I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

Half an hour later, Terao Yashu returned to the classroom and found that the child had disappeared, only Dazai was left sitting alone on the carpet, staring out the window in a daze.

Terao Yashu walked over and shook his shoulder, seeing that he was indifferent, a little worried.

After a long time, Dazai came back to his senses, his face changed slightly, and he called out in a low voice: "Mr. Terao——"

"Well, I'm here."

"It's painful." Dazai's voice trembled, "Really, it's painful."

He couldn't understand, "What are you talking about, what about the child, didn't I ask you to take care of him?"

Dazai stretched out his arms to hug him, and he was about to continue to question, but somehow felt warm liquid dripping onto his hands.

Cried?

No way, he just asked Dazai to take care of the child, Dazai wouldn't be wronged like this, right?

He had never seen Dazai cry before, he was surprised and frightened, and quickly hugged him: "What's the matter, what happened?"

The child is gone.

Toys and snacks were piled on the ground, but the person disappeared, just like Dazai disappeared without a sound.

Yashu Terao understood something, and stroked his back with his hands: "Has he returned to your body?"

Dazai didn't speak for a long time, but his body trembled slightly, as if he was enduring great pain.

He finally recalled those past experiences, those cold and dark pictures, the dark side of humanity that was imposed on him.

Those memories that have been dusty for a long time, every time a picture emerges, it will take away a bit of his strength. He feels that he is so weak at this moment that he can only fall powerlessly into Mr. Terao's arms.

Terao Yasuke felt his mood, but didn't know what to say, so he could only hug him tightly.

"Mr. Dazai, if you want to cry, you can cry out loud."

"..."

"I know, I understand Mr. Dazai's difficulties, but it doesn't matter, I don't care about your past, and I hope you don't care, okay?"

"..."

"I know it's hard to do, but I will get through it with you, and I will accompany you to forget the bad past."

After a long time, Dazai spoke slowly, with a slightly hoarse voice: "Mr. Terao, I am a very dark person, and I have many bad thoughts in my head—"

"I know, but this is the real you. Your past experiences, whether they were tragic or happy, have made you become who you are now, and become the Dazai-san I like."

Dazai didn't speak for a long time, and finally calmed down gradually, silently buried his face in his arms.

"Mr. Terao, will you take me home?"

"Well, let's go home right away."

"Please, don't leave me..."

"No, I'm here, I'm always by your side, and I'll always protect you."

As long as he is around, no one can bring pain to his Dazai-san.

Dazai was so depressed for three days. During this period, he didn't eat or drink, but kept sticking to his Terao-san, trying to get comfort from him.

In just a few days, the naked eye was visibly haggard.

Terao Yasuke took three days off and stayed in bed with him for three days, silently witnessing his loss and depression, digesting the pain with him.

"Mr. Terao...don't you have to go to work?"

"not going."

"You'll be gossiped about."

"It's ok."

Dazai originally planned to punish those colleagues who chewed their tongues, but he stopped him.

He really hated those gossips, but it wasn't enough to turn the world upside down because of this little gossip.

Gossip is something new for a while, and after a few months, those people's enthusiasm and curiosity dissipate, and they won't discuss him anymore.

As long as Dazai needs him, he will always stay by Dazai's side.

Finally, on the morning of the fourth day, Terao Yashu woke up and found that the bed next to him was empty.

What about Dazai?

He touched the cold blanket, startled.

Shouldn't it be-

He was so frightened that he quickly put on his clothes and looked out the window. The garden outside the window was clean and there was no sign of anyone jumping down.

He hurried downstairs to look for it again, but after walking down the stairs, he smelled the smell of baking bread coming from the kitchen.

Dazai did not jump off the building, nor did he commit suicide, but was standing in the kitchen cooking for him, humming a song.

"Mr. Terao, hurry up and wash up, and hurry up to work after breakfast."

Dazai's previous gloomy sense of lifelessness was swept away, and he returned to his vigorous and lively appearance.

Seeing his appearance, Yashu Terao couldn't believe it, "Are you alright?"

"It's okay—hey, why did you run down without your shoes on?"

He ran too fast just now, he forgot.

He didn't care about these, but felt relieved, walked over and hugged Dazai, muttering, "Fortunately, it's back to normal..."

"What do you mean, Mr. Terao, am I the kind of person who gets depressed because of a little thing? I'm not."

Fortunately not.

After a long time, Terao Yashu finally came back to his senses, and gave Dazai angrily: "You bastard, you almost scared me to death just now."

Dazai saw that he was so angry, instead of coming to comfort him, he thought it was very funny, and laughed for a long time without stopping, clutching his stomach.

"No way, Mr. Terao thinks I'm going to jump off a building?"

"How dare you laugh—"

Dazai stopped laughing, and suddenly looked serious: "No, as long as Mr. Terao lives, I will live with Mr. Terao."

"..."

"As long as the owner keeps giving canned food, the cat will not run away from home~"

"..."

