God said I would meet you

"I...I called the police," Shao Rong hugged Zhao Wujie on the slippery floor and stammered, "The police will come soon...you...you don't..."

Asu's face was gloomy, Shao Rong was not a fool, on the contrary, he was cowardly on the surface and couldn't beat a fart, but he actually had a lot of thoughts in his heart.

After he realized something was wrong, he leaned on the door and listened for a while. He was basically sure that there was movement inside and he did not act rashly. He knew that Zhang Xinli was working here, and he was afraid that the staff in the store were with him, so he called the police directly. He wanted to wait. The police came and rushed in, but the commotion inside was getting louder and louder. He was too anxious, so he couldn't help knocking on the door.

The incident happened suddenly, according to the plan, with Zhao Wujie's current appearance, even if he wanted to make trouble or call the police, he would have to wait for a few hours or even a day or two. Zhang Xinli had already explained some things to them before, but the details and so on It is impossible to agree in advance, and it takes some time to string together a string afterwards.

Ake weighed the situation. Although it was the peak traffic jam at this time, he knew that the police would arrive within 10 minutes at the most, so he listened to Zhang Xinli and said to Zhang Xinli, "Hurry up," he whispered, "It won't be a day or a half It’s definitely nothing, you have to go back and tell your brother, let’s watch here first, and you don’t talk when the time comes.”

"At that time" means that at that time, Zhang Xinli understood, but he didn't leave immediately. He looked at Shao Rong, took a few steps towards him, and said, "You said, you did it, right?"

Shao Rong moved back with his knees and buttocks, and shrank in the corner, trying to stay away from him, but Zhao Wujie said at this moment: "It wasn't him, I... did it," he said intermittently: "He is a dog ...Do you want to have the same knowledge as a dog..."

Zhang Xinli didn't speak, just looked at Shao Rong, Shao Rong said: "...Yes, from the beginning to the end."

Zhao Wujie said: "Shut up, I don't need a dog to take responsibility."

He hurled insults at Shao Rong, telling him to get out, Zhang Xinli was not interested in listening to their little theater anymore, from the moment he stood at the door of Zhao Wujie's ward, he had already decided that he would not let any of the perpetrators go.

The ground was full of mess, he turned around on the crimson floor where the debris was splashing, glanced at Asu who was facing him, then moved his eyes down, and fixed on the blood-stained folding knife in his hand for a few seconds. Pressed on his shoulder, then walked towards the sink without saying anything.

No one spoke for a while, and the sound of running water from the faucet sounded in the restless bathroom. The transparent tap water flowed from Zhang Xinli's hand and turned bright red before sinking into the spout and disappearing.

Zhang Xinli washed his hands little by little until he made sure that there were no more suspicious traces, then turned around and walked straight to the door.

Asu's thick and bushy eyebrows were also covered with blood. He moved his shoulders, played with the knife in his hand, and walked towards Shao Rong.

Zhao Wujie began to shout hoarsely: "Zhang Xinli!" Panting heavily, he said, "Don't think that you are very noble now, one day in the future when you get tired of it, and sex becomes a punishment, you will go out to have fun, Everyone loves the new and dislikes the old, gay is gay, and most of them are dating."

There are indeed quite a few people in the gay circle who only regard happiness as the highest principle, and only pursue physical pleasure from the beginning to the end, and even live with three people, agreeing to an open relationship with each other, because the biological instinct is like this, the temptation will never disappear, If there were no contractual constraints of marriage, everyone would just work together and come and go as they wanted, probably most of the opposite sex would not be able to stay with the same person for a lifetime.

But the reason why people become human is that they have a superego on top of their id, and another kind of spiritual power on top of their instincts that transcends instincts. Together, they have established a solid social contract system, pursuing While satisfying the body, we also pursue emotional companionship, soul resonance, and sacred morality.

Zhang Xinli had already walked to the door, he didn't understand why Zhao Wujie was so persistent in doubting the sincerity and love between gays, perhaps it was because neither he nor his parents had ever obtained those.

