God said I would meet you

Lin Huainan didn't like the title "Boss X" very much, because he didn't like the philistine nouveau riche atmosphere, so people who had dealings with him usually called him Mr. Lin.

"Everything is fine with the old man here," the doctor said politely, entered the password, and led him into the ICU area: "There will be a list of daily expenses, and you can print it at the window on the first floor when you need to check it."

"Well, it's troublesome." Lin Huainan's voice was not loud, there was a tired look in his brows and eyes, and there was no smile on his face.He performed disinfection and protection according to the rules. The doctor came to the ward where Mr. Lin was, opened the door and said, "Please come in—"

The door was opened, Lin Huainan walked in, and saw his nephew standing alone in front of the viewing window rubbing his hands nervously.

"Yo, uncle," he saw Lin Huainan coming in, straightened up "swish", and said, "Coincidentally, today you also..."

"?" Lin Huainan didn't expect his nephew to be there, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "Why... you are not..."

"I just came back to Shanghai," the little cousin couldn't help rubbing his hands together: "Come and see his old man first."

"Alright, it's time to say hello when I'm back." Lin Huainan turned his head to look at Grandpa Lin on the hospital bed. He stared at his father for a long time, then sighed suddenly: "If only...that disobedient person has half of your heart." It's...a sin, and it's said that children are debts owed by parents in previous lives."

A few steps away from the small door in the corner of the room, Lin Jinyu stuck to the door stiffly, squeezed together with a large pile of urinals, bedpans and other nursing equipment. It's so close, yet it sounds like it's far away in the sky.

This is not a simple rental house. The walls specially made of sound-absorbing materials have a good sound insulation effect. Lin Huainan's voice has been weakened so much that it has become blurred. But it seemed that he was tied by the voice, and he was so stiff that he couldn't move.

It turns out that now he doesn't have a name in his father's mouth. He probably thinks he is too shameful to be gay, and even feels disgusted to mention it. Lin Jinyu thought: Now I'm just a shameful bastard with the code name "that disobedient". Goods that should be fucked.

That heavy, irritable sigh was probably regret for having him.

Outside the door, Lin Huainan expressed concern for his nephew, and asked when he came, the little cousin said: "Just arrived, not... not long."

"Is everything okay at work?"

"It's okay, it's gradually stabilized," said the little cousin, "everything is fine."

"Then you..." Lin Huainan seemed to want to ask something, but he was a little ashamed to ask: "Then have you... any news recently?"

He spoke ambiguously and didn't say any news directly, as if he was playing a riddle, but the little cousin had no doubts on his face: "...a little bit, uncle, don't worry, I've been... not very free, let's talk when it's suitable .”

The little cousin doesn't seem to be very busy recently. Lin Jinyu only felt the sounds of countless chatters pouring into his ears like galloping horses, and then quickly faded away without leaving any traces. He tried to remember and understand those voices meaning, but it seems that it can't be done no matter what.

Lin Jinyu's mind went blank, and his whole body was tightly wrapped by tension and some kind of heavy, inexplicable emotion. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't concentrate on any sounds he heard.

This is a not so good signal.

"Then let me know if you think it's appropriate," Lin Jinyu heard a long sigh again: "Don't forget."

"I know, you should also pay attention to your body, Xiaoyu...he's fine."

"Don't comfort me," Lin Huainan said, "You don't know, a few weeks ago..." He didn't finish his sentence, but sighed again: "Forget it, I don't know the truth, it's good not to know, you understand me, yes Is it?"

The little cousin nodded: "I understand, I can't understand...that, but don't worry too much."

I understand and can't understand, I don't know what I'm talking about, when the little cousin was at Zhang Xinli and Lin Jinyu's place, he looked at this complicated look, and looked at the unbelievable one, but at this time he said to Lin Huainan: "Going out, you must It’s no big deal if he doesn’t go home comfortably, he’s in good condition... It’s useless for us to worry about it, we can only persuade him if we can, and there’s nothing we can do if we can’t.”

"I hope it's all right."

……

Lin Jinyu only felt that his ears were noisy. Lin Huainan had been here for a while, and during this long time, he had been standing stiffly like this, motionless, like a puppet with broken strings.

The little cousin sent the uncle away, turned back to the visitation port, and opened the door——

"Little..." He wanted to tell his cousin that his father had left and told him to come out, but as soon as the door opened, the little cousin only had time to say this word, and he felt a huge force rushing straight into his chest.

