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I was put under house arrest by Shen Che, and I couldn't even step out of the courtyard. It was as if I would be imprisoned for a lifetime.

I want Shen Che to know my determination to leave, but I regret my life, and I don't want to do things like self-mutilation and hunger strikes that hurt myself, so I have to smash the porcelain tables and chairs in the house every day to vent my anger .

But no matter how much I lost my temper, Shen Che remained indifferent. He didn't feel sorry for me no matter how much I smashed. He kept sending things to my house, and even pushed a jade ware worth a thousand taels as a tribute from the Western Regions in front of me. Said, "This is easy to smash, Yuzhi might as well give it a try."

The plan to bankrupt the Shen family quickly fell through, and I finally gave up.

Not being able to get out of the courtyard is not the most unbearable thing, what I can't bear the most is that Shen Che, who has a human face and a heart, wants to drag me to do that every night.

Ever since he bullied me regardless of my wishes, he has nothing to be afraid of.

The first experience really terrified me, so when Shen Che climbed into my bed the next night, I trembled with fright.

I was actually scared in my heart, but I still had to show my teeth and claws in an attempt to scare Shen Che away.

Shen Che subdued me in two or three strokes, hugged me in his arms, and kneaded me like kneading dough. His voice brushed against my ears, with enthusiasm, "I will definitely make Yuzhi happy tonight."

I angrily scolded him for being shameless, but he blocked my lips so that I couldn't swear any more.

Shen Che kept his word, except for the first night when he treated me roughly because of his anger, after that, every time we had sex, I would dangle as if I were trapped in water, and I didn't know what to do.

If only he would listen to me when I say stop.

Every night in the middle of the night, I would be so shameless that I would cry and beg for mercy. Shen Che hugged me who was sweating profusely, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's almost over, Yuzhi just bear with it."

The tone is soft, but the movements are heavier every time.

What to say is almost ready, at least I have to toss me for another hour.

Shen Che is not only a lunatic, but also a liar, and I hate him even more.

Even if he can make me feel comfortable in this matter, I will never give in to him just because of the petty profit he gives.

I still want to go, although I also know that this is difficult to do.

I started to win over the two maids in the courtyard, hoping that one day they would help me leave.

These two girls are about my age, they were sent by Shen Che to take care of me, one is quiet and the other is lively, but they don't seem to have a heart.

Soon I became acquainted with them, and learned about some things that happened outside the hospital.

Shen Che had a big quarrel with his father and his aunt, and his father was so angry that he wanted to break away from his father-son relationship with him, but Shen Che is a celebrity in front of the Holy Majesty today, with a bright future, and his affairs with me are a family scandal. His long-faced son didn't have a legitimate reason to break away from him, so he let it go.

And the aunt was so angry that she was sick for half a month before she could get out of bed.

Shen Che went to her courtyard every day to pay her respects, and was thrown out many times before finally being able to see her biological mother.

The two maidservants had heard some gossip and knew about my relationship with Shen Che. I thought they would complain about me, but they actually persuaded me, "I see that the eldest son really likes you, son. Although it is not suitable for etiquette, but Life is your own, if outsiders like to talk about it, let them talk about it.”

I was so angry by their remarks that I couldn't eat, and I threw them all out.

They were the people Shen Che found, and they took Shen Che's silver, so they naturally spoke for Shen Che, how could I be so stupid as to think that they would stand by my side?

It turned out that the one who didn't care was me.

It didn't take long for Shen Che to hear about my skipping meals.

As soon as he came home from the palace, he came directly to my courtyard to coax me and bought my favorite soft cheese.

I was actually very greedy, but I felt that it would be too contemptuous of me to compromise with just a few soft cheeses, so I hid in the quilt and refused to come out.

Shen Che talked to me through the quilt, "Is it true that you don't want to eat jade, then I will eat it all."

I will not be fooled by the trick of coaxing children.

But after waiting for a while, I didn't hear Shen Che's voice again. He couldn't really finish eating the soft cheese, so I couldn't help poking my head out from under the quilt.

Shen Che was still sitting on the couch, smiling at me with downcast eyes, picked up a piece of soft cheese with his slender fingers and handed it to my mouth.

I felt very humiliated, so I retracted my head again. Who knew that Shen Che actually put the soft cheese into the quilt.

The sweet smell of soft cheese lingers on the tip of the nose.

If he can't see me, then I just haven't eaten...

I was deceiving myself and thinking like this, and finally couldn't help but bit the soft cheese, and accidentally gnawed on Shen Che's finger.

After eating up the soft cheese in two or three strokes, Shen Che politely handed in another one, so I hid under the blanket and ate all four pieces of soft cheese.

I lifted the quilt after eating, not daring to look into Shen Che's smiling eyes, I ate too much sweet, and my voice was a bit sticky, "I'm thirsty, I want tea."

I ordered Shen Che like a servant, he was not annoyed at all, brought tea over, but he didn't feed me right away, but said, "Yuzhi has eaten all the soft cheese, what should I eat?"

I don't care what he eats.

But I didn't expect that it was me he wanted to eat.

Shen Che fed the tea with his mouth, blocking me tightly, and he passed the warm tea into my mouth. He tasted it all over, and parted with still not enough meaning, "Jade is so sweet."

My face was steaming, this Shen Che was talking nonsense again.

Where is the sweetness, it is obviously soft cheese.

He went up and pulled me to do that again.

Since I was under house arrest by him, nine out of ten nights have been like this. It has only been a month since I went from disgusting rejection to helpless acceptance of fate to reluctant enjoyment.

Shen Che is so skillful, I can't beat him at all.

He really lied to me again tonight, saying that he was going to be healed several times, but he still couldn't go out.

The quilts are all wet, and I will be ashamed when someone comes to tidy up tomorrow.

Angry and ashamed, I bit him bitterly.

Shen Che snorted, staring at me with lustful eyes, "Is Yuzhi still leaving?"

I was stunned for a moment, I don't know why I remembered what the maid said to explain me, but I didn't answer him immediately.

He touched my face and seemed very happy, but I didn't let him enjoy it for long, bit my lip, and said firmly, "Let's go."

The light in his eyes slowly dimmed, and for some reason, I suddenly felt a little sad.

It would be great if Shen Che wasn't my elder brother...

I was startled by such thoughts, and I closed my eyes not daring to reveal my inexplicable emotions.

Shen Che also had no intention of doing it anymore, and finally got up from me. He cleaned me up, put his arms around me and lay down in a dry place, and sighed, "Yuzhi, you really make me not know what to do."

I pressed my face against his chest and heard his strong heartbeat intertwined with mine.

He stopped talking, and I naturally wouldn't talk to him.

I want to go, I repeat this sentence silently in my heart over and over again to get rid of strange thoughts.

But why am I crying secretly?

Probably Shen Che bullied me too hard.