Don't try to bend me

How could such a thing happen in the world? !

It was difficult for Zhou Cibai to describe his mood at that moment.

If Gu Jiqing is really his goddess, it at least shows that his entanglement just now is meaningless, and it's a good thing that he doesn't have to choose one or the other painfully.

But how could Gu Jiqing be his goddess?

He has been homophobic for so many years, but the person he fell in love with for the first time was a boy?

And still fell in love with the same boy after four or five years?

fuck.

Zhou Cibai really couldn't express how he was feeling.

Especially when he thought about how righteously he confessed his love to Gu Jiqing a few years ago in front of the current Gu Jiqing, and the result was to reject the current Gu Jiqing, Zhou Cibai was ashamed and regretful, Can't wait to get into the hole.

But there was a kind of heartbeat and fluke in his heart that he couldn't even describe.

It's like after so many years, none of them know each other, but he will still be attracted by Gu Jiqing, and Gu Jiqing also likes him.

This predestined and ignorant mutual love made him unable to help but feel his heart throbbing.

But why did he treat Gu Jiqing so much before?

So much so that he doesn't even know how to confess to Gu Jiqing now.

If he just said that he felt that Gu Jiqing and the goddess statue had escaped so many times, would Gu Jiqing think that he was using him as a substitute when he had sex with him last night?

Although even if it is a stand-in, he is acting for himself, but that feeling must be that he is not respected.

And when he had a relationship with Gu Jiqing last night, he never thought of the goddess from the beginning to the end. What he was crazily jealous of and wanted to possess was the Gu Jiqing in front of him.

So he can be sure that his love for the "goddess" at that time was heart-throbbing love, but what about Gu Jiqing now?

What he can think of is more about Gu Jiqing's beautiful adult body and appearance, but he is not completely sure whether it is from sex or love.

Not to mention that his sexual orientation, which he had believed in for more than ten years, suddenly collapsed, Zhou Cibai was shocked and flustered.

Under such circumstances, how should he confess to Gu Jiqing?

If he confessed directly, wouldn't it be a confession if he rejected Gu Jiqing before?

But how can a confession be so hasty and informal?

In Zhou Cibai's traditional concept of love, all confessions must be formal and romantic, anyway, it can't be like before.

Thinking of this, Zhou Cibai was annoyed and irritable, and troubled that he couldn't figure it out.

He lowered his head, and violently stroked his hair a little violently.

And Gu Jiqing was holding his mobile phone, standing in place, looking at him inexplicably. Ten episodes of a bloody series, I don't know what happened.

However, he adhered to the principle of non-interference and keeping a distance, so he didn't ask. He only asked gently after Zhou Cibai finished stroking his hair, "May I ask where you got this photo?"

"Ah? Oh." Zhou Cibai raised his head, met Gu Jiqing's eyes, then looked away in a panic, and then said something mysteriously, "My friend sent me."

"Your friend?" Gu Jiqing's seldom raised ending voice expressed his incomprehension of such a coincidence.

After all, the little boy should be the only one who could photograph him and Congee from this angle.

So he thought for a while, and then asked, "That friend of yours is also surnamed Zhou?"

"..." Thinking that he seemed to have left a name in a hurry at that time, Gu Jiqing might not have heard it clearly and only remembered "Zhou". Call Zhou."

Gu Jiqing: "?"

Zhou Cibai almost exhausted all the cheeky and pretended composure in his body before he dared to look directly at Gu Jiqing and said without changing his expression: "It is because of our fateful names and similar personalities that we became friends."

"..."

The world is not without such coincidences.

Although Gu Jiqing always felt that something was a little strange, he felt that people like Zhou Cibai would not lie, and there was no reason to lie to him, so he just nodded and asked: "Then his junior high school is in Nanwu?" ?"

"Either go to school, or transfer to Tsinghua University High School after two months." Zhou Cibai felt that this sentence was completely true, so he spoke more calmly. In fact, the palm of his hand was already in a place where no one noticed. I was so nervous that I broke out a layer of sweat.

