He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

Ren Zhaoyuan was arranged to wait for the breakfast to be served at the dining table, and he was not allowed to help or move around.This time there were a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator, so Tan Zheng made a table complete with meat and vegetables, eggs, milk and meat.

"So rich."

"Try it," Tan Zheng sat down opposite Ren Zhaoyuan, "This is the first time I make egg rolls, so I don't know if they are good or not."

If I remember correctly, Ren Zhaoyuan only mentioned it once, saying that the egg rolls that Tan Zheng ordered for breakfast were tender and not greasy, and they were quite delicious.

"Thank you."

"It's fine if you don't get angry with me," Tan Zheng said, "If you don't calm down, I'll find another way to make amends."

Ren Zhaoyuan managed to put aside what he did yesterday: "You're making fun of me?"

"No, I really want to make amends." Tan Zheng felt terrified when he thought of Ren Zhaoyuan falling down the stairs, and couldn't hide his self-blame and guilt. "I didn't expect to scare you like this."

"Do not blame you."

Ren Zhaoyuan hesitated for two seconds, and told him the whole story that could be easily taken away.

"I lived with my grandma when I was a child. One winter she fell in the front yard at night. When I woke up, I found her lying in the snow. I couldn't save her. Yesterday I saw you lying in the snow and I thought too much So overreacting is not your problem."

Tan Zheng's heart felt as if being scratched by a sharp metal, and it really hurt a lot, and then dense pity and fear welled up.

"Sorry……"

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled lightly: "It's not you anymore, why do you apologize."

Tan Zheng didn't say any more words of apology, he was quiet for a few seconds, and asked him: "Do you not like snow? Does snow make you uncomfortable?"

He remembered that during the heavy snowfall years ago, Ren Zhaoyuan walked back in a bad state. He thought it was because of the meeting with Zhao Yuanqing, but Ren Zhaoyuan said no.

In the car yesterday, he heard the radio saying that it was going to snow to stir up the topic, and when Ren Zhaoyuan turned out the window, his mood seemed to get worse in an instant.

Ren Zhaoyuan did not expect Tan Zheng to ask such a question.

In fact, he was deliberately avoiding his conflict with Xuetian, and he never mentioned it to anyone.

It sounds absurd for a big man to say that he hates snow so much that he hates it so much that he feels uncomfortable, but he is not willing to go deeper and trace the root cause to explain it.

Besides, it should be rare for someone to hear the other party say a sad thing that happened in a snowy day, and it will be extended to the other party's dislike of snow.

Although surprised, Ren Zhaoyuan nodded and admitted: "Yes, it is a little more serious than the kind of weather that people often say they don't like."

When he said this, Tan Zheng knew that it was not just serious.

"This spring should be the only snow this year." Tan Zheng looked at the recent weather and temperature. "Next time it will snow soon, I will remind you that you can go to other cities for a few days."

Tan Zheng suggested so seriously as if he was dealing with an important matter, and Ren Zhaoyuan was at a loss for words: "No...you can't keep hiding."

"Why not, if you can avoid things that make you uncomfortable, of course you should avoid them."

"Because I feel too cowardly, I don't want to be affected by the weather all the time, I want to overcome this abnormal psychology."

Tan Zheng said flatly, "I don't think there is anything abnormal."

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at him and listened quietly to him.

"When children are ignorant, they know how to spit out unpalatable things. People are born to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, not cowardly."

"It's normal to be affected by things you don't like. Just like durian, people who like it may not be able to help drooling, and people who hate it may feel nauseous. This cannot be controlled. Everyone likes and dislikes differently. Things will of course react differently."

"There are already so many things that have to be done. Of course, comfort is the most important thing that is not necessary. Why can't you deal with making things difficult for yourself, isn't it?"

He treated it so seriously, and narrated it so lightly, as if he stretched out a finger and pushed aside the small stone stuck in the narrow opening.

Ren Zhaoyuan felt much more relieved, and joked while stacking his dishes: "I thought you were going to talk about conscious psychology or law analysis, but I didn't expect Mr. Tan to be so down-to-earth and tell me about durian."

"Ah," Tan Zheng also laughed, "it's exposed."

