After being dressed as the second male, she was bent by the female lead

"Wan Wan... Wan Wan!" Lian Yi screamed and sat up from the bed.

Lian Yi took a deep breath and looked around, only to remember that she was in Zhuyuan's room now, the room was dark at this time, and the sky outside the window had some chaotic colored glimmers, maybe the sun had just set.

In the morning in Zhuyuan, she heard Xuan Qing talk about Shu Qingwan's past affairs for a long time, and heard all kinds of things Shu Qingwan did for Ruan Lianyi. For other matters, Xuanqing only said that he wanted to go out to get some air, and hurried out of the bamboo garden.

She walked around the place where Shu Qingwan and Ruan Lianyi used to practice swords. The more she walked, the more uncomfortable she was, but she moved forward more and more masochistically. In just half a day, she walked almost the entire back mountain of Dongyun Temple. .

Ruan Lianyi's memories of the past few years also ran through her mind from beginning to end.

The tree that Ruan Lianyi and Shu Qingwan climbed together, the place where they practiced their swords together, and the scene where they wandered into the future together are all vivid in my memory.

It would be a lie to say that Lianyi is not jealous, but at the same time, he is also impressed by the relationship between Ruan Lianyi and Shu Qingwan.

Although she felt sour in her heart, but in front of what Shu Qingwan had done for Ruan Lianyi, her sourness was nothing to mention. Such persistent and unforgettable, it seemed that her own love for Shu Qingwan was so small and terrifying.

From Xuan Qing's later words, we know that after Shu Qing left Zhuyuan at night and followed the Shu family back to the urban area, she did not forget what she said in front of Xuan Qing.

Under the influence of money and power, she did not lose her way. While grasping all kinds of power, she made false claims with the powerful, and at the same time secretly investigated Ruan Lianyi's original affairs. She worked so hard that she even knew the secrets that the Ruan Mansion deliberately concealed. Not a lot.

Things like "Ruan Lianyi is afraid of water", "Ruan Lianyi died of an assassination" and so on, she has mastered a lot in a short time.

Xuan Qing also said that Shu Qingwan came back once a year after leaving Zhuyuan, and told Xuan Qing all of her investigations during that period, as well as the things she suspected, and discussed and analyzed them with Xuan Qing one by one.

Before Shu Qingwan left, she had performed moves with Liao Hui who just came back, and her martial arts attainments were much higher than half a year ago. It can be seen that she has not forgotten her original intention from the beginning to the end after soaking in the bustling urban area.

Before Lian Yichuan came here, Shu Qingwan had been back to Zhuyuan four times in the past few years.

The last time, Shu Qingwan discussed with Xuan Qing the "Ruan Linyi" who looked like Ruan Lianyi, saying that she was elegant and gentle, with a kind personality, which was completely different from Ruan Lianyi's temperament, but she always In a daze, I felt that there was a shadow of Ruan Lianyi on her body.

For this reason, she went to Xuan Qing to confess, fearing that she would have another heart and "hurt" Ruan Lianyi's family.

She just knelt in front of Xuanqing, listening to Xuanqing recite the Qingxin Brahma Sutra for her for half an hour, and then said goodbye to Xuanqing and Liaoming, and returned to the city.

When Lian Yi heard about Shu Qingwan's past events, he felt even more uncomfortable in his heart.

She thought, she must have thought wrong before, if Ruan Lianyi was still there, from Ruan Lianyi's true perspective, she might not be like her at all, throwing all these suspicions on Shu Qingwan.

The reason why she was suspicious of Shu Qingwan's things was because, in the final analysis, she knew from the beginning to the end that she was not the real Ruan Lianyi, and she had always put herself above the relationship between Ruan Lianyi and Shu Qingwan.

Even though she likes Shu Qingwan no less than Ruan Lianyi, and has most of Ruan Lianyi's memories, but she can't fully empathize with those pasts like she experienced them herself.

There is also no way to have a personal resonance with Shu Qingwan like the real Ruan Lianyi, and to maintain consistent trust in Shu Qingwan.

