wake up from dream

In the morning, Qi'er unexpectedly appears in Ziqing and Rongruo's room.

"Sister, let Qier help you!" Qier saw Ziqing who was dressing up and walked over to take the comb from Juxiang's hand.

"Qi Er? Why are you so early?"

"Qi'er should have done this. Qi'er didn't dare to come here because she was afraid of disturbing her father and sister a few days ago." Qi'er was speaking, but the movements of her hands didn't stop.

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"Really? In fact, it's enough to let Juxiang come. Have you eaten?" Ziqing asked, vaguely feeling that Qier in front of her is no longer the simple maid she used to be.

"I haven't had breakfast yet, and I didn't get up early enough today, so I hurried over here." Qi Er's technique is good, and she finished Zi Qing's offer in three or two strokes, and her movements were very gentle without messing up at all. It hurts Ziqing.

"Thank you Qier, since you haven't eaten yet, let's eat with Chengde and me!" Ziqing signaled Juxiang to prepare the meal.

"Cheng De went to the study, and he will be here in a while." Seeing Qi Er looking towards the dormitory, Zi Qing explained.

"It turned out that the master went to the study, no wonder, when I got up in the morning, I saw someone guarding outside the study! My sister looks so pretty." Qi Er did not forget to praise Zi Qing's makeup at the end.

"You look good too!"

"I've heard you guys boasting to each other from a long distance. Did you see each other not even eating?" Rong Ruo entered the house from the outside.

"Master..." Qi'er only called out, and then didn't continue. In front of Ziqing, she was always uncomfortable, right?

"You're back? I thought you'd have to wait a while longer?" Zi Qing said.

"I'm a little hungry..." Rong Ruo said to Zi Qing with a smile, a little embarrassed.Then she said to Qier: "Qier, let's have dinner together! Just now your personal maid said that you haven't eaten yet, Yun'er..." Rong Ruo looked at Ziqing and motioned Ziqing to pull Qier to the dining table.

"Yun'er, come here." Rong Ruo took the vegetables and sent them to Ziqing's bowl, and gave Qier another chopsticks.

Seeing such a harmonious scene, Ziqing felt uncomfortable. Rong Ruo was very natural to Qier, because they had been together for a long time, and Rong Ruo was very natural to Ziqing, because he felt calm, and Qier felt Rong Ruo's love. Concerned, very happy, but also a little shy, the blush on her face remained on Qi Er's face from the beginning, while Zi Qing was dumbfounded, looking at such a weird atmosphere at the table...

"Ouch..." Qier covered her mouth and retched, her face was full of embarrassment, she probably didn't expect this kind of thing to happen when she sat down with Shaofujin for breakfast for the first time today, her eyes were full I'm sorry.

"Are you all right?" Zi Qing patted Qi Er on the back, and told Ju Xiang, "Ju Xiang, go and ask the doctor!"

"Are you okay? Qier?" Rong Ruo stood up and looked at Qier.

"Thank you, sister. I'm sorry, Lord, sister, I didn't expect..." Before Qier finished speaking, she probably smelled the food on the table and retched again.

"What are you saying sorry for? This is beyond your control." Zi Qing watched Qi Er throwing up and saying sorry at the same time, but she still felt uncomfortable. Seeing a different Qi Er appearing in front of her, Zi Qing then I am a little disappointed, because a person's change will lead to more different things, and Ziqing has not been able to adapt to the changed Qier all at once...

"Go back to bed and lie down! Wait for the doctor to come and see." Rong Ruo suggested.Going around the table, walked to Ziqing and Qier, and Ziqing helped Qier to the bed, Qier politely refused: "Master, this is against the rules, this is the bed of Master and sister."

"It's okay, you can lie down first, you don't feel well, don't talk too much, save some energy." Seeing that Qi Er dared not go beyond her status to go to her bed, Zi Qing comforted her, after all, she was still like this The owner of the bed, the owner agrees, so there is nothing awkward about it.

"Looking at Yuner's agreement, hurry up and rest for a while." No matter what kind of feelings Rong Ruo has for Qi'er, he always cares about Qi'er, surpassing the care between friends, is that family affection?Ziqing had no way of knowing.

"Thank you sister." Qi Er hesitated for a while, then lay down to rest.

"It's okay. You can close your eyes and rest for a while, the doctor will come later." Zi Qing said.

Qier nodded and said, "Thank you sister, thank you."

"Silly girl! Is there anything to thank for this?" Zi Qing looked at Rong Ruo's gentle eyes, which were shown to Qi Er, and there was a smile... Only then did Zi Qing realize that she was far worse than she imagined Generous, even Rongruo's eyes and smile have become fussy...Zi Qing knows that this is not good, it may lead the relationship between herself and Rongruo to a dead end...

"Yun'er..." Seeing Ziqing staring at him in a daze, Rong Ruo waved his hand in front of Ziqing's eyes.

"What's wrong?" Zi Qing who came back to her senses thought she had missed something?Somewhat surprised.

"It's okay, I just saw you in a daze, what are you thinking?"

"No, I'm dazed..." Ziqing forced a smile, and turned her head to look at Qier who was lying on the bed with her eyes closed...

