Don't try to bend me

Gu Jiqing became angry for the first time in her life.

Because he didn't know why he was upset with his childhood sweetheart sister, and why he was suddenly relieved because he knew it was his cousin.

He felt that he was inexplicable.

I also feel that Zhou Cibai is very inexplicable.

And Zhou Cibai has become the most difficult person to communicate with in his life.

He bit Zhou Cibai angrily, and Zhou Cibai smirked.

He angrily pushed Zhou Cibai away, Zhou Cibai smirked.

He sat down on the sofa reading a book, Zhou Cibai looked at him and giggled.

He went back to his room to play computer games, Zhou Cibai was still watching him with a smirk.

I lost my temper at him, what is there to be happy to giggle at?

Gu Jiqing couldn't understand at all.

It's not that he has never met stupid people, such as Gu Jue, his attitude is to let Gu Jue do everything.

It's not that I haven't encountered unreasonable people, such as He Changzhi, so just solve it calmly and ruthlessly.

However, Zhou Cibai was stupid and unreasonable, and his temper was surprisingly good. He apologized ten thousand times in ten thousand ways, and he didn't get angry no matter what he did.

It made Gu Jiqing not very angry at first, but he suddenly lost his temper when he smirked.

"Porridge, drive him out."

Gu Jiqing was originally sitting in the living room reading a book, but Zhou Cibai sat next to him and stared at him with a smirk. He laughed so hard that he couldn't read the book anymore, and pretended not to see it. He could only put down the book and go back to his room. Said such a sentence to porridge.

Zhou Dagou was immediately kicked out of the door by the porridge puppy, baring his teeth.

Zhou Dagou consciously stood at the door, looked at Gu Jiqing who was turning on the computer and playing games, and asked, "What are you playing?"

Gu Jiqing said casually: "Nine swords."

Zhou Cibai asked seriously again: "Is it fun?"

Gu Jiqing said: "Fortunately, PK leveling is a bit tiring, but raising a baby is cute."

"Oh." Zhou Cibai wrote it down silently in his heart, and asked again, "Does your finger still hurt? Do you want to stop playing games if you are injured?"

It's just a cut a little deeper than the broken skin, and it hasn't hurt him yet.

Thinking of how he was being pinched and gnawed by the dog in the kitchen, Gu Jiqing shook the mouse and said, "I think if you didn't lick it in your mouth, it might have been healed."

"Oh." Zhou Cibai replied with a guilty conscience, and then said, "Then what do you want to eat tonight, I will make it?"

Gu Jiqing: "Anything is fine."

"I washed your pajamas for you."

"Thank you."

"Didn't you say that you want to be a tutor, when will you go?"

"Seven o'clock."

"Then do you want me to send you?"

"Need not."

"But I want to send you off."

"But I want to take a nap."

"Then I'll sleep with you..."

boom--

Seeing that Zhou Cibai was really taking off his clothes and shoes and was about to come in, Gu Jiqing finally couldn't bear it anymore and slammed the door behind him: "Zhou Cibai, why are you so clingy!"

"Because dogs are inherently clingy."

Zhou Cibai was slapped in the face, but he answered confidently outside the door.

Remark Zhou Dagou for you, are you the real Zhou Dagou? !

In an instant, Gu Jiqing's emotions welled up again, and he couldn't help asking: "Zhou Cibai, won't you be angry?"

"Why should I be angry."

Zhou Cibai asked innocently and puzzled.

Gu Jiqing: "..."

Why is Zhou Cibai not angry?

I am so unreasonable, fierce him, bite him, lose my temper with him, and I am not good to him, nor let him coax him, why is Zhou Cibai not angry?

But Zhou Cibai stood outside the door and said, "So are you still angry? I have already told Lu Ping and Su Yuebai harshly. If you are still angry, I will ask them to apologize to you again."

"I'm not mad at them."

Gu Jiqing held the doorknob, lowered his eyelashes, and said in a low voice.

He was telling the truth.

He was indeed not angry with Lu Ping and Su Yuebai, they also apologized to him very seriously, Lu Ping even gave him a bunch of skins guiltily, and Zhou Cibai’s cousin also sent several Zhou Cibai sitting babies The milk photos from the car period came to cheer him up.

And this kind of thing itself has never been able to arouse his attention and emotion.

Because even if Gu Jue was so stupid and He Changzhi was so bad, he never really got angry, let alone the purpose of this was a good-natured joke and a simple misunderstanding.

So he was actually mad at himself.