She has been vainly trying to replace Ruan Lianyi in Shu Qingwan's heart, but only now did she realize that it wasn't that she couldn't replace her, but that she couldn't compare to the real Ruan Lianyi who had died.

She was a loser from the beginning, even with the same body, she and Shu Qingwan's souls are not as compatible as Ruan Lianyi and Shu Qingwan.

Lian Yi, full of self-blame and shame, walked around the mountain behind the film, and after digesting her emotions, she came back to Xuan Qing to understand the rest.

When she returned to Zhuyuan, she had already missed lunch time. After eating the plain noodles that Ming cooked for her, she originally wanted to ask Xuan Qing about Ruan Lianyi's childhood, but Xuan Qing was resting, so she couldn't bother her directly.

With nothing else to do, she casually took a scripture book from Ming Na, basking in the sun while waiting for Xuan Qing to finish his meditation, and chatted with Liao Ming who was sweeping the floor.

But the sun shining through the leaves was too warm, and she suddenly felt lazy after being exposed to the sun for a while, so she told Ming, and went to the guest room where she used to rest with Shu Qingwan to lie down for a while .

Not long after she lay down, she heard the sound of Xuan Qing chanting sutras in a daze. The sound was like an ancient Sanskrit sound, far away but serene, which made people relax their whole body and mind for no reason.

Dimly, Lianyi fell into a dream. In the dream, she saw Shu Qingwan stumbling into the Ruan family's ancestral grave, knelt in front of Ruan Lianyi's tomb in a state of embarrassment, and reached out to caress the words on Ruan Lianyi's tombstone.

From God's perspective, she heard Shu Qingwan ask Ruan Lianyi if she came a little late, and she had some words of confession.

Seeing Shu Qingwan's inseparable love for Ruan Lianyi with her own eyes, she felt mixed feelings in her heart, but more of it was heartache, heartache for Shu Qingwan's efforts, and heartache for God's cruelty.

She silently looked at Shu Qingwan and muttered for a long time, when suddenly there was a heavy snowfall in the sky, and she saw that Shu Qingwan was leaning on the tombstone gradually lost his mind, and her heart ached even more.

Knowing that this was in a dream and Shu Qingwan couldn't feel it, she still sighed softly and called out "Wanwan" distressedly.

Unexpectedly, Shu Qingwan in the dream seemed to be able to hear it, and suddenly opened his eyes, looking at her in doubt, with cautious expectation in his eyes.

Afterwards, the hope fell to nothing, and the eyes turned into a dull silence.

Later, she watched Shu Qingwan scream out the word "Lian'er" heart-piercingly, then vomited blood, and fell down in the snow, but she was powerless and could only scream "Wanwan" ", and then woke himself up.

Looking at the grayness of the room in front of him, Lianyi sighed deeply, then put on his shoes and got off the bed, reached out and rubbed his temples.

How could she have such a dream? Is it because she thinks about it every day and dreams at night?

But this dream was too realistic, and the coolness that climbed into her heart in the dream would still be faintly visible when she woke up, making her extremely uncomfortable.

Shu Qingwan's last tragic cry would still be echoing in her mind, still ringing in her ears, making her heart utterly confused and distressed to death.

Thinking about it now, she had heard this cry before, it was the night when she was stabbed into the water by an assassin, and when she looked back on Ruan Lianyi's life, she had heard it in the dark picture.

At that time, she thought that voice was a bit familiar, but now she finally understood that it was Shu Qingwan's voice.

If what Xuan Qing told her in the morning was true, then what Shu Qing went through when he went to find Ruan Lianyi at that time must not be much better than this.

Shu Qingwan is so distressing, how can she care about whether she is the real Ruan Lianyi or the fake Ruan Lianyi, she should get to know the situation early, go back and talk to Shu Qingwan about everything .

Thinking of this, Lian Yi opened the door and went out, but there was no one in the yard, but she listened carefully, there seemed to be some vague conversations in Xuan Qing's room upstairs.

