Palace chaos blue silk
Chapter 100, it's not easy..
A few days ago, I went to say goodbye to Lingyue, but she refused to see her. She just asked someone to give me a piece of silk. Under the cold moonlight, the apricot tree bloomed delicately, like my boudoir name. also.
When I left Duanfu, I was sitting in the sedan chair, holding a silk scarf and weeping, fearing that we would never see each other again in this life, but she didn't want to see me again.
I thought I would never see her again in this life, but after a few months, I saw her again.At that time, I had been promoted to a concubine, with my hair combed in a bun. I was a bride for the first time, and my face, which was no longer immature, began to have more charm.
And Duan Lingyue, she entered the palace.
She has become thinner, with narrow shoulders and a slender waist. She is wearing a brocade dress with moon-white cloud patterns, a water-blue pleated palace skirt, a bamboo leaf belt hanging from the skirt, wet apricot blossoms on her temples, and apricot blossoms on her hair. She was dyed with a touch of bright color, her eyes were light, and her eyes seemed to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.
I couldn't help but get red eyes, and no longer cared about my manners, I lifted the corner of my skirt and ran, threw myself into her arms, beat her with hatred, scolded her for being so cruel, she didn't want to see me, and asked her in panic , why do you want to enter the palace.
She didn't move, let me beat her, she just raised her hand to caress my hair, and said lightly, "If you are here, I will come...",
My heart is both joyful and distressed. I am greedy for her company, but I don't want her to be in this harem of power-seeking schemes.
On the eve before she was blessed by the emperor, she asked me to meet her. In her usual clear eyes, there was a special twinkle that night. She held my hand and said softly, "Yan'er, Yan'er, my The body is going to be given to him...you know...", her hands were as cold as snow in winter, cold to the bone, revealing her uneasiness and fear.
I nodded, held her hand tightly, brought it to my mouth, exhaled, and forced a smile, "It will hurt a little, don't be afraid, just get used to it", even now, every time the emperor's visit is still It caused me unbearable pain, she hugged me with some distress, and murmured, "I will protect you, protect you, and never let you hurt again...", there is always that touch of love in her arms Lengxiang, cool and gentle, like the night wind in autumn, cool and affectionate.
Later, I realized that after that night, what we shared was not a book, a box of rouge, or a dress, but a man.A person's love is limited, if he distributes it to this person, he will have no time to take care of others.The emperor's favor towards her became more and more solemn, and there were fewer visits to my place. The court gradually became quieter, and those who followed suit began to bully me, because I was no longer the most favored concubine.
After that night, after a few days, I went to find her. She was sitting in front of the window, looking out of the window blankly, with an indelible sadness on her brows. Hearing my voice, she seemed to be happy or caring. She said lightly, "You are finally here, I have been waiting for you for a long, long time", but I was a little unhappy and said,
"If Lingyue misses me, she can come to me. Why do she always wait for me to come to you... Could it be that now that she has won the emperor's favor, she thinks so highly of herself?" What I said was completely angry, I'm just mad at her for never coming to me.
Lingyue's eyes dimmed when she heard the words, she just looked at me so deeply, and said lightly, "I know in my heart that you will always come to me, I always wait for you to come to me, I will go to you , but I’m afraid you don’t want to, I always want you to find me.” I always don’t understand her thoughts, why wait if I want to see someone?
Later, my aunt talked with the emperor that there was still a shortage of two concubines, and she wanted to make me a concubine, but the emperor agreed, but before the decree was issued, the news spread in the harem. The daughter of Shangshu is very fond of the emperor, so she is unwilling to do so.
One day in the imperial garden, the concubine spoke coldly, saying that I should not be favored by the emperor, but because of my family and my aunt, we disagreed for a while, and we quarreled. At that time, I was proud, so I slapped her in the face Everyone scolded her mercilessly.It's just that at that time, I was only concerned about that tone, but I forgot the venomous snake-like eyes in her eyes.
That night, it was the Empress Dowager's birthday, and the masters in the palace carefully decorated it. In order to win the emperor's favor, she pretended to be unintentional, and poured wine all over me, completely destroying the lake blue brocade tufted dress that I had carefully prepared. .
I was furious in my heart, who dared to offend me like that, couldn't help but poured all the wine in her hand on top of her head, and poured it all over her body, she knelt down on the ground, crying, calling me savage Domineering, relying on the fact that my aunt is Concubine Jin, she bullied others in the palace. These days, she made things difficult for her and slapped her everywhere. Now she is humiliating her in public. If she can't stand this kind of treatment, I hope the emperor will depose her and send her to the cold palace to stabilize her life.The young lords next to me also knelt down and begged the emperor to depose them to save their lives, but I have never had any contact with those people.
The emperor was furious, looking into my eyes, surprised and disappointed, his usual pride and dazzling, but now he has turned into bullying and bullying, Concubine Jin was embarrassed and extremely disappointed, saying that I would let the Queen Mother deal with me, and the Queen Mother punished me to kneel in the palace Think outside the door.
The court ladies and eunuchs who came and went passed by my side, whispering and giggling, seeing me, who was once loved by thousands, reduced to such a state, I felt resentment in my heart, if she hadn't separated the emperor's Grace, why now, the emperor doesn't say anything nice for me.
The cloudy night sky suddenly began to rain, the cold rain drenched my clothes, a white shadow in the rain and mist, holding a peach umbrella, came slowly, Lingyue squatted beside me, holding the umbrella on top of my head, the umbrella The rain along the edge dripped on her shoulders, wet her white shirt, and clinged to her body. She held my hand and put it in her warm arms. She stayed with me like this without saying a word. watch over me.
With my clothes completely wet, I was shivering in the night wind, she hugged me even tighter, and distributed some of the remaining warmth in my body, the cold fragrance hit me, cold and affectionate.Why, you always treat me so tenderly when I have complaints against you.
The emperor saw that Lingyue had left the table early, so he came looking for her. He saw that she was holding an umbrella to cover me from the rain. Most of the umbrella was on top of my head. Her white clothes were already soaked, clinging to her body, faintly visible. Outline a beautiful figure.
The emperor felt sorry for him, he bent down and took her, took off the cloak, put it on her shoulders, hugged her in his arms, and coaxed her softly, but she didn't speak, she just turned her head and looked at me, unwilling to leave go.It wasn't until the emperor spared my punishment that she took a deep look at me and followed the emperor, but the emperor never even glanced at me from the beginning to the end.
