He's stalking and begging for reconciliation
Chapter 65
Sure enough, Zheng Qian was blocked by his words. He lowered his head and held back for a long time before he could say: "What do you need to believe me?"
Lu Xingzhou was disdainful in his heart, who wouldn't say that?
"Unless you kneel." He firmly insisted that Zheng Qian could not kneel, a man has gold under his knees, let alone a man like Zheng Qian who has been in a high position for a long time.
There was a muffled sound in his ears, and Zheng Qian really knelt down.
"Lu Xingzhou, please forgive me. I really know that I was wrong. Everything before was caused by myself. I was blind, it was Lin Mo...he framed you, I have already found out." Zheng Qian His eyes were red and frightening, and now he only thinks about how to ask Lu Xingzhou to forgive him.
As for "gold" or something, you can put it aside for the time being.
"I'm glad you realize this, but you don't need me to forgive you, because we've already done nothing."
Lu Xingzhou's unfeeling words pierced Zheng Qian's ears, yes, he personally forced Lu Xingzhou to sign the divorce agreement, and now everything is his own fault.
"I can chase you again."
"It's up to you, but you have to know that I won't promise you."
But Zheng Qian still had a glimmer of hope in his heart, at least Lu Xingzhou didn't refuse, didn't he?
In the next few days, Lu Xingzhou really felt Zheng Qian's enthusiasm, whether it was serving tea or pouring water, as long as he had a need, Zheng Qian was always the first to appear by his side and serve him.
But Lu Xingzhou couldn't even arouse the slightest interest. He was considered a person who died once, and he always had to live for himself.
There is absolutely no reason to fall twice in the same pit.
Since he woke up, Zheng Changyu also came here once, and he came to say goodbye to him.
He was about to leave and go back to the company in the United States. Zheng Changyu was full of apology inside and out, but he couldn't hold any hatred.
After all, it was Zheng Changyu who helped him in many cases. After all, his positions were different, and there was no way to criticize him harshly.
Before leaving, Zheng Changyu secretly stuffed himself a note.
"This is my contact information. If Zheng Qian still treats you badly in the future, you can come to me at any time, and I will definitely help you." A firm tone sounded in Lu Xingzhou's ear.
As soon as Zheng Changyu left, Lu Xingzhou threw the note out of the window, thinking: "Such a scene will never happen again." It is no longer possible for him to follow Zheng Qian willingly and give up his heart.
This morning, as soon as Lu Xingzhou woke up, Zheng Qian walked in with a bowl of hot porridge.
"Are you awake? It just so happens that I bought the porridge. Let's wash it up for you first. The porridge can just be eaten after washing."
As he said that, Zheng Qian had already raised his hand to support him, and entered the bathroom. Zheng Qian handed him a cup filled with water and a toothbrush filled with toothpaste.
Lu Xingzhou frowned, did not speak, and moved quietly.
Zheng Qian also stood quietly waiting for him. After washing, Lu Xingzhou was about to leave when Zheng Qian took his arm again.
"Be careful."
Lu Xingzhou was annoyed, he threw away Zheng Qian's hand, touched the wall by himself, and walked forward little by little.
There will always be a day when he has to leave, he cannot always rely on others to survive, and there is always a day to adapt.
Zheng Qian looked at him throwing himself away, and withdrew his hand in a daze. When Lu Xingzhou almost tripped for the third time, Zheng Qian couldn't help it.
He strode forward, grabbed Lu Xingzhou and said, "What are you trying to do, I'm right next to you, you can rely on me, I feel bad for bumps and bumps."
Lu Xingzhou turned his head, his empty eyes were out of focus, but he was still very serious.
"Zheng Qian, it's impossible for me to rely on you for the rest of my life."
"Your eyes will get better, the doctor said..." Before he finished speaking, Zheng Qian grasped another important point: "No, Lu Xingzhou, you can rely on me for the rest of your life."
Lu Xingzhou smiled: "I have to leave sooner or later."
"Why can't you give me another chance, I will never let you down again." Zheng Qian's eyes turned red again: "You can't go."
