always looking at you

I ran away that day without even bringing my paintings with me.

I think I must just be annoyed because I have reached a bottleneck in painting.In order to break through the bottleneck, I must study Kise.As for why it is Kise, it's just because he is so weird and worth studying...and he has a great figure, which is very suitable as an illustration character.

So, after that day, I started ordering magazines and photobooks with Kise on the cover.I thought, this person is really cunning, just looking at my paintings, I unexpectedly started to study him and collect everything about him out of nowhere.This must be because Kise is so weird, it actually made me weird too!

But it cannot be denied that I was indeed influenced by him.

I didn't ask Kise to return that painting, and I didn't send the other two H pictures featuring him to the magazine.Instead, I drew three other pictures and sent them over.For the first time, I was so sloppy with my work, which made me feel very depressed.It's not the first time I've drawn an H picture, but when I was drawing Kise, I lost my touch.

After meeting Kise, my life suddenly seemed like a wild horse that had run wild, and everything suddenly went haywire.My mood became bad, irritable, impatient, and uncontrollable. Even my best painting, painting, began to fail repeatedly. I even always wanted to run to the basketball club, and bought magazines and photo albums like a fool. I never only buy illustration sets.This is an accidental branch in my planned life.

It turned out that meeting Kise was my biggest misfortune that day!Even so, but...

However, it was also because I met Kise that I discovered the flaws in my paintings, and it was precisely because of this that I stepped into the bottleneck of talent.In a sense, he hits the nail on the head quite a bit.

Always thinking about the feeling of being alone, it sucks.

"Hey. Rina, my mother told me to call you, come to my house for dinner today." Liangjie didn't hide from me today, walked to my seat and knocked on my table, with a face of reluctance.

I nodded: "Got it, I will visit you today."

Ryosuke waved his hands impatiently: "When school is over, just walk with me."

I frowned and didn't respond.The work in the art department is relatively easy, and there are only two or three activities a week, and it is enough to hand in the paintings.So, recently, in my free time, what I do most often is go to the gym to watch Kise play.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Ryosuke turned around and sat down on the chair in front of me, propped his elbows on my desk, and looked at me seriously.I staggered his gaze, but he grabbed his hand suddenly: "Hey, Rina. What's the matter with you recently."

"...I'm fine." I tried to take my hand away from Ryosuke, but it didn't work.Boys are too strong.

"You... hmph... If you are being bullied, don't try to be stubborn and keep silent. You are a boring gourd, and you are not cute at all. If you are brave, you will be even less cute!" Liangjie stared at me for a long time, coldly After snorting, he suddenly spoke a long paragraph of divine logic.

Yes, I never quite understood the thoughts of my childhood sweetheart.I couldn't keep up with his whims.

"What are you thinking about?" I interrupted him, leaving aside his "cute" theory... "What do you mean 'being bullied'?" Could it be that this guy's head is full of brains? Pasty?

"...not being bullied, why do you show your face every day?" Ryosuke spread his hands with a look of course: "Your appearance is also the type that is easy to be bullied."

I said nonchalantly, "I'm really sorry. Then, what kind of appearance do I have that is easy to be bullied?"

"Timid, gloomy and reticent, and withdrawn, he clearly wrote something like 'Come and grab me'..."

I gave Ryosuke a cold look.

Ryosuke snorted, turned his head and muttered secretly: "...the fact is so, why don't you let me tell you?..."

"Please just say it. Since I am so withdrawn, I will not be sensitive to your handicraft class assignments and cooking class partners in the future."

Ryosuke jumped up immediately: "Hey! Rina, you bastard! You are too stingy!"

I pulled my face with a fake smile: "Oh, congratulations, you have found my other shortcomings again, welcome to continue to observe."

……

After we quarreled for a while, Ryosuke suddenly looked at me seriously: "... If you haven't been bullied, then why do you always look so anxious that you want to deal with someone recently?"

Should I say they are twins?In this aspect, they are surprisingly similar, even the content of the question is almost the same.

