I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

"Why are you hiccupping so loudly? Is there a hippopotamus hiding in your throat?"

Dazai said so, but still got up and poured him a glass of water, he finally regained his composure after taking a few sips.

"I told you not to eat so many crabs earlier. Eating too much of that will cause indigestion. You are a doctor and you don't even understand this?"

"Are you recording?"

"Yeah, your hiccup sound is very nice, I'll listen to it slowly after I record it."

He went to snatch the other party's mobile phone, and the other party rolled onto the sofa and began to laugh, "I found out, Mr. Terao, you have great strength, you burp loudly, and your appetite is amazing, so why do you have such a weak face?" , is it used to confuse the enemy?"

Yes, Mori Ogai also said similar words: "Terao-kun, no enemy will be wary of a child like you with a weak appearance, so go kill the enemy as much as you want."

He had many enemies who died at his hands, and although they were all wicked people, it didn't lessen his guilt.The reason why he chose to be a doctor is to make up for the mistakes he made before.

Every time he went to work or school, Dazai would pester him for a while: "Mr. Terao wants to leave me alone at home again? I will eat up all the canned crabs."

"you dare."

"Ah, it's so boring, I really want to die when I'm alone at home, I really want to jump off the stairs—"

He was dissatisfied, "Can you stop saying the word 'death' all the time?"

The other party suddenly looked serious, "The pursuit of death is my lifelong goal."

"I don't like hearing those words."

"Then there's nothing you can do. Even if you don't like me, you won't change my mind...Mr. Terao, you shouldn't like someone like me. I'm not capable of loving others."

Terao Yashu felt that these words were harsh, he even had the urge to quarrel with Dazai, but he held back, packed his things and slammed the door and left.

Since that day, the leader often called him to the office, but he was not allowed to do anything, just let him sit on the sofa for an hour.

"Chief, if you always call me like this, others will misunderstand you. What did I do wrong, can you just tell me?"

"You're right, it's just that I hate you. I want you to breathe the toxic air in this office with me. Are you satisfied with this explanation?"

Phantom.

On the contrary, Xiaoyin often comforted him: "Please don't take offense, the leader doesn't mean anything malicious, he just likes playing games."

After leaving the chief's office, he met a junior on the road, who greeted him warmly: "Senior Terao! Do you remember me? I am your patient."

Can't remember, he had too many patients.

"Last time I was given anesthesia and lost my mind. I kept shouting to marry you. You will never forget me!"

Is it really a man to tell such an embarrassing thing directly?

Everyone else in the infirmary heard this and couldn't stop laughing.But the other party ignored his embarrassment and stepped forward to grab his hand, "Senior, I'm going to perform a high-risk mission soon. If I can come back alive this time, senior, will you date me?"

"Do not……"

"Then it's settled, see you later!"

The other party completely ignored his refusal, smiled and waved goodbye to him.

It happened that Guangjin Liulang was bandaging his wound in the infirmary, holding an unlit cigarette in his hand, "You young people, the way you express your feelings is really arrogant."

But only a few hours later, the junior who pursued him was carried into the infirmary, covered in blood and dying.

"How did you get hurt so badly?"

"He was hit by an enemy bullet."

He used all rescue measures, but the man stopped breathing after ten minutes.

Before he died, the other party held his hand tightly, and seemed to want to say something to him, but his voice was hoarse and he couldn't utter half a syllable, only a long and screaming suffocation sound.

Another person died.

The body was carried away, he sat on the chair in a daze, Guangjin Liulang comforted him: "Don't be sad, he was hurt too badly, it's not your fault."

"It doesn't matter." He lowered his head and wiped the blood from his hands, "This is not the first person I killed."

He studied medicine to save more people, but after becoming a doctor, he found that more people died at his hands.

When he came home at night, Dazai was holding his toxicology textbook and was fascinated by it.

"There are a lot of records about poison in this book. This book is more detailed than the "Complete XX Handbook". It is a treasure."

