draw the wind

After being under house arrest by Shen Che for two months, I ushered in a turning point.

Shen Che is a very popular person in front of the Holy Father, so there are naturally many people who want to curry favor with him. Every day, he has endless official duties and endless pay. He didn't go home until he fell asleep.

I thought he didn't have the mind to do that kind of thing when he was busy, but I obviously underestimated his energy.

Several times, I was awakened by him in a daze in my sleep. At first I thought it was because I had been hanging out with him too much and I also had a sexual dream, but Shen Che's lustful eyes told me that it was not a dream.

I scolded him, with so much strength, it would be better to resign from his position as the Shaoqing of Dali Temple and work as a porter on the wharf to play his role better.

But the more I scolded him, the more energetic he became, and he even wondered if he had any eccentricities of masochism. In the end, all the strength was on me, so I just shut up.

Just when I had no way to deal with him and thought that I was going to spend my whole life with Shen Che in such a muddleheaded way, Xiao Tao, the quiet maidservant whom I tried to win over before, mysteriously found me.

She was actually the person my aunt placed next to me.

Shen Che is really an idiot, not wise to employ people.

My aunt hates me so much, what good is her maid, I wanted to tell Shen Che directly about this, but Xiaotao said she could help me leave the Shen family.

This should have been great news to me, but somehow I didn't feel too happy.

Could it be that after being imprisoned by Shen Che for a long time, have I also been imprisoned stupidly?

Xiaotao's words made me even more ashamed.

"Could it be possible that the son also allows brothers to incest?"

Provoked by her like this, I was furious, "Nonsense, I, I'm just afraid that Shen Che will find out."

"No, the Eldest Young Master has been busy with official duties recently, and he has no skills to spare. If you don't leave now, you will never have another chance in the future."

What she said was right, but my mind was in a mess, with etiquette and morality at one moment, and Shen Che's absolutely beautiful face at the other, so I couldn't make a decision.

"Could it be that the young master also likes..."

I interrupted her sharply, my voice trembling slightly, "I didn't!"

"Since there is no one, why don't you go?"

I didn't want her to look down on me, so I gritted my teeth and said, "Let's go."

Xiaotao and I agreed to leave in the middle of the next day, when most people in the mansion were eating, the guards were lax, and the most important thing was that Shen Che was not in the mansion.

Because I was about to leave, I was restless and couldn't even eat. When Shen Che came back at night, he thought I was losing my temper again, so he hugged me and coaxed me softly for a long time.

I could see the lingering tiredness between his brows, even though he was so tired that he fell into bed and fell asleep, he still patiently patted my back and told me, "If Yuzhi is angry, hit me to vent it out, Don't starve your body."

I hugged him without speaking, and instantly felt tears welling up in my eyes.

Shen Che raised my face and looked at me deeply, "Why are you crying?"

How could I know why I was crying, but I couldn't control my tears and ran out. I thought that I would never see Shen Che again, and my heart ached.

When I was ten years old, he took me back to the Shen family from the countryside. My father and my aunt hated me, but he was the only one who treated me wholeheartedly and didn't make me suffer a little bit. But why did he like me so much that it made me suffer? have to stay away?

I blamed him for no reason, and choked up, "I hate you."

If he doesn't like me, then we are brothers for life, and I won't never see him again.

Shen Che touched my tear-stained face, pressed his forehead against mine, kissed me tenderly, and whispered, "I know."

He doesn't know, he doesn't know anything.

I pushed him away, turned over, and ignored him.

Shen Che hugged me from behind, as if he was caring for some treasure, and then said solemnly, "But I like Yuzhi. In this world, I like Yuzhi the most."

My tears wet the pillow towel, and I let him hold me without struggling.

Why did he treat me so badly and treat me so well?

I hate him, but I can't hate him completely.

Shen Che doesn't know I'm leaving yet, will he be very angry and sad when he finds out that I'm leaving?

Soon it was time to leave.

Xiaotao dressed me up as a servant, led me to avoid the guards and came to the back door, and gave me a package, which contained enough money for me to spend the rest of my life comfortably.

There was only a little glow left in the sky, I walked a few steps, looked back at the mansion where I had lived for nine years, and said goodbye, never seeing each other again.

Isn't that what I want?

Yes, this is what I want.

I gritted my teeth and left without looking back.

I decided to go back to the place where I grew up when I was a child, and hired a carriage with the money Xiaotao gave me, and the journey was very easy.

I thought that after finding out that I was missing, Shen Che would try every means to catch me back, but these days on the road, the weather was calm, as if I made no difference to him whether I was there or not.

On the one hand, I rejoiced that it went so smoothly, but on the other hand, I felt that Shen Che might not be the only one who had to be me.

Without me, he will have a better home.

On the third day, I arrived at the destination smoothly and found a farmhouse to settle down.

Two days ago, when I woke up in the thatched cottage, I always thought I was dreaming. In my sleep, I would have the illusion that I was still beside Shen Che, but when I touched the bed, there was no one beside me. It was empty, and my heart was also empty.

I am determined not to think about Shen Che any more and to live my life well.

Life in the countryside is monotonous, and I can't find anything interesting, so I stay in the house every day in a daze, and when I'm hungry, I call the farmer to give me some copper coins and ask them to cook for me.

I actually couldn't understand how my aunt would give me so much money so kindly. On second thought, maybe it was to completely dispel my future troubles of going to Shen Che again.

On the seventh day after I left Shen's house, I heard Shen Che's name when I was out wandering. I thought it was my hallucination, but I held my breath and found that they were really talking about Shen Che.

I didn't care so much, and hurried forward to ask.

The two farmers saw that I was flustered, and told me the news in detail, "A few days ago when I went to Beijing, people in Beijing and Beijing were talking about Mr. Shen Cheshen who committed crimes in front of the palace and was beaten fifty times by the Holy One." , vomited blood all over the place, and I am still bedridden, and it is said that the matter is not over yet, if the Holy Majesty blames it again, he will lose his head!"

I was so cold that I couldn't speak for a long time.

How could it be, Shen Che is His Majesty's favorite courtier and the son of the Grand Tutor, how could His Majesty be willing to kill him?

It must be a rumor!

I asked the farmer a lot of nonsense, but they all insisted that Shen Che was in great trouble.

What do these people know? It is impossible for Shen Che to die.

I made up my mind not to talk to them any more, and immediately went back to the house to collect my luggage and prepare to go to Beijing.

As soon as I walked out of the gate, I realized that I was actually worried about Shen Che.

I've already left him, so what's the matter?

But when I thought about Shen Che's possible death, I trembled with fear, and my feet were so weak that I couldn't walk.

It turns out, it turns out...

I care about Shen Che more than I imagined.