"What? Are you going to imprison me again?" The calmness in these words shocked Zheng Qian, and he remembered how he forced Lu Xingzhou to kneel down towards Lin Mo, and how he forced Lu Xingzhou to donate blood.
He has indeed done too many disappointing things, Lu Xingzhou will not believe that he deserved it for a while.
Zheng Qian suddenly lost his strength and could no longer say the words to ask for forgiveness.
"I want to go by myself, and it's not out of anger. I'm not acting out of anger. On the contrary, I'm just too rational." Lu Xingzhou fumbled and returned to the bed and sat down: "If my eyes can't be cured, I have to adapt to the life of a blind person. , It’s time to plan for the future, instead of living in a dream all day long, I don’t want to rely on anyone to live, I am myself.”
Suddenly, a low sigh resounded from the ward that had been silent for a while: "What's more, I have no one to rely on..."
The pain in Zheng Qian's heart was severe, it was caused by himself, he destroyed the light in Lu Xingzhou's heart.
Zheng Qian finally understood that he was not qualified to ask for forgiveness from Lu Xingzhou, and only atonement could alleviate his crimes.
From this day on, Zheng Qian no longer does everything by himself, he always looks at Lu Xingzhou not far away, watching him stumbling along the way, groping forward, and even falling down, just like a toddler Child.
He really wanted to rush up and help Lu Xingzhou up, but Lu Xingzhou's words still echoed in his ears.
Zheng Qian could only suppress his sadness, watching Lu Xingzhou's more proficient movements, replaced by bruises on his body.
Zheng Qian, who stayed in the hospital for a few days, finally went home tonight. If he didn't change guards, he might fall down first.
After Lu Xingzhou left, Zheng Qian returned home from get off work on weekdays, and the window of the villa was always dark.
Today, however, the warm light was on. Zheng Qian stopped the car and looked at the windows through the light, which stood out in the darkness. For a moment, he thought he was back in the past.
Why is the light on?Zheng Qian remembered the reason after a while, it was Aunt Zhang.
Every Wednesday night, Aunt Zhang would come over to do the cleaning. It's just that he has been staying in the hospital recently and has not paid attention to these things.
Looking at the light from the window, Zheng Qian's eyes became moist again, and he thought of the days and nights when he was with Lu Xingzhou.
It was because he didn't know how to cherish it, mistook the pearl for a fish eye, and made Lu Xingzhou wait so many silent nights in vain.
Now everything is his own fault.
Zheng Qian sat in the car for a long time before slowly recovering his emotions. He took a deep breath and walked into the house.
Aunt Zhang was mopping the floor. When she saw a noise coming from the door, she stopped what she was doing and looked towards the door. It turned out that Zheng Qian had returned.
She greeted Zheng Qian: "Boss, you are busy with work, and you are only going home now, take a rest and drink some water."
Aunt Zhang went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, then went to the sofa and handed it to Zheng Qian.
Zheng Qian said softly: "Thank you." Then he drank all the water in the cup.
He looked tired and sat on the sofa without speaking for a long time.
Aunt Zhang's child is also about the same age as Zheng Qian, seeing how tired he is, she is naturally worried.
When clearing away the cup, she reminded: "Sir, you look so haggard, you should pay attention to your body, and pay attention to rest at work."
Seeing Aunt Zhang caring like a mother, he suddenly seemed to have found an outlet.
"Not working, in the hospital."
Aunt Zhang was shocked: "Is there something wrong, sir? Do you need me to go to the hospital to accompany you?"
"It's not me, it's Lu Xingzhou."
"Mr. Lu?" Aunt Zhang didn't know that the two had divorced, and thought that they just had a conflict and were still angry. "How is it now, are you okay?"
"He can't see..." Zheng Qian suddenly couldn't hold back what he had been worrying about all day long, his tears poured down in big drops, and a mournful wail came out of his throat, like a bereaved dog.
This is the first time that such a proud son of heaven in a high position has shown such a embarrassed side in front of outsiders.
