He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

Regarding the mentality of why others have me but not me, the easier it is for others to have it, the harder it is to eliminate this mentality.

Or what each person values ​​and wants is different. Some people pursue money, power and status, some pursue self-worth, some pursue eternal love, and some people pursue parental affection.

Ren Zhaoyuan also knows many people who lack parents, but he has never been able to get similar feelings from anyone.

What he knows, either once had it and then lost it due to accident or disease, or never had it from the beginning to the end.The former has ideas to follow, while the latter has no expectations.

But he had neither thoughts nor expectations.

He has never lived with his parents, but he has been imagining and relying on him in the process of growing up, which has created an irreplaceable status and affection.

He gets hurt from his parents, but he can't resent or resent them because of their dedicated career and their plain honesty.

It's hard to describe this feeling, even when talking about it with Tan Zheng, he mostly described it.

If you have to say something about grievances, it probably boils down to one sentence, why others can, but I don't.

There are people everywhere on the roadside, friends, partners, good people, and not so good people.

And he didn't.

He is already 33, and he has survived half of his life, but he is still trapped in the relationship between his parents who knows he can't get it but can't let go.

Or maybe it's because the previous 20 years of thinking about it were too long and too deep, and the time of more than ten years was not enough to smooth it out. If you get older, you will feel that there is or is not, but it's just mediocre.

Tan Zheng didn't say "you still have me" to comfort Ren Zhaoyuan.

Ren Zhaoyuan himself has him.

A lover is a lover, and a relative is a relative, and the two cannot be interchanged emotionally.

In fact, Tan Zheng didn't say any other words of comfort.

He just hugged him, kissed him, changed him into his usual home clothes, fed him water, and slept with him.

Ren Zhaoyuan obeyed like a doll.

Tan Zheng didn't make him happy, didn't coax him to talk, and even put aside the three meals that he usually strictly grasped.

It is important to be happy, but it is also important to be sad.

Before talking about his parents and family, Ren Zhaoyuan praised him for being able to become what he is now.

Tan Zheng looked at Ren Zhaoyuan's quietly covered eyelashes, thinking, what's so great about him?

Ren Zhaoyuan has walked all the way, and has become the Ren Zhaoyuan that many people look up to and love;

And because of Ren Zhaoyuan's appearance, he was pulled on the edge of the cliff, so he has the support and motivation to go to the present.

Without Tan Zheng, Ren Zhaoyuan would still be the current Ren Zhaoyuan.

But without Ren Zhaoyuan, Tan Zheng would never be the current Tan Zheng.

The passing breeze stopped.

The room was unbelievably quiet.

The sound of the mobile phone ringing outside was particularly obvious. Tan Zheng subconsciously looked down at the person in his arms, made sure he was still asleep, got up lightly, and hurried out barefoot.

Ren Zhaoyuan's cell phone was left outside without mute, but fortunately it was far away from the bedroom so that no one would be woken up.

Tan Zheng turned off the ringer before he had time to see the call notification.

"Uncle Ji" is Ji Shuang.

The screen turned on for a long time before it turned off. Tan Zheng looked down, the coldness between his brows getting heavier and heavier.

Why on earth, one or two, all rushed to come to Ren Zhaoyuan, making Ren Zhaoyuan unhappy?

He couldn't see that Ren Zhaoyuan was unhappy at all, but there were always people one after another to make Ren Zhaoyuan unhappy.

Just see that Ren Zhaoyuan has a good temper?

Zhao Yuanqing's mother had just coaxed him for a long time, and now he came again to his irresponsible parents, who had just left and hadn't been coaxed yet, and Ji Shuang wanted to interfere for Xie Rong's sake.

Why can't everyone stay away?

Why not.

The phone was still in his hand, and it turned on again after a while, it was still Ji Shuang.

Tan Zheng walked to the distant balcony and swiped to answer: "Mr. Ji, I'm Tan Zheng."

Ren Zhaoyuan was not asleep, he felt indescribably tired, Tan Zheng didn't need him to do everything for him, so he gradually relaxed his nerves unconsciously.

I felt sleepy and didn't want to move, but I couldn't sleep either.

He also heard the faint ringing of the mobile phone, and he could feel Tan Zheng getting off the bed. He thought he would come back after turning off the mobile phone, but there was no movement for a while.

As soon as Tan Zheng walked on the bed, the bed seemed empty, with nowhere to rest his hands and feet, and he couldn't lie down or rest, and the drowsiness that was half asleep and half awake in the air slowly dissipated.

When I came out, I saw Tan Zheng walking towards the balcony from a distance. If I read correctly, he was holding his mobile phone.

