He's stalking and begging for reconciliation
Chapter 64
The veins on Lu Xingzhou's forehead throbbed violently.
"Zheng Qian, be normal, are you stupid? Is it me or you who is blind? I am Lu Xingzhou, not Lin Mo."
"I'm sober, Lu Xingzhou, I know who you are."
"Then you..." In the middle of speaking, Lu Xingzhou suddenly lost the intention to continue with him, and he groped and lay back on the hospital bed.
Talking to Zheng Qian made him feel very tired.
How much he liked Zheng Qian, now he wants to separate from Zheng Qian.
Zheng Qian also seemed to see his thoughts, and stood there for a long time without daring to step forward, and then only said: "You should have a good rest first, and if you need anything, call me, and I will watch at the door."
The meaning of running away in those words is too obvious...
The sound of footsteps getting farther and farther away gradually disappeared, and Lu Xingzhou lazily leaned against the head of the bed, thinking about his next plan.
He will definitely not be entangled with Zheng Qian anymore, he wants to leave here, cut off all contact with Zheng Qian, and treat everything before as nothing but a big dream.
During this half day, apart from delivering meals, Zheng Qian really didn't bother him again.
In the afternoon, Ye Jia came, and Lu Xingzhou was lying on the bed, when a familiar voice came from the door.
"Row the boat!"
Now that he can't see his eyes, it makes his hearing more sensitive. After sleeping for so many days, Ye Jia is also very anxious, and his excited and trembling voice is clear and variable.
The cold attitude when confronting Zheng Qian before had a big change immediately.
"Ye Jia..."
Lu Xingzhou's hand was tightly held by Ye Jia.
"You scared me to death. The last time I said goodbye in a hurry, I saw you lying on the bed and couldn't even wake up. I was really scared and cried."
Hot tears dripped on Lu Xingzhou's hands, and Lu Xingzhou's heart softened.
He raised his hand to wipe Ye Jia's tears, and said with some guilt: "It's my fault, which caused you to worry for nothing, but I'm fine, I'm fine now."
Ye Jia threw his hand away angrily: "What are you talking about? I've heard what Zheng Qian said, your eyes..." When it came to eyes, Ye Jia's voice dropped again, and she wanted to cry mean.
Instead, Lu Xingzhou comforted him: "It's okay, it's good to get a life back, I'm content."
Ye Jia ignored him and cried for a long time by himself, Lu Xingzhou teased him for a long time before he recovered.
"Obviously I'm blind, I haven't cried yet, how can I be more sad than me." Lu Xingzhou joked.
Ye Jia glared at him, and said angrily, "You really have no conscience, I feel sorry for you all the time."
Lu Xingzhou sighed slightly and said, "Don't cry, it makes me feel bad."
Ye Jia slowly stopped crying.
"Have you thought about what to do next?"
Lu Xingzhou hesitated to speak, but Ye Jia suddenly remembered something, walked over and closed the door of the ward again.
"I...I want to go."
"Where?"
"It doesn't matter where you go. In short, I don't want to see him again."
Ye Jia was silent for a few seconds, then hesitantly said: "Xing Zhou, you finally think about it. In the past, I would have advised you to stay as far away from him as possible, but now... what about your eyes?"
There was silence again...
Ye Jia hesitated and said, "It's not me who speaks for him. If you leave him like you are now, what will happen to your eyes?"
"I'm alone, can't I still live?" Lu Xingzhou's tone became colder and colder, with a hint of anger.
"But you can't be like this forever. Now only he has the strength to find the best doctor for you."
After hearing his words, Lu Xingzhou slowly calmed down.
"Listen to my advice, now is the critical time, don't get angry, at least stay here first, and leave after your eyes are healed."
"The doctor said that my eyes might not be cured for the rest of my life. Do I have to follow him for the rest of my life?" Lu Xingzhou laughed mockingly.
"This..." Ye Jia also got into trouble.
"You have to try. If you can't cure it, it's not too late to go. Besides, that scumbag hurt you so much before. You eat and drink here. Spend it well, empty his family's wealth, let Let him feel it." Ye Jia said angrily.
