After being dressed as the second male, she was bent by the female lead

Shu Qingwan found a medical center, bought some of the cheapest wound medicine, and healed his knee injury slightly with the meager medical knowledge of Xuan Qingjiao in his memory.

After that, she found another noodle stall, ate a bowl of the cheapest clear noodles extravagantly, and then went back to wait in the alley near Ruan Mansion.

Yes, she needs to recover her strength, and when the sky is completely dark, she will have the strength to climb over the wall and enter the Ruan Mansion to find her Lian'er.

She is bound to go in Ruan Mansion, and she must see Ruan Lianyi, no matter whether Ruan Lianyi is a human being or just an immobile rank, she will go to see Ruan Lianyi for the last time.

Now that the main entrance is blocked, she can only go in from another place. If she offends, she can apologize to Ruan Lianyi after she sees Ruan Lianyi.

When Shu Qing returned to the vicinity of Ruan Mansion in the evening, the sun was just at its hottest, but she was not impatient at all, and just picked a shady place to wait quietly.

As long as she can see Ruan Lianyi, she can afford to wait for as long as she wants. In the past, she could wait day by day, but now she can still spend all her time waiting.

But half an hour later, the sun became hotter and hotter. Some vendors on the side of the road were already too hot. Taking advantage of the lack of crowds at noon, they closed their stalls and went home.

But Shu Qingwan still stood there, no matter how unbearable the heat was, she stood persistently.

In order to wait for Ruan Lianyi, she survived the coldest days, soaked in the coldest snow, and even survived the raging blizzard until it stopped. For her, this little bit of heat could not shake her faith at all.

At this time, the door of the Ruan Mansion, which had been in silence all this time, suddenly opened, and four people Shu Qingwan had never seen before walked out.

Walking in the front was a middle-aged man with majestic eyebrows. He wore a wooden hair crown, his face was a little haggard, and there were a few strands of white hair on his temples. Like the lady behind him, he was dressed in plain white. clothes.

The lady following behind her knew that she had been well maintained before, but now her face was sad and her eyes were red, obviously she was deeply sad and overly sad.

She was being supported by a little girl next to her who looked like a maid. The girl looked to be eleven or twelve years old, with a maid's hair bun, and her eyes were red from crying, which made her cheeks pale and pitiful.

The last one followed was a man holding a sword. Although the man's back was straight, his head was lowered the whole time. Like the little girl in front, he was dressed in sackcloth, with a white filial belt tied on his head, with a mournful expression.

The four of them went down the steps, and after standing for a while, an old man also dressed in sackcloth came over with a carriage not far away.

Before the carriage approached the four people at the door, the old man pulled the reins and stopped the carriage two steps away from the four people.

Shu Qingwan took a closer look, only to realize that the old man driving the car was actually Uncle Fu who had opened the door for her many times.

Just as Shu Qingwan was thinking about it, the four people at the door had already boarded the carriage one after another. Immediately, the man who walked at the end picked up the stepped chair and put it into the carriage, and then jumped onto the carriage while supporting the carriage. Sitting next to Forbe.

While Shu Qingwan was thinking anxiously, she suddenly remembered what the mother of the Pei family had said at noon.

——Let me tell you, a young lady died in the Ruan family a few days ago. It is said that she was the eldest lady of a direct relative. She died of illness.

Uncle Uncle was still dressed normally yesterday, and the servants at home seemed to be in their usual clothes. Not only Uncle Uncle and the servants who opened the door just now were wearing sackcloth and filial piety, but even the two people in front of them, who were either rich or noble at first glance, were also dressed in plain clothes. Yi, could it be that today will be Lian'er's first seven?

So these people dressed like this are going to worship?

If these people are really going to worship now, then if she follows them, will she be able to see Lian Yi's burial place?

Thinking like this, Shu Qingwan couldn't stand still for a moment. She flashed out of the alley, and hurriedly followed the slow-moving carriage towards the north of the city.

Maybe it was because the people on the street were still bustling before leaving the city, so the speed of the carriage was not that fast. Shu Qingwan hurried to catch up, but he was still able to keep up.

But when they left the city, even though the terrain was not flat, the speed of the carriage picked up.

Shu Qingwan's knees were still injured from kneeling, but he followed closely for a long time in fear of being lost, and now he has exhausted most of his physical strength, so how could he keep up with a horse that travels thousands of miles in a day.

Not long after leaving the city, even though she tried her best, she was still left far behind by the carriage.