"How is it, aren't you impressed?"

Terao Yasuke became furious and punched him again, "Idiot!"

"Oh, I'm obviously very touched, Mr. Terao is really duplicity."

Now Dazai works two jobs by himself. On the surface, he is the leader of Mafia, but secretly he is also a member of the detective agency.

Seeing him leaving early and returning late every day, Terao Yashu felt distressed, so he massaged his shoulders every night.

"It's not necessary." Dazai gently pushed his hand away, "Mr. Terao, you worry too much, I'm not that tired."

"But your complexion is very bad, your complexion is yellow."

Dazai couldn't laugh or cry: "That's because the lights in our house are originally yellow."

"Aren't you too tired to work two jobs at the same time?"

"Mr. Terao can work three jobs at the same time, so it's not unusual for me to work two jobs."

In fact, he only works two jobs now, because the child disappeared, so he doesn't have to go to the orphanage frequently.

But he just felt distressed, he hoped that Dazai could sleep a few more hours every day, and hoped that Dazai could sit at home and say good morning and good night to him every day.

"Does Terao-san want me to be a house-husband? That's not good, I can't be a person who has nothing to do."

"...I didn't mean that, I just want to see you every day when I go home."

Yashu Terao likes to think wildly, if he doesn't see Dazai after returning home, he will subconsciously think that something happened to Dazai, and he will be restless.

Seeing his worry, Dazai comforted him, "If Mr. Terao doesn't like me working so many jobs, then I can resign."

"Resign?"

"Yes, I can choose to resign from mafia, or choose to leave the detective agency. If I only have one job, then I will have a lot of time with you~"

Terao Yasuke didn't want to force Dazai to make this choice, because in Dazai's eyes, mafia and detective agency are equally important.

Early the next morning, Dazai summoned the cadres of Mafia and asked them to resign.

This move has been opposed by mafia cadres, especially Zhongye.

Chuya was gearing up, as if ready to punch Dazai in the face at any moment: "Why do you want to resign?"

"I don't think I'm good enough to be the leader right now, so it's normal to want to give up the leader's position to someone who is capable."

The nearest Yokohama is very peaceful, no one is making troubles, no one is brewing any evil plots.

After he came to power, he has been using books to transform the world, and now he has finally transformed the world into a look that satisfies him, transforming the chaotic Yokohama into a peaceful and peaceful one—at least it seems peaceful for now.

Since he has the book in his hand, theoretically he can easily quell any riots, so even if he is not the leader, Yokohama can still maintain this kind of peace.

Yokohama doesn't need him anymore, it's time for him to go about his business.

Nakaya and the others knew nothing about these things, they only felt that Dazai wanted to get away.

"Stop making excuses. After you fell in love with Terao, the quality of your work has dropped significantly."

"Then what can I do~ Mr. Terao is so cute~ I just can't help but stay at home with him~"

"...Don't speak in such a disgusting tone!"

"Hey, as soon as you mentioned him, I missed him again—quickly end the meeting, I'm going back to date Mr. Terao."

Zhong couldn't persuade him, so he could only say the last ruthless sentence: "No, you don't even think about resigning before I kill you."

Dazai sighed, "Chuya, you are really stubborn."

"Whatever you say, as long as we don't agree with your resignation, then you will always be the leader."

"I can sneak away."

"If you dare to escape, I will chase you to the ends of the earth and find you, and then I will kill you."

Seeing what he said, Dazai could only give up.

Well, since everyone disagrees, he will be the leader for a few more days, and let Mr. Terao enjoy the feeling of being the leader's wife again.

Although Mr. Terao hates this title very much, but now everyone will bow down respectfully when they see him, and call "Mrs. Chief".

Terao Yasuke scratched the ground with his toes in embarrassment every time: "Don't call me that."

So cute, Mr. Terao is the cutest when he is embarrassed, like when he is on the bed, he obviously wants it, but he can't say it because of embarrassment, so he can only purse his lips and look at him beggingly.

Terao Yashu found out depressedly that many people disapproved of the two of them falling in love.

The cadres of Mafia disapproved of his association with the leader, and the people in the detective agency also disapproved of his association with Dazai.

At first, Oda-san was apprehensive about their relationship, but he got used to it over time.

Now Oda often comes to his house to drink afternoon tea, chat with them, and pet the neighbor's dog by the way.

Ichiyo Higuchi is especially excited about this matter. Higuchi's girlish heart has been magnified countless times, and he pesters him every day to tell about his love history.

"Senior, senior, which one of you pursued first? Tell me~"

"Senior, are you going on a date today? I can recommend you a very good restaurant for couples!"

"Senior, when will you get married?"

marry?

Cough, he hadn't thought about such a distant thing.

The detective agency didn't know Dazai's dual identity, but felt that Dazai was obsessed with love and didn't want to make progress. Kunikida yelled at him a hundred times a day: "You repent! Now that you're back, work hard!"