"You, if you haven't finished three sentences, you won't be in shape." After Lu Xingzhou finished teasing Ye Jia, he said slowly: "I just really gave up. When we were together, I didn't like him. It’s still the same now, and I won’t influence my decision because of money.”
"Row the boat..."
"But you're right, I still have to give it a try, and I can't give up the hope of healing. This is what he owes me."
Seeing that he was persuaded, Ye Jia also breathed a sigh of relief.
"Remember to keep in touch. If you have anything, remember to call me. As long as you make a call, I will be there on call, and the business will not be done."
Lu Xingzhou finally showed his first sincere smile these days.
"Go, go, don't delay your business."
Although Lu Xingzhou was blind, Ye Jia still waved at him habitually and left.
Ye Jia's arrival made his previous negative thoughts disappear. No, he can't give up the treatment, he can't accept his fate, even if he has no relatives or lover, he still has friends who care about him.
Even if only one person cares, he can't give up on himself at will.
In the bottom of his heart, he still longed for the light.
Not long after Ye Jia left, the door of the ward was opened again.
A familiar sound of footsteps came to his bed. Before the visitor could speak, Lu Xingzhou knew that it was Zheng Qian who came again.
He had heard the footsteps for so many years, and he probably would never forget them.
It's just that there is no throbbing in my heart anymore.
The disgusted expression on Lu Xingzhou's face was not concealed at all.
"What are you doing here?"
An uncomfortable voice sounded in my ears: "I'm afraid you'll be bored in the ward, so I'll take you outside for a walk." Zheng Qian never spoke to him in such a cautious tone, and Lu Xingzhou was a little uncomfortable with such a change.
He didn't know why, but when he woke up, Zheng Qian changed.
Lu Xingzhou put away the redundant expression on his face, and said seriously: "Zheng Qian, what I am like now is all caused by myself, I have brought it on myself, and it has nothing to do with others, you don't have to make such a change because of guilt. "
Zheng Qian's heart ached when he heard the phrase "it's his own fault". How disappointed was Lu Xingzhou in his heart to say such a thing.
"I'm not guilty, I'm just..." Zheng Qian was at a loss for words, unable to find a suitable word to say.
"Could it be that he likes me?" Lu Xingzhou laughed loudly, with tears in the corners of his eyes: "I'm just kidding."
Seeing Lu Xingzhou laughing, Zheng Qian's "it's not a joke" was stuck in his throat, and he forced it back.
Like a thorn in the throat, like a thorn in the back...
Why did he wake up so late, if he had understood his intention earlier, would Lu Xingzhou have believed him?
After hurting him so many times, how can he calmly say that he likes her?
After holding back for a long time, he could only utter one sentence: "Don't be like this..."
"What do I not want?" Lu Xingzhou spread his hands, looking innocent.
Zheng Qian felt for the first time that Lu Xingzhou also had such sharp and aggressive moments.
Zheng Qian decided to ignore his ridicule, and he repeated again: "I'll take you out for a walk to get some air."
Lu Xingzhou didn't expect that he would still insist on this, he was silent for a few seconds, and then slowly stood up.
Zheng Qian grabbed his hand and interlocked his fingers.
Lu Xingzhou shook it vigorously, but still couldn't break free from Zheng Qian's strength.
Although he didn't know the reason for Zheng Qian's change, but what he once wanted so much is now in front of him, and he doesn't want it anymore.
How ironic.
Zheng Qian seemed very nervous. Sweat kept leaking from his palms, which wet Lu Xingzhou's hands.
Lu Xingzhou frowned and didn't speak. He didn't know what happened to Zheng Qian. He made a mockery, but Zheng Qian didn't get angry as usual.
She actually endured this useless anger, and calmly took him to relax.
He wanted to see what Zheng Qian wanted to do.
Stepping into the lawn downstairs, the soft touch under his feet and the soft sunlight gave Lu Xingzhou an unreal feeling, that he actually narrowly escaped death.
The moment he rolled down the cliff, he thought that he was bound to die, but now, he returned to the world.
