He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

He looked at Tan Zheng from the bottom up, his voice was not loud, he didn't care about the phone or the call just now, he just stretched out his hand, asking Tan Zheng to hug him.

Obviously the expression and voice are the same as usual, but the obvious weakness and dependence in it make Tan Zheng's heart seem to melt.

I just wish I could give him the whole world.

"Don't walk," Tan Zheng first leaned over and hugged Ren Zhaoyuan in his arms for a while, and then stretched out an arm across his knees to carefully hide him from the edge of the table, "I'll carry you to sleep."

Ren Zhaoyuan did not show any abnormalities on the second day. After waking up in the morning, he was not as unwilling to talk or lack energy as he was the night before.

Tan Zheng deliberately stayed with him in the design park all morning, but he didn't find anything unusual. He talked and laughed at work the same as before, but was urged to leave by Ren Zhaoyuan.

But the whole afternoon, I was worried that Ren Zhaoyuan was indeed normal, and on the contrary, he was a little too "normal".

Everyone reacts differently when encountering things, not everyone is willing to confide and vent, Ren Zhaoyuan obviously doesn't want to bring it up again.After I contacted Zhao Yuanqing and knew that looking for my parents was what I did before and now it has not continued, I didn't say anything about my parents again.

After finishing his work in the afternoon, Tan Zheng went to pick up the man. Seeing that his expression was relaxed, even if he was worried, he was not willing to point out the unhappy things.

He didn't want to say anything, and Tan Zheng listened whenever he wanted to.

But at night, Ren Zhaoyuan suffered from insomnia.

Tan Zheng was thinking about Ren Zhaoyuan's matter in his heart, and he couldn't sleep deeply. When Ren Zhaoyuan got up in the middle of the night, his arms were empty, and he woke up at that time.

"where to.."

With a low and hoarse voice full of drowsiness, Ren Zhaoyuan patted him lightly: "Go to the bathroom, it's okay, go to sleep."

"Um.."

Tan Zheng was only coaxed to relax for a while by Ren Zhaoyuan's soft voice, and after Ren Zhaoyuan left at ease, he forced himself to wake up from the edge of sleep, propped himself up and pinched the center of his brows.

He didn't go out, he stretched out his hand to brighten up the dim night light, and lay half leaning and half lying down, waiting for Ren Zhaoyuan to come back.

"Why did you wake up?"

Tan Zheng followed the sound to look at him, and sighed seriously: "It's hard to sleep alone."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled lightly, and instead of going around to the other side, went up directly from Tan Zheng's side, and kissed the side of his face as he passed by.

Tan Zheng stretched out his hand to stop him and left him behind.

For a long time, he didn't intend to let go, Ren Zhaoyuan put all his weight on him: "Aren't you panicking?"

"not heavy."

For a big man of [-] to [-] jins, it will be fine for a while, how can it not be heavy if it is pressed tightly on his body for a long time.

Normally, Tan Zheng would relax and press on him for two to three minutes, and he would feel short of breath.

Ren Zhaoyuan pushed his shoulder to signal to let go, but Tan Zheng still circled him.

"It's really not heavy, let me hold it for a while."

He likes to feel the weight of Ren Zhaoyuan.

The person in my heart is in my arms, very solid, stable and comfortable.

If you don't want to loosen it, just hug it, Ren Zhaoyuan simply found a comfortable muscle to pillow on the side of his face, and let him go.

"are you asleep?"

"No," Ren Zhaoyuan replied with his eyes closed, "should have fallen asleep in a while."

"get medicine?"

"Take two melatonin pills."

Tan Zheng gently stroked his back.

He didn't ask any more, but Ren Zhaoyuan whispered to himself, "I didn't fall asleep last night."

Tan Zheng guessed it: "I will sleep again when you fall asleep."

"What are you doing?" Ren Zhaoyuan smiled, "If one of you can't sleep, you have to drag the other to stay awake."

"It's good to talk with you."

"No, I can hear your breathing."

"Do I snore?"

Ren Zhaoyuan laughed again, and thought about it seriously: "I haven't hit him before, but sometimes I seem to be dreaming, and there are several "hmm" sounds in my throat, and my arms are very tightly hugged. "

Tan Zheng didn't remember that he was dreaming: "If you hug me too tightly and you feel uncomfortable, just pinch me."

"You are too cruel to yourself."

"Just pinch it, that's where it goes."

"Then let me ask Mr. Tan." Ren Zhaoyuan raised his face, "What else can I do in your imagination, give you the punishment?"

"I will also suffer the punishment."

"That's what you would say."

Tan Zheng smiled, put his palm on his back, patted his four fingers together rhythmically, and lowered his voice very low: "Is it hard to not sleep?"

"Fortunately, I didn't feel it last night, but a little bit tonight."

He usually stays up all night when he encounters inspiration or work needs, but the frequency becomes less and less as he grows older.It's okay to not sleep for a night, and it won't affect the work the next day. He lay comfortably in Tan Zheng's arms, too lazy to get up.

But I didn't sleep for one night and worked all day the next day, and then I felt really sleepy at night, but I couldn't fall asleep. I endured it until the early morning, so I got up and took melatonin.

"How long does it take to take effect after eating this?"

"After about an hour, you will start to feel sleepy."

"Well," Tan Zheng said, "Then lie down for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his head, put one hand between his chin and Tan Zheng's chest to look at him: "Aren't you tired?"

Tan Zheng was standing on the pillow, the pillow was slightly higher, and he could always see Ren Zhaoyuan: "I'm not tired."

Ren Zhaoyuan lay back on his stomach and left Tan Zheng a fluffy top.

He wouldn't feel tired if he hugged him like this all night, but it didn't take long for Tan Zheng to turn sideways and let Ren Zhaoyuan lie down facing him.