Seeing him crying so hard, Aunt Zhang felt very uncomfortable.
She patted Zheng Qian's back lightly.clambo terbium's study wish
"I regret it, I like him, I want to take him home."
"Mr. can realize this, it's not too late, apologize to Mr. Lu, come back and live in peace."
This sentence seemed to touch something, and Zheng Qian's tears flowed even more fiercely. "He won't forgive me, he doesn't believe me."
Aunt Zhang sighed, and said: "Maybe Mr. Lu is afraid, afraid of disappointment, it's useless to just talk, you have to let him see your sincerity."
Zheng Qian raised his head blankly and said, "Is it really possible?"
"As long as you persevere, Mr. Lu will definitely change his mind."
Suddenly, Aunt Zhang seemed to remember something.
"Speaking of which, on the day Mr. Lu left, I watched him leave at the door. He threw a cardboard box into the trash can at the door. I had a hunch that it was something important, and I picked it up again. There were indeed some Valuables, would you like to take a look?"
Previously, Zheng Qian had always hated mentioning Lu Xingzhou, and Aunt Zhang had never dared to talk about these things, but today it suddenly occurred to her.
Zheng Qian didn't expect this to happen, so he nodded immediately.
Aunt Zhang took out a half-sized cardboard box from the corner, put it on the coffee table, and took out a towel to wipe off the dust.
Zheng Qian seemed to have a premonition, he knew that this must be something unusual.
The box was opened, and what entered were gift boxes, small and exquisitely packaged, many of which had not been opened.
One of them was particularly familiar. Zheng Qian reached out, picked up the box, and gently opened it.
It's a watch, which is very valuable at first glance, but he has never seen Lu Xingzhou wear these things.
What's more, if it really belonged to Lu Xingzhou, why didn't he take it away, but threw it into the trash can?
Zheng Qian looked at the watch and fell into deep thought.
That's right, he remembered, it was a birthday present Lu Xingzhou gave him on his birthday a few years ago, but he didn't pay attention to it at all, but in front of him, he casually told Lu Xingzhou's sincerity Throw it in the trash...
Lu Xingzhou was disdainful in his heart, who wouldn't say that?
"Unless you kneel." He firmly insisted that Zheng Qian could not kneel, a man has gold under his knees, let alone a man like Zheng Qian who has been in a high position for a long time.
There was a muffled sound in his ears, and Zheng Qian really knelt down.
"Lu Xingzhou, please forgive me. I really know that I was wrong. Everything before was caused by myself. I was blind, it was Lin Mo...he framed you, I have already found out." Zheng Qian His eyes were red and frightening, and now he only thinks about how to ask Lu Xingzhou to forgive him.
As for "gold" or something, you can put it aside for the time being.
"I'm glad you realize this, but you don't need me to forgive you, because we've already done nothing."
Lu Xingzhou's unfeeling words pierced Zheng Qian's ears, yes, he personally forced Lu Xingzhou to sign the divorce agreement, and now everything is his own fault.
"I can chase you again."
"It's up to you, but you have to know that I won't promise you."
But Zheng Qian still had a glimmer of hope in his heart, at least Lu Xingzhou didn't refuse, didn't he?
In the next few days, Lu Xingzhou really felt Zheng Qian's enthusiasm, whether it was serving tea or pouring water, as long as he had a need, Zheng Qian was always the first to appear by his side and serve him.
But Lu Xingzhou couldn't even arouse the slightest interest. He was considered a person who died once, and he always had to live for himself.
There is absolutely no reason to fall twice in the same pit.
Since he woke up, Zheng Changyu also came here once, and he came to say goodbye to him.
He was about to leave and go back to the company in the United States. Zheng Changyu was full of apology inside and out, but he couldn't hold any hatred.
After all, it was Zheng Changyu who helped him in many cases. After all, his positions were different, and there was no way to criticize him harshly.
Before leaving, Zheng Changyu secretly stuffed himself a note.
