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Zhou Buyi and Fang Weizhuang returned to the classroom during the second class. Although they entered through the back door, Zhou Buyi could feel the guessing and probing eyes of the people around them.

Zhou Buyi sighed in his heart, he had expected this to happen, they must have disdain for him in their hearts.

As soon as Zhou Yi sat down, he saw Xu Zhengyang walking towards him: "Not easy, the teacher said to go to his office after class."

Zhou Buyi was taken aback, probably Gao Yifan would scold him, thinking of this, Zhou Buyi was a little annoyed.

"En." Zhou Buyi replied in a low voice.

……

Gao Yifan's office is on the second floor. Zhou Buyi stood in front of the door and knocked lightly.

"Come in." Seeing that it was not easy, Gao Yifan raised his head from the document, the expression on his face remained unchanged.

Zhou Buyi cautiously stood beside Gao Yifan, Gao Yifan pulled a seat from the side and said, "Sit down."

Zhou Buyi sat down, lowered his head, and waited for Gao Yifan's reprimand.

Gao Yifan didn't speak immediately, he looked down at Zhou Buyi's drooping head, and said after a long time: "Let me change your seat, you sit with Xu Zhengyang."

Startled, Zhou Yi suddenly raised his head and looked at him puzzled.

Gao Yifan met his confused eyes and said: "Fang Weizhuang, he has his own ideas. He usually doesn't listen to lectures and skips classes. I can accept it, but you are different. You may not know what you want. Don't be led astray by Fang Weizhuang."

Zhou Buyi tightly curled up his hands on his knees.He didn't want to change places, Fang Weizhuang treated him very well, took him to dinner, took him to his secret place, and hugged him warmly...

"You are a very good kid, and you are very serious in class. Xu Zhengyang has good grades and is a nice person. Sitting with him, your grades will definitely improve." Gao Yifan said.

Gao Yifan looked at him with sincere eyes, as if it was really for his own good.

Zhou Buyi didn't dare to defy such eyes.Such eyes that trust in themselves and have expectations for themselves.

So in his heart, is he a good boy?Does he wish he could get better?I don't want to disappoint him.As for Fang Weizhuang, does he want to stay with him?Why does he care about himself so much?Perhaps he would be bored.

Don't want him to bore me, it's horrible.Then it's better to get out and leave before he gets bored, so that he won't experience deeper pain.

"Okay..." When Zhou Buyi answered, the hands curled up on his knees had already grabbed the creases of his trousers, but when he said these words, his heart felt as if he had been cut by a knife, so uncomfortable.Fang Weizhuang, what would he think?

"Good boy, I really hope you are well." Gao Yifan reached out and patted him on the shoulder.

……

Zhou Buyi was a little distracted, he didn't know how he got back to the classroom and how he sat down.All I know is that when Fang Weizhuang's voice came, he was shocked all over.

"What did the teacher tell you? Why do you look so strange?" Fang Weizhuang was a little worried, and leaned up to him to look at his bowed head.

Zhou Buyi came back to his senses suddenly, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Fang Weizhuang's worried face. For a moment, Zhou Buyi's heart twitched. He cared so much about himself, but he "betrayed" him.

His eyes became a little moist and looked watery. Fang Weizhuang's heart moved, and he wanted to reach out to catch the tears that he might fall, but this is a classroom, so Fang Weizhuang restrained his unreasonable thoughts.

Zhou Buyi didn't cry in the end, but the tears were rolling around.

"The teacher said that the seat needs to be adjusted, so he asked me to sit with Xu Zhengyang." Zhou Buyi felt pain in his heart for a long time before opening his mouth.

Fang Weizhuang was taken aback for a moment, before he realized it, he said, "That's it? I didn't scold you, why are you still so wronged? You like me so much? You don't want to leave me?"

Fang Weizhuang was surprised after he finished speaking, although he usually joked with his friends like this, but it was a bit strange to say it to Zhou Buyi.His face was a little red, he sat up straight, and distanced himself from Zhou Buyi.