He didn't quite understand why he couldn't control himself suddenly because of a few words from a little girl, and lost his temper at Zhou Cibai, and it got worse, and he didn't know how to accept it when it was good.

He chose to become a regular bed partner with Zhou Cibai because he liked the feeling that Zhou Cibai's strong aggressiveness would make him temporarily lose control.

But he didn't like losing control of his emotions outside of that.

But he seemed to be unscrupulous again because the other party was Zhou Cibai.

He shouldn't be like this.

Gu Jiqing let go of the doorknob, turned around and walked back to his seat, sat cross-legged on the gaming chair, and continued raising the cute animals in the game.

Zhou Cibai heard his movement and asked expectantly, "Can I come in?"

Gu Jiqing let out a "hmm" and didn't speak.

Zhou Cibai opened the door and walked in. He didn't bother him at all, just sat on the chair behind him, looked at it for a while, and asked, "Do you like playing this game?"

"Fortunately."

Gu Jiqing has a lazy personality in his bones, so except for invitations from friends, he doesn't like too confrontational games, and more often likes to stay at home alone and play some less intense games.

Like the online game he is playing now, it is also because the life system is very comprehensive, and the spirit pets produced are very cute, so he often plays it when he has nothing to do.

It's just that catching spiritual pets requires equipment, which is a bit troublesome.

Gu Jiqing was bored in the high-level dungeon, as if he could avoid thinking about some things, and didn't care about what Zhou Cibai was doing behind him.

And there was only a little bit of pinging, pinging, pinging, and quietness behind him.

The sunlight gradually faded from the light white in the afternoon to yellow and dim again, and the snow in the evening fell from the window profusely.

Congee congee lay lazily at Gu Jiqing's feet and yawned.

Gu Jiqing felt a little hungry, and when he stood up and was about to go to the kitchen to get something to eat, Zhou Cibai turned around suddenly, trying to block the canvas behind him with his broad shoulders.

Gu Jiqing slightly raised his eyebrows.

Zhou Cibai: "..."

After looking at each other briefly, Zhou Cibai backed down unconditionally.

He stepped aside, revealing a small orange cat lying lazily on the canvas, and a big white dog beside him wagging its tail and sticking out its tongue, trying to block the sun for him. There was a can of meat in front of the kitten.

Gu Jiqing: "..."

For a while, he didn't quite understand why Zhou Cibai painted this.

Zhou Cibai said with some embarrassment: "Don't you want to draw a couple's head portrait again? I just want me to draw it, so that you can be happier."

As a result, Gu Jiqing caught him right before he finished the painting.

And Gu Jiqing looked at the cute little orange cat and the simple and honest big white dog, and asked, "Can you draw?"

Zhou Cibai nodded: "I learned it for a while before."

"Then why did you change my little gray cat to an orange cat?" Gu Jiqing asked calmly, as if the class teacher was checking the questions randomly, without any emotion.

Zhou Cibai could only answer honestly: "Because I don't think the color of the little gray cat is pretty enough, and you are suitable for a more beautiful color."

"Then why is it orange?"

"Because you are too thin, I think this color has a better meaning."

"So you think I'm skinny?"

"Ah?" Zhou Cibai didn't follow Gu Jiqing's logic for a moment, but just looked at his calm expression, afraid that he might misunderstand something, and quickly said, "I didn't, I just hope that your health can be better, I... ..."

Seeing Zhou Cibai's clumsy explanation at a loss, Gu Jiqing finally couldn't help it again: "Zhou Cibai, it's obvious that I'm being unreasonable, why aren't you angry?!"

Zhou Cibai paused, and then said seriously: "Because I didn't think you were being reasonable."

All of Gu Jiqing's emotions were blocked in his chest at that moment.

He couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was, and he didn't know how to express it, how to vent it, he could only watch Zhou Cibai in silence for 3 minutes, as usual, chose to put on his coat silently and calmly, and went out .

He didn't know where he should go, but he just felt that he couldn't stay with Zhou Cibai anymore, and he wanted to avoid certain things.

However, when he walked to the gate of the community, he remembered that he was not wearing a sweater, socks, scarf, keys, or even a mobile phone.

The snow fell like this, with a chill.

An old man outside the community was selling sweet potatoes, and the sweet heat was steaming warmly, but he was penniless, and could only feel his hands and feet starting to ache from the cold.

He suddenly remembered that many years ago, when he was still very young, it was such a winter, when he was in the second grade and had to wait for Gu Jue, who was in the sixth grade, to come home from school together, and there was an old lady selling delicious sweet potatoes at the gate of the school.

