He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

Tan Zheng seldom shows excessive possessiveness in front of Ren Zhaoyuan, and his usual jealousy and cheating are all within a normal range, more like a private joke.

Just because it isn't revealed doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

Sometimes when he wakes up at night, he can quietly watch Ren Zhaoyuan fall asleep for a long time.

Don't think about anything, just can't get enough of it.

Even he always had to restrain himself so that he would not strangle Ren Zhaoyuan when he hugged him, and when Ren Zhaoyuan called to stop in the middle of the night, he would leave traces where his clothes could cover him when he kissed.

But Ren Zhaoyuan is always conniving.

Pampering must be the best way to discover your true colors.

At least Tan Zheng thinks so.

Because he was slack and lost in the silent indulgence day after day, forgetting what he had repeatedly warned himself at the beginning, and easily revealed the tail that he had been hiding all along.

But now that he said it, Tan Zheng no longer tried to take it back or change his words.He crouched above Ren Zhaoyuan in the night, staring straight at him for a moment, like a quiet but dangerous leopard.

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his hand from the back of his head to the back of his neck, and rubbed it.

He understands and fully accepts the anxiety and possessiveness of his lover, but he doesn't like such a strong tone with a hint of threat.

In fact, Tan Zheng knows Ren Zhaoyuan's temperament best, he can feel clearly that Ren Zhaoyuan is soft-hearted, but only when he is soft-hearted.It's just that Tan Zheng was too relaxed and forgot to restrain himself for a while.

Sure enough, that hand pinched his jaw a little bit harder in the next second, and asked him, "If they really separated, what can you do?"

Even if they had already prepared for Ren Zhaoyuan not to follow through on the promise, the aura around them couldn't help being a little cold when they heard this sentence: "I will chase you back at any cost."

"What if it doesn't come back?"

At this moment, it was clear that the change in expression was not clear, but Ren Zhaoyuan could tell that Tan Zheng's brows were drooping.

Tan Zheng lowered his voice a few degrees: "Then continue."

I don't like to be asked what is true by a tough attitude, and it can be seen that Tan Zheng's aggrieved or wilting appearance is even more true.

Almost at the same moment, Ren Zhaoyuan regretted it.

Why do you have to say that?

In the relationship, I just want a promise that will never leave. It's human nature, so what can I do if I follow along.

But Ren Zhaoyuan didn't want to.

He is unwilling to promise to the other party what cannot be guaranteed.

Ren Zhaoyuan let go of his hand, rubbed the place he had pinched just now, and called him, "Tan Zheng."

"Ah."

"I won't want to separate easily," Ren Zhaoyuan lay down, obviously in a passive and unfavorable position, the tranquility in his eyes seemed to carry unshakable power, "If you really want to separate, either you are bored, or something happens. What I can't accept. And the separation caused by these two reasons, you can't get back."

Ren Zhaoyuan's words "can't be chased back" seemed to tug at Tan Zheng's heart.

Even knowing that you are talking about some kind of assumption is inevitably sad.

"I won't," Tan Zheng said firmly, and then focused on the second possibility Ren Zhaoyuan said, "I only love you, and I can only let you go in my eyes and hearts. I won't betray you, I won't To lie to you, not to design you, not to force you."

They had chatted before, and Tan Zheng remembered everything that Ren Zhaoyuan said he didn't like.

"I swear, Tan Zheng will only love Ren Zhaoyuan forever."

Ren Zhaoyuan could disbelieve the oath, but he couldn't help being moved by Tan Zheng who made the oath.

When the person you love looks directly into your eyes and promises you word by word the most clichéd but most sincere "forever", telling you that he only loves you.

No one can remain indifferent.

Ren Zhaoyuan is just one of thousands of ordinary people.

But also because he is just one of thousands of ordinary people, after many things, at this age, it is difficult to respond with the same words.

The bonfires and crowds, the piano and drums and laughter all disappeared.

The world is silent, only the stars are circulating in the sky.

Later Ren Zhaoyuan said, "Don't worry."

"I like security," he said.

Tan Zheng laughed instantly.