Ren Zhaoyuan thought of someone who sent durians to the design park before, and someone opened one to eat and was bombarded, and several boxes were loaded into the car for two people who love to eat and took them home.

"Do you like durian?"

Let Ren Zhaoyuan talk about the long-term private affairs, express the deepest thoughts in his heart, and wonder whether he likes a certain fruit.Tan Zheng's heart felt itchy as if being swept by a feather, and he wanted to hug him into his arms but didn't dare, so he could only answer honestly.

"I've never eaten it, and I've never wanted to taste it. Tan Qing likes to eat it." At this point, Tan Zheng obviously paused, took out his mobile phone, looked at it and turned it off, "I almost forgot about her, she probably hasn't woken up yet."

"She's at home by herself?"

"Well," Tan Zheng took the dishes to the kitchen, "I changed the password when I went out, it's fine."

Ren Zhaoyuan picked up the rest and followed to the kitchen, and was picked up within two steps and asked to sit on the sofa.

"It's not that serious," Ren Zhaoyuan said helplessly, "It's not like he can't walk anymore."

"Be more careful. I'll put it in the dishwasher and come out right away."

Ren Zhaoyuan shook his head lightly, intending to check the information and remembered that the phone was still upstairs, and thought of Tan Zheng's nervous look, so he didn't go upstairs by himself, and asked him to help get it when Tan Zheng came out of the kitchen.

"There are some works in the design exhibition that I need to chat with the teacher. I want to go to the teacher's house again. Do you have time in the afternoon?"

"Yes, I'll go to the company later and come over at noon."

"Aren't you going back to see Tan Qing?"

"When she wakes up, I'll ask my assistant to come over. She's going to attend a meeting or go shopping, as long as she has someone to accompany her."

Ren Zhaoyuan replied to the teacher's message, and then looked up to see that Tan Zheng was a little different from before: "What's wrong?"

Tan Zheng looked at him, with a slight tendency to lower his brows: "Didn't you say you should stop drinking?"

Ren Zhaoyuan blinked, only to realize that there were wine bottles and glasses on the balcony upstairs.

Careless.

"Only had one drink."

"That's whiskey." Tan Zheng looked at it specifically, 46 degrees.

The glass next to it could not be wrapped around with one hand, who knows how much Ren Zhaoyuan poured out of the glass.

Ren Zhaoyuan felt a little guilty after being accused, and promised: "I won't drink in the future."

Tan Zheng persisted: "I said the same thing last time."

This is really...

Ren Zhaoyuan wanted to laugh for no reason.

Today's young people adapt quickly after establishing a relationship, not to mention, do the benefits drop so quickly?

Education after just coaxing it?

The slander belongs to the slander, Ren Zhaoyuan knew that Tan Zheng was nervous about himself, so he tried his best to explain and improve the credibility of his words.

"Last night I was in a bad mood and couldn't help it," Ren Zhaoyuan said again, "Because I felt bad for rejecting you, so I drank, and I won't drink anymore. I'll drink again when you approve, okay?"

Tan Zheng seemed to be frozen, and it took him a while to reply dryly: "...OK."

This time when I went to the teacher's house, Ren Zhaoyuan didn't ask Tan Zheng to prepare a gift, but brought two boxes of dried persimmons that Tan Zheng brought to Ren Zhaoyuan from home, bought some fruit and went.

After chatting for the whole afternoon, they stayed at the teacher's house for dinner. The teacher heard Ren Zhaoyuan mention Tan Xuqing and was worried about her eating problem. Tan Zheng made a video. Tan Xuqing was eating lobster hot pot with Clear and his assistant.

When Tan Xuqing wanted to talk sweetly, he could call people into flowers across the screen. After hanging up the video, the teacher and teacher's wife still talked about her with a smile, and asked Tan Xuqing if he was also interested in jewelry design when he came to the design park.

"Yes," Tan Zheng replied, "I have always liked to read related books and videos, and I am also very happy to stay in the Design Park."

Ren Zhaoyuan said: "Actually, I think she is more interested in jewelry itself than in design."

Tan Zheng turned to look at him, and Ren Zhaoyuan explained the evidence one by one.