He waited a long, long time, wanting to wait until the adults came to pick them up and asked if they could buy him a baked sweet potato.

But that day Gu Jue got the third place in the class, the adults happily took Gu Jue to eat steak, but he didn't eat the roasted sweet potato in the end.

Maybe that's the right thing to do.

Even if he is a cat, he should be a cat who knows how to advance and retreat, how to deal with himself, and how to live alone in the cold winter.

Not a little orange cat who can lazily wait to be fed.

He took a deep breath, all the calm and rationality finally returned, and he had already figured out how to face Zhou Cibai.

Then he turned around and was caught off guard by a thick scarf.

Before he could react, he was buttoned up with a fleece cap again, wrapped in a Jumbo-sized down jacket, the zipper was pulled all the way to his chin, and half of his face was buried.

And the person who relied on his long arms and strength to do these things with great ease had already squatted down and put floor socks on him: "Why did you come out without wearing anything? What if you get sick from the cold?!"

This seemed to be the first time Zhou Cibai spoke to him in such a heavy, somewhat angry tone.

Gu Jiqing has been wrapped up so that he cannot move, and his mind is also a little confused.

He stood where he was, like a chubby penguin wrapped up, without moving.

Zhou Cibai put floor socks on him quickly and skillfully, and said anxiously: "I'm sorry, I know it's my fault today, my fault, I shouldn't make you unhappy, I promise that in the future such things will It won't happen again, and no one will force you anymore. If you don't like me clinging to you, I won't cling to you anymore. If you don't like the little orange cat, I will draw a little gray cat again. Do you want a Just stay alone when you are alone, and you only have to do what you want, okay?"

His words were full of panic and uneasiness, as if Gu Jiqing was a precious treasure in his eyes.

But what kind of baby is he?

He's just a selfish escape.

Gu Jiqing is not a fool, even though he has evaded countless times, how could he fail to see why Lu Ping and that girl suddenly acted in such an inexplicable way, and how could he fail to see why Zhou Cibai was happy and flustered.

But he's not a very nice guy.

He does not have Zhou Cibai's bravery, enthusiasm and frankness.

He is afraid of losing, and also afraid of all disappointments.

He said softly: "Zhou Cibai, don't do this."

Zhou Cibai raised his head.

Gu Jiqing said: "Because I will get used to it."

At that moment, the wind and snow filled the air, and the warm quilt covered on the lawn was finally rolled up in a corner in a panic.

Zhou Cibai seems to understand what Gu Jiqing already understood.

He stood up in a panic and said, "Then you can get used to it."

What Gu Jiqing wanted to say, Zhou Cibai had already said: "Gu Jiqing, I know what you are afraid of, I also know what you are running away from, I will not force you, nor will I ask you, but I I just want to tell you that if someone loves you, it must be because of your own existence that he is worthy of his love. There is no need to sacrifice anything, so much that he only hopes that you can learn to love yourself first, Gu Jiqing, there must be such a person."

Even if that person might not be himself.

Even if Gu Jiqing might leave him today.

But he still wanted to tell Gu Jiqing that there must be such a love in this world.

"Gu Jiqing, it doesn't come from sex, and it doesn't come from your dedication, it's just a lot of love, the kind of love that loves you, do you understand?"

Zhou Cibai once imagined ten thousand ways for him to express his love to Gu Jiqing.

It may be when white doves are flying in front of a certain church, it may be when he kisses Gu Jiqing on a certain beach, or it may be a certain dinner party he has carefully prepared, and the violin sounds.

After all, it must be solemn, romantic, and everything is ready.

Anyway, it's not like it is now, after a completely unexpected oolong that came from him, he hurriedly put on a single shirt, Gu Jiqing was wrapped up like a penguin, and stood together with one of the most ordinary people in Beijing. On the side of the street, it was snowing, and there was only an old man selling sweet potatoes across the street.

Then, like a child afraid of losing his most beloved treasure, he clumsily and panickedly revealed his feelings.

"Gu Jiqing, I don't need your answer, nor your feedback of love, I just want you to believe that you really deserve that kind of love."

Standing in the wind and snow, he is so tall, with such broad shoulders, such a straight nose, and looks so good under the street lights.

And his words are so firm, as if the wind and snow stopped for it.

So at that moment, Gu Jiqing heard her own heartbeat and shamefully missed a beat.

He thought, Zhou Cibai must be an idiot.