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Zhou Buyi was discharged from the hospital, he stayed in the hospital for ten days, and Fang Weizhuang also stayed with him in the hospital for ten days.

The doctor who gave him psychological counseling was Dr. Chu. When he was discharged from the hospital, Dr. Chu left him his contact information and said that he could find him if he had any troubles.

Zhou Yi said thanks, and returned to school with Fang Weizhuang.

As soon as he returned, everyone gathered around him and asked him how he was doing?How are you doing?

Zhou Yi packed up his clothes and said, "I'm fine now. Thank you for your concern."

"As long as you are fine, we are worried about your situation every day these days." Gong Dou said.

Zhou Buyi thanked again, he looked at Gong Dou and the others, and encouraged himself in his heart, starting from today, he wanted to start again.Start working hard to make friends, live a good life, and live happily.

Zhou Buyi squeezed the hand in front of him subconsciously, and said, "Thank you for your concern, I'm sorry to trouble everyone. I'll invite you to Hua's Xiaochao for dinner tomorrow."

"Okay. The food at her house is delicious, but because I am always alone and have no one to chat with me, I went there a few times and then I didn't go. I will go!" Gong Dou said.

Xu Zhengyang and Shen Qing also agreed one by one.Zhou Buyi didn't hear Zhang Ao's words, he felt a little nervous, he took a few steps forward, getting closer to Zhang Ao, and asked, "Zhang Ao, are you going?"

"I have something to do, so I won't go." Zhang Ao said.

Zhou Buyi felt a little lost, and the dormitory suddenly fell into a kind of embarrassment.

Seeing him, Gong Dou stepped forward to pat Zhang Ao and said, "You are the only one who is busy every day."

After finishing speaking, he said to Zhou Yi again: "It's okay, it's okay to invite him to eat next time when he's not busy. This time, the four of us will go first."

"it is good……"

The next day, the four of them went to Huajia Xiaochao together. Sister Hua came over with a smile and said a few words to Zhou Buyi, and took them to a small box.

"This place is nice." Xu Zhengyang said.

"Tell you not to come early? I pulled you last time and you didn't come." Gong Dou said.

"You shouldn't go out all the time when you are in class," Xu Zhengyang said.

"Hey, you're just too rigid in your thinking. You're too obedient."

"It's not being rigid, it's about following the rules. Without rules, you can't be perfect." Xu Zhengyang said.

"Okay, okay, I won't quarrel with your university bully." Gong Dou shifted his target and asked Zhou Buyi: "I heard that Fang Weizhuang took care of you in the hospital for ten days. Are you really not relatives? Why is he treating you so well? "

Zhou Buyi had thought about this question many times, but in the end he still didn't get the answer, how could he deserve his kindness to him.

Zhou Yi shook his head and said, "I don't know either."

"Hey, this might be true friendship. I'm so envious." Gong Dou sighed as he spoke.

Zhou Yi smiled, but did not answer.He doesn't know why Fang Weizhuang treats him so well, but since he treats him well, he will treat him twice as well.He had been immersed in his emotions before, and had never done anything for Fang Weizhuang.

After a while, Fang Weizhuang came to serve the dishes himself with a plate.After all, it was Zhou Yi who invited his roommate to dinner, so he had to see this scene.

"Wow, Chef Fang, it's really good. Let's stay and eat together." Gong Dou said.

Fang Weizhuang glanced at Zhou Buyi, and Zhou Buyi looked at him, with expectant light in his eyes.

Fang Weizhuang's heart moved, and he said, "Okay. Anyway, there are not many people now, so I will come over after tidying up."

"Good!" Gong Dou said.

Several people sat together, Fang Weizhuang took a chair and sat next to Zhou Buyi.

When eating, Fang Weizhuang saw that Zhou Buyi didn't pick up dishes that were far away from him, so he picked some for him and put them in his bowl.

Zhou Buyi likes to eat tomato scrambled eggs and braised pork, so Fang Weizhuang will give him more.

The remaining three people bit their chopsticks and stared at Fang Weizhuang's thoughtful and worthless appearance, lost in thought.