After waiting for a while, the doctor finally appeared, a doctor in his forties.

"How is it, doctor?" Rong Ruo asked.

"Congratulations son, congratulations madam, this madam is happy." The doctor said to Rong Ruo and Zi Qing with a smile.

"Really?" Rong Ruo was a little excited, this was his first time being an Ama, and he found it a wonderful feeling.Qi Er on the bed heard that she was pregnant, but her eyes were wide open, she couldn't believe it, then she smiled and asked Rong Ruo: "Is this true?"

Rong Ruo held Qi'er's hand and said, "Qi'er, you will have a good rest from today on."

When Qier saw Rong Ruo holding her hand, she was a little shy, with an uncomfortable expression on her face, probably because there was Zi Qing standing beside her.

Ziqing suddenly realized that she had become the background wall between Rong Ruo and Qi Er, completely overwhelmed by the joy of their child's arrival... She wanted to intervene, but she seemed superfluous?So he quietly went out of the room, took the doctor's miscarriage prescription and ordered the servants to buy the medicine.

Without going back to the room, he walked out of his and Rong Ruo's yard, suddenly he didn't know where to go, and when he left Rong Ruo's yard, he didn't know where to go?It turns out that I have always only regarded the place where there is tolerance as my belonging.Now, however, the place where he belongs has been lost!Maybe it's because I think too pessimistically, how can Rong Ruo not feel excited and surprised when he becomes a father for the first time, how can he not feel the magic of life?I should understand all of this. Although I feel uncomfortable, all of this is inevitable, and if it is impossible, it only belongs to me...

Standing outside the courtyard and looking at the branches sticking out of the courtyard, there are a few white flowers dotted on them, giving off a faint fragrance, Ziqing just looked at it like this, and forgot the passage of time...

Suddenly fell into a warm embrace, Rong Ruo hugged Zi Qing from behind, Zi Qing didn't speak, just felt the warmth brought by Rong Ruo.

"Aren't you unhappy?" Rong Ruo's words rang in Ziqing's ears, and the heat still tickled Ziqing's pierced ears.

"No, you have a child, I'm happy for you." Zi Qing replied without any emotional color.

"I think you're unhappy. To Qier... I thought I didn't have any sexual feelings for her, but when I heard that she was pregnant, I realized..." Rongruo didn't want to deceive Ziqing, so he decided to say Express your true feelings.

"You like her too, don't you?" Zi Qing still spoke lightly, unable to tell what kind of mood she was in.

"I... probably have a place in my heart that belongs to her. I don't want to lie to you...but the feeling between me and you is different..." When Rong Ruo said this, Zi Qing's body trembled, Rong Ruo If you feel that you are holding Ziqing even tighter, you are afraid that if you relax, Ziqing will disappear immediately.In fact, Rong Ruo's meaning couldn't be more obvious. Qi Er has become his child's mother, so she is no longer just an irrelevant person. It may not be love, but it is more special than the ordinary family relationship before...

"You hate it! Why are you telling me this, the love I've been looking forward to for a lifetime is gone, why are you so cruel, you hate it, you hate it..." Zi Qing turned and pushed Rong Ruo away , beating Rong Ruo with both hands, crying and shouting, releasing all the tears that had been held back for a long time...

"I'm sorry, Qinger, but the relationship between you and me will not be affected by Qier..." Rong Ruo hugged Ziqing tightly, regardless of how Ziqing was struggling in her arms, Ziqing was crying, After arguing and arguing, she finally leaned on Rong Ruo's shoulder.This man, after all, still can't be single-minded?I originally thought that he was the most difficult man in the world, and he was dedicated, but although he was not in love with Qier, he had extraordinary feelings for Qier. The so-called kinship is born of long-term love, but in Rong Ruo's words, the relationship between him and Qi'er is not as simple as kinship...

"You are really annoying. You shouldn't have told me. Even if it's a lie, you have to lie to me. You can't let me know. How can you accept me like this? Isn't it enough for you to be alone? Why is it now? Is that so?" Zi Qing's series of words made Rong Ruo's heart ache as if she had been bruised, shouldn't she tell the truth?Could it be that I was really wrong?

"Yes, I'm hateful, Qing'er, I know I'm hateful, but I never knew I would be like this. I thought I treated Qier like a sister, with only family affection, but now... in In my heart, you are the only one I love, and Qier is my child's mother." Rong Ruo explained in a panic, and seemed a little stupid in a hurry.

"Rong Ruo, I want to stay by myself for a while..." Zi Qing pushed Rong Ruo away, leaving the chest that made her so attached to her.

"Qing'er..."

"Let me stay by myself for a while, just for a while." Zi Qing even begged Rong Ruo to leave.

"Okay! I'll... come find you later." Rong Ruo frowned.

Zi Qing turned around and continued to look at the white paint on the wall... She said that she hated Rong Ruo, but she wished she really hated her so that she wouldn't have to work so hard. Maybe it was because she cared too much, so Zi Qing Qing still can't accept Rong Ruo's words like this. Although Rong Ruo said that the relationship with Qi'er is not love, in Zi Qing's view, that is more terrifying than love, and it makes her ugly. That pure love will eventually pass away...