The door lock was opened, and colorful laser lights squeezed in through the narrow door. Zhang Xinli had no intention of being a godfather to influence Zhao Wujie, making him believe in the true feelings and love in the world, but he still had something to say.

He turned his head slightly, looked at Zhao Wujie, and finally said: "It is because of people like you...many people think that we are not worthy of marriage, nor worthy of talking about love."

……

in the hospital.

Lin Jinyu was lying on the bed under the quilt, preparing to fall asleep early.

After all, Ah Ji didn't know him very well. Lin Jinyu was ashamed to instruct him to do this and that like Zhang Xinli, and she was too embarrassed to ask him to help her when she peed, so she didn't even drink much water, and fell asleep after reviewing for a while. Prepare to go to bed early and be safe early, so as not to cause trouble.

The short hand on the watch pointed to ten o'clock, and just when Lin Jinyu's self-hypnosis had initially achieved results and was about to fall asleep with difficulty, Zhang Xinli pushed open the door of the ward and walked in with a chill in his body.

After ten o'clock, the lights in the ward were turned off. As if telepathically, Lin Jinyu opened her eyes amidst the familiar footsteps, and saw Zhang Xinli walking softly to the bedside in the dark, bending over and touching his forehead.

The hand was cool and clean.

Aji, who was playing with his mobile phone, stood up. Zhang Xinli turned his face slightly towards the door, and he got up and went out.

"Why did you get off work so early?" Lin Jinyu squinted at him, and said, "I've done some calculations, and I just hypnotized myself."

"I didn't get off work. I have an event today and I have to work overtime. I'll go back later." Zhang Xinli tested the temperature on his forehead to make sure that there were no fever symptoms that the doctor said to pay attention to, and asked, "What's the deal?"

"Working overtime?" Lin Jinyu didn't know much about this kind of service industry. Do bars still have to work overtime... He said, "It's just a general account... calculate how much money I spent these days."

It is said that the hospital is just to spend money. This month, the two of them have spent almost [-] on eating, drinking, and messing with water and electricity.

When Lin Jinyu was lying down, he was probably doing some calculations in his mind. He originally had 200 yuan on hand, and he paid [-] yuan for the rent at one time, and [-] yuan for utilities... Later, Zhang Xinli paid [-] yuan in salary, and paid him back [-] yuan. Qiansi, the rest is spent on daily expenses, and I even posted a little, so now I have less than ten thousand on hand.

Lin Jinyu said: "Just make a phone call and talk, and run back and forth, how long will you work overtime?"

"Come back and have a look," Zhang Xinli said, "I don't know, maybe it will be all night. I have something to do during the day tomorrow, so let Aji watch it first."

Does that mean you won't be back tomorrow?The weird feeling in Lin Jinyu's heart came again, and her right eyelid twitched.

"...Didn't you have full attendance this month?" He suddenly said in a low voice to Zhang Xinli: "If you don't have it, you don't have it. Anyway, you still have money in your hand. You work night shift every day, sleep more during the day, and don't run around all the time. gone."

"Don't worry about that," Zhang Xinli said, "Go to sleep."

He did ask for leave. The boss is in business, not charity, and there is no concern for him. If there is an urgent matter, he will act as if nothing happened. Full attendance will definitely be gone, and there will be no commission if he is away. This month will definitely be less. Bai, I have to make up for it.

"It's really rich," Lin Jinyu said, "You don't have to work so hard..."

It is true that they still have eight or nine thousand in their hands, but the hospital bills are several hundred a day, and there are a lot of medicines and other things. When they are discharged from the hospital, they must pay a large sum of money. Lin Jinyu has no idea about these things, but Zhang Xinli is very It is clear that for them now, that is by no means a small sum.

"It's gone after a few weeks in the hospital," Zhang Xinli said.

