I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

Originally, Yashu Terao had a good plan, eat cake first, then unwrap presents, then go out for couples lunch, and finally go to a movie.

But Dazai completely ignored his arrangement and pushed him on the table, ready to be indescribable.

Terao Yasuke tried to stop the opponent's restless hand, "No, it's not night yet."

Dazai's expression was unusually calm: "But I want it, and I want it now."

"No." He decided to be tougher, "I told you not to do it in the kitchen."

"No matter, today is Valentine's Day, you can do anything on Valentine's Day."

Then there are the indescribable hours, the kitchen, the living room, the bathroom, and finally the bedroom.

In front of the mirror, in the shower room, as long as it can accommodate two people, I will not let it go.

When Dazai is happy, he will abuse him crazily on the bed, and challenge his bottom line unscrupulously. He can't bear to disturb Dazai's interest, so he can only obey the other party's rhythm.

But at the end, he couldn't bear it anymore, and stretched out his hand to punch Dazai: "Be gentle, okay?"

As for being so excited?

Double the Osamu Dazai, double the clinginess, double the possessiveness, double the desire, and double the torment.

They didn't go anywhere all day, didn't drink wine, and didn't open presents.

The cake he bought had been left to dry for a whole day, and the taste had deteriorated. The movie ticket he had tried so hard to get had also expired, wasting the ticket money in vain.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, so he committed domestic violence against Dazai: "The movie tickets for couples I bought at a price increase after so much trouble are all in vain."

Dazai watched his fist come down, instead of avoiding it, he showed a look of enjoyment, hugged him, and rubbed against his face, making him itchy and wanting to laugh.

No wonder the leader doesn't want to fuse with Dazai, after the fusion, he becomes this virtue, a pure love brain.

"What's the matter? Mr. Terao wants to watch a movie, so I'll accompany you to watch it tomorrow. Anyway, you don't have class tomorrow, and you don't have to go to work."

"However, tomorrow is Saturday, and I'm going to work part-time at the orphanage."

Dazai was obviously angry: "Are you going to see that brat again?"

"Mr. Dazai, you are also a kid at the moment, and you are only 18 years old, and you are very short."

Dazai didn't like being teased about his height, but after thinking about it, he nodded: "Okay, if Terao-san must go to the orphanage, then I will go with you too, and I will go part-time with you tomorrow."

"Aren't you going to have a meeting tomorrow?"

"No, what fun is there in a meeting?"

The leader spends his time by his side every day and doesn't care about Mafia.

The employees don't blame the leader for his slackness, they only think that he has led the leader down.

"My lord, as long as you are willing to go to work obediently, I will reward you for doing that in the shower room tomorrow, how about it?"

Dazai was indifferent to his proposal, "Even if you don't reward me, I'm going to do that in the shower."

"..."

"Anyway, anyway, I just don't want to go to work. I still want to celebrate Valentine's Day tomorrow, and I also want to celebrate Valentine's Day the day after tomorrow. I want to be in bed with Terao-san all the time~~~"

Dazai has no interest in work now, very much like how he played truant back then.

No way, brainworker Osamu Dazai, do you want to become a love brain like him?

Dazai Xuxu was talking, and suddenly thought of something, his eyes lit up: "Why don't I give up the position of leader to Chuya, and then the two of us elope?"

"Uh, is that okay?"

"Why not? Chuya loves this cause very much. He once swore to dedicate everything to Yokohama."

For Dazai, the chief's job is just the seasoning of a boring life, but he has no sense of belonging anywhere. He likes Yokohama, but he doesn't feel that Yokohama is his home.

But Zhong also loves everything in Yokohama from the bottom of his heart.

"Okay, it's such a happy decision~ I'm going to write a resignation report and give up the position of leader to Chuya~"

"Hey, don't be so hasty—"

He wanted to stop Dazai's crazy behavior, but Dazai had already run away without a trace.

Terao Yasuke suddenly felt that he had committed a heinous crime.

Originally, the detective agency and mafia were two evenly matched organizations, but Wu Detective Zai was abducted by him, and the leader was also abducted by him, which caused the power of the two parties to be out of balance.

Outrageous, he just wanted to have a relationship, why did he accidentally change the situation in Yokohama?

The next morning, he wanted to persuade Dazai to go to work, but Dazai was determined to accompany him to the orphanage and stalk him.

"Are you really going to the orphanage? Don't you hate seeing Mr. Mori?"

"Yes, but I want to see Terao-san, I want to be with Terao-san all the time~"

Well, anyway, Dazai's mental age is about the same as that of children, so he should be able to get along with the children in the orphanage.

On the way to the orphanage, Terao Yashu went to the supermarket, bought a lot of snacks and toys, and prepared to bring them to the child.

"That kid still doesn't seem to want to eat, how about we buy some chocolates for him?"

Dazai was very upset when he saw that he was so focused on choosing a gift for the child, so he turned his head away, "Oh, Mr. Terao never even bought me a brownie."

Seeing Dazai's annoyed expression, he held the other's face with a smile: "No way, are you going to be angry with me because of a piece of chocolate?"

Double Dazai, double bad temper.

Bad cats who throw tantrums like this will be pulled to be neutered.

He didn't want Dazai to continue to dwell on the issue of chocolate, so he asked, "Are you going to keep that child in the orphanage? Have you considered taking back his personality?"

"How to accept it, he is a child, I can't kill him anyway."

"You don't need to kill him, you have the book now, you can use the book to take him back forcibly and let him fuse with you."

Dazai was silent for a long time after hearing this.

"Mr. Terao, I don't want to take back his personality."

"why?"

