always looking at you

The final painting competition is two weeks later, and I still have a long time to prepare, and Kise, who just finished the competition, will have another competition in four days, so Kise's training is very urgent.However, a full day of exercise will put an excessive burden on the muscles, so proper rest is also necessary.Today, he only has half a day of training time, and for the remaining half day, he still doesn't rest, insisting that he invite me out to play.

With the game coming up, it is also important to relax.So I agreed to his agreement and promised to play with him.But what I didn't expect was that just after answering Huang Lai's call, I actually received another call from the hospital.After listening to the content of the other party's words, my heart was shocked, and the phone in my hand couldn't help sliding to the ground, but I didn't care about it at all, and rushed out the door.

How can this be? !I was at a loss in my heart, I just felt that my head was blank, my heart was flustered, and some vague thoughts crossed my mind, but I didn't catch anything.I really didn't expect that yesterday I just refused Beichuan-kun's company and went to find Ryota by myself, but something happened to him!And...it turned out to be a group beating after being followed by someone.

I never thought that Mr. Beichuan would be beaten to the head. I was in a coma last night and didn't wake up. Even now, the danger has not completely disappeared.The doctor who contacted me said that Mr. Beichuan finally woke up today and said that he wanted to see me.

Could it be that something big will happen to Mr. Beichuan?I was anxious in my heart, although I knew it was not my fault, but I couldn't help but want to blame myself, regretted that I refused his company at that time, and didn't let him go with me to find Kise.

It wasn't until I found the general hospital where Mr. Beichuan was located that I realized that the steps I took weighed a thousand catties.In the process of walking into the hospital step by step, I found that I was actually a little afraid of approaching Beichuan-kun's ward.To be honest, I was really afraid to see Beichuan-kun wrapped in bandages or lying on the bed with a ventilator. I felt ashamed and walked very slowly. When I pushed Beichuan-kun away from the ward, I didn’t want to sit on the bed. Mr. Beichuan looked at me sideways and smiled when he heard the sound.

"You're here, Ehara." He greeted me with a smile like this, but I was too shocked to speak.It's not because Beichuan-kun looks miserable, in fact he looks much better than I imagined, which makes me feel a little relieved, but fortunately, it's not as serious as I thought.What shocked me was that his right hand was covered with thick plaster, and his left arm was also covered with thick gauze. Only his fingers could slightly turn the pages of the book. ——It seems that the hand injury is particularly serious.

Seeing me approaching, Bei Chuan closed the page with his left index finger, and looked at me with a smile, as if the plaster on his hand was gone.My heart was sour, I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say.

"Don't worry, Ehara. Come and sit down first." Beichuan-kun's attitude remained the same as yesterday, as if this kind of injury was nothing more than a mosquito bite to him, and it didn't hurt or itch.I dragged the chair to the side and sat down. I couldn't help biting my lower lip. I wanted to say something, but I opened my mouth in vain and couldn't say anything.

Yeah, what am I going to say now.All the words of comfort were blocked in my mouth, and I couldn't really say it.Did you say "Kikawa-kun. I'm sorry", or "Kun Kitagawa, it's okay, I'm sure you'll get better soon"?There is obviously no basis, so what position does it have to say such a thing?

It seemed that I was a little hesitant and at a loss, but it was Beichuan-kun who first smiled slightly. He smiled and stretched out the index finger of his left hand to lightly tap the back of my hand: "Why, it was me who was hurt, but you You're about to cry, Ehara."

Instead, I was comforted gently by Mr. Beichuan. I felt very sad, but I couldn't say anything.I clearly know that it's not me who should cry now, but the tears can't help rolling in my eyes.I buried my head hard, trying not to let the tears fall, and quietly wiped my eyes with the other hand.After working hard for a long time, I finally uttered this sentence with difficulty: "I'm sorry, Beichuan-kun."

"What are you talking about, Ehara." Beichuan sighed softly, retracted his index finger touching the back of my hand, his face was calm, but there was a faint light in his eyes: "This has nothing to do with you, Ehara. It would be better to say, thanks to you, Ehara, I was able to wake up earlier."

"How... how?! You don't need to comfort me..." I suddenly looked up at Beichuan, puzzled by his statement.Bei Chuan shook his head, stared at me quietly, my appearance was completely reflected in his vision: "That's because, I thought in my heart, if I can't afford to be hurt like this, then Ehara, you must be very worried, and you will also be hurt." I'm very guilty. And the only thing I don't want is your guilt. It's probably because of this that I woke up anxiously."

When Bei Chuan said this without warning, I froze in place.He didn't expect that Beichuan... would think this way. Under his cold appearance, there was such a warm emotion hidden in his heart.

"Besides, my injury is not serious. It's just that I'm afraid I won't be able to participate in the competition in two weeks' time." Upon hearing Bei Chuan's words, I couldn't help feeling sad.For such an excellent genius as Beichuan-kun, I'm sure he is definitely not an ordinary person, he will definitely become the champion, but this kind of him will encounter such a thing on the eve of the final.I was so sore in my heart, I just felt that if I could return to Beichuan-kun and participate in the competition healthy, it didn't matter if I lost.

"It's okay, I'm not keen on the game." Contrary to my sadness, it was Beichuan-kun's extremely calm face.There was even a relaxed look in his eyes.Although I understand that being curious at this time is not appropriate, seeing such a calm Beichuan-kun, I still couldn't help asking questions: "Beichuan-kun, are you... not sad at all? Why?"