Pretty fresh.

the first time.

Tan Zheng is a person with extraordinarily "degree", and his sense of proportion seems to be engraved in his bones.

In fact, he could feel that Tan Zheng didn't agree with many things, or to put it another way, if it happened to Tan Zheng, Tan Zheng would never have the same reaction as him.

But no matter how big or small the matter is, no matter whether the time is before or after they are together, Tan Zheng will not interfere with the decisions he makes.

They all have their own habits and abilities in handling things, and there is no need to ask the other party to act according to their own wishes under the banner of being good for the other party.

Regarding personal privacy, needless to say in the past, Tan Zheng never took the initiative to look at his mobile phone or computer after being together.

In the early years when Tongzhou was not with Xing Yi, he liked his younger brother Qian, and he kept saying that, but Ren Zhaoyuan only met one seriously, and he didn't talk about the one he met for long.

In Tongzhou's words, the three-year-old generation gap, some people are only adults of biological age, not mental age.Check your mobile phone to check your friends, go through the chat history and catch someone who said a few words, you have to ask who it is, and you have to report if you can’t reply to the message for half an hour.

After he and Tan Zheng got together for a while, because Tongzhou knew from Zhao Chen that Tan Zheng had accepted the appointment of the real estate boss when he was in the winery, he suddenly remembered his "tragic" past, and secretly prodded him with criminal justice behind his back. Ask Ren Zhaoyuan if he is tired of talking to his younger brother.

never.

Tan Zheng often acted like a baby in front of him, but it was just acting like a baby.

Only when there is nothing to do will be like a coquettish child.

When something happens, like now.

Tan Zheng stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, facing out the window, with a tall and straight back, broad shoulders and a long body, and a steady voice, which could support him.

"Mr. Ji, if it's about understanding the book, I'd like to delay you for a few minutes."

"Zhaoyuan has clearly rejected this matter and will not change his mind. He does not blame the previous incident. It is because he respects you and Mr. Zheng, the two elders, and takes into account the friendship with Zheng He. It does not mean that he does not care, and it is not the incident itself. Nothing serious."

"Zhaoyuan didn't prosecute this matter, and the Zheng family was in custody, and Xie Rong was detained for at most two days. Compared with the accounts he handled for the Zhao family in his own name, this matter is nothing at all."

"Mr. Ji, don't be nervous. Zhaoyuan stopped him from the very beginning. I promised Mr. Zheng that he would not retaliate, and he would keep his word."

"I just hope that Zhaoyuan's kindness will not become a bargaining chip for being repeatedly hurt."

"It's your freedom how you love the recovered child, but shouldn't the price of compensation be borne by Zhaoyuan?"

"Xie Rong is the one you treasure and is reluctant to suffer, and Zhaoyuan is also the one I cherish and can't see the slightest grievance. Just now I was in a hurry and didn't intend to offend. I just ask Mr. Ji to think differently. If Xie Rong was the one who was slandered by rumors, Can you get him to issue a letter of understanding?"

"Besides, you said that Xie Rong recognized his mistakes and repented. Dare he ever mention Yu Nan?"

"Yu Nan was kept in the dark as the third party involved, and it all depended on his hard work and "comprehension".As a victim, Zhaoyuan felt that Yu Nan was innocent, but as the instigator, he kept saying that he was sorry for Zhaoyuan. "

"Does he want to repent, or does he want everyone to know that he repents?"

"I'm talking too much."

"I'm sorry for answering your call without permission. It's just that Zhaoyuan has been in poor health recently and just fell asleep. If there is anything else that needs to be contacted, I hope you can tell me directly. I will send you the contact information later."

After Tan Zheng hung up the phone, he used Ren Zhaoyuan's cell phone to send Ji Shuang his own number.

He didn't intend to hide anything from Ren Zhaoyuan.

But when he turned around, he saw Ren Zhaoyuan, who was looking at him on the table not far away, still froze.

He didn't intend to hide from Ren Zhaoyuan that he took Ji Shuang's phone call, but he also didn't intend to let Ren Zhaoyuan hear his emotional words just now.

"Why...why did you get up, did I disturb you?"

"No." Ren Zhaoyuan straightened up from the table, still sitting on the chair and watching him, "I haven't fallen asleep, I'll come out and take a look after you don't see anyone for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan's mobile phone was held in his hand, and he didn't put it away or put it away for a while. After standing there for two seconds, he walked to Ren Zhaoyuan's side and put the mobile phone on the table.

"I shouldn't have answered your phone..."

"Still sleepy," Ren Zhaoyuan raised his head and reached out to him, his voice low, "I don't want to walk anymore."

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