Zhou Buyi was originally afraid that Fang Weizhuang would be angry because he didn't choose him, but now it seems that he doesn't care at all.Yes, for a person like him, who cares about his choice.

The mood of worry and fear turned into a deep loss, hammering Zhou Buyi into a deeper and darker hole.

"What about you? What did you say?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

"I agree." Zhou Buyi said.

"..."

Fang Weizhuang was silent for a moment. To be honest, he was a little disappointed when he heard the result.But he was never someone who depended on others, how could he be lost because of him?

Fang Weizhuang tried his best to adjust his thoughts, drove the feeling of loss out of his head, and said with a smile: "It's good, it's better to be with him than with me."

"No!" Zhou Yi turned his head and looked at him. Although he knew that Fang Weizhuang might not care at all, he couldn't help but want him to know that he was irreplaceable in his heart.

Zhou Buyi looked at Fang Weizhuang so seriously for the first time, and said, "No one can be better than you."

Fang Weizhuang met his eyes and was momentarily stunned speechless.When Zhou Yi said this, it was as if he had exhausted all his strength, for fear that he would not believe it.

For some reason, Fang Weizhuang felt his heartbeat speed up suddenly, and he was a little flustered.In order not to let Zhou Buyi see it, Fang Weizhuang pretended to be calm, stretched out his hand and rubbed Zhou Buyi's hair, and said, "Okay, okay, I got it. Even if you change places, we still have to eat and take a walk together."

Zhou Buyi was taken aback.Will we still be together?The joyful mood rose again in my heart.

Fang Weizhuang's hands were very warm, and when he rubbed his hair, it was like sunshine.

"Yeah." Zhou Buyi nodded, a little smile couldn't be restrained from the corner of his mouth, and there was still a little sparkle in his eyes.

Fang Weizhuang smiled in a panic, and withdrew his hand, and he tightly grasped the hand that had rubbed Zhou Buyi's hair.His hair is so soft, like cotton candy.

Fang Weizhuang held that hand tightly, and secretly glanced at Zhou Buyi in the silence of the world.

Zhou Buyi has already sat upright and started to attend the class. His side profile is very beautiful, half in the sun, half in the shadow, coupled with his somewhat melancholy expression...

It looks so handsome...

……

The next day, Gao Yifan arranged for the seat to be changed, and there was a noisy push and pull of the desk, and Zhou Buyi moved the books on the desk numbly.

Fang Weizhuang didn't need to change positions, so he helped Zhou Buyi move the books to Xu Zhengyang's side.

When everything was moved, Fang Weizhuang was a little disappointed, but he never liked to show these emotions on his face, so he smiled and said, "See you at noon."

"Yeah." The only thing that made Zhou Yi happy seemed to be this.

Fang Weizhuang left, Zhou Buyi sat down on the seat.Probably it was explained by the teacher, Xu Zhengyang said to him: "If you encounter any problems in your studies, you can come to me."

"En." Zhou Yi responded, Xu Zhengyang smiled symbolically, and stopped talking.

Zhou Buyi sighed in his heart and got used to it.Xu Zhengyang is such a sunny and outstanding person, he definitely doesn't want to have anything to do with him.Indeed, they didn't talk much in the dormitory.

Zhou Yi didn't seem to talk much to anyone in the dormitory.

A morning of silence passed, Xu Zhengyang really deserved to be a top student, he was very serious in class, and he would grab the teacher to ask questions that he didn't understand during class.The same is true in the dormitory, Xu Zhengyang can read at night, and at the same time, as the head of the dormitory, he will also manage the order of the dormitory.

At noon Fang Weizhuang was waiting for Zhou Buyi in the corridor outside the classroom. When Zhou Buyi walked out, he saw his back to him, elbows propped on the fence, wearing blue and white school uniform, looking up at the clouds in the sky.

Zhou Buyi was attracted by his back, and he froze on the spot without moving. In the end, Fang Weizhuang came to his senses, stepped forward and hooked his neck, and said with a smile, "What are you staring at? Go, let's eat."

Zhou Buyi was a little flustered by his sudden approach, his face flushed slightly, and he nodded his head.

