I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

Terao Yasuke forgot to bring a gun when he went out, so he couldn't use the gun to scare the opponent. He tried to break free but couldn't, so he could only be blocked by the opponent in the corner of the shelf, unable to move an inch.

Bai Lan watched him resist with great interest, then took the student ID card from his pocket, and slowly read the name on it: "Terao...you are a freshman student."

"give me back."

He reached out to grab the student ID card, but he was not tall enough to grab it.

"Mr. Terao—" the other party smiled, "I'm just chatting with you as a friend, why are you so resistant to me?"

"Because I hate you."

"Liar, you clearly agreed to leave with me last time, if you hated me, why were you willing to have sex with me then?"

Why bring that up again?Dazai has been brooding over that matter for a long time.

He sneered, "Because I had a conflict with my boyfriend at that time, I wanted to use you as a substitute. Are you satisfied with this answer?"

Bai Lan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again, "That's right."

"what?"

"Look, when I met you last time, you were lifeless and half-dead, but your mental state is pretty good now, so I can rest assured."

This man is very strange, his voice and eyes are too gentle, which can make people involuntarily put down their guard, and even make people have the idea of ​​actively surrendering.

It was the same last time, when he was bewitched by this gentle voice when he was disheartened, he directly gave up resisting and let the other party manipulate him.

shame.

Seeing his embarrassed face, Bai Lan thought it was fun, but let him go, even though he was still cornered by the wall.

"I think I saw you in the restaurant just now. That man in black is your boyfriend now?"

"Yes."

Bai Lan tore open a bag of marshmallows, pinched one and put it in her mouth like a child, while looking at him with sympathetic eyes: "I don't understand why you associate with this kind of person."

"What do you mean?"

"Your boyfriend, looking at you with cold eyes, I can't feel how much he likes you."

These words hit his thunder point and made him feel cold.

Then a sense of anger rose from his stomach, making him want to blow up the person in front of him, "Who are you?"

"Hey, I'm telling the truth, don't you realize it yourself? If I'm not wrong, he should never have made any promises to you, right?"

It is true that Dazai did not make a promise to him, but it is not up to an outsider to point out the matter between them.

He was about to refute, but a marshmallow was stuffed into his mouth, it was so sweet that it melted in his mouth in a few seconds.

"Think about it." The other party wiped off the powdered sugar from the corner of his mouth, and pinched his face, "Mr. Terao, it's a pleasure chatting with you. See you on Monday."

He came back to his senses, "Monday?"

"Yes, I'm a student of the same university as you, but I'm from the Department of Biology, isn't it a coincidence?"

"..."

"I'm your senior." The other party smiled brightly, "We will spend a lot of time together in the future."

It's over, Terao Yashu thought, this time he was really entangled.

When he returned to the dining table, Dazai was gone, and a note was left on the table: "It's time for an hour's appointment, we break up."

What, he left without even saying hello.

He thought of Bai Lan's sentence "I can't feel that your boyfriend likes you from his eyes", and suddenly felt uneasy.

Dazai liked him, he could feel it, but Dazai never gave him a clear promise.

If a couple wants to stay together for a lifetime, they will hold a wedding, wear rings, and at least promise each other "I will be with you forever".

But Dazai never said these words, and never gave him a clear promise.

Although Dazai said the phrase "I will always be by your side" twice before, but each time he immediately denied it after saying it, and refused to admit it.

Is it that difficult to give him a clear promise?

It was completely dark when he returned home, and he searched upstairs and downstairs. Dazai was not at home, so he probably went for a walk.

He filled the bathtub with water and planned to take a shower, but he kept thinking about Bai Lan's words "Your boyfriend doesn't like you that much".

It's really annoying, why would you say such a thing.

Some things should not be exposed.

He doesn't care that Dazai eats free food at his house, after all, he also enjoys the other party's company, he likes the feeling of having someone at home, and likes having someone at home waiting for him after get off work every day.

However, people are greedy, he not only wants company, he also wants commitment.

He lay in the hot water for a while, and was about to fall asleep drowsily, when suddenly he heard the sound of the door opening downstairs.

It seemed that Dazai had returned, but the sound of footsteps was hurried and messy, echoing hurriedly on the stairs.

"Mr. Terao?"

He was half asleep and half awake, and lazily responded, "I'm in the bathroom."

As soon as the words were finished, the bathroom door was pushed open, and Dazai walked over through the dense fog in the room, hugging him wetly.

He was taken aback: "Go out, I have no clothes on."

They haven't had sex so far, and they usually avoid each other when they change clothes. It's weird to hug each other suddenly.

"Mr. Terao..."

Dazai ignored his resistance, couldn't wait to hug him, and buried his face into his neck, his tone was rapid and his breathing was disordered, as if he was wronged and sad.

"Mr. Terao."

"Well, I'm here."

"Mr. Terao..."

"Well, I'm here, what's the matter with you?"

"Mr. Terao, I thought you were..."

"If you have anything to say, just say it, it's cold."

Dazai pulled a bath towel from the side to cover him, and then hugged him tightly, refusing to let go even though his clothes were wet.

Leaning in his arms, Yasu Terao found his heart was beating wildly, the beating frequency was as chaotic as his breathing, conveying some kind of panic to him unabashedly.

"Why is your heart beating so fast, and the neighbor's dog chased you and bit you again?"

"not me--"

In the afternoon, he received a call from that brat, and hearing the other party's strong order "Give me Terao Yasuke immediately", his brain almost exploded.

He knew that the kid had bad intentions, but he didn't expect him to be so crazy.Such a grandiose and domineering person who expressed that he wanted to rob him.

Dazai hesitated for a long time, wanted to say something to him but couldn't say anything, finally he could only reach out and hug the person in his arms tightly.

After hugging quietly for a long time, the water vapor in the bathroom gradually dissipated, and the sound of dripping water echoed in the room. The slow and quiet sound diffused into the room, hypnotizing Yasuke Terao into drowsiness.

After a long time, Dazai spoke slowly, "I told you not to sleep in the bathtub, it's very dangerous."

"Well, I was wrong, just this time..."

"Last time you slept in the bathtub and almost drowned, can't you change your bad habit?"

He leaned on Dazai's shoulder, and laughed in a daze, "It can't be changed, if you are afraid of my death, then stay by my side and watch me for the rest of your life."

After hearing this, Dazai fell into deep thought. After a long time, he seemed to have made up his mind, and nodded helplessly: "Okay."

"Ok?"

"Okay, I have decided, I will stay by your side for the rest of my life."

He fell asleep instantly.

What's the matter, he just complained that Dazai didn't promise him, but the promise came so soon?

"Don't believe me, you used to say this kind of thing often, but you will regret it soon."

The other party sighed in his ear, "This time it's true, I won't regret it again."

"Are you drunk again?"

"I've never been drunk, okay?"

Before this, Dazai has been trying to get away with ambiguity. He thought that love can be ambiguous, and he can only enjoy the present without promising the future.

It's a pity that there is nothing so cheap in the world.

Love is like a swamp. You curiously step into it with one foot to try it out, confidently thinking that you can get out, but in the end your whole body will sink into it.

No matter how reluctant you are, how much you resist, you will fall into it.

There is no turning back.He didn't want someone to snatch Yasu Terao from him, so he had to stay by Yasu Terao's side all the time.

He hugged the person in his arms and murmured: "Mr. Terao, you have protected me for so long, so it's time for me to protect you."

"..."

"Remember, there are many people like me in this world, but only I am the one you like, and only I am qualified to be with you all the time."