"This is my contact information. If Zheng Qian still treats you badly in the future, you can come to me at any time, and I will definitely help you." A firm tone sounded in Lu Xingzhou's ear.
As soon as Zheng Changyu left, Lu Xingzhou threw the note out of the window, thinking: "Such a scene will never happen again." It is no longer possible for him to follow Zheng Qian willingly and give up his heart.
This morning, as soon as Lu Xingzhou woke up, Zheng Qian walked in with a bowl of hot porridge.
"Are you awake? It just so happens that I bought the porridge. Let's wash it up for you first. The porridge can just be eaten after washing."
As he said that, Zheng Qian had already raised his hand to support him, and entered the bathroom. Zheng Qian handed him a cup filled with water and a toothbrush filled with toothpaste.
Lu Xingzhou frowned, did not speak, and moved quietly.
Zheng Qian also stood quietly waiting for him. After washing, Lu Xingzhou was about to leave when Zheng Qian took his arm again.
"Be careful."
Lu Xingzhou was annoyed, he threw away Zheng Qian's hand, touched the wall by himself, and walked forward little by little.
There will always be a day when he has to leave, he cannot always rely on others to survive, and there is always a day to adapt.
Zheng Qian looked at him throwing himself away, and withdrew his hand in a daze. When Lu Xingzhou almost tripped for the third time, Zheng Qian couldn't help it.
He strode forward, grabbed Lu Xingzhou and said, "What are you trying to do, I'm right next to you, you can rely on me, I feel bad for bumps and bumps."
Lu Xingzhou turned his head, his empty eyes were out of focus, but he was still very serious.
"Zheng Qian, it's impossible for me to rely on you for the rest of my life."
"Your eyes will get better, the doctor said..." Before he finished speaking, Zheng Qian grasped another important point: "No, Lu Xingzhou, you can rely on me for the rest of your life."
Lu Xingzhou smiled: "I have to leave sooner or later."
"Why can't you give me another chance, I will never let you down again." Zheng Qian's eyes turned red again: "You can't go."
"What? Are you going to imprison me again?" The calmness in these words shocked Zheng Qian, and he remembered how he forced Lu Xingzhou to kneel down towards Lin Mo, and how he forced Lu Xingzhou to donate blood.
He has indeed done too many disappointing things, Lu Xingzhou will not believe that he deserved it for a while.
Zheng Qian suddenly lost his strength and could no longer say the words to ask for forgiveness.
"I want to go by myself, and it's not out of anger. I'm not acting out of anger. On the contrary, I'm just too rational." Lu Xingzhou fumbled and returned to the bed and sat down: "If my eyes can't be cured, I have to adapt to the life of a blind person. , It’s time to plan for the future, instead of living in a dream all day long, I don’t want to rely on anyone to live, I am myself.”
Suddenly, a low sigh resounded from the ward that had been silent for a while: "What's more, I have no one to rely on..."
The pain in Zheng Qian's heart was severe, it was caused by himself, he destroyed the light in Lu Xingzhou's heart.
Zheng Qian finally understood that he was not qualified to ask for forgiveness from Lu Xingzhou, and only atonement could alleviate his crimes.
From this day on, Zheng Qian no longer does everything by himself, he always looks at Lu Xingzhou not far away, watching him stumbling along the way, groping forward, and even falling down, just like a toddler Child.
He really wanted to rush up and help Lu Xingzhou up, but Lu Xingzhou's words still echoed in his ears.
Zheng Qian could only suppress his sadness, watching Lu Xingzhou's more proficient movements, replaced by bruises on his body.
Zheng Qian, who stayed in the hospital for a few days, finally went home tonight. If he didn't change guards, he might fall down first.
After Lu Xingzhou left, Zheng Qian returned home from get off work on weekdays, and the window of the villa was always dark.
Today, however, the warm light was on. Zheng Qian stopped the car and looked at the windows through the light, which stood out in the darkness. For a moment, he thought he was back in the past.
Why is the light on?Zheng Qian remembered the reason after a while, it was Aunt Zhang.