"It doesn't take a few weeks just for a broken bone." Lin Jinyu also knew that he basically had no income, and the financial pressure was all on Zhang Xinli alone: ​​"I didn't vomit today, and I'm not too dizzy. I'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Anyway, the doctor also said that recuperation is the main thing, he doesn't want to be treated anymore, he has no income except for scholarships, and because of his own ethics, every year when those real and fake poor students write applications for inspirational scholarships one by one, Lin Jinyu never goes to the hospital. Joining in the fun means that all he can get is a professional scholarship linked to his grades, and he has no chance with all the generous awards and stipends set up for "poor students".

This unbalanced relationship made him uneasy and very depressed... If nothing could be done to help him, less medical bills would be saved.

Zhang Xinli immediately said seriously: "Don't talk nonsense, the body is a matter of a lifetime, and the doctor says you can leave the hospital only after you leave the hospital."

"I just lie down every day and don't do anything," Lin Jinyu said, "Really, there's no need to waste money."

"Why didn't you do anything? Don't you hang several bottles of medicine every day?" Zhang Xinli came back to tell a lie, but he didn't expect him to keep thinking about leaving the hospital: "If you earn money, you have to spend it. If you don't, I will make it again." He said: "Don't think about it."

"It's not random thinking," Lin Jinyu looked at the dark ceiling and said, "I just feel...I'm sorry for you, you are always doing this and that."

"You have done a lot for me," Zhang Xinli said, "You yourself forgot."

In a relationship, it is impossible for two people to pay exactly fifty-five points at all times. Every gain and loss must be calculated clearly. Sometimes someone will give more, and sometimes someone will give less. The only constant is , when they can give, they are trying their best to give.

Zhang Xinli had avoided him so many times, pushed him away countless times, turned around and left countless times, after so many times, Lin Jinyu was still willing to love him.

He taught Zhang Xinli to write essays word by word, bought him a lot of things when he was rich, and told him to learn whatever he wanted to learn, and colleges and universities in Shanghai always have to recruit people, why can’t it be you... Although At that time they were too weak to spread their wings.

"I really want to be rich," Lin Jinyu said, "I've never wanted to be rich so much before."

"There will be," Zhang Xinli said, "I will make a lot of money."

In fact, if their majors are compatible, they will become middle school teachers in the future. They will have a famous and stable career, and they will not be able to make a fortune even if they are hungry. The "a lot of money" in Zhang Xinli's concept may be hundreds of thousands and one million, which is indeed a lot of money in Liangshan. , but in Shanghai, the family savings of two people is more than 100 and 90 million, which is just at the average level.

Although it seems that it is still a promise without a word, Lin Jinyu felt inexplicably softened when he heard his words: "Well... what are your plans for the future?" He suddenly asked: "Internship right away, you will graduate in a blink of an eye." , where are you going?"

"Looking for a job," Zhang Xinli said, "Where do you want to go?"

"I don't know," Lin Jinyu always lives in the moment, and doesn't impose rules on himself: "I want to continue studying. This year's postgraduate entrance examination will end soon, and I will take a seat to review."

"Very good," Zhang Xinli said, "Where do you want to go after finishing your graduate studies, here, or Sichuan, or Shanghai?"

Lin Jinyu thought for a moment and was a little dazed.

In fact, he still likes Shanghai, the city where he grew up, with wide modern streets and old-fashioned alleys, as well as European-style buildings left over from the last century, beautiful sea and night scenes, and restaurants that suit his taste... ...But his father looks like he has severed ties with him, can he still live there, if it happens, it will be so embarrassing.

"Are you going to Shanghai to find a job after graduation?" Lin Jinyu said, "You don't study anymore."

There are many colleges and universities in Shanghai. Unless the famous schools in Qingbei or the powerful 985 schools, the ordinary schools in the northwest and southwest are basically not very competitive there. Grab a handful.

"I don't know," Zhang Xinli said, "Just take a step and see. If you want to go back to Shanghai, I will try it."

"You can take the postgraduate entrance examination with me. It turns out that you didn't tell me that you wanted to be admitted to a school in Shanghai in high school. If it weren't for my grandpa, I wouldn't know anything about it."

