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"Marrying me is the best choice, isn't it? Don't rush to refuse, think about this proposal carefully, okay?"

Until he got out of the car, Sun Yanshi was still in a sluggish state, his legs walked towards Lanying Lane with instinctive consciousness, and Xie Shuangyu's whispered words were still in his mind.

It is undeniable that, as Xie Shuangyu said, it is a comprehensive choice to find someone who knows he is gay but is still willing to marry and have children with him—it can not only take revenge on Zhuo Li, but also quickly repair the collapse between him and his father The affection between father and son can make up for the debt he owes to his mother.

However, such an approach has never been within the scope of his consideration, even two years ago, when he was the most angry with Zhuo Li and felt the most guilty towards his mother, he never had such absurd thoughts.

So, in the restaurant, he answered Xie Shuangyu without thinking: "Sorry, I can't accept this suggestion. Although my own relationship experience is not very good, but influenced by my parents, I always retain a naive idea that love itself is Good, marriage itself is solemn and sacred, so I can't hastily marry someone I don't love. Besides, I'm gay, and I can't afford a woman's supposedly beautiful life."

He didn't know whether Xie Shuangyu really saw it through and just wanted to find a suitable person to marry and start a family, or after knowing his sexual orientation and some of his past affairs, he deliberately used this method to alleviate his guilt in a desperate way. to convince him.

But after he refused, it could be seen from the disappointment in Xie Shuangyu's eyes that he couldn't hide it with all his might, it should be the latter.For a while, he couldn't tell whether Xie Shuangyu's actions were stupid or crazy, but what was certain was that apart from guilt, he didn't feel any emotion in his heart.

Sun Yanzhi smiled bitterly, thinking that he was really ridiculous, pretending to be a bisexual in front of Lang Song, and affirming his homosexual identity in front of Xie Shuangyu.If this went on like this, he felt that he was about to split his mind.

Sun Yanshi was so confused that he walked forward with his head buried.It was still early, and there were still many people on the street. When passing by the half-dead commercial street near Lanying Village, a little girl suddenly ran up to him and handed him a leaflet.

Sun Yanshi accepted it politely, but he didn't pretend to say a word. After walking a few steps forward, another man handed over a leaflet. , Thick coated paper leaflets pinched in the hand.

Back in the alley, as soon as he opened the store door, Huangdou jumped up excitedly, wagging his tail around Sun Yanshi.

Sun Yanzhi turned on the light with difficulty, and when he lowered his eyes, he saw that Huang Dou was holding Langyue's drawing board in his mouth, and suddenly remembered that he forgot to go to Zhang Wu's to pick it up!He threw the two leaflets in his hand on the counter, picked up the dog leash hanging behind the door, and hurriedly said, "Go, go pick up my sister."

He didn't turn off the lights, locked the rolling door directly, and walked quickly to the alley, leading Soybean.

Ten minutes later, Lang Song rode a small electric donkey and stopped at the door of the store, looked at the closed rolling door, and at the light from the small window covered by the rain, and turned his head in doubt.He got out of the car and opened the door, pushed the little electric donkey into the yard and returned to the shop.

The house is very quiet, even the soybeans are not there, have you gone out to play?

Lang Song looked down at the time displayed on the phone screen. It was not yet 08:30. He was hesitating whether to make a call and ask, when the two leaflets on the counter suddenly came into his eyes.

He picked it up slowly, and one was a leaflet of a real estate project. The location of this real estate seemed to be very good, the environment was also good, and there was an elementary school nearby, so it was a good choice.The other is a wedding photography leaflet, on which there is a pair of beautiful men and women in wedding dresses and suits. They look at each other affectionately, and even through a thin piece of paper, they can feel the happiness and satisfaction in their eyes.

Will most people take home flyers they just picked up?You must have a deeper understanding before you bring it back, right?

Lang Song couldn't help recalling the scene a week ago - Sun Yanshi and Xie Shuangyu were standing in front of the dumpling shop talking and laughing with Aunt Ding, they looked so harmonious and beautiful, and they looked so well-matched.

This is the life Sun Yanshi wants, right?

What's ridiculous is that he still thinks that Sun Yanshi doesn't like Xie Shuangyu presumptuously.But even if

"Yes", so what, without Xie Shuangyu, someone else would appear.

Lang Song stared at the two dazzling leaflets in his hand, his eye sockets gradually turned red, his vision became blurred, and an uncontrollable primitive savage impulse arose in his heart—he wanted to destroy everything severely!

The five fingers slowly tightened towards the palm, and the moment the two smooth leaflets were about to be grasped into the palm, the pupils with cold eyes trembled suddenly.Lang Song looked blankly at his veined wrist as if awakened suddenly. After a few seconds of silence, he seemed to have made up his mind, and slowly smoothed out the two tiny creases on the flyer, and then Put it back in the distance, and carefully press down a corner with a thermos cup.

Half an hour later, Sun Yanshi carried Lang Yue in his arms and led Soybean into the house, and immediately saw Lang Song squatting in front of the shelves to organize the goods.

Lang Song stood up and called out: "Brother." He walked up to Sun Yanshi and hugged the sleepy Langyue. He smelled a familiar and pleasant scent of perfume, pretended not to know, and asked Said: "Go out?"

Sun Yanshi was still immersed in the long-lost "Brother", and he came back to his senses when he heard the sound, and replied uncomfortably: "Well, I went to Brother Zhang."

Lang Song nodded, showing a bright smile: "Then I will carry Yueyue upstairs to sleep."

Sun Yanshi said hello, paused, then called to Lang Song, who had already turned around, and said, "I'm staying at home tonight."

"Okay." Lang Song looked at Sun Yanshi calmly, "Then you should go to bed earlier."

Looking at the leaving figure, Sun Yanshi felt dazed for a while, and Lang Song's sudden change did not make him feel relieved, but instead made him inexplicably feel as if something was slowly flowing through his fingers.