liked Xie Shuangyu, he confessed impulsively.

At this moment, he realized all too clearly that he had screwed everything up.

The biggest problem between him and Sun Yanshi is not who appeared, the biggest problem is just as Sun Yanshi said, "I can't like you", and Sun Yanshi only regards him as his younger brother.

If he hadn't said that, then he could always stay by Sun Yanshi's side as a younger brother, and he and Sun Yanshi could still maintain a harmonious and balanced relationship.But just now, Sun Yanshi's resisting posture and blunt and cold answer made him understand that the balance between the so-called elder brother and younger brother has collapsed.

However, even if he restrained his impulse and didn't open this post today, would he really be able to calmly watch Sun Yanshi with others as a younger brother in the future?Can he really keep his face to himself?

Lang Song buried his face in his palms in frustration, not knowing how to face Sun Yanshi tomorrow.