Looking at the two people embracing each other in the rain, their affection is more tender than a pair of lovers, but I stand in the rain, and the peach blossom umbrella she passed in my hand still carries the warmth of her palm, but my whole body is cold.
It turns out, it turns out that the most beautiful flower in the Nalan family has lost the favor of the emperor and the protection of Concubine Jin, and I have nothing.
It turned out that even she would leave me.
The peach blossom umbrella in my hand fell to the ground, and I was lying alone on one side. I was drenched in the rain, and turned around to leave, but my heart was as cold as iron.
Ningqiu saw that I was drenched all over and looked devastated, so she quickly wiped it for me. She is the maid I brought from Nalan's house. She is skilled in martial arts and sophisticated, so my mother let her enter the palace with me.
Ning Qiu wiped my cheeks, mixed with tears from the rain, and said slowly, "In this harem, one has to be favored by the emperor, otherwise one will only be bullied. the emperor's favor",
Ning Qiu's words rang in my ears, I only saw the gentle and affectionate look of the emperor towards her, I have always been proud, strong, and hot-tempered, so I was unwilling in every possible way.
"Ningqiu, how can I regain the emperor's favor, you go to the Qiande Palace for me, and tell the emperor that I want to see him...you go, go quickly", I pushed Ningqiu, but she remained motionless, I couldn't help Losing her temper, she pointed at her and cursed, "Why, even you don't listen to me anymore!" Ning Qiu sighed and said softly,
"My lady, pearls are hidden in oysters, and beautiful jade is hidden in stones. The more beautiful a thing is, the harder the shell is to protect it. Otherwise, it will be like a flower on a branch. No matter how beautiful it blooms, it will be easily broken. , ruined, stepped in the mud."
"The sword is hidden in the box, but the edge is concealed, and the sharp sword is out of the sheath, and it can kill people. Only by keeping a low profile and restraining its edge can it survive",
"Similarly, taking a person's heart is the same as taking a person's life. Being too aggressive will only make him jealous of you and guard against you. And the more you don't care about him, ignore him in your eyes, and let him go, the more relaxed he will be." Be vigilant, but come to guess you, speculate on you",
"Then what should I do? What should I do?", I panicked, just grabbed Ning Qiu's sleeve, and heard from my mother that Ning Qiu used to be the assassin of the Nalan family, and dealt with many unsightly things for the Nalan family. As for the matter of light, when I got older, I was placed by my side to protect me.
Ning Qiu stroked my head tenderly, and said with a smile, "From tomorrow onwards, you will go to plead guilty to the Queen Mother and Concubine Jin, please be well every day, remember, restrain your temper, be docile and sensible, and treat the Queen Mother and Concubine Jin with respect." When the concubine has not changed her opinion of you, don't see the emperor."
I seem to have begun to understand Ningqiu's thoughts. Just like the bloody rivers and lakes she was in, I was also in the harem of swords, lights and swords. Any wrong move will bring disaster, so I have to keep a low profile and hide it.
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☆. The Legend of Yuexin Lake ([-])
I restrained my temper, always had a smile on my face, and went to pay my respects to the Empress Dowager every day, and asked about Buddhism, without mentioning anything about that day. It's also bland, and I don't mind it, so please greet me every day.
Concubine Jin is from her own family, and after a few words, she treats me as close as before. Occasionally, she praises me in front of the queen mother, and the queen mother gradually treats me better, and persuades me to give in to the emperor. During this period, I never saw the emperor again, but whenever there was a family banquet, I would excuse myself by calling it sick, which was very different from my previous behavior of never missing any banquet.
Later, the emperor made her a concubine Chen, the first of the four concubines who had been vacant for a long time.
The character "Chen" is where Ziweixing is located, and is the name of the emperor. He granted her to be the emperor's concubine. It can be seen how much the emperor loves her in his heart.
The emperor even acquiesced to her cold temperament, and gave her the quiet Changning Palace, surrounded Yuexin Lake, the shore was full of peach trees, willows, willows, clear water and waves, and the scenery was pleasant.Although the location of Changning Palace is remote, the emperor will go there in three or two days.
The palace became more and more clean, and the emperor didn't want to come here anymore. Lingyue sent people to deliver several messages, inviting us to meet, but I always politely declined.She is already the head of the four concubines, but I am no more than a concubine. I used to be proud, but I am actually a dwarf. In my heart, after all, I began to mind that she took away the emperor's favor from me.
"How is the Empress Dowager today?", Ning Qiu loosened my bun for me, let go of her black hair, and said slowly,
"Invited me to the imperial garden to admire the flowers, and said that I had a few premise to the emperor, but the emperor didn't say anything, the queen mother asked me to take the initiative", I said lightly,
"It seems that the Empress Dowager really regards you as her own," Ning Qiu said slowly, and finally added, "From tomorrow onwards, you can go to Changning Palace to see Concubine Chen more often, but if the Emperor comes, Then leave immediately, don't stay any longer",
I was a little dazed, thinking about it, I haven't seen her for a long time..
The next day, under the peach blossom tree, I saw that white figure. The emperor doted on her and allowed her to look elegantly white. , she was a little dazed, she muttered to herself, I have been waiting for you for a long, long time.
Thinking of the emperor who often came to accompany her, my heart was no longer the same as before, excited and excited, I was a little indifferent, my expression remained the same, I just held her and sat under the peach tree, but I didn't know what to say, she didn't speak, Just stared at me blankly.
I can see my face from her clear eyes, with a cold expression.
She didn't seem to have expected my indifference, she was a little flustered suddenly, she pursed her lips, trying to say something, but in the end she stopped talking, the two of them sat under the peach blossom tree, the peach blossoms were still there, but the affection had faded.
"Make a second painting for me", I said suddenly, so that I don't have to rack my brains to think of what to say, her face was about happy, and she sent someone to fetch the pen and ink, and I sat under the peach blossom, and she waved The pen is drawing.
She painted very seriously, and looked at me carefully. Today I am wearing a light pink cloud-pattern short jacket, with apricot blossoms in full bloom, and a long pleated skirt with clouds, and a falling cloud bun on my head, which is a little loose. The hairpin is decorated with red gauze flowers.
Her hand holding the pen paused, then put it down suddenly, walked to me, bent down, and took off the scarlet gauze flowers from the hairpin with bare hands, picked a few peach blossoms from the peach blossom tree, and carefully put them on the hairpin. On my bun, there is still that touch of cold fragrance, cold and affectionate.