"Actually, I have not been very enthusiastic about competitions." Mr. Beichuan smiled very calmly: "Painting is different from other things. In my opinion, this kind of art should not be judged high or low. In my opinion Come on, Ehara, your artistic attainments are higher than mine, and I appreciate your paintings more—this is my truth, because there are always many profound things in your paintings for me to taste, appreciate, and feel Your soul in the painting. And I just rely on the accumulation of skills. Maybe the painting is beautiful and the mood is deep, but I can’t feel its soul. Probably, the only thing I think is good is the portrait of you. .”

Seeing Mr. Beichuan's self-deprecating expression, I couldn't help being stunned on the spot. I never thought that Mr. Beichuan, who is a genius, would have such troubles.Although I have always thought that Mr. Beichuan, who was praised during the competition, was so calm and indifferent, but I didn't expect him to think so.I suddenly felt ashamed. Yesterday I thought my painting was the same as Kise and his team’s basketball, but I forgot that painting is not a competition. How can art be judged so easily?

I shook my head sincerely: "No, Mr. Beichuan, you are much better than me. Before today, I only thought about winning the championship." But you only think about the art of painting, maybe, this is why I The reason why you can't win.

"That's good." Beichuan closed his eyes lightly, his eyelashes fluttering slightly like the wings of a butterfly: "Winning is a good goal. Even if you helped me find Huahua, I didn't To be able to find my goal... It's strange, even though I fell in love with painting, I didn't really want to win the championship, nor did I want to take this path in the future."

Beichuan took a deep look at me: "Sometimes I can't help but think that maybe I like painting because I like your empathy. But I never dare to tell you, Ehara," Beichuan smiled self-deprecatingly: "...Maybe I'm just afraid that you will still hate me because of this kind of thing."

"No, Beichuan-kun, I'm concerned about your liking for me..." I hurriedly interrupted Beichuan-kun. A heart of liking, and I understand the pain of liking.

"I know." Bei Chuan interrupted me, nodded kindly and tolerantly: "I know you are grateful for my liking, even if you don't like me. However, Ehara, I will not give up because of this. I call you I came here because of one thing. After I parted from you that day, some people followed me. Although those people did not say their names. But I know that it is very likely that the participants in the drawing competition did it. They aimed at my hand, Obviously he doesn't want me to participate in the competition again. If it wasn't someone who resented me for defeating them before and causing them to lose their chance to compete, then it would be... your opponent, Ehara." Beichuan looked at me seriously, with a serious look on his face Serene: "You have to be careful, Ehara."

When Beichuan-kun won the game that day, the faces of the two who lost the game suddenly flashed in my mind.I didn't pay attention that day, if I had noticed, it wouldn't be like this...

How can I be able to be liked by such an excellent boy?When he was hurt, he still thought about my safety.When I felt ashamed and sad, he wanted to relieve my guilt.And he also told me solemnly, the true emotion deep in his heart, and told me so earnestly, that he actually likes my paintings so much——

Such an excellent person, but I can no longer repay his love.I couldn't help but stood up and bowed deeply to him.Although I know that this kind of behavior may not hurt Beichuan-kun, but I am really very grateful in my heart.

"Beichuan-kun, thank you for liking me so much. I am really honored." Whether he said that he was eager to wake up because of me, or he said that he likes my paintings because they have my soul, or warned me to be careful, Tell me it's none of my business, care about me so much.This person's kind and upright soul is like a lighthouse in the dark, he is so dazzling.

"No. It's my honor." Bei Chuan once again showed the slightly shy smile when we first met, and I couldn't help but also smiled slightly.

"Ah, by the way, there is one more thing to tell you. My hand is fine, so although I can't take part in the competition, recovery after a month is fine. It won't affect my daily life and Painting," Bei Chuan winked at me: "So, when you compete, I will watch it. You will definitely win, Ehara."

Bei Chuan looked at me with a smile, as if starlight was hidden in his eyes.Even at times like this, it's for my peace of mind.

I solemnly nodded and showed a confident smile: "I will definitely win, Beichuan." At this moment, I have made up my mind that I must find out the culprit who made Beichuan-kun become like this.

The author has something to say: So it's bloody, and it's not so bloody XD.Then Kise's date was changed to "four days later", because two days are too tight, and... the match between Kise and Kuroko in the manga is not over yet [kneeling] I can only procrastinate [Hey]

How can you make Beichuan-kun die or never be able to paint so badly? Of course, it is inspirational to turn this article into a suspense [Hey!Enough!

So, do you guys still remember that we made an appointment to date Kise-kun, who was put on a pigeon?... Hard-working Kise... I abused you again--

Ahem, of course, Beichuan-kun is such a great benefit~ XD

Alright, although it’s already past two o’clock, I’m desperately trying to update… For the sake of staying up late to update, please leave me a message… By the way, this article should enter V on Thursday, everyone It's three fat chapters XD

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Well, this V shouldn’t cost you a few dollars, because the end is just around the corner... [Hey, this article won’t be very long, but I don’t want to rush to the end, because that one will show up again, and Heizi will still be there. Let's become good friends [Hey spoiler is enough...

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So, good night everyone, I also went to sleep...