Gu Jiqing didn't notice what was wrong with him either, he just thought it's no wonder he never saw that little boy again, everything can be closed.

It seems that Zhou Cibai's friend is indeed that little boy.

Gu Jiqing has always been indifferent to people and things, and rarely misses anyone.

But that little boy was still a little different.

Gu Jiqing lowered his head and slightly bent his lips, thinking of the shyness of that little boy who deliberately pretended to meet him every time after a fight in that month, thinking that he hadn't noticed.

At that time, he was forced to give up learning to paint, and dancing was the last time. If it wasn't for that little boy who came to the Art Building to look for him almost every day, he might feel that no one in the world needed him.

And that little boy even brought porridge to him, which became his only consolation in the past few years.

So Gu Jiqing raised his head, and with a rare relaxed and joyful smile, he asked, "May I ask you for his contact information?"

Zhou Ci gave a blank meal.

He never thought that someone like Gu Jiqing would take the initiative to ask him for his contact information, which shows that his heart is actually thinking about that little fat man a few years ago.

Zhou Cibai suddenly rejoiced that because of his late development, he was just a short, chubby little boy at that time, and he couldn't see the appearance of a 1.9-meter-high athletic man at all, which prevented him from revealing his true colors so quickly.

And there is a kind of sweetness in my heart.

Sure enough, Gu Jiqing also remembered him, his first love was not completely wishful thinking.

Zhou Cibai thought about it, and his ears turned red again uncontrollably, he lowered his head, avoiding Gu Jiqing's sight, and said, "Okay, I'll push it to you later, you rest for a while, drink the porridge, add Get some strength, I'll go out and buy you some chafing medicine."

Then he pushed the porridge in front of Gu Jiqing, took the room card and quickly got up and went out the door.

Gu Jiqing sat down at the table and slowly drank the porridge bought by Zhou Cibai.

It should be bought from the famous porridge shop a few kilometers away. It is sweet and soft, and there is a dish of sweet and sour side dishes.

If it wasn't for the skin on his chest that was bitten by the other party, and now it hurts to wipe his nightgown, this should be regarded as the most considerate and thoughtful one-night stand.

Gu Jiqing felt that she was lucky.

But thinking that Zhou Cibai had to buy medicine before returning, he also felt that a person with a strong sense of morality should be very tired to live.

Obviously rejecting himself so much, but in order not to suffer other more excessive harm after being drugged, he has to help himself against his nature, and even has to take care of the aftermath after the help.

How could there be such a wronged person in the world.

It seems that the only way to avoid causing more troubles and troubles to Zhou Cibai is to take the initiative to stay away.

Gu Jiqing thought about it, and felt that he could go to see the house first tomorrow.

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After Zhou Cibai got out of the hotel, he bought all the medicines for abrasions, anti-inflammatory medicines, and bandages that could be bought in the pharmacy, and then ran all the way to the business hall across the street, bought a new mobile phone and a mobile phone card, Quickly registered a new WeChat, and pushed it to Gu Jiqing.

After Gu Jiqing finished his porridge and was about to go to bed and sleep for a while, he received a message from Zhou Cibai.

[White]: push business card: Bai Zhou 123

The profile picture is a little dirty dog ​​taken from the photo just now.

Gu Jiqing smiled, leaned against the head of the bed, clicked to send a friend request, the other party quickly passed, and sent a message: [Hello]

Gu Jiqing also replied: [How are you]

Then the phone interface fell into a long dead silence.

Gu Jiqing looked at the [The other party is typing...] and [Bai Zhou 123] repeatedly switched back and forth on the top of the phone, and felt that the other party might be a little socially fearful.

Probably want to chat but don't know how to start the topic, just like back then, obviously wanting to make friends, but shy and clumsy and cute.

So he took the initiative to say: [Do you still remember me]

The other party replied in seconds: [Of course I remember]

It is difficult to express emotions in words, but Gu Jiqing still felt the other party's eagerness to prove himself from the sudden speed of reply.

It's still as cute as ever.

Maybe it was because it was a sunny winter day, maybe it was because he finally told Gu Jue not to bother him anymore, or maybe it was because he accidentally reunited with the little boy he thought was cute many years ago.