"So, isn't he really your younger brother?" Gong Dou asked while biting his chopsticks.

Fang Weizhuang thought this was funny, and said, "What brother? What are you thinking?"

"No, I just think you are taking too much care of us Xiao Zhou. I want to eat that eggplant, Brother Fang, help me pinch some." Gong Dou said with a smile and a little meanness.

Fang Weizhuang glanced at him in disbelief and refused to pinch him.

Gong Dou felt a little embarrassed for a while, the eggplant was not close to Zhou, and Zhou was not easy to pinch Gong Dou.

Gong Dou's predicament was solved, and he looked grateful: "It's not easy!"

Fang Weizhuang smiled helplessly, and also took a piece of eggplant for Gong Dou.Xu Zhengyang and Shen Qing followed suit and filled Gong Dou's bowl to the brim.

Gong Dou looked at the pile of vegetables in his bowl and said, "I know I'm very popular, but I can't afford it."

"Eat it and you go." Shen Qing said.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was very pleasant, Zhou Buyi was very happy, he finally took the first step on his own initiative.

After dinner, Zhou Buyi wanted to stay and help Fang Weizhuang, so Gong Dou and the others went back first.

Zhou Buyi was helping to wash the dishes in the back kitchen, and the question Gong Dou just asked suddenly popped into his mind.So he turned his head and glanced at Fang Weizhuang.He really wanted to know why.

Thinking about it carefully, they were not familiar with each other at first. The first time they talked was on the roof of the boys’ dormitory. After that, their fate began. Slowly until today, Zhou Yi didn’t even know how they became like each other. So intimate now.

He could attribute this to the fact that Fang Weizhuang was a good man, and he didn't see anyone committing suicide.However, I don't know if it's because he is being affectionate, he is not so kind to others.But he can be sure that for anyone who wants to die, Fang Weizhuang will care about him, but will he treat anyone who wants to die like he treats himself?

Thinking of this, he found that he didn't seem to be able to accept Fang Weizhuang being so kind to others.He didn't want him to take others to his secret base, and he didn't want him to care about others to the point of sacrificing his own life.

ha?Behold, the vile soul is revealed again.Zhou Buyi became a little depressed.

After Fang Weizhuang finished washing his hands and drying his hands, seeing that Zhou Buyi's head was almost lowered into the sink, he walked up to him lightly and stroked his hair.

Zhou Buyi raised his head and looked at Fang Weizhuang, Zhou Buyi's hair was messed up, a bit like a chicken coop.

Fang Weizhuang sat across from him, took a pair of plastic gloves, and asked, "I thought you were washing dishes with your face just now."

Zhou Buyi shook his head, and put aside Fang Weizhuang's bangs that covered his eyes.

"I just thought of something suddenly and got distracted."

"What's the matter?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

Zhou Buyi was silent for a while, and said, "I was thinking, why don't you bring food for Gong Dou today."

"Why should I serve him food?"

"But you helped me pick up the food."

"Then can you two be the same?" After Fang Weizhuang finished speaking, he was a little shy and lowered his head to prevent Zhou Yi from finding out.

"How are we different?" Zhou Yi couldn't understand Fang Weizhuang's words, and continued to ask.

Of course Fang Weizhuang didn't know what to say, so he hesitated for a while and said, "You know me better."

"...Then when you get acquainted with him, will you also pick up vegetables for him and cook for him?" Zhou Yi asked.

"...Of course not. I'll only do it if he gives the money." Fang Weizhuang raised his head and looked at Zhou Buyi. After he came back from the hospital, he did talk a little too much, but he kept asking too many people to answer.Fang Weizhuang somewhat hated Zhou Buyi's stupid head.

"Okay, okay, why are you asking this? Hurry up and wash the dishes." Fang Weizhuang hurriedly covered up.

"Hmm..." Zhou Buyi saw that Fang Weizhuang didn't want to talk anymore, and didn't ask any more.But he found that he seemed to be afraid, afraid that Fang Weizhuang's kindness to him was not unique.

