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Sun Yanshi went back to his house and lay down on his own bed. Lang Song didn't go to live with Lang Yue, and slept calmly on the lower bunk, still calling him "Brother".

A "Brother" was like a spell, suddenly turning back the time to a month ago.

The stagnant atmosphere between the two of them for more than half a month suddenly dissipated, and everything returned to the way it was before Lang Song confessed.

Of course, there is no going back in time in this world, so Lang Song's sudden change without warning did not make Sun Yanshi feel relaxed, but felt a little bit of pressure.Unless it was amnesia, he couldn't imagine the reason why it would make a person who was still dazed in the morning suddenly change in the evening.

The feeling that something is out of control and flowing through the fingers like sand is getting stronger.

But this matter did not bother him for too long, and he had an answer after a few days.

That night, the moon was bright and the stars were dense, Sun Yanshi sat next to Dong at the door of the store, looking up at the moon silently.

The wheels rolled over the road, and the gravel and sand rubbed against the ground to make a rustling sound-it was the sound of "going home".

He turned his head to look, and Lang Song was already standing in front of him, just shrouded by the lights at the door of the store.

"Brother, why haven't you slept yet?" Lang Song asked.

"It's rare that there is a moon today, come out and sit for a while." Sun Yanshi made excuses.

Lang Song has been very busy these days, and he left before he and Lang Yue got up in the morning.I came back very late at night, and I almost didn't get home until ten or eleven o'clock.He had something to say, but he was actually waiting here on purpose.Last time, due to an accident, the self-service barbecue was not possible. It was almost the Chinese New Year, and if it dragged on, it would have to wait until next year, so he wanted to ask Lang Song when he could rest, and make up for the plan to go out to play a year ago.

Lang Song nodded: "Then I'll leave the car."

Sun Yanshi patted his knees, got up and went into the house and closed the rolling door, followed by the yard.

Soybean slept soundly in the nest and made a "squeaky" snoring sound.

Lang Song parked the small eDonkey, turned around and saw Sun Yanshi standing in the courtyard, he held the handlebar of the car tightly, stood there for two seconds and then walked out of the dark "car shed".

Sun Yanshi licked his dry lips, before he could open his mouth, he heard Lang Song call "Brother" in a deep voice.Uneasiness welled up in his heart, he couldn't help straightening his back, and replied, "Well, what's the matter?"

Lang Song's chest heaved obviously, he paused for two seconds, and said something that had been brewing for several days: "Brother, I plan to move out in these two days." His voice was neither soft nor heavy, but firm.

Sun Yanzhi's mind was blank for a moment, and after two seconds of sluggishness, he finally realized the meaning of Lang Song's words, and finally understood what was going on with the sense of loss of control that had been lingering in his heart for the past few days—it was because his subconscious seemed to have already It was expected.

The two stood quietly in the courtyard with a distance of two or three meters, and the cold moonlight shone on them, adding a bit of chill to this cold winter night.

Sun Yanshi took a step forward and asked in a daze, "Why do you suddenly want to move out?"

"I've thought a lot these days." Lang Song smiled and said the answer he had prepared, "Brother, I think what you said is right. You have helped me a lot these past few months. I may be Too dependent on you, misunderstood my feelings for you. So - so I think I should get rid of my dependence on you first, and then get in touch with other people more, so that I can probably distinguish what is really like." The voice slightly Dun, he clenched his fists with his hands hidden in his cuffs, and he continued, "Brother, I know you pitied me and Langyue at the beginning, so you rented the empty room to us to help us tide over the difficulties, which was originally out of your plan Now that I have a stable job and a stable income, I should move out after bothering you for so long."

These words are partly true and partly false. Although I have never been in a relationship before and never liked anyone, the heartache after being rejected by Sun Yanshi and the sadness when I saw Sun Yanshi and Xie Shuangyu standing side by side are the most real and direct. Feeling in his heart, how could he not be able to distinguish his feelings for Sun Yanshi.

He just couldn't witness Sun Yanshi walking hand in hand with someone one day, just thinking about it would make him go crazy with jealousy, he didn't want himself to become distorted and hideous.

He just couldn't face Sun Yanshi's guilty gaze and cautious demeanor anymore.Sun Yanshi was soft-hearted, and he refused with righteous words, but he couldn't hide the guilt in his eyes. He even moved to live in someone else's house, and took Xie Shuangyu to Lanying Lane, but he dared to sit at Aunt Ding's place.He didn't want his liking to become a problem for Sun Yanshi.

He also tried to let go, but it was useless. He was already thinking about leaving, but after seeing the two leaflets, he finally made up his mind.

Naturally, these truths cannot be told, and telling them will not change anything, but will only make Sun Yanzhi feel guilty and embarrassed.So he borrowed Sun Yanshi's words, half-truths and half-fakes made up a convincing reason, practiced silently for many days, and said it calmly, and he pinched it right where he should stop and worry.

Sun Yanzhi was in a trance, his lips fluttered several times, he cleared his throat and held back only one sentence: "Then you—when are you going to move?" He subconsciously wanted to stop it, but his thoughts were turning back and forth in his heart. After all, the words of retention cannot be uttered.The original words came from his mouth, now that Lang Song listened to his words and made up his mind to "get in touch with other people more", it would be too contradictory and hypocritical for him to ask to keep him.

Lang Song figured it out and thought about it. This was a good thing. Not only should he not stop it, but he should also be happy, encourage and bless Lang Song.

But why not only did he not feel relieved, but instead he felt a sense of guilt for driving people away and a sense of weightlessness after his body fell down?

With his back to the light, Lang Song's dark pupils moved in the shadows, and he replied, "The day after tomorrow."

"So soon?" Sun Yanzhi raised his voice, then closed his voice and said in a low voice, "The Chinese New Year is only 20 days away, and it's hard to find a house now. Let's move after the Chinese New Year. I'll help you find a good house." .”

Lang Song's eyes were moist, but fortunately, it was backlit at night, so the people standing opposite couldn't see it.He gritted his teeth and shook his head: "No need, I've already looked for a house."

"I've found it..." Sun Yan looked around in a daze, thought for a while and then said, "Then let me help you move?"

Lang Song still shook his head: "I've ordered a car, and the friend who works in the moving company will come to help me, and there are not many things."

Sun Yanshi got into the corner of the horns, thinking about what to do and grab something. He lowered his eyes and meditated on something, and raised his eyes and said: "Then Yueyue, shall I pick it up?"

Lang Song's chest was so tight and his nose was also congested. He closed his eyes and suppressed his discomfort, and said in a low voice, "Brother, you can't help us forever, so don't worry about us anymore." Soften the tone to make amends, "There is still a week to go on vacation, I can pick up and drop off by myself."

Sun Yanshi was completely speechless...

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