Fortunately, there weren't too many branch roads that horse-drawn carriages could pass through. Shu Qingwan kept walking along the main road, following the traces of horseshoes and wheels, and he didn't go wrong in the general direction.

Even though it was winter, the scorching sun at noon was still not to be underestimated. Shu Qingwan walked against the scorching sun for more than an hour. thirsty.

She picked a flat place to rest, and when she regained some strength, she continued along the main road.

She walked intermittently for another half an hour, until the sun in the sky had slanted to the west, and even the orange-yellow daylight in the evening revealed that she was close to the destination.

The reason why she knew that this was near the destination was because the traces of horseshoes and wheels on the main road became lighter when they came here, indicating that the speed of the carriage had gradually slowed down.

And there are no new traces in front of the main road, which shows that the carriage most likely turned around nearby.

Thinking that she might have arrived at the place where Ruan Lianyi was buried, most of Shu Qingwan's exhaustion had been washed away. She searched carefully along the side of the road, and finally it paid off. The voice of a clear conversation.

By the time Shu Qingwan found near the Ruan family's ancestral grave, the sky was already dark, and the five members of the Ruan family had packed up their offerings and were taking their seats in the carriage, ready to return.

Resisting the urge to rush over, Shu Qingwan hurriedly found a taller bush to hide in. She didn't support herself until the Ruan family's carriage was far away and the echo of the horse's hooves gradually disappeared in the wilderness. He got up and staggered towards the depths of the woods.

Walk through the scattered trees in front of you, and then walk a short distance, and you will see a majestic tomb in front of you.

At a rough glance, there are about a dozen of those tombs. Not only are they arranged neatly, each stone stele is carved with complicated patterns, and there are many stone sculptures more than two meters high standing on the periphery of the tomb. I don't know that it is not the burial place of ordinary people.

The gloomy sky and the scene of Xiao Su made people shudder inexplicably. Even Shu Qingwan was a little timid, but thinking that her beloved Ruan Lianyi might be buried in this place, the timidity in her heart was suppressed for no reason. .

Shu Qingwan looked back one by one along the nearest tombstones. When he found the second row, before he could go inside, he saw several plates of fresh offerings in front of the outermost tombstone, and two burning sticks next to it. The candle that burned to the end was obviously just worshipped.

At this time, the two candles were making a slight "crackling" sound, as if they were calling her in a low voice.

But Shu Qingwan stood there in a daze, as if all her strength had been taken away, she couldn't move her legs no matter what, she just felt that her legs that had persisted in walking all the way seemed to be poured with something worth a thousand gold, no matter what Can't lift it up.

But in her heart, she clearly wanted to walk over by herself as soon as possible.

Her Lian'er had been waiting for her for so long, how could she make her wait any longer?

Shu Qingwan mustered up the little courage left in her, and then tried to lift her feet and take a step forward. When she opened her legs, the apex of her heart, which was still unconscious before, seemed to be pressed, and her nerves gradually tightened. There was a distressing pain.

Those pains were like a fine net, tightly choking Shu Qingwan's heart, leaving her nowhere to escape, every cell in the pain was screaming.

She stretched out her hands unbearably to grab the clothes on her chest, suppressing the intense and spreading pain, quickened her pace, and trot towards the tombstone, as if a moment later, the tombstone that finally appeared would leave her go.

It really was Ruan Lianyi's tomb, and the information engraved on the tombstone all showed that the person lying inside was Ruan Lianyi, the eldest daughter of the seventh generation grandson of the Ruan family.

Shu Qingwan's heart became more and more painful, and even the clothes on her chest were wrinkled into a ball by herself.

She paused for a while, then took two steps closer, knelt down in front of the tombstone, then raised her fingertips with difficulty, and leaned over to caress the words Ruan Lianyi on the tombstone.

It was obviously a cold and hard stone, but Shu Qingwan felt the warmth that Ruan Lianyi should have from his fingertips. Ruan Lianyi seemed to be acting like a baby with her, handed her face to her hand, and let her touch it with a smile.

Shu Qingwan also smiled slightly, touching the grooves of the writing on the stone tablet, her brows and eyes softened: "Lian'er, am I a bit late?"

"Don't be angry, I want to come as soon as possible, but I can't find you, and I haven't been able to find you."

"That day, what I didn't tell you, did you wait in a hurry? In fact, you kept pushing me to tell you, and I should have told you directly. It's all my fault. I had to wait until the next day, and then dragged it until today. .”