Before the painting was finished, she heard a message from outside, "The emperor is here", she was more nervous than me, she put away the painting and whispered, "Yan'er, you go first...", I feel a little unhappy, maybe you are worried that I will take away your favor.
According to Ningqiu's plan, I will not see the emperor, so I followed my advice and left. From a distance, I saw a bright yellow dragon chariot approaching. The few touches of peach blossoms are as delicate and beautiful as spring.
The dragon chariot stopped at the gate of Changning Palace not far away, and a faint bright yellow figure appeared in the field of vision, but I turned around resolutely and left, but I knew that the back of my leaving, the delicate and beautiful peach blossoms, must have been reflected in that person fundus.
Later, I went to Changning Palace more often, and I didn't talk much, and she just painted for me, but the smiles on her cold face increased, and I always got up and left when the emperor arrived, but It happened to leave a back figure, which was reflected in his eyes.
Finally, one night, a eunuch came to report that the emperor was visiting my palace tonight, and I looked at Ning Qiu nervously, wondering if my hair bun should be combed again, and whether my rouge should be called this dress However, Ning Qiu made me hold back, she told me to call her sick and dismissed her, I looked at her and saw her eyes were firm, I could only trust her, until now, I can only trust her.
On the second day, the Empress Dowager invited me to the Royal Garden. I waited early and prepared everything. I thought about some Buddhist questions beforehand. The hatred in her eyes wrapped around me like a poisonous snake, she deliberately mentioned what she did that night, as if to anger me, but I restrained my anger and smiled, she was stunned, and her lips smacked a few times, unexpectedly I don't know words.
From a distance, I saw the Empress Dowager and Concubine Jin coming, I suddenly knelt down on the ground, slapped myself several times, and said softly, "My sister knew I was wrong that day, please forgive me, don't do it again." embarrass me."
I tried very hard, and felt my right cheek quickly become red and swollen. Concubine Fu's face flashed with joy and pride, and she was a little puzzled, but when she saw the queen mother and her party, all her expressions froze instantly. She pulled me up desperately, but is too late.
The Empress Dowager got angry and fined her to stay in the palace, slapping her mouth twenty times a day. I lowered my head and didn't speak. I saw her vicious eyes in my peripheral vision, and the corners of my mouth inadvertently raised.
If you hurt me, I will pay you back double.
Concubine Jin felt a little distressed when she saw my appearance, she said some good things for me in front of the Queen Mother, saying that I was simple-minded and easy to fall into traps, the Queen Mother also nodded, and she changed a lot towards me.
After rejecting the emperor several times, I was finally lucky. Under the vermilion veil hanging down from the golden brocade and auspicious clouds, I was no longer the same as before, biting my lips tightly, and my whole body was as stiff as a stone.Ning Qiu also taught me about things in the house, she stayed in the brothel when she carried out the assassination mission.
I pretended to be shy, hugged his back neck, pressed my small face against him, rubbed my ears and temples, and softly called out, "Husband...husband... please take pity on Yan'er." No matter how much it hurts, I will cooperate His rhythm, crescent chanting, wanton rejoicing, the emperor's face was moved when he heard this, he was a little surprised, but he was very happy, he and I loved each other all night, like ordinary people, staying in the palace, hugging each other keep me asleep.
Afterwards, the emperor lingered in the palace every night and loved me endlessly. His favor continued and his status rose. He made me a concubine. My smile became more and more beautiful, but my figure became thinner and thinner. I don’t have him in my heart , There is a thorn in my heart, the thorn is painful, since that night, when he never looked at me, my heart has long been cold, and the rest is only power and status, which I can control.
After I was favored, I never went to Changning Palace again. I was full of calculations, how to remove the obstacles in front of me, how to retain the emperor's favor, how to give birth to the dragon's veins, and how to win the favor of the queen mother. I laughed at everyone. I am full of intentions, but I have done a lot of things secretly, causing the concubine who tried to frame me to have a miscarriage, and sending people to humiliate the concubine who was grounded every few days until she went crazy. Double pay back.
Lingyue has long been forgotten by me, maybe it was intentional, maybe it was unintentional, but I don't want to think of her anymore, I don't want to think of my former self...
Finally, one day in the early spring, I was pregnant, and the emperor was overjoyed. With the permission of the Queen Mother and Concubine Jin, he made me a noble concubine and built a Longyu Palace for me.
The emperor said, if the dragon son is born in the future, he will make me the queen. I stroked my stomach, but I thought of the nights I was tossed by him, and I was so angry that I had to give birth. Queen's way.
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☆. The Legend of Yuexin Lake ([-])
When the news that I was pregnant spread, Lingyue finally came one morning, stepping on thin frost.In the early morning fog, her eyebrows, eyelashes, and hair were covered with slightly cold dew. Her hands were cold and close at hand, but her eyes were always separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.
She just held my hand tightly, it hurt, her tone was colder than the morning mist, she just kept asking, "Why...why...", even though she didn't say anything, I knew she wanted to What to say, I just said lightly, "Only when I become a queen, no one will dare to bully me again",
Pain flashed across her icy eyes, and she suddenly hugged me tightly. No matter how good our relationship was in the past, she was always indifferent. Most of the time, I was the one who took the initiative to get closer to her.This is the first time she took the initiative to get close to me. The cold fragrance hit me, always cold and affectionate, she murmured to herself, "I said that I would protect you and not let you get hurt. Why? Why?" ,
I pushed her away impatiently, and said in my mouth, "Is it to protect me if I get the emperor's favor? Even Lingyue will eventually abandon me. Only by holding power in my hands can I protect myself", At that time, I learned everything Ning Qiu taught me, being indifferent, selfish and cruel.
Lingyue looked at me in surprise, her eyes were like dead leaves falling in early autumn, and she murmured, "So you blame me, so you blame me, blame me for taking away from his favor..." She looked at a loss, as if suddenly Lost her soul, bowed her head, lost her bloody lips, and muttered to herself, she walked out with her head bowed, no one paid attention to her, the cool wind brought her broken murmur to herself, "So you blame me... you blame me in your heart ..I did it wrong..I did it wrong..”,
Looking at her sad back, I don't know why, I feel a little sad, what Ningqiu said is right, there are only enemies in the palace, and no friends.
Later, the emperor often said that she became more and more eccentric and withdrawn, with a sluggish look, unlovable, and her favor gradually faded away. Instead, she often came to visit me and the baby in my womb. I understand that the emperor is ruthless, only power is the same.
