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According to the classification standards of international IQ tests, Yan Mingyang objectively belongs to the group of "geniuses".

This means that he has curiosity, attention and logical thinking ability beyond ordinary people, and in some respects he has self-requirements that are close to perfectionism.

However, it took him almost three months to understand the meaning of the day of intoxication.

Like many "successful people" who have no time to accompany their families due to busy work, Intoxicated——As an emotional and delicate artist, he decided to devote his limited energy to his acting career, and he couldn't give any extra emotion to someone around him. personal.

Of course, another important reason may be that Shen Zui no longer wants to pay any strong feelings in the real world.

This simple logic made Yan Mingyang feel very familiar.He was very surprised by this.

Spring Festival is coming soon.

I don't know who started it, Yan Mingyang saw college students discussing holding a class reunion in the group.Maybe it was there in previous years, but he didn't notice it.

The alumni association was naturally held in Beijing. Someone suggested finding a restaurant in front of the alma mater that everyone liked to eat and has not yet closed down, preferably a hot pot restaurant, which is suitable for winter and is more lively.

After voting, the place for the dinner was decided at a Yangxiezi hotpot restaurant named Yangzizi.Yan Mingyang is a southerner who grew up by the river, and he is not very interested in sheep and scorpions.He also doesn't remember this hot pot restaurant that is said to be well-received, and he is always good at forgetting information that he doesn't care about.

Yan Mingyang clearly remembers the hard work after graduation, and he can also recall the ordinary and simple elementary and middle schools.

Only about the university, he is extremely vague.

It was a bizarrely busy time.During college, Yan Mingyang was very popular. He participated in countless activities and met classmates all over the school, but he hardly remembered them.

The things I have experienced and the people I have known are thrown away by the memory like toilet paper, and what is left is a transformed Yan Mingyang.

His remaining impression of this is that when he walked out of the school gate, he was completely different from the person he walked in four years ago.

The dinner is scheduled for the sixth day of the Lunar New Year.

During the New Year's Eve, when people's feelings are moving around, there are several receptions waiting for Yan Mingyang to attend every day.He is used to it.

There are no relatives during the New Year, and there are countless jobs during the New Year.

At any rate, Xiao Tu can still go to Xia Rusen or Liu Heng's house.

Yan Mingyang didn't know whether he should feel relieved by this.He took the initiative to send a holiday greeting to Shen Zui, and decided to go to the class reunion to have a look.

Judging by secular standards, there are no mediocrities among Yan Mingyang's classmates.

But as soon as Yan Mingyang appeared, he was quickly recognized and quickly attracted the attention of almost everyone in the audience.

"Yan Mingyang!" A familiar classmate exclaimed.He was about to wave immediately, and almost forgot to put down the wine glass he was holding.

Yan Mingyang smiled habitually.He stood there for a while, but he couldn't remember what this classmate's name was.

Just remember that it should be my college roommate.

"Long time no see." Yan Mingyang greeted in an unmistakable way.

"I really didn't expect you to come." The unknown roommate approached enthusiastically and said again and again, "I didn't have the nerve to call you when the third child got married before, because I was afraid that you would be too busy."

"The third child is married?" Yan Mingyang was very surprised.His mind was spinning rapidly, who is the third child?

Oh, it seems to be my roommate too.

Or it is the classmates who often form a team to do homework.

"Yes." The roommate in front of me smiled.

There are many people present today.In addition to Yan Mingyang's classmates from the same class, there are also many social cows from other classes to join in the fun. It is said that Zhou Liqun will also come later.

Yan Mingyang found a table with many familiar faces and sat down, and after a while, the people at this table began to flock in an endless stream.

Looking at the smiling people in front of him, holding business cards and politely calling "Brother Yan", Mingyang Yan seemed to have returned to his college days.He remembered who he had been before he became successful, before he became cold, before he became arrogant.

The holiday wishes sent to Shenzui on WeChat still haven't received a response, this is the first time Yan Mingyang has tried to contact Shenzui in three months.

"...Speaking of which, I was able to get married thanks to you." The third child patted Yan Mingyang's shoulder without hesitation.

"Huh?" Yan Mingyang put down the phone absently.

"Last Spring Festival, we all set up a group to watch movies together. That's when my wife and I met." The youngest said happily, "She really likes "Lose Temperature", so I said that my college roommate invested in this movie."

"I thought you were bragging." The third wife also came today.The two obviously had a good relationship, and they were arguing in front of everyone.

Yan Mingyang was stunned for a while, then smiled peacefully, "Do you like "Out of Temperature"?"

"I like to get drunk." The third wife's wife raised her eyebrows proudly, "If it wasn't for us getting drunk, I wouldn't have contributed to Pei Yan's box office."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" The third child patted his wife's arm lightly.He vaguely knew that Yan Mingyang had been investing in Pei Yan's movies all year round.

Yan Mingyang didn't care too much.If it weren't for his intoxication, he himself would not have contributed to the box office of the movies he invested in.

"Speaking of which," the third wife said seriously, "Have you seen Shen Zui himself? We Xiao Zui don't participate in many activities, and very few people have seen him."