It may be because the space is relatively large, Zheng Qian slowly let go of his hand, Lu Xingzhou tried to walk on the lawn, there were no obstacles, only the soft lawn.
Zheng Qian followed behind him, and after walking for a while, Lu Xingzhou was a little tired, so Zheng Qian led him to sit on a lounge chair not far away.
"Are you tired, do you want some water?" Zheng Qian's gentle words fell into Lu Xingzhou's ears.
Lu Xingzhou suddenly remembered that time, he was also walking in the garden behind the hospital, and happened to meet Zheng Qian and Lin Mo.
He has not forgotten what Zheng Qian said until now, and the feeling of heartache from the past seems to be still in his heart.
He was miserable as hell.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Zheng Qian thought that he was acquiescing, picked up the water that he didn't know when he poured it, and sent it to his lips.
Lu Xingzhou couldn't bear it any longer. He knocked over the glass of water and growled, "Zheng Qian, can you be normal? What the hell are you doing now? As I said, you don't have to feel guilty about me. Don't worry about me anymore."
The pain in Zheng Qian's eyes condensed, and Lu Xingzhou couldn't see it anymore.
Zheng Qian was silent for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "Do you really want to know? I'm afraid you won't want to listen to my long speech."
"I'm stupid. I used to be loved and protected by others, but I didn't notice it. I always took it for granted. I relied on his liking and hurt him a lot. I didn't treat him well at all, and I was still in the relationship between my old love and my love. , I chose the latter, and finally, that person was hurt by me, and I began to regret it again, and wanted to get him back."
Lu Xingzhou was silent, with no expression on his face, he knew that Zheng Qian was talking about himself.
"I'm stupid and rigid. If I recognize a person, it's up to him, but I don't know that he has already had a different heart. I foolishly believed him and hurt the person who loves me the most."
"Heh, have you figured out the truth now?" Lu Xingzhou laughed so hard that Zheng Qian couldn't figure out what he meant.
"So what, can I make up for the damage I have suffered in a few words?"
Why, why do people only know how to cherish after losing?A person who is clearly in front of your eyes and within reach, but you have to push them far, far away with your own hands...
"Zheng Qian, be normal, are you stupid? Is it me or you who is blind? I am Lu Xingzhou, not Lin Mo."
"I'm sober, Lu Xingzhou, I know who you are."
"Then you..." In the middle of speaking, Lu Xingzhou suddenly lost the intention to continue with him, and he groped and lay back on the hospital bed.
Talking to Zheng Qian made him feel very tired.
How much he liked Zheng Qian, now he wants to separate from Zheng Qian.
Zheng Qian also seemed to see his thoughts, and stood there for a long time without daring to step forward, and then only said: "You should have a good rest first, and if you need anything, call me, and I will watch at the door."
The meaning of running away in those words is too obvious...
The sound of footsteps getting farther and farther away gradually disappeared, and Lu Xingzhou lazily leaned against the head of the bed, thinking about his next plan.
He will definitely not be entangled with Zheng Qian anymore, he wants to leave here, cut off all contact with Zheng Qian, and treat everything before as nothing but a big dream.
During this half day, apart from delivering meals, Zheng Qian really didn't bother him again.
In the afternoon, Ye Jia came, and Lu Xingzhou was lying on the bed, when a familiar voice came from the door.
"Row the boat!"
Now that he can't see his eyes, it makes his hearing more sensitive. After sleeping for so many days, Ye Jia is also very anxious, and his excited and trembling voice is clear and variable.
The cold attitude when confronting Zheng Qian before had a big change immediately.
"Ye Jia..."
Lu Xingzhou's hand was tightly held by Ye Jia.
"You scared me to death. The last time I said goodbye in a hurry, I saw you lying on the bed and couldn't even wake up. I was really scared and cried."
Hot tears dripped on Lu Xingzhou's hands, and Lu Xingzhou's heart softened.
He raised his hand to wipe Ye Jia's tears, and said with some guilt: "It's my fault, which caused you to worry for nothing, but I'm fine, I'm fine now."