In the first few months, I suffered from severe morning sickness. I vomited whatever I ate, and everything I ate was tasteless. Suddenly, I remembered the sour jujube cake she used to make, which was delicious. When I was pregnant, I became more picky eaters.Ning Qiu couldn't bear it, so she sent someone to Changning Palace to deliver a letter.
But half a day later, she sent someone to bring it over. It tasted familiar, her smell. For some reason, I felt much better, and the morning sickness was no longer severe.She would make it every day, send someone to bring it over, no matter how delicious it was, after a month or so, I got tired of it, threw it out, and sent someone to tell her not to do it anymore.
At four months, my lower abdomen was obviously protruding. The imperial doctor said that the fetal appearance was stable and it was a sign of a dragon.
Ning Qiu supported me, walking casually, but passed by Yuexin Lake inadvertently, the leaves were covered with frost, and the beautiful scenery was pleasant, it can be seen how much the emperor favored her back then, but now she is hiding in the lake alone It is said that Changning Palace does not leave the palace from time to time, but stays alone in the house.
I suddenly wanted to go and see her, as if she had been favored and I had been neglected in the past, but now we have switched sides.
Entering the gate of Changning Palace, the eunuch guarding the gate was actually dozing off, which shows how desolate it is. Seeing me coming, the eunuch seemed surprised and happy, greeted me sincerely, and led me inside.
After the eunuch passed the message, she slowly opened the door and walked out. She was wearing a white dress, which was no different from that of the court lady, but on her body, she was differently elegant and leisurely. She lost a lot of weight , with sunken cheeks, sharp chin, no makeup, but seeing my eyes, but like the stars passing by in the dark night, the impressive joy came through.
"Yan'er, Yan'er, I have been waiting for you for a long time, a long time", she murmured, she wanted to reach out to hold my hand, but took it back.
In the past, I blamed her for always waiting for me to see her. Later, she wanted to see me, but I didn't want to see her, so she had to wait, wait, and wait for me to see her occasionally when I thought of it.
Maybe it was because I was pregnant, I became sentimental, and the mask that made me indifferent also melted a bit, I asked Ning Qiu to wait outside, and dragged her into the house, early autumn still brought some chills.
Her room is lingering with her own smell, the seemingly absent cold fragrance, like the wind in autumn night, cool and affectionate, so familiar and yet strange.She looked at me a little bewilderedly, and I touched my face unconsciously. After being pregnant, my body is plump and my cheeks are round. I don't think it looks good.
But she raised her hand to caress my eyebrows, cold and slightly trembling fingers, gently touching, along the bridge of my nose, falling on my lips, rubbing, I am not used to being intimate with her anymore, slightly embarrassed She withdrew a bit, and opened her mouth lightly, "Lingyue, are you doing well?" But Lingyue didn't say anything, she just stared at her fingers in a daze, and then said after a while, "Are you still blaming me? ",
I shook my head. If it wasn't for what she did that day, maybe I would still be an impulsive concubine who caused trouble. Now, everything I want is in my hands, and she is no longer a threat to me.
She seemed a little happy and relieved, and murmured, "Yan'er, don't blame me, I'm protecting you", it seemed that her words brought back memories of the past, and it seemed I'm suddenly tired of not trusting anyone's self anymore.There was a smile on the corner of my mouth, I took her hand, held it as before, put it gently on the protruding belly, and said, "Lingyue, this is my child...",
Her fingers, which were as white as bamboo joints, were slightly curved and placed on them, as if they were touching fragile glass, she did not dare to move an inch, when suddenly the baby in her belly moved, she was startled, and quickly pulled it back, muttering, "Yan'er, my Yan'er, has a child",
Her eyes suddenly fluctuated violently, and her emotions were complicated. She put her hand on my face again, rubbed it lightly, and murmured, "My Yan'er...my Yan'er... With other people's children..",
Her eyes flickered with emotions that I couldn't understand, but it made my intuition in the harem battle feel dangerous. I was about to withdraw, but she suddenly moved closer, her lips pressed against mine, cold and soft, Haunted by that cold fragrance, with affection in the coldness, I have never discovered that she has such thoughts for me, it is obvious, but I turn a blind eye.
She kissed me a little frantically, with emotions mixed with despair and pain, as if she was indulging herself, sinking into the nether purgatory, and enduring thousands of painful tortures.
I pushed her away suddenly, her eyes were weird, full of shock, unbelievable, the first time she looked at me, she dodged it, she lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "I just...I just..." ,
"You are so... violating morality and immorality", my tone was so cold and vicious that even I was surprised, it was so cold that I suppressed the shock and surge in my heart, I was more at a loss and flustered than her, but I only had Only by hurting her severely can I calm the turmoil in my heart. Ningqiu taught me to be ruthless and cruel, but I used it on her.
As if being stabbed by the sharp words, she took a few steps back, raised her eyes, and muttered to herself, "I don't want to, I don't want to, I...I...I just can't help it ...", she sat on the ground, buried her head, and suddenly burst into tears.
She has always been cold and indifferent, not surprised by sorrow or joy, but now, in front of me, she is panicked, weak and helpless like a child, with deep pain and sorrow hidden in her eyes, and her crying is suppressed and choked.
I suddenly staggered a few steps, barely holding on to the table, but turned around resolutely and went out. Seeing me, Ning Qiu looked shocked, and heard her weeping, "Unlucky, unlucky, ma'am Let's go quickly", Ning Qiu walked away quickly with my arm.
Back at Longyu Palace, at night, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. In the middle of the night, my fetus was unstable, and my abdomen started to hurt. My child, my child.I was so afraid, so afraid that if I lost him, I would lose my status and power.
The imperial physician, the emperor and the empress dowager rushed over in a hurry, we can see how much they value this child, the imperial physician prescribed a few medicines for me, and hurriedly asked someone to fry them. On the way the emperor came over, he knew that I had gone to Changning Palace today, Ling Ling Yue couldn't cry, but he thought that Lingyue hated me for having a dragon seed, which made me move my fetus.
The emperor Longyan was furious, and issued an imperial decree to abolish Lingyue's concubine status, and ordered her to be imprisoned in Changning Palace and not leave the palace for the rest of her life. My lips were murmured, and I opened my mouth to speak, but Ning Qiu held my hand and turned away from me. Shaking my head slightly, I finally pursed my lips tightly and stopped speaking.