Like a frightened mad cow, Lin Jinyu rushed out through the open door, pushed his little cousin away, and rushed out without making a sound or looking at him, wearing the disposable disinfection suit.

Just now it was a puppet with broken strings, now it has become a cow again, as quiet as a virgin and moving like a rabbit is not such a way to escape, the little cousin was startled, and hurriedly chased forward, chasing and saying: "Where are you going?! "

Lin Jinyu didn't answer, but the doctor came to stop them, saying that they had to change their clothes in the corridor and throw the medical waste into the yellow trash can before going out. Impatient to escape from this place.

The little cousin took his coat and chased him all the way from the sixth floor to the first floor, and then out of the hospital gate, annoyed: "Say something! What do you mean?"

Lin Jinyu looked very irritable: "It's boring! I'm going home!"

The home he mentioned refers to the place where he lives with Zhang Xinli. The little cousin said: "You took the things anyway, why are you in such a hurry."

Lin Jinyu kept scanning her eyes, looking at him and then not looking at him again, that anxiety was written on his face: "...you leave me alone for a while."

Why did he suddenly have to be alone for a while... The little cousin didn't know what was wrong with him, he thought it was just seeing his dad and felt a little annoyed, and said, "Okay, I'll take you back."

Evening rush hour hadn't passed yet, and the bus and subway were crowded with people. Lin Jinyu was restless for a while, and got on the bus.

There was no one in the house, and Zhang Xinli went to work. At this time, the little cousin didn't have a clear idea of ​​his cousin's condition. Lin Jinyu entered the room and sat on the sofa for a while, neither eating nor drinking, let alone Speaking, the little cousin thought at first that he was simply alone and quietly, but after a full hour, Lin Jinyu was still in that posture, without moving a muscle.

The uncle and his lover came back and greeted him. He glanced at them, turned his head back, and remained silent.

The others were puzzled and thought Lin Jinyu was weird, but they didn't say anything and went back to their rooms.

The little cousin poured him a glass of water, and asked him when he planned to eat so late. Lin Jinyu still didn't respond, and the little cousin finally felt something was wrong: "Xiaoyu?" He thought Lin Jinyu was tired, and said: "Have you rested yet?"

Lin Jinyu's eyes moved, and after three seconds of silence, she suddenly said loudly to him, "Don't talk to me, okay? I told you to stay alone!"

"..." The little cousin was dumbfounded. Although Lin Jinyu was quite self-sufficient, he rarely lost his temper with people other than his parents and boyfriend. He is quite abnormal now.

As the minutes passed, Lin Jinyu still wouldn't eat or drink, and refused to communicate. At 45:[-], the little cousin tried all the methods he could think of and had no choice but to call Zhang Xinli.

He was very worried that Zhang Xinli would take revenge after having a bad meal in the morning, so he just hung up. Fortunately, Zhang Xinli took it.

"Hey, it's me." The little cousin stood aside, looked at Lin Jinyu and made a phone call. After reporting his name, he briefly said a few words about the situation, and said, "I don't know how to say... just... Xiaoyu came back It has been almost three hours now, sitting on the sofa, not eating or talking."

Zhang Xinli was very busy, so he didn't understand what he said at first. At first, he thought that Lin Jinyu's cousin was calling to discipline him, or to inform him that Lin Jinyu would not be coming back today, so he just listened casually, with a lazy tone.

The little cousin said a few more words: "If I have a way, I won't bother you at this time. I really don't know what's going on. He just ignored me, and he didn't say anything when I asked him."

"……What did you say?"

"I said he didn't make a sound!" The little cousin became impatient, and his voice became louder. Lin Jinyu sat on the side, like a statue, listening to his call without moving: "Did you hear that? Sound! What the hell is going on?"

There was quite a long time of stunned, and the little cousin could not speak clearly. An ominous premonition rose in Zhang Xinli's heart, and his tone became unexpected and dignified: "Did he not say a word, or did he say it before, only half of it?" Don't tell me the hour, and don't eat?"

"No...wait, I said it at the beginning," the little cousin grabbed his hair and began to report: "When I first came back, he said he wanted to be alone and told me not to talk."

"If he just expresses that he wants to be alone and doesn't talk, it should be fine to leave it for the time being. Don't disturb him, don't provoke him, just let him stay." Zhang Xinli finished speaking in a few words, and said in a low voice: "I'll be right back .”