He lowered his voice a bit and asked, "Do I make you feel safe?"

"Yes," Ren Zhaoyuan put his hand on Tan Zheng's shoulder, and suddenly pushed him back hard, "You make me feel safe and at ease."

Tan Zheng had Xingguang and Ren Zhaoyuan in his eyes, and he was obediently suppressed and allowed to do whatever he wanted.

For more than ten seconds, Tan Zheng couldn't stop thinking about it, and even acted like a good boy when he got a bargain: "Kiss me again."

"Well, don't let me?"

"It's too short," Tan Zheng's gaze fell on Ren Zhaoyuan's lips bluntly, "Do it again?"

I'm afraid something will happen again.

Ren Zhaoyuan stood up and handed out a hand to Tan Zheng: "Let's go, go back to the room."

It is no exaggeration to say that Tan Zheng's eyes lit up immediately.

"There are two people there! Hi! Wait a minute!"

Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng were called to stop when they passed by the campfire. A man rushed over and tried to pull Ren Zhaoyuan's arm. Tan Zheng lowered his face and separated them, but the man called them uncles.

It sounds like it's still changing.

The bonfire party was coming to an end, most of the people went back, and the rest of them were playing games, and there were just two people missing.

He arched his hands and said repeatedly, "Please uncle, please uncle." Ren Zhaoyuan looked at the man who was about to catch up with him and asked how old he was.

It was only thirteen.

The people next to them also shouted at them, and those who did not participate in the previous round due to insufficient numbers were especially active.Ren Zhaoyuan roughly understood the rules of the game—in a team of two, the blindfolded person crosses obstacles while carrying the other person in charge of the command.

It's not a big messy game. Ren Zhaoyuan was originally all-inclusive, but now he suddenly became playful, and looked at Tan Zheng with slightly raised eyebrows.

The unhappiness of being interrupted just now dissipated completely in Ren Zhaoyuan's eyes, and nothing could compare to Ren Zhaoyuan's happiness.Tan Zheng said, "If we want to play, we can play for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan agreed, and the tall boy happily wanted to pull Ren Zhaoyuan again. Tan Zheng raised his hand to block him, and said in a deep voice, "It's up to you."

The tall boy looked at Tan Zheng, and immediately withdrew his hand honestly, even talking about the rules of the game in a much quieter voice.

The game is divided into two teams. The shorter the time it takes to avoid obstacles and reach the finish line, the higher the score will be. Extra points will be added for breaking the balloons. The winning team with the highest total score will get a prize.

Including the two of them, exactly twenty people, divided into ten groups, five groups and one team.

Each team has a group, and the two groups start from the opposite end at the same time, and the others act as referees to monitor each other for fouls.

The boy who just called them Nan*feng walked forward cautiously on the field with a girl on his back. Ren Zhaoyuan leaned slightly towards Tan Zheng and whispered: "Why do children grow so tall now? You were only a little older when you were thirteen."

It is an exaggeration to say "a little bit bigger", but Tan Zheng was really not tall at that time.

Tan Zheng looked up and scanned the people on the field, and continued to remove the black cloth strip in his hand: "There is too much nutrition, maybe there are too many hormones in the food now."

Ren Zhaoyuan took the package in his hand and threw it into the trash basket next to him, laughing uncontrollably.

The obstacles on the field are all local materials except fist-sized balloons, such as wooden sticks, stones, ropes, and clothes donated by unknown people. If you step on it, you have to start all over again.

Those who were blindfolded had to carry people on their backs, and walked entirely by command. Tan Zheng didn't discuss with Ren Zhaoyuan at all, and blindfolded himself when they were approaching them.

People who don’t reach the finish line within 10 minutes or hit each other on the way don’t get points. Stepping on the balloon will give you a lot of points, but there are obstacles around them. Just now, when their team was approaching the finish line, the team that lost the team stepped on more balloons and bumped into more points. Obstacles restarted, and no points were scored for timeout at the end.

Ren Zhaoyuan drew a relatively smooth route with few balloons in his mind. It was not the plan with the highest score but relatively safe.