"Because he is the aggregate of the tragic memories of my childhood. If I take back his personality, those tragic memories will come back to my mind, and those memories will make me very painful."

This is true.

Yasuhiro Terao sensed his resistance, but still persuaded him: "But, that child has all your tragic memories, and his life is also very painful."

"Tch... so what, I don't care if he's in pain or not."

Terao Yasuke held his face tenderly: "You don't care, but I do, and I will feel distressed."

The child was so young, but he stayed alone in the cold orphanage, bearing so many painful memories alone.

Every time he saw the child, he would feel very distressed.

But he respected Dazai's decision, if Dazai didn't want to take back the child's personality, he wouldn't force it either.

After arriving at the orphanage, before Terao Yasu put down the gift in his hand, he saw a small figure rushing towards him.

As usual, the child happily ran over to hug him. Although he was relatively short, he could only hug his legs.

But after that, he saw Dazai following behind, and his face instantly collapsed: "This ugly uncle is here again?"

He has always called Dazai the ugly uncle, and because of jealousy, he often draws strange monster portraits of Dazai.

"I'm ugly? You don't have a good face yourself, do you?"

Dazai glared at him, he was a little scared, and hid behind Terao Yashu.

Then he grabbed Terao Yasuke's clothes and complained pitifully: "This ugly uncle scolded me."

Yashu Terao felt very tired, why did Osamu Dazai always fight when they were together?

The child quickly left Dazai aside, circled around Terao Yashu, asking incessantly, "Where's the gift? Where's my gift?"

Terao Yasuke hugged him on his lap, and straightened his clothes and hat: "Only children who eat well can get presents. Did you eat well today?"

Dazai on the side laughed when he heard this.

Terao Yasuke felt baffled: "What are you laughing at?"

"Laughing at you, Mr. Terao, you don't want to eat yourself, but you still persuade others to eat?"

What are you doing, don't expose his shortcomings in front of children, it will make him lose his dignity.

Terao Yasuke played with the child for a while, when suddenly a colleague came over and asked him to sort out the data sheets of the children in the orphanage, and he had to leave temporarily.

Before leaving, he told Dazai: "You help me take care of him."

Dazai was disgusted: "No, I don't want to take care of children."

"Just a moment, I'll be back soon, be obedient."

Dazai reluctantly agreed, and before leaving, he wanted to give Terao Yasuke a farewell kiss, but was rejected by the other party on the grounds that "you can't make intimate actions in front of children".

"It's so annoying." Dazai thought angrily, children are very troublesome, and the shrunken Dazai is even more troublesome.

The child was sitting on the carpet playing with the puzzle, and there was a piece that he couldn't put together, so he pushed the puzzle in front of Dazai, and said in a commanding tone, "You come and help me solve it."

Dazai pretended not to hear, and casually took out a children's picture book from the bookshelf, and pretended to read it.

The child could see that he was pretending, so he deliberately said: "If you don't help me, I will cry. As long as I keep crying, Mixiu will always stay here with me."

"...You are really scheming."

Seeing Dazai's annoyed look, the child showed a triumphant smile: "You don't want him to stay here with me all the time tonight, do you? Then hurry up and help me with the puzzle."

Dazai had no choice but to sit down on the carpet and help him solve the puzzle pieces.

If Mr. Terao hadn't repeatedly told him to take care of the child, he would have spanked the child.

Just when he was halfway through the fight, he suddenly heard the child ask: "You, don't you hate me?"

"Ok?"

Dazai raised his head, looked at the childish face in front of him, "What?"

"I'm asking you, do you hate me?"

Such a naive child suddenly put up a serious face and talked to him in such a solemn tone, which made him feel very strange.

Dazai nodded without thinking, "Yes, I hate you very much."

"why?"

"Because you are my tragic childhood memory. You carry too many memories that I don't want to touch. As long as I see you, or even get close to you, I will feel very painful."

Although Dazai stripped away the bad memories of his childhood, whenever he saw this child, he would be infected by the lifeless atmosphere of the other person, and his mood would become very bad.

Seeing Dazai's answer, the child suddenly put down the puzzle, crawled to Dazai's side like a kitten, and put his face on Dazai's lap.

"You—" Dazai was stunned by his behavior, "What are you doing?"

This kid scolded him ugly uncle just a second ago, why is he suddenly attached to him now?

The child suddenly lowered his eyes and whispered, "Please——"

Dazai was puzzled, "What?"

The other party stared at Dazai with those big, round, pitch-black eyes, and there was a kind of innocence in the pupils, and there was a hint of longing.

"Please, let me go back to your body, I want to leave here, I want to be with Mixiu all the time."

"..."

This child doesn't understand those messy feelings between adults, he just thinks Terao Yasu is a very good person, and he has a simple sense of dependence on Terao Yasu.

"Please, I don't want to stay in the orphanage. I also want to be like you. I want to see Mixiu every day."

Hearing the trembling voice of the other party, Dazai stretched out his hand involuntarily, stroking the little child in his arms.

She was soft, her hair was soft and thin, her body exuded a milky smell, and she held his clothes tightly: "Please, take me away, don't leave me..."

This is him when he was a child. Back then, he was also weak and helpless, isolated and helpless, abandoned by his family and forgotten by the world.

but--

Dazai stroked the person in his arms, the cold and hard heart suddenly melted a lot, and the position of the atrium throbbed in pain.

Do you want to promise?

His childhood memories are indeed painful, but if he had more tragic memories, Mr. Terao would love him more, right?

That's right, his Terao-san is overflowing with sympathy. Facing him with tragic memories, he will definitely love him unconditionally, pamper him, and satisfy all his requests.

Well, if you think about it that way, it's worth it.