……

At night, he saw Shen Qing and Fang Weizhuang going up to the top floor of the dormitory together.Zhou Buyi felt a strong sense of uneasiness in his heart.He knew it was wrong, but he followed them secretly.

The two of them stood in the middle of the top floor, silent at first, blowing the cool night wind.Zhou Buyi hid behind the wall and watched them secretly.

"How is it here?" Zhou Yi heard Fang Weizhuang's voice.

Feeling the blowing of the wind, Shen Qing said, "It's pretty good."

"What do you want to talk about? I really didn't expect that one day I could be a life mentor for others."

"No, I think you are very powerful and brave." Shen Qing said.

Fang Weizhuang smiled and said: "What you see is only the surface, I am not as good as you say."

Shen Qing shook his head, he squatted down, and sat down on the ground again: "It's better than me anyway."

Fang Weizhuang smiled and said: "People always see the brilliance of others and deliberately ignore the painful parts, so they always envy others."

"...It seems that everyone is not simple."

Fang Weizhuang sighed: "That's right."

"But maybe it's a feeling, I always feel that you can enlighten me." Shen Qing said.

Fang Weizhuang paused for a moment, then sat down, and said, "What's the matter, let's talk about it. I will help you if I can answer it for you. But I don't think I can help you much."

Zhou Buyi felt a little unhappy, he knew it was wrong, but he couldn't control his emotions.

Shen Qing was silent for a long time, and asked, "Will your family members object to you working as a part-time chef outside during such an important time in high school?"

"I opposed it, but in the end they couldn't persuade me, so they acquiesced."

Shen Qing smiled: "This computing power defies all opinions, isn't it brave?"

"Actually, it is relatively easy for me to do this. I still envy those of you who have studied well. They work harder than me. You are brave and can fight hard."

Shen Qing shook her head and said, "But this is not what I want to do."

"Then what do you want to do?"

"...I think, standing on stage, wearing a skirt, wearing lipstick, being looked at in the open and square."

"It's a bit strange, no, it's very strange." Shen Qing laughed at herself as she spoke.

"No. It's pretty good." Fang Weizhuang said: "Although it's a bit strange, no one can laugh at your dream."

Shen Qing smiled and said: "When I was a child, I used my mother's lipstick and wore it through her skirt. After being discovered, she looked at me like a monster. After that, she hid her makeup and skirt, Once they found me doing these things, they would call me disgusting. Gradually, I also felt that what I did was disgusting."

Shen Qing's voice was a little choked up as she spoke, Fang Weizhuang glanced at him, hesitated for a while, reached out to stroke his back, and gently comforted him.

Zhou Buyi squatted down behind the wall, he overheard Shen Qing say these things, but hearing his words reminded him of himself.

"I envy you very much. You can do what you like, and your hobbies are not as weird as mine." Shen Qingping calmed down and said.

Fang Weizhuang withdrew his hand and said, "Perhaps... what are your thoughts, what do you want to do?"

"I don't know. I'm so confused, I don't even know if what I want to do is normal. But the raging desire can't be controlled, it always haunts me, I don't know if what I'm doing is right."

Fang Weizhuang thought for a while, and said: "Actually, the world is not only black and white, but also red, orange, yellow, green, blue, blue and purple. People are the same. We don't need to be like most people, as long as we don't do anything harmful to nature. Things, as long as we are working hard to live our own lives without affecting others, then go ahead and do it, no matter what is right or wrong."

These words seemed to be for Shen Qing, but in fact, they were also for Fang Weizhuang himself.He suddenly felt that it was not so scary to admit that he liked boys.

Shen Qing smiled and said, "Thank you."

Fang Weizhuang stood up, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Thank you. The inner voice of a person will not be ignored."

Fang Weizhuang walked towards the exit as he spoke, while Shen Qing was still sitting there, caught in his own emotions.

Zhou Buyi was engrossed in listening, and didn't realize that Fang Weizhuang had already walked out.When he reacted, Fang Weizhuang was already squatting in front of him.

"So you still listen to the corner."