In fact, Ren Zhaoyuan had thought about talking to Tan Zheng earlier, but after all, Tan Xuqing was not in a hurry to choose a school, and it would be better for her to find out by herself than someone else told her.

The teacher has a good impression of children who are willing to learn, so they chatted with Tan Xuqing for a while, and then talked about their majors, universities, recent projects and research, and then talked about Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng.

"It seems that fate has existed for a long time, and I have witnessed a marriage in a daze."

When we were leaving, the teacher and his wife said they would go downstairs for a walk, chatted together and walked to a small intersection near the parking place to separate, and the teacher and his wife went in the other direction.

When saying goodbye, my teacher told us to cherish the people in front of us and tolerate each other to go far together.

The teacher smiled and shook his head: "Yesterday, I saw that you had a quarrel, and I missed her badly. Let me just say, there are a few people who are not noisy when they are young, and they live like this, just turn around." Ren Zhaoyuan He agreed with a smile, only to realize that Tan Zheng hadn't made a sound until he got in the car.

"what happened?"

"Just now the teacher said that we were two...you didn't refute."

Ren Zhaoyuan was stunned for a moment: "Rebut what?"

"They thought we were together."

"Aren't we together?"

Tan Zheng was like a robot that had run out of battery, his joint movements were stiff: "Together..?"

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't know what to say for a while.

"Didn't you give me a chance to see the performance?"

"No."

Tan Zheng held the steering wheel with one hand, propped one hand between the two seats, his Adam's apple rolled over and over again: "Then, you say give it a try first..."

"We're together, let's try to get along," Ren Zhaoyuan was quiet for a few seconds, "Maybe I didn't say it clearly in the morning, so I'll say it again."

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at Tan Zheng and spoke every word clearly.

"I like you very much, and I really want to be with you, but I can't make up my mind because of some concerns."

"Yesterday's incident happened unexpectedly, the promise was hasty, and this morning I have been hesitating all the time. It is really not serious."

"But if it was someone else downstairs last night, what happened later wouldn't happen. I agreed, because it was you, and because I always wanted it in my heart."

"I think if it wasn't for what happened last night, I'd end up making the same decision, maybe a little later, or going through something else."

"If I have to say who is giving a chance, it should be that I decided to give myself a chance to accept the lover I like and have a new relationship."

"But there are many things I can't help but think about, so I ask you, can we get along and have a try first."

"Yes," Tan Zheng agreed almost the second Ren Zhaoyuan finished speaking, "Yes."

"Tan Zheng, if you have no objection, then..."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and said, "We are together."

Tan Zheng opened his mouth lightly, probably wanting to call him or say something, but in the end he just looked at Ren Zhaoyuan and didn't say anything.

A few seconds, or tens of seconds.

Tan Zheng folded his hand on the back of Ren Zhaoyuan's, held it and pulled it towards him, pressing it on his heart.

There is a boundless deep sea in his eyes, and the craving for the waves is hidden in his chest.

Tan Zheng didn't have to say anything.

Ren Zhaoyuan touched his heart.

thump, thump.

"It's like a dream..."

"It's still a dream that I can't even imagine..."

Ren Zhaoyuan watched him smile slightly, put a hand on the back of his neck and pressed it closer to him, leaned over and kissed his lips.

"now what?"

Tan Zheng stared at him without blinking, his voice was soft and hoarse: "It's more similar."

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his eyebrows: "Or I'll hit you?"

"also."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and pushed his face away: "Hurry up and drive, otherwise the teacher and teacher's wife will turn back in a while."

Tan Zheng fell on the steering wheel according to his strength, but did not get up: "Let's change seats."

"what happened?"

Tan Zheng buried his head in his arms and said in a low voice, "I can't drive anymore."

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't help laughing out loud, turned around to push the car door, but his wrist was grabbed: "Huh?"

Tan Zheng was still lying on the steering wheel, turned his face sideways, and pulled his wrist: "It was too fast just now, can I kiss again?"

It's like a child wants candy.

There was a smile in Ren Zhaoyuan's eyes, and he didn't speak immediately. Tan Zheng rubbed his thumb back and forth on the inside of his wrist, and shook it again.

"Okay? Let's kiss again."

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End-Scattering Flowers——

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