After being dressed as the second male, she was bent by the female lead

I don't know how long it took, and the sky had a tendency to light up slightly. In front of a tombstone with offerings placed, the white snow suddenly moved, and a finger broke through the ground.

Shu Qingwan thought that she could finally die this time and go with Ruan Lianyi, but the sky didn't go her way. In a daze, she felt a piercing pain in her heart, and the pain spread to all four limbs. Muke, sobering up her disturbed nerves.

She coughed several times, her body trembled and moved, she raised her hand with difficulty to brush away the snow from her eyes, and then opened her eyes weakly to look at the sky.

The surroundings are still silent, there is no Ruan Lianyi or her mother, only the flying snow in the sky, people can know that time is not standing still at this time.

The bottom of her heart didn't warm up with her waking up, instead it was even more desolate, and there was no trace of blood on her face, as pale as a dead person.

She stared blankly at the snowflakes falling down for a long time, before she braced her upper body with all her strength, twisted her neck stiffly, and cast her lifeless eyes over the snow layer to the tombstone two steps away.

The tombstone still stands emotionlessly, the name on it has not changed, and even the blood stains on her fingertips left before she fainted are still clearly visible.

It turned out that everything was not a dream, and her Lianer was indeed dead.

How much she wanted to just die like this and stay here quietly with Ruan Lianyi. From then on, no matter whether it was the end of the world or the end of the world, no one could separate her from Ruan Lianyi.

But why did God let her come back to life again, let her face such a cruel fact again.

The people she cared about the most are gone, so what's the point of her lingering life like this, will she have to spend the rest of her life relying on those meager memories and dreams that she doesn't know if she can dream?

Speaking of dreams, for some reason, during the time they were apart, she never dreamed of Ruan Lianyi once.

She hadn't thought about the reason before, but now that she thinks about it, could it be that Ruan Lianyi had already guessed her intentions, so she was afraid of her, didn't want to enter her dreams, and didn't want to have anything to do with her?

As Shu Qingwan thought about it, those decisive words that Uncle Fu said to her at the gate of the Ruan Mansion these two times flashed through his mind.

Although Ruan Lianyi didn't say those things in person, but Shu Qingwan thought of it again. Coupled with the fact that Ruan Lianyi never fell asleep, those words still made her heartbroken as if Ruan Lianyi said it himself.

——You must have found the wrong place. We don't have the person you mentioned here, let alone any brothers and sisters!

——I really don't have the person you're looking for here, so go look elsewhere.

——Little girl, what are you crazy about!I told you, we don't have that number of people here!

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Shu Qingwan silently chewed the bitterness in these words, inexplicably, a gleam of light flashed into her head, making her consciousness gradually clear.

Why was Uncle Uncle unwilling to admit to her that Ruan Lianyi was in the Ruan family from the beginning to the end?

Such a well-known matter, why did Uncle Fu deliberately argue in front of her?Could it be that there is something hidden?

Even if Ruan Lianyi is really dead, Uncle Fu just needs to tell her directly that the person she is looking for is already dead, so why is he so anxious to get rid of the relationship as if she is entangled and mentions something?

She carefully explored these questions and seemed to be able to think of vague answers, but when she thought about Uncle Fu's expression at that time, she still felt that there was something hidden wrong, which couldn't be explained but couldn't be ignored.

Shu Qingwan's eyes gradually came back to life. She stared fixedly at the bloody "Lian" character on the tombstone. The dead desire to survive in her body grew branches from the abyss, climbed the Baizhang abyss, and tenaciously nodded. Struggling upwards.

Yes, she can't die yet, and her Lian'er is still dead for no apparent reason, how can she die?

Her Lian'er was in good health at all before. On the day of separation, the two had practiced hundreds of sword moves against each other. Lian'er's breath was normal, so how could he have a sudden and inexplicable illness?

There must be some unknown things, and her Lianer was undoubtedly "sacrificed" by these things.

Although she is completely ignorant of the power, interests, and conspiracy among the aristocratic families, Xuanqing often reminds them that they must be on guard against others, and her Lianer Xu is innocently plotting against others when she is unable to guard against them.

Just like Mrs. Shu's repeated methods of framing her, and her mother's death at a young age.

Therefore, she cannot die, she must understand everything clearly, otherwise, if Lian'er has any grievances, who should she appeal to?