She stepped up the steps, knocked on the door and went in. Sure enough, Xuan Qing and Liao Ming were discussing Buddhism and medical principles in the room.

Seeing Lianyi coming in, Xuanqing explained to Ming a few words about the contents of the book, and then motioned Ming to go out first.

Liao Ming put away the scriptures and the medical books on Xuan Qing's bed, smiled at Lian Yi, put one hand in front of him, bowed slightly politely towards her, and went out with a few books in his arms.

Xuan Qing looked at Lian Yi with a peaceful expression: "Do you have the answer to the question in your mind?"

"Thank you, master, for your guidance. This disciple already has the answer." Lian Yi clasped his hands together, and bowed respectfully to Xuanqing, "However, this disciple still has some things that I don't understand about my childhood, and I hope that Master can also clarify my doubts."

Xuanqing fine-tuned a comfortable posture, took the Buddhist beads next to him and put them in his palms again, and said in an unhurried tone: "What's the matter?"

Lian Yi organized his words, but still asked bluntly: "Master, when I was young, I had an accident and lost my memory. I don't remember many things. I want to ask you, did we know each other when I was young?"

Xuan Qing said calmly: "How young?"

Lian Yi said frankly: "I heard from my mother that when I was five or six years old, she took me to Dongyun Temple to offer incense, and then saw you carrying me down from the back mountain. Is this true?"

Xuan Qing didn't hesitate, and after Lian Yi asked, he nodded: "It's true."

"My mother said, I told you something at that time, what did I say?" Lian Yi asked.

This time Xuan Qing thought about it a little, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth: "I didn't say anything."

"But when you were young, it was really interesting. When you saw me, you smiled happily. You said, you are here too. I have known you for a long time."

Although Ruan Lianyi's sentence "You're here too" was vague and didn't say the reason, but Lianyi somehow understood it, so he asked, "Did I say anything else?"

Xuanqing said truthfully: "You ask me, do you believe in ghosts and gods?"

"I answer, the power of faith is trustworthy, but you can't believe it all. Whether you have it or not depends on your personal state of mind. You just laughed and said that when you grow up a little bit, you will come to me and ask me to be your master."

She guessed right, the original Ruan Lianyi was indeed a time traveler.

Because also as a time traveler, from her perspective, she can fully understand why Ruan Lianyi asked Xuan Qingxiang if he believed in ghosts and gods, and why he said "you are here too" when they met.

Because Xuan Qing was not a character that suddenly appeared after she came to this world.

It turned out that she had always thought that Xuan Qing was a hidden character in the original web drama. Shu Qingwan brought her to see Xuan Qing a few months after she traveled here. She just followed Xuan Qing's appearance and roughly searched for information about this person memory, and gave up after finding out that there was no impression.

It wasn't until Zhou Shi told her that Ruan Lianyi had met Xuan Qing when she was young, and she behaved strangely, that she had no choice but to pay attention to this matter and revisit the plot of the original web drama.

After a whole night of replaying, she finally remembered that there was indeed a hasty stroke by Xuan Qing in the original web drama.

That was at the end of the original web drama, when Pei Yanfeng passed away due to illness and went to the funeral, among the group of monks who recited the Sutra of the Past Life for Pei Yanfeng during the burial, Xuan Qing took the lead.

In the original play, only Master Pei respectfully called Xuanqing "Master", and the other content was not explained, so why Xuanqing came out of the mountain there, and why he was rescued by Pei Yanfeng, all are unknown. Not impressed.

Little Ruan Lianyi had obviously watched the original web drama, and when he remembered this episode, he said, "You're here too."

And when she asked about ghosts and gods, it was most likely because she remembered Xuanqing's unfathomable identity in the play, so she wanted to ask Xuanqing about her time travel.

The reason why Lian Yi didn't want to dig deep into the memory of the original web drama is because Shu Qingwan told her at the beginning that Xuan Qing had lived in seclusion for a long time, and she was most afraid of being disturbed by others, so she didn't continue to explore. Just miss this little detail.