Gu Jiqing is in a particularly good mood today.

There was a gentle smile in his eyes that he didn't even notice: [That's good, I will always remember you]

On the other end of the phone, Zhou Cibai, who was standing outside the room door with a bag of medicine in his hand, was caught in breath and his heart beat faster.

Sure enough, Gu Jiqing always remembered him.

He pursed the corners of his lips, and the redness at the base of his ears became gentle: [I thought I was so ordinary back then, you won't remember me]

Gu Jiqing thought that he still had low self-esteem because of his lack of outstanding figure and appearance just like in junior high school, so he tapped his fingertips and quickly replied: [How come, you have always been the cutest little boy I have ever seen]

Zhou Cibai felt that his heart was beating so fast that he could not breathe.

Gu Jiqing said he was cute.

Said he was the cutest.

And Gu Jiqing also said that being cute is the highest evaluation for a boy.

It shows that it was not impossible for Gu Jiqing to like him at that time, it was only because he had changed so much that Gu Jiqing couldn't recognize him, but still because of some predestined factors, he had a good impression of him again.

Just like myself.

Thinking of Gu Jiqing boasting how cute she is in front of her time and time again, Zhou Cibai couldn't help but say: [Then do you think Zhou Cibai is cute?]

After posting, I realized that my question was really inexplicable, so I quickly retracted it in a hurry.

However, Gu Jiqing has already seen this sentence.

He also found it a bit strange, but before this little boy would always talk about inexplicable topics when he was nervous, so he didn't care, and just replied warmly: [He is also very cute, and you have some places that are quite good. Like, no wonder we can be good friends]

Zhou Cibai's ears turned redder.

Sure enough, Gu Jiqing liked him, otherwise why would he praise him for being cute in front of outsiders.

But he's not just cute either.

Zhou Cibai pursed the corners of his lips, and quickly asked: [Then do you think he has other advantages besides being cute?]

Does Bai Zhou care about Zhou Cibai?

Gu Jiqing looked at this news, and felt even more strange, but thinking that Bai Zhou was like this when he was a child, he didn't think about it any more, and replied truthfully: [There are quite a lot]

[Cyan]: For example, I have a strong sense of morality, I will never do things that violate the principles, and I also have a strong sense of justice and desire to protect

Zhouci Baier's red degree is three levels.

[Cyan]: And he is very capable, washes the dishes very well, and cooks delicious food, especially the sweet and sour short ribs

Zhou Cibai's ears are red at five levels.

[Cyan]: He is handsome, but he has a traditional view of relationships, and he is a very dedicated and responsible person

Zhou Cibai's ears are red at seven levels.

[Cyan]: Anyway, if he has a lover in the future, then his lover should be very happy

Zhou Cibai's ear redness is directly tenth level.

Gu Jiqing really likes him.

He even liked it to the point where he couldn't help but praise him so bluntly in front of outsiders.

When Zhou Cibai thought of this, his heart was pounding hard.

He felt that Gu Jiqing liked him so much, and he was indeed attracted by Gu Jiqing. He had waited for each other for so many years before, and now they were in the same dormitory, so there were some things that he didn't have to worry about.

At least he should slowly confess his thoughts to Gu Jiqing solemnly.

After all, once two people decide to be together, it is a matter of a lifetime, and there is no rush or haste.

Anyway, he has been waiting for almost five years, and he is not in a hurry to make a decision that he is not sure of within this month.

He has to be responsible to himself and to Gu Jiqing.

Thinking about it, Zhou Cibai sorted out his thoughts, took a deep breath, and prepared to open the hotel room door.

Then the phone rang again.

He looked down.

Gu Jiqing sent a message: [But he doesn't like me very much, and I also trouble him, so I will apply to check out and move out when the last Monday arrives. You should try not to mention it in front of him in the future. I, so as not to embarrass him]

Zhou Cibai, who had already thought up the nutrition menu for Gu Jiqing to nourish his body for the whole term-end week in just one second: "...???"

Who said they don't like you anymore? !