Thinking that Ruan Lianyi's death might have something hidden behind it, Shu Qingwan's desire to survive spread out of the cliff, and turned into a big tree in the sky in an instant.

She lifted her body up again with difficulty, then turned an angle vigorously, using her hands as her feet, dragged her frozen and unconscious legs towards the tombstone, and immediately grabbed the snow-covered and extremely hard sacrifice in front of the monument. stuff it in your mouth.

She chewed the hard pulp and swallowed it together with the thin ice covered with it, her eyes fixed on the three words Ruan Lianyi on the tombstone, mechanically gulping one mouthful after another, like a puppet without a soul.

The large plate of sacrifices in front of her finally bottomed out, and Shu Qingwan stopped devouring them whole, and climbed to the tombstone again, stroked the three words she was attached to, and then used all her strength to support the tombstone bit by bit. Lift yourself up.

But her legs had been frozen in the bone-piercing ice and snow for too long, and she couldn't move at all, so how could she succeed?

But she didn't give up. With the belief that she must go back alive, she tried again and again, and fell countless times. Finally, when the sky was bright, she succeeded in giving her legs a sense of support.

Gathering up her strength, she held on to the surrounding tombstones, limping and dragging her body to go outside with difficulty.

Walking to the exit of the woods, Shu Qingwan supported the big tree next to him, and finally turned around to look at the tomb that was already clearly visible in the sunlight, then turned and left reluctantly and resolutely.

On the way back to the city, because Shu Qingwan's legs and feet were inconvenient, it took him more than four hours to get there.

She picked up a tree trunk by the side of the road, and after a little treatment, she used it as a crutch to prop up and stop all the way.

If she was thirsty, she would pick off the snow that was still hanging on the branches to moisten her throat. If she was hungry, she would eat some leaves on the side of the road to satisfy her hunger. On the way, she also encountered a flourishing plum tree. The plum blossoms on it were even more beautiful than the ones she had plucked to show Ruan Lianyi.

She sat under the tree and admired it for a long time, then picked and ate a large handful before leaving.

The sky went from bright to bright, and finally turned a little darker. Shu Qingwan finally entered the urban area in the north of the city.

Trembling and dragging her exhausted body, she came to the pharmacy where she had bought wound medicine before, wanting to buy some herbs to soothe her scarred legs.

The owner of that shop was an old doctor with a gray beard. Seeing Shu Qingwan's distressed appearance and calm gaze, he felt a little pity in his heart, and asked a few more questions with concern.

In the end, seeing that Shu Qingwan was unwilling to say anything, and didn't force her, she kindly helped Shu Qingwan make medicine, treated her wounds and sent her to leave.

Shu Qingwan found the noodle stall again, ordered clear noodles all night, and then went back to the courtyard after eating.

When the twilight covered the surrounding airtightly, Shu Qingwan finally returned to the manor. When Zhang Nanny saw Shu Qingwan who hadn't seen him for many days, her heart fell to the ground, but she was also worried.

The injuries on the body and the ragged appearance are secondary. The most important thing is that Shu Qingwan's eyes can no longer see any fluctuations in light and color. Too peaceful silence.

Nanny Zhang only accompanied her for a moment before she knew that Shu Qingwan was different from before.

But no matter how Nanny Zhang asked or comforted her, Shu Qingwan refused to speak.

That night, Shu Qingwan, who was nervous in silence, developed a high fever that persisted, and Aunt Ren Zhang tried everything to no avail.

Before dawn, Madam Zhang went out and invited the doctor back, but the strange thing was that the doctor couldn't see why, and only said that Shu Qingwan might have contracted a cold, so he prescribed some recuperating medicine and left.

The medicine left behind had no effect, even though Shu Qingwan drank all of it, the fever on his body still went up and down.

Nanny Zhang invited some other doctors, but bowl after bowl of bitter medicine was poured into Shu Qingwan's mouth. After three days, the intermittent high fever was only frightened away, but the condition did not improve at all.

Shu Qingwan was in a coma most of the time, and when he woke up he was also in a daze, and there was no time for clarity.

Nanny Zhang spent all the money on her body, and different doctors came and went, but no one knew what was going on with Shu Qingwan.

For half a month, Shu Qingwan was close to the point where medicine and stones were in vain. Nanny Zhang shed tears every day and didn't know what to do. In the end, she had no choice but to inform Shu Mansion of the city about this matter, and let Master Shu in the city do it. Make a decision.