Then again, if the original Xuanqing was also in a state of seclusion, then why did he come out of the mountain to save Pei Yanfeng?

Now that she and Shu Qingwan are investigating the past, the Pei family is even more involved, so she still needs to ask about this matter.

Lian Yi thought about it, and asked tentatively: "Master, do you have any relationship with the Pei family in the city?"

Lian Yi asked so abruptly, but Xuan Qing was not surprised: "The name of the master of the Pei family is Pei Yuanfu? If he is, there must be some fate from his youth."

Without waiting for Lian Yi to answer, Xuan Qing continued to answer the words: "When I was young, I used to travel around the world with my master. I received a little kindness from him, but I never had the chance to repay it, that's all."

It turned out to be the case.

It seems that in the original web drama Xuan Qing would come out specially, probably for the sake of Master Pei.

Lian Yi nodded clearly, and picked up the previous topic again: "Oh, by the way, Master, you said just now that I said that when I grow up a bit, I will come to you and ask you to be my teacher, right?"

"So you accepted me as an apprentice at that time, because when I was young, I said I wanted to worship you as a teacher?"

Xuan Qing shook his head, and replied: "Not necessarily."

"What's the reason for that?" Lian Yi was puzzled, recalling this episode in Ruan Lianyi's memory, and teased, "Could it be because I insisted on pestering you and me to catch monkeys at that time, and you thought I was interesting?"

Xuan Qing probably also remembered the scene at that time, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "That's not the case."

Xuanqing paused for a moment, then put away his smile: "Actually, when I first met you, Master, I thought you would die soon."

Lian Yi let out an "ah" in surprise, and heard Xuan Qing's next voice: "At that time, I counted your fate, we didn't have the fate of master and apprentice, and you will die soon."

"I see that your conversation is a bit like Buddhism, and I can't bear to see you die at a young age, so I teach you to go back, take a small character for yourself and engrave it in the genealogy, and promise that if you are destined to meet again in the future, you will be accepted as a disciple. "

"Later, when I saw you again, not only were you still alive, but your fate miraculously changed a lot. I figured out that seeing you and me was the beginning of our master-student relationship, so I proposed to take you in as an apprentice."

Lian Yi was shocked by Xuan Qing's words.

It turned out that Ruan Lianyi didn't live long, because Xuanqing taught her to change her fate, so she only lost her memory in the plot where she was supposed to die in the ice spring, and she still came back to life, but it seemed like a different person .

Looking at it from another angle, it can be regarded as successfully surviving that catastrophe with a different method.

After the small characters were engraved on the family tree as expected, it was as if the original Ruan Yuchan had died, leaving behind Ruan Lianyi.

It's no wonder that when she was choosing the name for An Lian's "unborn" child that day, she saw the inscription on the family tree, which showed that Grandpa Ruan bestowed the small characters when she was six years old.

Originally, she had thought about the issue of time, but when Xuan Qing mentioned it, she suddenly discovered the key to it.

Maybe when Ruan Lianyi first changed her name, she didn't think about writing this name into the Ruan family tree, just like we modern people think that our name is not good, so we choose a baby name or nickname for ourselves, so she is more than three years old. After changing the name, the name has not entered the family tree for a long time.

And three years later, the name "Ruan Lianyi" was written into the genealogy because of Xuan Qing's reminder, which can explain why it took three years to change the name until it was entered into the genealogy.

Thinking about it in this way, from then on, Ruan Lianyi, who was reminded by Xuanqing, would not let the people in the house call her Ruan Yuchan, so that after Lianyi passed through, she never knew that Ruan Lianyi had another one. Her name is Ruan Yuchan.

After Ruan Lianyi's fake death, under the feudal background that put so much emphasis on family history, even the name Ruan Lianyi was engraved on the spirit cards and tombstones instead of Ruan Yuchan.

Thinking about it now, it should be because of Xuan Qing's reminder that the members of the Ruan family and Ruan Lianyi completely gave up the name Ruan Yuchan.

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