Maybe, I'm really afraid to see her again, that's okay, that's okay.
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☆. The Legend of Yuexin Lake ([-])
After going through a heart-rending childbirth, I finally gave birth to the prince, with fair and tender skin and bright eyes, like an emperor, but I was not so happy in my heart. I just took a look and handed it to the nanny , so cold that even Ning Qiu was a little dazed.She just said leisurely, "Maybe I was wrong about what the servant girl said to the empress...", I looked at her coldly with a stern look on my face, but she stopped talking and left.
As expected, the emperor kept his promise, and after I recuperated, he appointed me as empress and chose a date to be appointed, which was set on the fifteenth day.
Two nights before I was entrusted, someone sent a painting. It was the painting that Lingyue made for me under the peach tree when I went to Changning Palace that day. The woman in the dress, with a few peach blossoms in her hair, smiled sweetly.
The painting is exquisite, and the details are clearly visible. It can be seen that the person who made the painting worked hard. and degree".
Although there is no writing, I also know that it is her handwriting, and there is a clear affection between the lines. I was panicked for a moment, and then angry. I, I will never forgive her.
I took Ning Qiu and stepped into the Changning Palace again. For some reason, the layout of the Changning Palace has been changed. The original peach blossoms and clear water have all dried up, and some locust trees have been planted, with straggly branches, which is gloomy and gloomy.
When I saw her again, she was still wearing the same white clothes. She was very thin, and the clothes were a little loose, and they were blown by the wind. Her cheeks were sunken, her chin was sharp, and her eyes were big, but they were as black as black. Mo's eyes were empty and lifeless, and there was not even a single servant in the palace. She was like a ghost with no destination, wandering in this eerie Changning Palace.
"Yan'er, I've been waiting for you for a long time, a long time", she murmured to herself when she saw me, I'm tired of hearing this sentence all the time, what are you waiting for me for?
I just threw the painting in front of her, as well as the silk she had given me, and I didn't want to have anything to do with her.My words were faintly angry, "What do you mean, but you want to prevent me from ascending to the back seat?".
She picked up the silk and paintings carefully, brushed off the dust on them, rolled them up, hugged them in her arms, and muttered to herself, "I found it, but I found it, why did I lose it a few days ago?" It's gone...",
She kept talking to herself, as if she was a little annoyed at herself. Seeing her like this, I suddenly got a little angry, and I pinched her shoulders with both hands, and said in a cold and cold tone, "Don't do such a thing again. Come and threaten me, if there is a next time, I will not forgive you!",
She raised her head suddenly, and murmured, "Yan'er, I will protect you, protect you...", I saw that she was confused, and I didn't want to listen to her words anymore, so I turned and left.
On the [-]th, I changed into the empress's bright yellow five-clawed golden dragon and eight groups of dragon gowns. The bottom one is the Shoushan Water Langjiang Yalishui pattern. I wear a court crown on my head and three sets of court beads. A bright yellow ribbon hangs from the back of the collar. Peerless.I sat on the emperor's side, receiving the audience of civil and military officials, and receiving the greetings and blessings of the concubines.With a smile on my face, I finally got what I wanted.
That night, the emperor held a banquet to congratulate, and the concubines gathered together, their tongues were like flowers, respectful and polite, I knew they were unwilling, but no matter how unwilling, now, they also have to bow their heads, my position is already unshakable.
At night, the emperor stayed in the Longyu Palace, I closed my eyes and deliberately groaned softly, provoking him to work harder, but I smiled coldly.In the middle of the night, suddenly there was a shout from outside, the eunuch came to report, the emperor was impatient and ordered him to retreat, the eunuch said softly outside the door,
"Report to the emperor, Concubine Chen... no, it's Master Duan, she, she, she..." I was startled, and the emperor beside me shouted, "Report truthfully!" The eunuch said timidly, "Duan Master, she, she threw herself into the lake..."
The emperor stood up abruptly, and put his hands in front of the bed. I flinched and grabbed the quilt with both hands, biting the brocade quilt tightly in my mouth, not daring to make a sound. I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, the uncontrollable sadness would overflow.Lingyue, Lingyue...
The emperor put on his robe and quickly walked towards the Changning Palace. Even though he had been indifferent to her and annoyed her, in his heart, he had never put her down.
I stood in the Longyu Palace in a daze with only my underwear on, looking at the bright moon in the sky, the cold moonlight shining down seemed to be her name, Lingyue, Lingyue, why did you leave me? up.
"Your Majesty... Your Majesty...", Concubine De stumbled into the palace, the eunuchs didn't dare to stop her, I signaled the eunuchs and maids to go out, leaving Ning Qiu alone.She looked around, as if looking for the emperor, and kept yelling, "Your Majesty... I have something to tell you..." She suddenly saw me standing on the side, with a distorted expression on my cold face, She framed me that day, and I caused her to have a miscarriage, and the entanglement between the two has long been unclear.
She suddenly sneered, and said lightly, "Is the emperor still asleep? He didn't know that his once favorite concubine Chen had an affair with the powerful empress now...",
"Presumptuous! How dare you talk nonsense and ruin the reputation of this palace", I sternly shouted,
But she seemed to be confident, opened the painting tube in her hand, took out a thick stack of drawing paper, raised it to the sky, and laughed loudly, "Why don't you wait for the emperor to come and see", her laughter was vicious and wanton,
Countless drawing papers spilled down from the sky and fell to the ground, there were charcoal pencils, fine grains, ink and wash, different drawing papers, different brushes, different
When I left Duanfu, I was sitting in the sedan chair, holding a silk scarf and weeping, fearing that we would never see each other again in this life, but she didn't want to see me again.
I thought I would never see her again in this life, but after a few months, I saw her again.At that time, I had been promoted to a concubine, with my hair combed in a bun. I was a bride for the first time, and my face, which was no longer immature, began to have more charm.
And Duan Lingyue, she entered the palace.
She has become thinner, with narrow shoulders and a slender waist. She is wearing a brocade dress with moon-white cloud patterns, a water-blue pleated palace skirt, a bamboo leaf belt hanging from the skirt, wet apricot blossoms on her temples, and apricot blossoms on her hair. She was dyed with a touch of bright color, her eyes were light, and her eyes seemed to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.
I couldn't help but get red eyes, and no longer cared about my manners, I lifted the corner of my skirt and ran, threw myself into her arms, beat her with hatred, scolded her for being so cruel, she didn't want to see me, and asked her in panic , why do you want to enter the palace.