"Lian'er, I want to tell you that I... like you." Shu Qingwan said, her voice became cautious, "Are you...can't accept such emotions? It's okay , if you can't accept it, just pretend I didn't say anything?"

Shu Qingwan smiled wryly, and continued: "Don't be afraid of me, if I hadn't been unable to control myself, and I was in deep trouble, I definitely wouldn't bother you with this kind of thing."

"I'm just... just saying, you don't have to take it to heart."

"I know this matter has nothing to do with you, it's me, shameless, knowing that I am a woman, but I like you, and wishful thinking, I want your company for the rest of my life, but I can't protect you..."

Shu Qingwan's voice gradually became dry and hoarse, and then her voice became choked up, and she couldn't say anything else as she muttered.

After a long time, perhaps feeling enough of the names on the tombstone, Shu Qingwan took a step forward, gently pressed his forehead against the ligatures on the tombstone, and closed his eyes weakly.

Her lips trembled, and it took her a long time to hold back her crying and utter the tiny word "Lian'er".

These two words are mournful and mournful, as if drawn from the blood of the heart and lungs, dripping with blood, people can't bear to hear it.

The setting sun has long since disappeared, and the night is blatantly occupying everything in the world. It unscrupulously covers the mountains and plains and takes them as its own. Where people can see, there is only a distance of less than one meter around them.

I don't know if the surrounding air was infected by Shu Qingwan's mood, and it became colder and closer to despair.

Unknowingly, a thin sheet of snow velvet floated down from the sky, and then two, three, four, and five sheets gradually covered the surrounding area, giving off some light.

This is the last snow in winter. It hides behind the scorching sun every day, carefully collects the sorrow, and finally can no longer bear the sorrow, and pours down like a bank.

Perhaps because of the fatigue during the day, Shu Qingwan leaned against the tombstone, bewitched by the snow, and her consciousness began to haze. In a trance, she seemed to hear Ruan Lianyi calling her "Wan Wan" from the side.

Shu Qingwan woke up suddenly, and raised her head to catch the last sound that remained in the daze, but when she opened her eyes, there was nothing.

At this time, the dying candle had already been extinguished, and it was covered with a thin layer of snow. The surrounding mountains and forests were gloomy, silent as if abandoned by the world, without any vitality.

Shu Qingwan looked around, she was the only one in this sealed scene, so there was nothing wrong with her.

But she clearly heard Lian'er's voice just now, she heard Lian'er's distressed voice calling her, the tone is still in her ears, why is there nothing now?

Shu Qingwan knelt on the spot, finally heartbroken, she reached out again to touch the inscription of Ruan Lianyi's name on the tombstone, between the tentacles, it was icy cold, and the pain that had been sinking before swept over again, completely submerging her.

Yes, her Lianer is dead.

She could no longer hear her voice, could no longer feel her temperature, and the light that was lit in her heart finally went out.

These thoughts drilled into the tip of her heart, and the pain in her heart suddenly magnified infinitely, coming all over the sky, biting her almost out of breath.

Her heart heaved violently, suffocating as if she had fallen into an ice cave, and her fingertips unconsciously tried to trace the sunken word "Lian" on the tombstone, but after a few strokes, her fingertips couldn't stand the thought , followed by crying blood.

But Shu Qingwan didn't seem to know the pain, and still engraved the strokes on the stone tablet, as if he wanted to engrave this word on his heart.

"Lian'er!" Shu Qingwan couldn't bear the grief any longer, and finally cried out Ruan Lianyi's name in a heart-piercing way.

This was the first time Shu Qingwan cried in such a long time.

She didn't cry when she couldn't find Ruan Lianyi, and she didn't cry when she smashed her forehead in front of the laundress and Uncle Fu. Even if she knelt at the gate of Ruan's house all night, when she heard that Ruan Lianyi had really passed away, she still didn't cry. I didn't cry.

But at this moment, she really understood that the person she loved would no longer have warmth, and the sadness she had kept in her heart for so long finally turned into a mournful cry, resounding through the world.

Those two words seemed to be stripped from her body, and the pain pierced through her heart, but before the words echoed around her, Shu Qingwan vomited a big mouthful of blood, dyeing the white snow in front of her into blood red.

She decided to take one last look at the name on the tombstone, then fell down powerlessly, completely losing consciousness in the vast white snow.

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Thanks for subscribing, Happy New Years!

The plot where the name is called after vomiting blood is Chapter 5, the scene in the dark.

Alas, this chapter has been coded for two days, and I almost couldn't code it anymore.

Let Wan Wan rise in the next section.