Ye Jia threw his hand away angrily: "What are you talking about? I've heard what Zheng Qian said, your eyes..." When it came to eyes, Ye Jia's voice dropped again, and she wanted to cry mean.
Instead, Lu Xingzhou comforted him: "It's okay, it's good to get a life back, I'm content."
Ye Jia ignored him and cried for a long time by himself, Lu Xingzhou teased him for a long time before he recovered.
"Obviously I'm blind, I haven't cried yet, how can I be more sad than me." Lu Xingzhou joked.
Ye Jia glared at him, and said angrily, "You really have no conscience, I feel sorry for you all the time."
Lu Xingzhou sighed slightly and said, "Don't cry, it makes me feel bad."
Ye Jia slowly stopped crying.
"Have you thought about what to do next?"
Lu Xingzhou hesitated to speak, but Ye Jia suddenly remembered something, walked over and closed the door of the ward again.
"I...I want to go."
"Where?"
"It doesn't matter where you go. In short, I don't want to see him again."
Ye Jia was silent for a few seconds, then hesitantly said: "Xing Zhou, you finally think about it. In the past, I would have advised you to stay as far away from him as possible, but now... what about your eyes?"
There was silence again...
Ye Jia hesitated and said, "It's not me who speaks for him. If you leave him like you are now, what will happen to your eyes?"
"I'm alone, can't I still live?" Lu Xingzhou's tone became colder and colder, with a hint of anger.
"But you can't be like this forever. Now only he has the strength to find the best doctor for you."
After hearing his words, Lu Xingzhou slowly calmed down.
"Listen to my advice, now is the critical time, don't get angry, at least stay here first, and leave after your eyes are healed."
"The doctor said that my eyes might not be cured for the rest of my life. Do I have to follow him for the rest of my life?" Lu Xingzhou laughed mockingly.
"This..." Ye Jia also got into trouble.
"You have to try. If you can't cure it, it's not too late to go. Besides, that scumbag hurt you so much before. You eat and drink here. Spend it well, empty his family's wealth, let Let him feel it." Ye Jia said angrily.
"You, if you haven't finished three sentences, you won't be in shape." After Lu Xingzhou finished teasing Ye Jia, he said slowly: "I just really gave up. When we were together, I didn't like him. It’s still the same now, and I won’t influence my decision because of money.”
"Row the boat..."
"But you're right, I still have to give it a try, and I can't give up the hope of healing. This is what he owes me."
Seeing that he was persuaded, Ye Jia also breathed a sigh of relief.
"Remember to keep in touch. If you have anything, remember to call me. As long as you make a call, I will be there on call, and the business will not be done."
Lu Xingzhou finally showed his first sincere smile these days.
"Go, go, don't delay your business."
Although Lu Xingzhou was blind, Ye Jia still waved at him habitually and left.
Ye Jia's arrival made his previous negative thoughts disappear. No, he can't give up the treatment, he can't accept his fate, even if he has no relatives or lover, he still has friends who care about him.
Even if only one person cares, he can't give up on himself at will.
In the bottom of his heart, he still longed for the light.
Not long after Ye Jia left, the door of the ward was opened again.
A familiar sound of footsteps came to his bed. Before the visitor could speak, Lu Xingzhou knew that it was Zheng Qian who came again.
He had heard the footsteps for so many years, and he probably would never forget them.
It's just that there is no throbbing in my heart anymore.
The disgusted expression on Lu Xingzhou's face was not concealed at all.
"What are you doing here?"
An uncomfortable voice sounded in my ears: "I'm afraid you'll be bored in the ward, so I'll take you outside for a walk." Zheng Qian never spoke to him in such a cautious tone, and Lu Xingzhou was a little uncomfortable with such a change.
He didn't know why, but when he woke up, Zheng Qian changed.
Lu Xingzhou put away the redundant expression on his face, and said seriously: "Zheng Qian, what I am like now is all caused by myself, I have brought it on myself, and it has nothing to do with others, you don't have to make such a change because of guilt. "
Zheng Qian's heart ached when he heard the phrase "it's his own fault". How disappointed was Lu Xingzhou in his heart to say such a thing.