The other party was very happy, and even rolled on the carpet with the book in his arms, "Doctor is really a good profession~"

Yashu Terao was physically and mentally exhausted, lying on the sofa without speaking, Dazai didn't notice his expression and emotion, and asked, "Mr. Terao, are you good at killing people?"

He opened his eyes and frowned, "What's your name?"

"As a doctor, you should know poison well, so can you kill me with poison?"

He was taken aback for a moment, and the emotions accumulated throughout the day erupted instantly, so he lost his temper: "How can you say such a thing?"

Seeing his reaction, Dazai was also stunned, "What, what's the matter?"

"How can you make such a request to a doctor?"

Dazai was just making jokes habitually, he didn't expect the other party to be angry because of this, and he was at a loss for a moment, "I just said casually—"

"My colleague died today. Before he died, he grabbed my hand and begged me desperately to save him, but what about you? You said lightly 'can you kill me', have you considered my feelings? I studied medicine to kill people?"

He ignored the other party's apology, went upstairs and slammed the door.

Now he puts his hands under his nose, and he can still smell the bloody smell of the dead on his hands. These smells will accompany him for a long time, and can seep into his dreams, presenting him bloody dreams.

Why torture him like this.

There was a knock on the door outside, but he ignored it.After a while, Dazai quietly pushed open the door, poked his head in, "Mr. Terao?"

He covered his face with a blanket.

"Mr. Terao, are you crying?"

"No. Since your injuries have healed and you don't want to fall in love with me, then you can go, I've had enough of you."

He took in Dazai to amuse himself, not to quarrel.

"Well, I want to leave, but your appearance makes me very worried. Besides, Christmas is coming soon. You will be lonely if you stay alone in such a big house?"

He might be moved when he heard this before, but now his heart is not fluctuating, "I don't need your sympathy."

While he was talking, suddenly his whole body was enveloped by the scent of the other person. At some point, the other person came to the bedside and hugged him.

Dazai often teases him at close range, but it's all casual and casual. Those teasing actions don't have any warmth and affection, and they are just teasing him.

This time it seems to be different, this time the other party's hugging him is very stiff, it seems that there is a little sincerity.

"Mr. Terao, don't get me wrong, I hate being in close contact with people, so I hugged you like this just to apologize to you, can you understand my intention?"

"If you don't want to hug, don't hug, don't put on a look of how much you have been wronged."

"Ah, then I let go?"

The other party wanted to take back his hand, but he held it down, "Don't let go."

"You are so overbearing..."

They didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, Dazai took the initiative to speak: "I said something wrong. I didn't understand your feelings. It is very rude to break your heart with such words."

He doesn't need an apology, he just wants to be in a relationship.

"Sorry, I really can't do what you want to have a relationship with me, but I can compensate you in other ways."

Terao Yashu thought for a while, and made a request: "From now on, you are not allowed to say the word 'death' in front of me again."

"it is good."

"When you are with me, you have to live well, and when I don't like you, you go to die."

The other party was helpless, "Okay."

"Give me all the crabs in the future."

"Mr. Terao, you are so selfish...Okay, I promise, don't hug me so tightly, I'm going to be out of breath—"

It doesn't matter if he doesn't fall in love, he doesn't care about Dazai's status, and he doesn't care that the other party is a waste, he will tie Dazai by his side like this until he gets tired of playing.

Sooner or later he was going to abduct this man to bed.

At this moment, the leader Zai, who was far away in Mafia, was having a meeting with all the cadres. In the middle of the meeting, his face suddenly changed, and he broke the pen in his hand with a "snap".

Koye Ozaki saw that his face was pale with fright, and wondered, "What's wrong with you?"

The two of them are hugging.

Just now he felt the scent of Terao Yashu's body, the touch of the soft skin, and the temperature of the body transmitted over, stimulating every inch of his senses.

He was afraid.