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It wasn't until after I peeled the apples for Beichuan that I realized that I had let Kise pigeon go.When I finally remembered, I jumped up like my ass was on fire, but I was embarrassed to find that I didn't take my phone with me.

After I faltered and explained to Beichuan that I had something to do and I had to go out and make a phone call, I hurried to the public phone booths around the hospital. Fortunately, I had Kise's number on my back. Someone picked it up.

"Huang... Is it Ryota? It's me, Ehara." Before the person on the other end of the phone could say anything, I quickly explained.Listening to the sound of breathing on the other end of the phone, I explained nervously: "I'm sorry Ryota, are you angry? That's right, Mr. Beichuan was attacked last night, and he is currently in the hospital, so I am in the hospital now. Hospital, I haven't had time to tell you..."

"Why didn't you call me earlier?" Kise's voice was a bit cold, my fingers holding the microphone stiffened, and my body suddenly felt as cold as ice water.Kise must be angry when it's over, almost three hours have passed since the time we agreed on.Kise must have come to me very happily after training in the morning, but now because I hurried over and because I felt guilty and chatted with Kitagawa-kun for a long time, I didn't think about Kise...

"I'm sorry, because things came in a hurry..."

"Eharana!" Kise interrupted me, and called my full name for the first time, her voice became a little hurried and intense: "It's been three hours since the appointed time, do you know?! During these three hours, don't you even have time to call me?! Ehara Nana, have you ever thought about me? Didn't you think about the things that I would worry about you without notifying me in advance? ! You are not someone who would turn on my date casually, so it is more likely that something may have happened, do you know it!"

I froze while holding the microphone.

...This is the first time I've seen Kise lose his composure like this.Does that make him angry?Because I haven't called Kise for three hours, it's inevitable...

However, after being yelled at so loudly, I still inevitably felt a little wronged in my heart.Because Kitagawa-kun's incident shocked me so much, I lost my mind and completely forgot about Kise, but...how could Kise's reaction be so big.I thought Kise would be very angry, but I didn't expect him to be so angry.

"You absolutely can't do this in the future, you know?! Do you know how worried people who can only stay in place anxiously?!" Huang Lai's somewhat exasperated voice still rang in his ears, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time, and his voice seemed to have something Signs of softening: "Remember to call me beforehand?"

"...Understood." I replied with some frustration.

"Sorry, I was too worried and I couldn't control it..." Kise sighed, and finally recovered a little bit of his original attitude.

I opened my mouth and wanted to say "it's okay", but I couldn't say it, but I felt sad in my heart.Originally, I wanted to tell Kise that I was so scared, so afraid that Kitagawa-kun's hand would not heal. If so, I would definitely feel guilty for the rest of my life.I was also very afraid that I would not be able to repay Beichuan-kun's kindness, and I was also very afraid that someone would do this to me, just to keep me from participating in the competition.

But, how could he still yell at me after listening to my explanation?Feelings of grievance immediately filled my chest. Although I was a bit thick-skinned, I really thought that I would be greeted and cared for, and that I could act like a baby to Kise.

When I think of this, my nose feels a little sour.But I tried my best to restrain myself. I am not such a person. Why did I become a little cowardly after dating Kise, wanting to rely on him, becoming... I can't even remember the time when I was alone One's own.

"... Ehara-chan? Ehara-chan, please talk. I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry, don't cry..." Kise's annoyed voice came from the other end of the phone, and there was even the sound of fists hitting the wall .I straightened up my mood immediately, didn't let the tears fall, and made my voice sound the same as usual: "Ah, it's okay, I was just a little dazed just now... Just as long as you don't get angry, I didn't cry."

"I'm sorry..." Kise's soft sigh came from the other end of the phone, which seemed to contain a lot of worry and anxiety. I wanted to ask him what's wrong, but when it came to my mouth, it turned into: "I should say I'm sorry." It's me, I forgot to call you..."

"Ehara-chan, where are you now? Which hospital, I'll come to you.... Kitagawa-kun, isn't the injury serious?"

"Well... I'm at the Tokyo General Hospital, do you want to come over? What about your rest?" Would it be a little uncomfortable to come over to the hospital for the half-day vacation I finally got?I bit my lower lip, knowing that these were all excuses.Because of Kise's attitude just now, I felt a little awkward seeing him.

"It's okay. I'll be right over. Just tell me the Beichuan ward number. I'll come right over. You can wait for me there." Kiseko's voice seemed to have returned to normal, and it sounded the same as usual, but there was still annoyance left I still hear it. ...Are you feeling a little regretful because you got mad at me?Or... I also found myself irritable.

Kise... What the hell is he upset about?The grievances in my heart have almost dissipated, and I am more worried about Kise.Because Kise is not such a person who will get angry for no reason, even if I missed the date for three hours, he should not be so eager to blame me. Although he still looks like a big child, Kise is very Will take care of people.Probably because he worked as a part-time model early on, he is actually quite precocious, although occasionally he behaves like a big boy, but when things really happen, he will maturely become my backing, which makes me feel very at ease.

