I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

His forehead hurt a lot from being bumped, but he didn't care and stood in front of the cabinet in a daze, until Dazai's hand reached out to help him check the wound, "Doesn't it hurt, it's all red."

He was still in a trance, and his mood was calm, but his heart began to beat wildly, first accelerating at a constant speed, and then rampaging.

"You want to fall in love with me, are you serious?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"Because I can't help it. You see, if you fall in love with someone else, you will drive me out of the house, and no one will be able to protect me then."

Hearing this reason, Terao Yashu was full of question marks.

That's it?

"Yes, in order to prevent you from being snatched away by others, and to continue to live in your house, I can only reluctantly fall in love with you in person."

"You fell in love with me just to continue living in my house?"

"Yeah, how are you, are you happy?"

Terao Yasuke almost exploded with anger, what kind of confusing speech is this?

Can't you just say "Because I like you very much, so I want to fall in love with you"?Do you have to find so many reasons to be awkward?

Dazai is like this every time, first messing his mind with affectionate words to make him hopeful, and then changing his tone and pouring him a basin of cold water.

So he threw his clothes on the other person's face, "Go out."

"Hey, are you rejecting me?" Dazai was surprised, "I thought you would be very happy."

Dazai thought twice before saying these words, he thought that Yashu Terao would be excited and cheered, and even rush over to him directly, but he didn't expect the other party to be so calm.

"Hey, Terao-san—"

"Pack up your things and move out of my house right away, I've had enough of you, and I don't want to see you again in my life."

He had been exercising too much on the court because of his irritability before, and after a game, he had a lot of bruises on his arms and knees, which was horrible.

After returning home, he filled the bathtub with hot water, and the steam from the hot water filled the bathroom, and he lay down in the water.

Angry, he was angry when he thought of the scene in the locker room just now.

Dazai didn't come back, so he probably got out obediently, that's the best way, the farther away the better.

He always felt that Dazai was indifferent to everything around him, even when facing his favorite food and wine, he only showed his liking temporarily.

Dazai could never look him in the eyes and say "I love you" to him.

Thinking of this, he fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, he suddenly felt a suffocation, and at the same time a hand grabbed his arm and pulled him up.

He opened his eyes, and saw Dazai's face, and the curse at the beginning: "Is your brain broken? Sleeping in the bathtub is not afraid of being drowned?"

When he just fell asleep, his whole body slipped into the water, his mouth and nose were submerged in water, and he would probably have suffocated to death later.

Dazai grabbed a blanket to wrap him, he choked on the water, coughed on the opponent's shoulder, coughing and trembling all the time.

Dazai caressed his back, with a helpless tone, "Mr. Terao, sometimes I really wonder if you are a killer. Mafia's top killer was drowned in the shower, isn't it embarrassing to say it?"

The other party was mocking him, but the movements of his hands were still gentle. He felt that his body was cold, so he hugged him tightly.

He had had enough coughing, and rested on the other's shoulder for a long time. As his consciousness gradually became clear, he realized that he was only wrapped in a bath towel.

He opened his mouth, his voice a little hoarse, "You are really thick-skinned, I drove you away, you dare to come back?"

Dazai didn't expect Terao Yasuke to thank him either. In fact, Terao Yasuke has a very bad temper, just pretending to be friendly in front of his classmates.

"I'm asking you something, are you still leaving?"

Dazai was helpless, "How can I leave if you hug me so tightly?"

Terao Yasuke said that he was driving the other party away with his mouth, but his arms were tightly hugging the other party.

"Me, I actually wanted to leave a long time ago, but Mr. Terao, you are too stupid, you can't cook, you can't take care of yourself at all, seeing you are so stupid, I can't bear to leave you."

"You curse again?"

"And you really like to spoil yourself. Last time we had a quarrel, you ran out in the rain alone and planned to find random strangers to have sex with. Don't you just do whatever you want just because you are cute?"

"..."

"If I'm not here, you will definitely give up on yourself again, just like this...you make me very worried."

"You don't need to sympathize, and I don't need you to care if I die."

"Look, here it comes again."

Dazai fetched gauze and cotton wool, checked the bruises and wounds on his body, and ran his fingers across the redness and swelling on his knee, "Does it hurt?"

Dazai was thinking about treating the wound for him, his tall figure enveloped him, his face was close at hand, blurred by the remaining fog in the bathroom.

He was cold and sleepy, and his body was shaking, but his mind was inexplicably hot, and he suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled the other person's face.

Then with a determined emotion, he kissed her.

It was softer than he had imagined, with a slightly rough texture, moist and warm.

Dazai seemed to be frightened, and immediately pushed him away, stood up and took two steps back, with a puzzled expression on his face.

"This is your initiative."

"Shut up." He grabbed the other party's tie and pulled it to his eyes, his fingers trembling slightly, "Lower your head, I can't reach it."

Terao Yashu was so regretful that his intestines were green. If he had known that kissing felt so good, then when he and Dazai met for the first time, he should have tied up Dazai and kissed him enough.

Terao Yashu has watched a lot of love movies, but he has learned nothing, he doesn't know how to flirt, and his kissing skills are extremely jerky.

Dazai couldn't help asking, "The first kiss?"

He nodded in a daze.

"No way, with your appearance, have you never been in love?"

Nonsense, before meeting Dazai, he was not sure whether his sexual orientation was male or female, how could he fall in love?

Dazai smiled, stroking his face with his fingers, "Understood, I will be gentle, let's take it slowly."

They kissed for a long time and somehow got from the bathroom to the bedroom.

He seemed to be shaking all the time, and he didn't know whether it was because of the cold or nervousness, but the other party kept comforting in his ear: "Don't be nervous, you don't have to pinch my arm so hard, wait a minute, it hurts, it hurts..."

It was the first time in his life that he experienced this, and he felt a huge sense of shame, but after the delicate kiss fell, a certain emotion climbed up his nerves, and gradually overwhelmed that sense of shame.

After a long time, the other party suddenly pushed him away.

The other party's smell and body temperature stopped abruptly, which made him very disappointed: "What's wrong?"

"Want to continue?"

"think--"

The other party's pupils darkened a bit, "But you still have class tomorrow, right?"

"..."

The other party pressed him to the side of the bed, covered him with a blanket, and gently touched his face, "It's ok, I'll be here tonight."

that's it?

Dazai also lay down beside him, closed his eyes, "Okay, go to sleep."

Well, that's it.

Terao Yashu turned over, staring at the roof, trying to calm down.

Just kissing is so cool, if... If you do that kind of thing, how exciting will it be?

His face was hot, but the people around him were breathing slowly, and the breath spewed out on the side of his face, itching terribly, from the skin to the heart.

He stared at Dazai's sleeping face for a while, and couldn't help reaching out his hand, the moment his fingertips touched the other's cheek, the other opened his eyes.

"Don't be so impatient." Dazai stroked his hair and chuckled, "The days ahead are long, we still have a lot of time."