Every Wednesday night, Aunt Zhang would come over to do the cleaning. It's just that he has been staying in the hospital recently and has not paid attention to these things.
Looking at the light from the window, Zheng Qian's eyes became moist again, and he thought of the days and nights when he was with Lu Xingzhou.
It was because he didn't know how to cherish it, mistook the pearl for a fish eye, and made Lu Xingzhou wait so many silent nights in vain.
Now everything is his own fault.
Zheng Qian sat in the car for a long time before slowly recovering his emotions. He took a deep breath and walked into the house.
Aunt Zhang was mopping the floor. When she saw a noise coming from the door, she stopped what she was doing and looked towards the door. It turned out that Zheng Qian had returned.
She greeted Zheng Qian: "Boss, you are busy with work, and you are only going home now, take a rest and drink some water."
Aunt Zhang went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, then went to the sofa and handed it to Zheng Qian.
Zheng Qian said softly: "Thank you." Then he drank all the water in the cup.
He looked tired and sat on the sofa without speaking for a long time.
Aunt Zhang's child is also about the same age as Zheng Qian, seeing how tired he is, she is naturally worried.
When clearing away the cup, she reminded: "Sir, you look so haggard, you should pay attention to your body, and pay attention to rest at work."
Seeing Aunt Zhang caring like a mother, he suddenly seemed to have found an outlet.
"Not working, in the hospital."
Aunt Zhang was shocked: "Is there something wrong, sir? Do you need me to go to the hospital to accompany you?"
"It's not me, it's Lu Xingzhou."
"Mr. Lu?" Aunt Zhang didn't know that the two had divorced, and thought that they just had a conflict and were still angry. "How is it now, are you okay?"
"He can't see..." Zheng Qian suddenly couldn't hold back what he had been worrying about all day long, his tears poured down in big drops, and a mournful wail came out of his throat, like a bereaved dog.
This is the first time that such a proud son of heaven in a high position has shown such a embarrassed side in front of outsiders.
Seeing him crying so hard, Aunt Zhang felt very uncomfortable.
She patted Zheng Qian's back lightly.clambo terbium's study wish
"I regret it, I like him, I want to take him home."
"Mr. can realize this, it's not too late, apologize to Mr. Lu, come back and live in peace."
This sentence seemed to touch something, and Zheng Qian's tears flowed even more fiercely. "He won't forgive me, he doesn't believe me."
Aunt Zhang sighed, and said: "Maybe Mr. Lu is afraid, afraid of disappointment, it's useless to just talk, you have to let him see your sincerity."
Zheng Qian raised his head blankly and said, "Is it really possible?"
"As long as you persevere, Mr. Lu will definitely change his mind."
Suddenly, Aunt Zhang seemed to remember something.
"Speaking of which, on the day Mr. Lu left, I watched him leave at the door. He threw a cardboard box into the trash can at the door. I had a hunch that it was something important, and I picked it up again. There were indeed some Valuables, would you like to take a look?"
Previously, Zheng Qian had always hated mentioning Lu Xingzhou, and Aunt Zhang had never dared to talk about these things, but today it suddenly occurred to her.
Zheng Qian didn't expect this to happen, so he nodded immediately.
Aunt Zhang took out a half-sized cardboard box from the corner, put it on the coffee table, and took out a towel to wipe off the dust.
Zheng Qian seemed to have a premonition, he knew that this must be something unusual.
The box was opened, and what entered were gift boxes, small and exquisitely packaged, many of which had not been opened.
One of them was particularly familiar. Zheng Qian reached out, picked up the box, and gently opened it.
It's a watch, which is very valuable at first glance, but he has never seen Lu Xingzhou wear these things.
What's more, if it really belonged to Lu Xingzhou, why didn't he take it away, but threw it into the trash can?
Zheng Qian looked at the watch and fell into deep thought.
That's right, he remembered, it was a birthday present Lu Xingzhou gave him on his birthday a few years ago, but he didn't pay attention to it at all, but in front of him, he casually told Lu Xingzhou's sincerity Throw it in the trash...
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