This matter did not reach Mr. Shu, but was stopped by Mrs. Shu.

Mrs. Shu originally wanted to let Shu Qingwan fend for herself, but because of face, she couldn't make things so obvious, so she randomly sent a doctor to visit the manor.

On the one hand, it is to reflect the concern of Shufu in the urban area.

On the other hand, let the doctor see how sick Shu Qingwan is and whether he will die, so that she knows how to report to Master Shu to gain favor.

When the doctor came, he simply looked around, asked about it, and then prescribed some medicine that didn't help and didn't hurt the body, and then returned to the urban area to report.

No matter how Nanny Ren Zhang begged him to make a more careful diagnosis, the doctor could only say "resign to fate" to perfunctory.

The day after the doctor told Mrs. Shu in the urban area that there was no cure for Shu Qingwan, Shu Qingwan suddenly struggled to regain consciousness, and his body miraculously improved day by day.

When Xuan Qing saw Shu Qingwan again, it had been more than a month since the last time.

She came to Zhuyuan on foot, paid a courtesy call on Xuan Qing and Ming, then continued to read the scriptures, practiced the sword for half an hour alone, and asked Xuan Qing about the things she didn't understand in the sword moves, and finally said goodbye to Ming return.

During the whole process, Ruan Lianyi was never mentioned, let alone what happened to her during this period.

Shu Qingwan walked back to the woods near the manor house on foot, and did not go directly to the manor house, but went to the place where she and Ruan Lianyi used to hide the wooden sword.

She practiced the sword there by herself, just like every time Ruan Lianyi was with her, until the night fell completely, she climbed up the tree trunk, hid the wooden sword back in the tree hole, and returned to the manor.

It was just dawn on the second day, Shu Qing had breakfast at night, took dry food and went to the place where the sword was hidden and continued to practice swords, without sleep, and when the daylight ran out, she hid the wooden sword and went back to the manor.

Nanny Zhang was worried at first that something would happen to Shu Qingwan, or that there would be no news as soon as she left the manor house, but Shu Qingwan promised her that she would go back every day when it got dark, and she would bring Nanny Zhang with her After a visit to the place where she practiced sword, Zhang Momo was completely relieved.

In the next year or so, Shu Qingwan once again lived the days of practicing swords and reading books.

Every three days, she would go to Zhuyuan on foot to report, to ask Hui and Xuanqing some things they didn't understand, or to learn new sword techniques, and for the rest of the time, she would spend the rest of her time practicing swords under the tree where the sword was hidden.

And her swordsmanship and martial arts have also grown at a frightening rate. In just over a year, she has been able to fight more than a dozen moves under Liaohui's hands without losing.

But Shu Qingwan was not satisfied, and was still obsessed with swordsmanship. Apart from eating and sleeping, he was immersed in the world of martial arts every day.

After another period of time, on this day, Shu Qingwan went to Zhuyuan to report normally. After she read the book and practiced the sword, she said goodbye to Xuanqing.

Shu Qingwan knelt in front of Xuan Qing, leaned over and kowtowed on the forehead: "Master, this disciple will go on a long journey tomorrow, and I may not be able to visit Master and senior brothers often in the future, so I come here today to bid farewell to Master."

Xuan Qing opened his eyes, and said in a calm voice, "Where are you going?"

Shu Qingwan said honestly: "To tell the truth, Master, this disciple is the eldest daughter of the Shu family in the urban area. Yesterday my father specially sent someone to look for me and asked me to go back to the urban area with him."

Xuan Qing didn't respond, and looked straight at Shu Qingwan, as if he had penetrated the secret in Shu Qingwan's heart.

It took him a while before he said, "You haven't let go yet."

"Yes." Shu Qingwan bowed down, his voice resounding, "I don't believe that Senior Sister Lian Yi died of a serious illness. I'm going to the city to find out the real cause of her death, so as to comfort her spirit in heaven."

Xuan Qing sighed lightly: "Why are you so persistent."

Shu Qingwan didn't get up, and there was determination in her voice: "Master, I can't let go, I can't forget... I can't forget Senior Sister Lian Yi."

Shu Qingwan thought that Xuan Qing would try to persuade him again, but after a while of silence, Xuan Qing only said "Go" and closed his eyes again.

She kowtowed three times to Xuanqing, said goodbye to Ming, and left the bamboo garden again for a long time.

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