His attitude is actually a bit different from the usual... gaffe.What did you encounter?Ever since he met Haizaki that day, his attitude is a little different from the usual grumpy, whether it was when he somehow got jealous of Kuroko, or now...

Wait, that's right!And sunspots!From what Haizaki said before, it seems that when they were in junior high school, there was someone, and when he/she was mentioned, Kise's face changed. If it was Kuroko, he would definitely know about it.I didn't want to ask because I believed in Kise and wanted to give everything to him, but...

I would be worried too, Ryota.I'm worried that something will happen to you, I'm worried that you can't handle the things you're hiding from me, you're trying to be brave.I'm stronger than you think, so please don't hide it from me, just face it with me!

After I returned to Kitagawa-kun's ward and explained that Kise would also come, Kitagawa smiled and nodded in agreement, but he obviously became a little absent-minded, looked at me for a while, and silently closed the pages of the book.I continued to cut the apple in my hand into small pieces, but Kitagawa-kun's voice suddenly sounded beside me: "Ehara, what did Kise say to you?"

"..." I shook my hands, trying to make my voice sound natural: "Ah yes, he said he wanted to come and see you..."

"Don't lie to me, Ehara." Bei Chuan's beautiful black eyes moved over and stared straight at me, as if he wanted to look into the depths of my eyes: "No matter what, I will always be someone you can talk to, Ehara. Please trust me."

Beichuan Jun's uninjured index finger lightly touched the back of my hand. I trembled and wanted to move away, but was fixed in place by his gaze. His eyes seemed to attract people into the whirlpool. magic.

Just when we were looking at each other and I thought I should say something, there was a knock on the door suddenly, and as soon as I turned my head, I saw Kise standing by the door, smiling and staring at our faces.

No...would...well... I was full of despair, because I didn't want to be misunderstood with Beichuan-kun, so I didn't close the door!And completely forgot about it! !

As soon as I saw Kise's eyes gliding over Kitagawa's fingers resting on the back of my hand, I moved the back of my hand away like an electric shock.Although I knew in my heart that Mr. Beichuan was just a comforting gesture, but how could I not dodge it!Because of being looked at by Kitagawa-kun with such eyes, even I couldn't bear it for a while... When I thought of this, I suddenly felt a little guilty, as if I had cheated on Kise... No, it's already It feels like being caught and raped on the spot!

"Ryota, you're here. Well, that Kitagawa-kun, this is Ryota, ah yes, you met." I hurriedly stood up and smiled at Kise.I originally wanted to face this situation calmly, but I almost bit my tongue when I spoke, and the introduction was messy. I wish I could not speak at all.

"Kise-kun, thank you for coming to see me." It was Kitagawa-kun who broke the embarrassing silence.His attitude is generous and generous, not flustered like me at all...No, I look at Beichuan-kun now, and I feel like he is the kind of person who is completely stable after being a mistress...What the hell am I thinking...

I reached out and stroked my forehead, only to feel that the current situation is really terrible.

"You're welcome." Huang Lai smiled like a spring breeze, but I was a little terrified when I saw it.He gave me a gentle look, approached me and gently put his shoulder on my shoulder: "I'm mainly here to pick up my girlfriend home."

"Well, it's almost time for dinner, Ehara, you might as well go back with Kise-kun first." Kitagawa-kun remained as unmoved as ever, with an impeccable attitude and a friendly tone...but that was addressed to me, With that appearance, it seemed that Kise was completely ignored.

...I suddenly felt my scalp go numb.

I glanced at Beichuan's arm, and couldn't help but said: "Then Beichuan-san, do you need me to bring you a dinner? The hospital's working meal seems not very good... Do you need to pay attention to what you can't drink in your diet?"

"That's not true." Beichuan's expression was a little surprised, but the young man with gentle and picturesque eyebrows smiled slightly, looking very happy: "Thank you if I don't trouble you."

"Let me deliver it for you, Kitagawa-kun." Just when I was about to say "It's okay, no trouble", Kise gently squeezed my shoulder, and smiled.

"..." Glancing at Kise's profile, I bit my lip.Oops, Kise really got jealous, his smiling face is a bit like a mask, and his name is also "Beichuan-kun", it sounds like a very blunt address...

"I'll see you later, Beichuan-kun." Kise smiled and said, put his arms around me and drove away.

"Then... goodbye, Beichuan-kun." Kise forced me to walk away with my shoulders, so I had no choice but to turn around and say goodbye to Beichuan.

Beichuan-kun on the hospital bed gave me a smile, but with the setting sun in the background, his eyes always seemed a bit meaningful... I don't know if it was my illusion.

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