She didn't move, let me beat her, she just raised her hand to caress my hair, and said lightly, "If you are here, I will come...",
My heart is both joyful and distressed. I am greedy for her company, but I don't want her to be in this harem of power-seeking schemes.
On the eve before she was blessed by the emperor, she asked me to meet her. In her usual clear eyes, there was a special twinkle that night. She held my hand and said softly, "Yan'er, Yan'er, my The body is going to be given to him...you know...", her hands were as cold as snow in winter, cold to the bone, revealing her uneasiness and fear.
I nodded, held her hand tightly, brought it to my mouth, exhaled, and forced a smile, "It will hurt a little, don't be afraid, just get used to it", even now, every time the emperor's visit is still It caused me unbearable pain, she hugged me with some distress, and murmured, "I will protect you, protect you, and never let you hurt again...", there is always that touch of love in her arms Lengxiang, cool and gentle, like the night wind in autumn, cool and affectionate.
Later, I realized that after that night, what we shared was not a book, a box of rouge, or a dress, but a man.A person's love is limited, if he distributes it to this person, he will have no time to take care of others.The emperor's favor towards her became more and more solemn, and there were fewer visits to my place. The court gradually became quieter, and those who followed suit began to bully me, because I was no longer the most favored concubine.
After that night, after a few days, I went to find her. She was sitting in front of the window, looking out of the window blankly, with an indelible sadness on her brows. Hearing my voice, she seemed to be happy or caring. She said lightly, "You are finally here, I have been waiting for you for a long, long time", but I was a little unhappy and said,
"If Lingyue misses me, she can come to me. Why do she always wait for me to come to you... Could it be that now that she has won the emperor's favor, she thinks so highly of herself?" What I said was completely angry, I'm just mad at her for never coming to me.
Lingyue's eyes dimmed when she heard the words, she just looked at me so deeply, and said lightly, "I know in my heart that you will always come to me, I always wait for you to come to me, I will go to you , but I’m afraid you don’t want to, I always want you to find me.” I always don’t understand her thoughts, why wait if I want to see someone?
Later, my aunt talked with the emperor that there was still a shortage of two concubines, and she wanted to make me a concubine, but the emperor agreed, but before the decree was issued, the news spread in the harem. The daughter of Shangshu is very fond of the emperor, so she is unwilling to do so.
One day in the imperial garden, the concubine spoke coldly, saying that I should not be favored by the emperor, but because of my family and my aunt, we disagreed for a while, and we quarreled. At that time, I was proud, so I slapped her in the face Everyone scolded her mercilessly.It's just that at that time, I was only concerned about that tone, but I forgot the venomous snake-like eyes in her eyes.
That night, it was the Empress Dowager's birthday, and the masters in the palace carefully decorated it. In order to win the emperor's favor, she pretended to be unintentional, and poured wine all over me, completely destroying the lake blue brocade tufted dress that I had carefully prepared. .
I was furious in my heart, who dared to offend me like that, couldn't help but poured all the wine in her hand on top of her head, and poured it all over her body, she knelt down on the ground, crying, calling me savage Domineering, relying on the fact that my aunt is Concubine Jin, she bullied others in the palace. These days, she made things difficult for her and slapped her everywhere. Now she is humiliating her in public. If she can't stand this kind of treatment, I hope the emperor will depose her and send her to the cold palace to stabilize her life.The young lords next to me also knelt down and begged the emperor to depose them to save their lives, but I have never had any contact with those people.
The emperor was furious, looking into my eyes, surprised and disappointed, his usual pride and dazzling, but now he has turned into bullying and bullying, Concubine Jin was embarrassed and extremely disappointed, saying that I would let the Queen Mother deal with me, and the Queen Mother punished me to kneel in the palace Think outside the door.
The court ladies and eunuchs who came and went passed by my side, whispering and giggling, seeing me, who was once loved by thousands, reduced to such a state, I felt resentment in my heart, if she hadn't separated the emperor's Grace, why now, the emperor doesn't say anything nice for me.
The cloudy night sky suddenly began to rain, the cold rain drenched my clothes, a white shadow in the rain and mist, holding a peach umbrella, came slowly, Lingyue squatted beside me, holding the umbrella on top of my head, the umbrella The rain along the edge dripped on her shoulders, wet her white shirt, and clinged to her body. She held my hand and put it in her warm arms. She stayed with me like this without saying a word. watch over me.
With my clothes completely wet, I was shivering in the night wind, she hugged me even tighter, and distributed some of the remaining warmth in my body, the cold fragrance hit me, cold and affectionate.Why, you always treat me so tenderly when I have complaints against you.
The emperor saw that Lingyue had left the table early, so he came looking for her. He saw that she was holding an umbrella to cover me from the rain. Most of the umbrella was on top of my head. Her white clothes were already soaked, clinging to her body, faintly visible. Outline a beautiful figure.
The emperor felt sorry for him, he bent down and took her, took off the cloak, put it on her shoulders, hugged her in his arms, and coaxed her softly, but she didn't speak, she just turned her head and looked at me, unwilling to leave go.It wasn't until the emperor spared my punishment that she took a deep look at me and followed the emperor, but the emperor never even glanced at me from the beginning to the end.
Looking at the two people embracing each other in the rain, their affection is more tender than a pair of lovers, but I stand in the rain, and the peach blossom umbrella she passed in my hand still carries the warmth of her palm, but my whole body is cold.
It turns out, it turns out that the most beautiful flower in the Nalan family has lost the favor of the emperor and the protection of Concubine Jin, and I have nothing.
It turned out that even she would leave me.
The peach blossom umbrella in my hand fell to the ground, and I was lying alone on one side. I was drenched in the rain, and turned around to leave, but my heart was as cold as iron.
Ningqiu saw that I was drenched all over and looked devastated, so she quickly wiped it for me. She is the maid I brought from Nalan's house. She is skilled in martial arts and sophisticated, so my mother let her enter the palace with me.
Ning Qiu wiped my cheeks, mixed with tears from the rain, and said slowly, "In this harem, one has to be favored by the emperor, otherwise one will only be bullied. the emperor's favor",
Ning Qiu's words rang in my ears, I only saw the gentle and affectionate look of the emperor towards her, I have always been proud, strong, and hot-tempered, so I was unwilling in every possible way.