No matter how much you yell, it won't help, Dazai just wants to hug his Terao-san and sleep late.

"Hey, Kunikida-kun, don't hit me. If you hit me, Terao-san will be angry. Do you remember how he got mad last time?"

After hearing this, Kunikida abruptly withdrew his hand.

Every time he is wounded by an enemy, his Terao-san will get angry and will rush into the enemy's lair himself and kill those who hurt him.

His Terao-san is the best.

Dazai was very dissatisfied when he saw that the people from Mafia and Kunikida came to block their relationship, so that night, he whispered to Yashu Terao: "Just let us escape here temporarily."

Holding a glass of sweet wine in his hand, Terao Yasuke asked wonderingly, "Where did you escape to?"

He is very interested in alcohol now, but Dazai does not allow him to drink strong alcohol, he can only drink a little sweet wine after dinner, or a cocktail with a lower alcohol content.

"You can escape anywhere, how about we find a place where we can get married and register for marriage?"

Hearing this, Terao Yasuke almost crushed the wine glass in his hand, "Married?"

"Well, how about we go to Las Vegas? People from any country can get married there, even two men."

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah, isn't it fun for the two of us to tell neither of us, and then come back with a marriage certificate and surprise them all?"

Dazai described his plan with excitement on his face, and Terao Yashu fell into deep thought after hearing this.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Dazai became anxious, "You don't mean to disagree, do you? Mr. Terao, if you don't agree, I will be angry."

However, since he is still a student, is it really okay to get married?

Terao Yasuke suppressed the excitement in his heart, pretended to be calm and said: "Mr. Dazai is really sloppy, you want me to marry you with just such a dry sentence?"

Dazai was at a loss: "Then, what should I do?"

"At least give me an engagement ring, at least, you must get down on your knees and propose to me."

Terao Yashu said this, but actually the fireworks exploded in his heart.

Not to mention not having a ring, even if Dazai is penniless, even if he lives on the street and becomes a beggar, then he will run away with Dazai without hesitation.

"You want a ring?" Dazai smiled suddenly after hearing this, "Then take a closer look, what's under your wine glass?"

what?

Terao Yashu looked at the wine glass in his hand, shook the ice cube at the bottom, and found a sparkling thing hidden at the bottom of the glass.

Terao Yasuke stared at the ring in a daze, "This is—"

"It's not an ordinary couple's ring, it's an engagement ring—Mr. Terao is really slow, and he didn't notice it after drinking all night."

Dazai complained, but happily took out an envelope from the side drawer, which contained two air tickets.

"Not just the ring, but this one, it's the ticket to Las Vegas."

"..."

"The plane will take off in three hours. If we fly to Las Vegas now, we can just catch up with the marriage registration."

"..."

"Finally, there's this—"

As Dazai said, he knelt down in front of him on one knee, gently took his hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, then clenched it tightly.

The other party's beautiful eyes were fixed on him, and the starlight in the eyes was as bright as the Milky Way.

Terao Yashu has watched countless love movies and witnessed countless marriage proposals.

But at this moment, someone really knelt in front of him on one knee, and he still couldn't help his heart beating wildly.

"Mr. Terao, everything is ready now, are you willing to elope with me immediately?"

Terao Yashu touched the ring, unable to say a thousand words for a while, only felt that there was something blocked in his throat, which made him feel suffocated.

Did Dazai plan to propose tonight?

"Mr. Terao, I swear here that I will love you wholeheartedly from now on, and after I get married, I will fulfill the duties of a partner—"

Dazai was talking about the proposal announcement, but before he could finish speaking, he violently pulled Dazai in front of his eyes and kissed him.

Dazai's lips were bitten by him, and he was dissatisfied: "Hey, at least let me finish the proposal announcement, the atmosphere just now was so good——"

"Shut up and talk about it later."

"Mr. Terao is so domineering."

"Do you regret proposing to me? It's too late."

Fool, they have plenty of time in the future, they have a lifetime to tell each other their hearts and love each other.

They didn't bring any luggage, didn't tell anyone, turned off their mobile phones, cut off all contact with the outside world, and quietly got on the plane to Las Vegas.

Leave it all behind for a while and elope to where no one knows.

After boarding the plane, his heart was still racing because of the great joy, his fingers trembled slightly with excitement, and he couldn't even fasten himself a seat belt.

Dazai laughed at him gently, helped him fasten the seat belt with his own hands, and gave him a kiss before the plane took off.

"Mr. Terao, you will support me for the rest of your life from now on, don't regret it."

He didn't answer, but just held Dazai's hand tightly, feeling the tremor in the soles of his feet, feeling extremely satisfied, so happy that he wanted to sigh.

From the first time he saw Dazai, he never regretted it.

They experienced all the sweetness, all the silence, all the loss and joy, walked through a winter, a spring, and witnessed countless first suns and countless evenings.

In the future, they will spend day after day like this, and go through year after year, witnessing the ebb and flow of the tide together, witnessing the ebb and flow of all things together.