Zhang Xinli was actually very hesitant. He would have to become a teacher after he graduated from the postgraduate entrance examination for a major in physical education. At that time, his teaching experience would be several years behind others, and he would still not be able to get anything.

"I... At that time, I felt that there was no hope, so I didn't say anything," Zhang Xinli said, "I'm not expected to study."

"Fart," Lin Jinyu said, "If you weren't, you would have finished your compulsory education early and you would have gone to work as a factory boy. How could you still be here to abandonabandon the fourth grade?"

He said: "I know you want to read, so go read, whatever you have."

Zhang Xinli sighed: "I am different from you."

"It's nothing different. I wanted to go back to the exam." Lin Jinyu waved his hand directly and said, "That's it. I'll take the exam in Shanghai with me. Negative answers will be automatically swallowed. Please accept the order to thank you."

Zhang Xinli couldn't laugh or cry, the patient in the next bed turned over, coughed loudly, spit out a mouthful of thick phlegm, and spat it into the urinal under the bed with a bah sound, and the accompanying family members got up to wash the basin, the sound of rushing water made Lin Jinyu feel a little anxious to urinate .

"I want to go to the toilet," Lin Jinyu said, "Help me, I don't know your brother very well, you have to count the number of times you put water."

"You don't need to be polite to him." Zhang Xinli supported him up with his back, then squatted down to put on his shoes: "Just say what you want."

"Your little brother is not my little brother, so I feel uncomfortable."

Zhang Xinli consciously put his hands on his shoulders, Lin Jinyu said, "It's not so exaggerated... I have a broken rib, not a broken leg."

"Can you get up?"

"Yes, it hurts when I sit up from the bed, and the doctor told me not to sneeze, and I would lie in bed for a few days." Lin Jinyu hugged him, and instead of getting up immediately, he joked a few words: "Damn it You don't know the taste, it's more sour than Laotan sauerkraut noodles... Do you want to pee, or should we go together?"

Zhang Xinli squinted at him, Lin Jinyu half-pressed him and laughed, and said, "It seems...you used to use me as a crutch when I sprained my ankle before."

The summer days in Liangshan were low and cloudy. The watermelon that Zhang Xinli bought for him had red flesh and green skin. The seeds were round and huge, and the seeds were so black that they shone. Since then, he has never eaten such a sweet watermelon.

"That's right," Zhang Xinli looked at him, and said slowly, "At that time someone wanted to compare with me."

Bigger than... who.

"Is there?" Lin Jinyu began to pretend to have amnesia, although he felt that he was not too young, but after N times of indescribable things, he knew that there was still a slight gap between him and the person next to him... Forget it, he wouldn't need it anyway: "Who is this person? How is he compared to you? Bigger? Older?"

Zhang Xinli knew that he was rascal again, so he smiled and said nothing.

He waited for Lin Jinyu to finish draining the water, then supported him by his shoulders and let him lie down. After the lights were turned off, it was very dark in the ward. Lin Jinyu couldn't see the blood oozing from the incision when he exerted force, but he could only feel that his arms were still firm and strong. When holding him up, there was no tremor, and it was as reassuring as before.

He still wanted to talk about something, but the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open a crack, the lights in the corridor tore through the darkness and came in, the door was a bit noisy, Lin Jinyu heard Aji talking to others, as if answering a question, and said Wait a minute or something, you can faintly see the navy blue sleeves shaking.

Zhang Xinli quickly covered him with a quilt, and the standing figure blocked the light from the door: "I'm going to work," he said, "I'll be back tomorrow."

"Hey..." An ominous premonition crept into Lin Jinyu's heart. He suddenly raised his hand, grabbed Zhang Xinli's sleeve tightly, and asked, "Is it right? What time do you still work overtime?"

"Of course." Zhang Xinli squeezed his hand and said, "When did I ever lie to you?"

He put Lin Jinyu's hand back under the quilt, covered it, turned around and walked out, and the noisy noise outside the door disappeared.