"I'm not guilty, I'm just..." Zheng Qian was at a loss for words, unable to find a suitable word to say.
"Could it be that he likes me?" Lu Xingzhou laughed loudly, with tears in the corners of his eyes: "I'm just kidding."
Seeing Lu Xingzhou laughing, Zheng Qian's "it's not a joke" was stuck in his throat, and he forced it back.
Like a thorn in the throat, like a thorn in the back...
Why did he wake up so late, if he had understood his intention earlier, would Lu Xingzhou have believed him?
After hurting him so many times, how can he calmly say that he likes her?
After holding back for a long time, he could only utter one sentence: "Don't be like this..."
"What do I not want?" Lu Xingzhou spread his hands, looking innocent.
Zheng Qian felt for the first time that Lu Xingzhou also had such sharp and aggressive moments.
Zheng Qian decided to ignore his ridicule, and he repeated again: "I'll take you out for a walk to get some air."
Lu Xingzhou didn't expect that he would still insist on this, he was silent for a few seconds, and then slowly stood up.
Zheng Qian grabbed his hand and interlocked his fingers.
Lu Xingzhou shook it vigorously, but still couldn't break free from Zheng Qian's strength.
Although he didn't know the reason for Zheng Qian's change, but what he once wanted so much is now in front of him, and he doesn't want it anymore.
How ironic.
Zheng Qian seemed very nervous. Sweat kept leaking from his palms, which wet Lu Xingzhou's hands.
Lu Xingzhou frowned and didn't speak. He didn't know what happened to Zheng Qian. He made a mockery, but Zheng Qian didn't get angry as usual.
She actually endured this useless anger, and calmly took him to relax.
He wanted to see what Zheng Qian wanted to do.
Stepping into the lawn downstairs, the soft touch under his feet and the soft sunlight gave Lu Xingzhou an unreal feeling, that he actually narrowly escaped death.
The moment he rolled down the cliff, he thought that he was bound to die, but now, he returned to the world.
It may be because the space is relatively large, Zheng Qian slowly let go of his hand, Lu Xingzhou tried to walk on the lawn, there were no obstacles, only the soft lawn.
Zheng Qian followed behind him, and after walking for a while, Lu Xingzhou was a little tired, so Zheng Qian led him to sit on a lounge chair not far away.
"Are you tired, do you want some water?" Zheng Qian's gentle words fell into Lu Xingzhou's ears.
Lu Xingzhou suddenly remembered that time, he was also walking in the garden behind the hospital, and happened to meet Zheng Qian and Lin Mo.
He has not forgotten what Zheng Qian said until now, and the feeling of heartache from the past seems to be still in his heart.
He was miserable as hell.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Zheng Qian thought that he was acquiescing, picked up the water that he didn't know when he poured it, and sent it to his lips.
Lu Xingzhou couldn't bear it any longer. He knocked over the glass of water and growled, "Zheng Qian, can you be normal? What the hell are you doing now? As I said, you don't have to feel guilty about me. Don't worry about me anymore."
The pain in Zheng Qian's eyes condensed, and Lu Xingzhou couldn't see it anymore.
Zheng Qian was silent for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "Do you really want to know? I'm afraid you won't want to listen to my long speech."
"I'm stupid. I used to be loved and protected by others, but I didn't notice it. I always took it for granted. I relied on his liking and hurt him a lot. I didn't treat him well at all, and I was still in the relationship between my old love and my love. , I chose the latter, and finally, that person was hurt by me, and I began to regret it again, and wanted to get him back."
Lu Xingzhou was silent, with no expression on his face, he knew that Zheng Qian was talking about himself.
"I'm stupid and rigid. If I recognize a person, it's up to him, but I don't know that he has already had a different heart. I foolishly believed him and hurt the person who loves me the most."
"Heh, have you figured out the truth now?" Lu Xingzhou laughed so hard that Zheng Qian couldn't figure out what he meant.
"So what, can I make up for the damage I have suffered in a few words?"
Why, why do people only know how to cherish after losing?A person who is clearly in front of your eyes and within reach, but you have to push them far, far away with your own hands...
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