It was uncomfortable to sleep on my stomach all night, and I was afraid that if I fell asleep after a while, he would disturb the sleepiness if he moved again.

For the next two nights, he only went to bed after making sure that Ren Zhaoyuan was asleep with Tan Zheng, but Ren Zhaoyuan obviously didn't sleep well, his eyes turned pale, and the tiredness on his face couldn't be concealed.

The amount of melatonin has been added once and cannot be added.

"I fell asleep, but I didn't sleep well. I wanted to wake up in the middle and couldn't wake up. I couldn't fall asleep after waking up in the early morning."

I saw a doctor, and there is nothing wrong with my body. It is not recommended to use sleeping pills if the sleep quality is poor in a short period of time. If melatonin is useless, don’t continue to increase the dose. You can use other sleep aids.

Ren Zhaoyuan has a job in his hands recently, he can't sleep well at night, and he can't cheer up during the day, let alone his brainpower.He asked the doctor to prescribe some sleeping pills first, and he would take it as appropriate, but Tan Zheng stopped him.

"I'll find a way, don't worry."

When Jin Shiyan's wife was pregnant, she suffered from insomnia for a long time, and Jin Shiyan was so worried that she would definitely bring it up when she met, and she found a solution later.

Tan Zheng forgot the specific method, so he called Jin Shiyan early in the morning, and sent someone to Tan Zheng's company at noon that day.

"It's enough to wash 200ml of warm water in a small bag at a time. I start to feel sleepy after [-] minutes. After falling asleep, I wake up and don't even dream."

"It's tasteless. At that time, your sister-in-law felt disgusted when she got a little bit of bitterness. You can taste nothing at all with two drops of lemon juice. The most important thing is that it's absolutely safe. Pregnant women can drink it, so don't worry."

Of course Tan Zheng trusted Jin Shiyan, but after getting it, he still drank some first.

Afraid of affecting work, I only drank half a cup.

It's really tasteless, and the sporadic bits that can be tasted are a bit like burnt buckwheat tea.

And it does work.

The assistant was surprised to find that her boss took a nap and took a nap for the first time. She dared not say it earlier, at least since she arrived at the post, her boss has not been late.

And she slept until three o'clock, and there was a meeting that couldn't be delayed. She gritted her teeth and knocked on the door for a long time before waking him up.

Well... I didn't have a social event yesterday, and the company hasn't had any major issues recently. Since I have family members, I have been leaving get off work on time as long as there are no special circumstances. What did I do to be so sleepy at night...

stop.

The assistant raised his hand and patted his forehead.

Tan Zheng adjusted his tie and looked up at her.

The assistant was professional and serious for a second: "Mr. Tan, here is the meeting theme and the list of participants. It will be held in meeting room A on the 7st floor in 21 minutes. Do you need to postpone it?"

"No need," Tan Zheng took it and glanced at it, "Let's go."

Tan Zheng told Zhaoyuan as a joke when he went to take over Zhaoyuan in the afternoon.

"I was sleepy within 10 minutes after drinking it. I felt like I had just fallen asleep when I heard the assistant knock on the door and said it was three o'clock. The few hours in between seemed to be stolen."

"You really want to try it at home at night."

"I'll drink it for you at night," Tan Zheng said casually as he watched the light turn green and started the car, "I'll definitely have to try it before you."

Ren Zhaoyuan's heart seemed to be hit hard by something soft, it didn't hurt, it was warm and hot, sore and numb, he couldn't tell what it was like for a moment, he tilted his head and looked out the window for a long time without speaking.

Jin Shiyan sent me a full box of sleep aid granules, saying that the shelf life is long and I will keep them for emergencies.

After dinner, Tan Zheng took a bag to the kitchen, thinking it was better to wash it before going to bed, so he took one bag upstairs and put the others downstairs.

It melted very quickly, with no precipitation visible, and the color didn't change much: "Will you squeeze some lemon juice?"

"No need." Ren Zhaoyuan had just taken a shower, and his body was still a little damp, "It's not that there is no smell."

"Well, try it."

Ren Zhaoyuan took a sip and pursed his lips: "It's okay."

"It's not delicious," Tan Zheng smiled, and packed up the package at hand, "After drinking, brush your teeth, let's go to bed."

Ren Zhaoyuan finished his drink and wanted to wash the cup but Tan Zheng took it halfway, so he could only lean on the side with empty hands and look at him: "Now you are dealing with a three-year-old child."

"No way, you are more precious than a three-year-old child."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and kicked his calf: "Okay."

"Ah," Tan Zheng's voice didn't change, he opened his eyes and said nonsense, "It hurts."

If you touch it from the head, you will rely on it, obviously you only touch it with the sole of your foot.

Ren Zhaoyuan was used to it, ignored him, turned around and walked out.

It's just that he didn't go far, and stopped just after he left the tea room, calling in a low voice: "Tan Zheng..."

Ren Zhaoyuan has used a lot of health products and drinks to help sleep, but none of them have such a quick effect, so it cannot be a normal reaction.

And even if the effect is quick, you should feel tired and sleepy, and you will fall asleep after lying on the bed and relaxing.

He wasn't sleepy, it was fatigue and dizziness that occurred within a few short steps, and everything in his vision was faintly doubled, as if he could walk, but he seemed unable to lift his strength.

He wasn't even sure if he could stand or not, and he wasn't sure if he yelled at Tan Zheng just now, so he could only stretch out his hand for help.

Tan Zheng was just about to put the water glass on the shelf when he heard the voice and turned around to see Ren Zhaoyuan throwing his hands to the side to help the door frame, but in vain.

The cup in his hand suddenly loosened and fell to pieces on the table, Tan Zheng lost his heartbeat for a moment, and rushed towards the door before he could react.

"Zhaoyuan?!"

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