"They didn't cooperate well just now," Tan Zheng said after carrying Ren Zhaoyuan on his back, "The man was disturbed by the people around him and he lost his footing. You don't have to worry about this, I just listen to you."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and said, "Okay."

He estimated the time in his mind and changed the route with the most balloons.

"There is a stone half a step ahead, you can take it."

"Turn left three steps."

"One step forward to the right, step on it."

"The balloon is next to the clothes, step on the left foot [-] centimeters forward and retract it."

"Go straight."

"stop."

"Left foot, step on."

"It's the character "ji" made of wooden sticks, turn right, and we will enter through the upper entrance. "

"Pull up the rope, raise your right foot half a meter to the right..."

The blindfolded person can't see anything, even if the person on the back gives instructions, he will hesitate when he lands. In addition, there are many obstacles, and the speed cannot be increased.

But every step Tan Zheng took was crisp and neat.

No matter how loudly he yelled "rock" or "hit", he didn't care as if he couldn't hear it.

When they reached the edge, someone even waved their hand in front of Tan Zheng, wondering if he could see it.

"Hands out to interfere with the foul!" The tall boy stopped loudly. They were about to get back the game they just lost, and they were excited, "Your team checked before the start, don't play tricks!"

In one round, they steadily overtook the opponent's score in two rounds. At the finish line, several other people in the team cheered loudly. Ren Zhaoyuan leaned on Tan Zheng's back and said there was a balloon in front of him. Tan Zheng took a step and stepped on the air.

"Trick me," Tan Zheng squeezed the hand holding Ren Zhaoyuan's thigh, "Who are you with?"

"Hey...wrong, wrong, let me down."

The people next to him were already telling the time and counting the balloons, and there were not many balloons at the end.Moreover, Ren Zhaoyuan gave him clear and specific instructions during the process, Tan Zheng knew that there was nothing in front of him when he heard his laughter.

I didn't plan to ask for any prizes, but if I participated, there would be a beginning and an end. The two watched and chatted while waiting for the game to end. I didn't expect it to be a tie in the end, and there was an extra match.

All members of their team launched Tan Zheng and Ren Zhaoyuan.

Tan Zheng took the new cloth strips and opened them, and said that it would be him this time before Ren Zhaoyuan was caught.

"You carry me?"

Ren Zhaoyuan still raised his hand: "No way?"

"Okay, why not," Tan Zheng squeezed his palm, "I'm too heavy, I'm afraid you will be tired."

He is only five or six centimeters taller than Ren Zhaoyuan, and his body shape doesn't look too different at first glance, but he is actually much heavier than Ren Zhaoyuan, all of which are hard muscles.

Ren Zhaoyuan hooked the cloth strip with his index finger and pulled it out of his hand, and said with a smile, "I'll throw you halfway when I'm tired."

Tan Zheng didn't insist any longer, and covered Ren Zhaoyuan's eyes paying attention to the tightness, and asked him after fastening it, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"No."

He was blindfolded by a three-finger-wide strip of pure black cloth, which made his skin whiter and his nose more straight.Feeling uncomfortable with the sudden loss of vision, Ren Zhaoyuan slightly parted his lips and tilted his head: "Tan Zheng?"

Tan Zheng's gaze was heavy, and his Adam's apple moved slightly.

"Well, I'm here."

The author says:

Sorry for being late - an apologetic easter egg -

【The strip of cloth didn't go into the garbage basket like the previous one. A big hand folded it a few times and put it in the pocket inadvertently.

It was already late when we went back, and Tan Zheng paused when he came out of the shower to pack his clothes.

Ren Zhaoyuan leaned against the wall behind him, took out the cloth strip from nowhere, and played it slowly in his hand: "What are you looking for?"

Tan Zheng turned against the guest after being overwhelmed with guilt for a short time, picked him up and took him to the room, pressed against him and murmured vaguely: "Why is it so bad."

"Hmm... who is bad?" "I," Tan Zheng took the cloth back from Ren Zhaoyuan, "I am bad."]

The next chapter will be updated tonight——

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