Fang Weizhuang saw that Zhou Yi lowered his head, and said: "Don't always lower your head, you are not ugly, so you are afraid of being seen?"

Hearing these words, Zhou Buyi didn't know how to answer, so he forced his head up a little bit.

There are many customers in Sister Hua's store today, Fang Weizhuang is so busy that he has no time to eat until late.Zhou Buyi has also been a helper in the kitchen for so long.

Fang Weizhuang made a simple stir-fried pork with chili and shredded potatoes, and asked, "How is it? Are you hungry?"

Zhou Yi probably wouldn't feel hungry at ordinary times, but recently Fang Weizhuang may have raised him a little bit delicately, so he was really hungry if he didn't eat on time today.

But he didn't say it directly, he just said: "It's okay."

"It's okay... what's that?" Fang Weizhuang complained, and put the dishes on the table.

Fang Weizhuang gave Zhou Buyi a plate of rice and handed it to him, Zhou Buyi thanked him, and the two of them started to eat.

While eating, Sister Hua came over and said that Zhou Yi didn't pay for helping out in the back kitchen these days, she was embarrassed, so she bought some fruits for him.

Zhou Buyi had never been treated like this before, and suddenly felt a little flattered, and said, "No need, I didn't spend money to eat here."

Sister Hua smiled and said, "That's different, you just take these fruits. You are serious in your work and look cute. I like you so I treat you like this."

Zhou Yi was surprised, he likes me!how could be?Nobody ever liked him?how could be?What is there to like about him?He is so cowardly, how could anyone like him... She must be saying it nicely.

Fang Weizhuang was a little unbalanced, pretending to be a little angry and said: "Sister Hua, I've been with you for so long and you haven't bought me anything, you're too partial!"

Sister Hua patted Fang Weizhuang on the head and said, "There are so many fruits, you won't share them!"

Fang Weizhuang smacked his lips and said, "All right, all right, don't keep patting my head."

Sister Hua pointed to Fang Weizhuang and said, "Small family."

"What's stingy? I reserved this end for my future wife to take pictures of. Don't take advantage of me."

Sister Hua smiled helplessly and said, "I won't argue with you, just leave your oily hair to your wife."

"Where is the oil?!" Fang Weizhuang touched it while talking, and said, "If it is really oily, you are the one who squeezed it out."

Sister Hua thought Fang Weizhuang was very cheap, so she patted him on the head and walked away.

A big bag of fruit was placed on the table, Zhou Buyi thought about Fang Weizhuang's angry look just now, afraid that he would be unhappy, and said, "Eat it, I don't eat these much."

"It's okay, I just made a joke, you can eat it. I will give you a share of the people at the same table and in the dormitory." Fang Weizhuang said, taking a bite of the rice.

Zhou Buyi lowered his head, with him around, the atmosphere in the dormitory became more delicate, and they probably wouldn't accept his things.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Fang Weizhuang said, "I heard that you and your roommates don't have a good relationship. What should I say, you are all under the same roof. Even if you don't have close friends, don't hate each other. The people in your dormitory are very friendly. But you have to let them know you're friendly too, or they'll ostracize you."

Zhou Buyi listened to his words, but still didn't respond to his meal, he was really not good at handling these relationships.The thought of getting along with people makes him feel a little resistant and afraid.

Seeing that he was still silent, Fang Weizhuang continued: "You, share some fruits with them. You are a pretty good person, right? Even if you are usually a bit dull, they don't have to guess when you express your kindness. Your mood, and you won't be repelled."

"If you want me to say that Zhang Ao in your dormitory is really a little arrogant, how about him, he really has a little low self-esteem in his bones." Fang Weizhuang said.

Zhou Yi was surprised, inferiority complex?how could be?He has friends, has good grades, is usually lively and active, and is an excellent person no matter how you look at it.

Zhou Buyi looked at Fang Weizhuang with curiosity in his eyes.

Fang Weizhuang stopped talking, he shook his head and said, "Don't talk too much about other people's affairs, eat quickly, it's time for class later."

Zhou Buyi had no choice but to give up.