Why are you anxious...?If I could know the reason, then I wouldn't be anxious at all.

Before I could answer, the class bell just rang.Ryosuke gave me a deep look, got up and walked back to his seat.

I didn't go to the gym because I went to Fujikawa's house with Ryosuke and Airi directly after school.However, I guess it's not much different. For Kise, my existence is irrelevant.

"Ah, I haven't seen Xiao Nai for a long time, Auntie misses you so much~" Fujikawa's mother was still the same as before, and her hug was enough to challenge one's vital capacity.

"Mom, Rina-chan's face is turning blue~" Airi kindly helped me with a word, avoiding the embarrassment that I was crushed by Fujikawa's mother.Fujikawa's mother, [-], has a model figure and amazing arm strength. She can often break people's shoulder blades invisibly.When a hooligan molested Fujikawa's mother, she removed her shoulders with her bare hands and was dragged to the hospital by her.

It can be seen from this that it is a miracle that I can still survive after being hugged by Dali Bear so many times.

After dinner at Fujikawa's house, Airi directly pulled me into her room. Ryosuke obviously planned to play cards with the three of us, and even got the cards in his hand, but he was a step behind his sister.I only saw the card box in his hand one second ago, and the next second I was already in Airi's room.

"Rina-chan and I have something private to say between girls, so my brother shouldn't come in." As soon as he finished speaking, his brother shut the door outside.

Seeing that Airi still locked the door, I sat down first: "Airi, what are you trying to say when you drag me in? And you deliberately want to hide it from Ryosuke."

"This is really a private conversation, and I have to hide it from my brother~" Airi smiled and shook her index finger, and leaned over with a mysterious face, almost touching my cheek, she smiled mysteriously Xi, seems to have discovered some shocking secret: "Rina ~chan ~ do you like Kise Ryota from the basketball club?"

I suddenly froze: "...No."

"Hey! New discovery~ Rina-chan, you didn't ask who it was, but you said no, so it really is because of Kise that you went to the basketball club?" Airi blinked and smiled like a sly cat.

Alas, the women of the Fujikawa family are not only beautiful, but all of them are good at digging traps, too smart and sharp.The reason why we only talk about women is because Ryosuke has dropped a lot of points.

It seems that I can't hide it, although I don't want anyone to know this secret: "How did you know?"

"Rina-chan's eyes are always~ looking at Kise-kun~ Only an idiot like my brother can't see~ Such a focused gaze, even I am a little jealous of Kise~" Airi touched Touch my hair, eyebrows and eyes curved.

Little Fox!

But... is it so obvious?

"I'm studying him." I blurted out, "He's a weirdo, so I'm watching him."

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I felt a little regretful. It sounded like I was powerless to quibble.

"Ah, that's right~" But Airi seems to have accepted my answer, which seems to be very metaphorical: "If this is the case, Rina-chan must be careful not to fall in love with him. There are better people here. Oh, my stupid brother is not bad~"

like……?what is that?I have never tried love between a man and a woman. I just feel that this word is too far away from me. At the age of 16, it is enough to think about how to create dreams and futures. I have no intention or interest in falling in love at all.In the end, it's also completely pointless to think about.Why should I think if it's not good for my goals?It's not a problem that has to be solved.

"No, I have more important things to do." I shook my head.

"Stupid Rina, you can't just refuse. It's just because you can't control it, it's called liking~" Airi flicked my forehead with her fingers, and kissed my cheek affectionately: "You are too cute Oh, Rina-chan ~ just follow me ~"

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Out of control... huh?

It's really too similar.However, I don't like Kise Ryota, he is just a weirdo I observed.

The author has something to say: Ahhhh!I haven’t finished editing this chapter yet, don’t worry, put it up first, otherwise I’ll cut off the power QAQ to continue… Please leave a message PS: The picture made by Amnesia Jun is here =v=, thank you A Jian for helping me find it The base map of vvv Kise is so handsome! ! !