"I," Yan Mingyang stroked the center of his eyebrows subconsciously, feeling a little guilty, "I know you."

"Can you get me an autograph then?"

"Intoxicated with him..." Yan Mingyang thought of the WeChat messages that had not received a reply so far.He pursed his lower lip, "He's off to film."

"In a relatively remote place, I can't come back for a while."

"I'll ask him when he comes back."

Pei Yan chose an "excellent" shooting location for "Zuo Liu", a small rainy village surrounded by mountains and with inconvenient transportation.

Yan Mingyang knew that after the Chinese New Year, Shen Zui would be stationed there with the entire production crew, at least it would take a few months before he could come back.

When sending holiday blessings to Shen Zui, Yan Mingyang had a kind of anticipation that he didn't dare to say.He secretly wondered if he would have a chance to meet.

The party progressed to the second half, when it was about to eat, Zhou Liqun arrived.

Although Yan Mingyang is deeply favored by his teacher, Zhou Liqun is not a teacher who treats others favorably.Because of this, he is widely loved among the students for being as harsh as he is.

It wasn't until the hot pot was finished that Yan Mingyang had the opportunity to chat with his teacher alone.

"A few days ago, Xiao Ce came to give me New Year's greetings." Facing Yan Mingyang, Zhou Liqun was much stricter, "I heard what he meant, have you separated from that drunk?"

Yan Mingyang couldn't find anything to say, so he nodded.

"Because of what." Zhou Liqun looked serious, "Is it your problem?"

"I," Yan Mingyang seriously thought about the past between himself and Shen Zui for the nth time, helplessly and calmly, "I don't know why, but it should be my problem."

Zhou Liqun is obviously not good at emotional issues.He was silent for a long time, "Although Lao Tan is more utilitarian, he is dedicated to you. You have to teach Liang Ce well."

Yan Mingyang hummed, Zheng nodded his head, and said, "But Liang Ce is indeed not the material. It might be better to replace it with Dafei."

"You don't want to flatter me right now." Zhou Liqun knew Yan Mingyang's way of doing things well, and his eyebrows frowned even tighter.He tapped his fingers in the air, "You should think about your own problems carefully."

Yan Mingyang lowered his eyes unconsciously, remembering the intoxication that he lost after being scolded by Xia Rusen that day.

"I'm thinking."

"Sometimes, I regret it a bit." Zhou Liqun spoke solemnly, with rare hesitation, "When you first entered college, you were not like this now. Maybe I shouldn't discourage you from studying law."

Yan Mingyang was stunned, "No. For me, it's all the same for me to learn."

Zhou Liqun didn't argue about this topic any more.His eyes were a bit muddy, "Emotional matters are much more complicated than knowledge and career. While you are still young, you still have a chance."

Shen Zui did not reply to that holiday greeting.

Yan Mingyang probably expected it subconsciously, but he wasn't too disappointed.

The Spring Festival is over soon, and Yan Mingyang has resumed his busy work.He heard that the production crew of "Zuo Liu" had moved to the filming location collectively, and he thought that he would not see Shen Zui in the past few months.

Yan Mingyang often thinks of that dream, and thinks of himself looking up at intoxication through the fourth wall.

The stage is magnificent, majestic and glamorous, but this must not be the reason for intoxication to walk out of this world.

Not long after the class reunion, Yan Mingyang seemed to recall a little bit of what he was like when he first entered college.As Zhou Liqun said, Yan Mingyang at that time was not what he is now.

He seemed to have passed through a twisted and long tunnel.He is very clear: when he left behind his conscience and beliefs in the past, he turned around and walked towards the world he is in now, which is no different from going to the stage intoxicated.

Its essence is an escape.

Yan Mingyang was browsing his college study records in his spare time.He once bought a book by Bernard Shaw called "Major Barbara" at the second-hand bookstall in front of the school.

He has long forgotten the content of the book, and he doesn't care.One of the families once left a "sage saying": Everyone has the right to win or lose, and no one has the right to judge right from wrong.

Yan Mingyang, a sophomore, outlined this sentence with a pencil and commented beside it, "Win or lose is right and wrong."

Pencil annotations have long since been erased.At some point, Yan Mingyang re-wrote it with a pen.

The ink and paper were thoroughly dried, and it must have been quite old.

Not long after the filming of "Zuo Liu" started, Yan Mingyang learned that there was something wrong with the second female lead.

Pei Yan insisted on a replacement, the filming progress stagnated, and the crew would not be able to return until the summer.

What kind of story will "Left Flow" be?

Occasionally, when he was in a trance, Yan Mingyang would think about this question.

Reasonably, he could ask Pei Yan for the script, but he didn't.

In principle, he could ask to visit the class, but he didn't either.

The weather gradually warmed up.

One day, Yan Mingyang received a call from an unfamiliar landline in Qi City.He didn't answer at first, but the other party persistently continued to call several times.

"Hey."

"Hello." There was a business-like voice on the other end of the phone, "This is Qi City No. [-] Prison. Are you Mr. Yan Mingyang?"

"Your father Yan Ting is about to be released after serving his sentence. If you want, you can come and pick him up."

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I'm sorry, I didn't let everyone see Xiaotu today (crying)

Happy 520 everyone