"Ningqiu, how can I regain the emperor's favor, you go to the Qiande Palace for me, and tell the emperor that I want to see him...you go, go quickly", I pushed Ningqiu, but she remained motionless, I couldn't help Losing her temper, she pointed at her and cursed, "Why, even you don't listen to me anymore!" Ning Qiu sighed and said softly,
"My lady, pearls are hidden in oysters, and beautiful jade is hidden in stones. The more beautiful a thing is, the harder the shell is to protect it. Otherwise, it will be like a flower on a branch. No matter how beautiful it blooms, it will be easily broken. , ruined, stepped in the mud."
"The sword is hidden in the box, but the edge is concealed, and the sharp sword is out of the sheath, and it can kill people. Only by keeping a low profile and restraining its edge can it survive",
"Similarly, taking a person's heart is the same as taking a person's life. Being too aggressive will only make him jealous of you and guard against you. And the more you don't care about him, ignore him in your eyes, and let him go, the more relaxed he will be." Be vigilant, but come to guess you, speculate on you",
"Then what should I do? What should I do?", I panicked, just grabbed Ning Qiu's sleeve, and heard from my mother that Ning Qiu used to be the assassin of the Nalan family, and dealt with many unsightly things for the Nalan family. As for the matter of light, when I got older, I was placed by my side to protect me.
Ning Qiu stroked my head tenderly, and said with a smile, "From tomorrow onwards, you will go to plead guilty to the Queen Mother and Concubine Jin, please be well every day, remember, restrain your temper, be docile and sensible, and treat the Queen Mother and Concubine Jin with respect." When the concubine has not changed her opinion of you, don't see the emperor."
I seem to have begun to understand Ningqiu's thoughts. Just like the bloody rivers and lakes she was in, I was also in the harem of swords, lights and swords. Any wrong move will bring disaster, so I have to keep a low profile and hide it.
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☆. The Legend of Yuexin Lake ([-])
I restrained my temper, always had a smile on my face, and went to pay my respects to the Empress Dowager every day, and asked about Buddhism, without mentioning anything about that day. It's also bland, and I don't mind it, so please greet me every day.
Concubine Jin is from her own family, and after a few words, she treats me as close as before. Occasionally, she praises me in front of the queen mother, and the queen mother gradually treats me better, and persuades me to give in to the emperor. During this period, I never saw the emperor again, but whenever there was a family banquet, I would excuse myself by calling it sick, which was very different from my previous behavior of never missing any banquet.
Later, the emperor made her a concubine Chen, the first of the four concubines who had been vacant for a long time.
The character "Chen" is where Ziweixing is located, and is the name of the emperor. He granted her to be the emperor's concubine. It can be seen how much the emperor loves her in his heart.
The emperor even acquiesced to her cold temperament, and gave her the quiet Changning Palace, surrounded Yuexin Lake, the shore was full of peach trees, willows, willows, clear water and waves, and the scenery was pleasant.Although the location of Changning Palace is remote, the emperor will go there in three or two days.
The palace became more and more clean, and the emperor didn't want to come here anymore. Lingyue sent people to deliver several messages, inviting us to meet, but I always politely declined.She is already the head of the four concubines, but I am no more than a concubine. I used to be proud, but I am actually a dwarf. In my heart, after all, I began to mind that she took away the emperor's favor from me.
"How is the Empress Dowager today?", Ning Qiu loosened my bun for me, let go of her black hair, and said slowly,
"Invited me to the imperial garden to admire the flowers, and said that I had a few premise to the emperor, but the emperor didn't say anything, the queen mother asked me to take the initiative", I said lightly,
"It seems that the Empress Dowager really regards you as her own," Ning Qiu said slowly, and finally added, "From tomorrow onwards, you can go to Changning Palace to see Concubine Chen more often, but if the Emperor comes, Then leave immediately, don't stay any longer",
I was a little dazed, thinking about it, I haven't seen her for a long time..
The next day, under the peach blossom tree, I saw that white figure. The emperor doted on her and allowed her to look elegantly white. , she was a little dazed, she muttered to herself, I have been waiting for you for a long, long time.
Thinking of the emperor who often came to accompany her, my heart was no longer the same as before, excited and excited, I was a little indifferent, my expression remained the same, I just held her and sat under the peach tree, but I didn't know what to say, she didn't speak, Just stared at me blankly.
I can see my face from her clear eyes, with a cold expression.
She didn't seem to have expected my indifference, she was a little flustered suddenly, she pursed her lips, trying to say something, but in the end she stopped talking, the two of them sat under the peach blossom tree, the peach blossoms were still there, but the affection had faded.
"Make a second painting for me", I said suddenly, so that I don't have to rack my brains to think of what to say, her face was about happy, and she sent someone to fetch the pen and ink, and I sat under the peach blossom, and she waved The pen is drawing.
She painted very seriously, and looked at me carefully. Today I am wearing a light pink cloud-pattern short jacket, with apricot blossoms in full bloom, and a long pleated skirt with clouds, and a falling cloud bun on my head, which is a little loose. The hairpin is decorated with red gauze flowers.
Her hand holding the pen paused, then put it down suddenly, walked to me, bent down, and took off the scarlet gauze flowers from the hairpin with bare hands, picked a few peach blossoms from the peach blossom tree, and carefully put them on the hairpin. On my bun, there is still that touch of cold fragrance, cold and affectionate.
Before the painting was finished, she heard a message from outside, "The emperor is here", she was more nervous than me, she put away the painting and whispered, "Yan'er, you go first...", I feel a little unhappy, maybe you are worried that I will take away your favor.
According to Ningqiu's plan, I will not see the emperor, so I followed my advice and left. From a distance, I saw a bright yellow dragon chariot approaching. The few touches of peach blossoms are as delicate and beautiful as spring.
The dragon chariot stopped at the gate of Changning Palace not far away, and a faint bright yellow figure appeared in the field of vision, but I turned around resolutely and left, but I knew that the back of my leaving, the delicate and beautiful peach blossoms, must have been reflected in that person fundus.
Later, I went to Changning Palace more often, and I didn't talk much, and she just painted for me, but the smiles on her cold face increased, and I always got up and left when the emperor arrived, but It happened to leave a back figure, which was reflected in his eyes.
Finally, one night, a eunuch came to report that the emperor was visiting my palace tonight, and I looked at Ning Qiu nervously, wondering if my hair bun should be combed again, and whether my rouge should be called this dress However, Ning Qiu made me hold back, she told me to call her sick and dismissed her, I looked at her and saw her eyes were firm, I could only trust her, until now, I can only trust her.
On the second day, the Empress Dowager invited me to the Royal Garden. I waited early and prepared everything. I thought about some Buddhist questions beforehand. The hatred in her eyes wrapped around me like a poisonous snake, she deliberately mentioned what she did that night, as if to anger me, but I restrained my anger and smiled, she was stunned, and her lips smacked a few times, unexpectedly I don't know words.
From a distance, I saw the Empress Dowager and Concubine Jin coming, I suddenly knelt down on the ground, slapped myself several times, and said softly, "My sister knew I was wrong that day, please forgive me, don't do it again." embarrass me."
I tried very hard, and felt my right cheek quickly become red and swollen. Concubine Fu's face flashed with joy and pride, and she was a little puzzled, but when she saw the queen mother and her party, all her expressions froze instantly. She pulled me up desperately, but is too late.
The Empress Dowager got angry and fined her to stay in the palace, slapping her mouth twenty times a day. I lowered my head and didn't speak. I saw her vicious eyes in my peripheral vision, and the corners of my mouth inadvertently raised.
If you hurt me, I will pay you back double.
Concubine Jin felt a little distressed when she saw my appearance, she said some good things for me in front of the Queen Mother, saying that I was simple-minded and easy to fall into traps, the Queen Mother also nodded, and she changed a lot towards me.
After rejecting the emperor several times, I was finally lucky. Under the vermilion veil hanging down from the golden brocade and auspicious clouds, I was no longer the same as before, biting my lips tightly, and my whole body was as stiff as a stone.Ning Qiu also taught me about things in the house, she stayed in the brothel when she carried out the assassination mission.
I pretended to be shy, hugged his back neck, pressed my small face against him, rubbed my ears and temples, and softly called out, "Husband...husband... please take pity on Yan'er." No matter how much it hurts, I will cooperate His rhythm, crescent chanting, wanton rejoicing, the emperor's face was moved when he heard this, he was a little surprised, but he was very happy, he and I loved each other all night, like ordinary people, staying in the palace, hugging each other keep me asleep.
Afterwards, the emperor lingered in the palace every night and loved me endlessly. His favor continued and his status rose. He made me a concubine. My smile became more and more beautiful, but my figure became thinner and thinner. I don’t have him in my heart , There is a thorn in my heart, the thorn is painful, since that night, when he never looked at me, my heart has long been cold, and the rest is only power and status, which I can control.
After I was favored, I never went to Changning Palace again. I was full of calculations, how to remove the obstacles in front of me, how to retain the emperor's favor, how to give birth to the dragon's veins, and how to win the favor of the queen mother. I laughed at everyone. I am full of intentions, but I have done a lot of things secretly, causing the concubine who tried to frame me to have a miscarriage, and sending people to humiliate the concubine who was grounded every few days until she went crazy. Double pay back.
Lingyue has long been forgotten by me, maybe it was intentional, maybe it was unintentional, but I don't want to think of her anymore, I don't want to think of my former self...
Finally, one day in the early spring, I was pregnant, and the emperor was overjoyed. With the permission of the Queen Mother and Concubine Jin, he made me a noble concubine and built a Longyu Palace for me.
The emperor said, if the dragon son is born in the future, he will make me the queen. I stroked my stomach, but I thought of the nights I was tossed by him, and I was so angry that I had to give birth. Queen's way.
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☆. The Legend of Yuexin Lake ([-])
When the news that I was pregnant spread, Lingyue finally came one morning, stepping on thin frost.In the early morning fog, her eyebrows, eyelashes, and hair were covered with slightly cold dew. Her hands were cold and close at hand, but her eyes were always separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.
She just held my hand tightly, it hurt, her tone was colder than the morning mist, she just kept asking, "Why...why...", even though she didn't say anything, I knew she wanted to What to say, I just said lightly, "Only when I become a queen, no one will dare to bully me again",
Pain flashed across her icy eyes, and she suddenly hugged me tightly. No matter how good our relationship was in the past, she was always indifferent. Most of the time, I was the one who took the initiative to get closer to her.This is the first time she took the initiative to get close to me. The cold fragrance hit me, always cold and affectionate, she murmured to herself, "I said that I would protect you and not let you get hurt. Why? Why?" ,
I pushed her away impatiently, and said in my mouth, "Is it to protect me if I get the emperor's favor? Even Lingyue will eventually abandon me. Only by holding power in my hands can I protect myself", At that time, I learned everything Ning Qiu taught me, being indifferent, selfish and cruel.
Lingyue looked at me in surprise, her eyes were like dead leaves falling in early autumn, and she murmured, "So you blame me, so you blame me, blame me for taking away from his favor..." She looked at a loss, as if suddenly Lost her soul, bowed her head, lost her bloody lips, and muttered to herself, she walked out with her head bowed, no one paid attention to her, the cool wind brought her broken murmur to herself, "So you blame me... you blame me in your heart ..I did it wrong..I did it wrong..”,
Looking at her sad back, I don't know why, I feel a little sad, what Ningqiu said is right, there are only enemies in the palace, and no friends.
Later, the emperor often said that she became more and more eccentric and withdrawn, with a sluggish look, unlovable, and her favor gradually faded away. Instead, she often came to visit me and the baby in my womb. I understand that the emperor is ruthless, only power is the same.
In the first few months, I suffered from severe morning sickness. I vomited whatever I ate, and everything I ate was tasteless. Suddenly, I remembered the sour jujube cake she used to make, which was delicious. When I was pregnant, I became more picky eaters.Ning Qiu couldn't bear it, so she sent someone to Changning Palace to deliver a letter.
But half a day later, she sent someone to bring it over. It tasted familiar, her smell. For some reason, I felt much better, and the morning sickness was no longer severe.She would make it every day, send someone to bring it over, no matter how delicious it was, after a month or so, I got tired of it, threw it out, and sent someone to tell her not to do it anymore.
At four months, my lower abdomen was obviously protruding. The imperial doctor said that the fetal appearance was stable and it was a sign of a dragon.
Ning Qiu supported me, walking casually, but passed by Yuexin Lake inadvertently, the leaves were covered with frost, and the beautiful scenery was pleasant, it can be seen how much the emperor favored her back then, but now she is hiding in the lake alone It is said that Changning Palace does not leave the palace from time to time, but stays alone in the house.
I suddenly wanted to go and see her, as if she had been favored and I had been neglected in the past, but now we have switched sides.
Entering the gate of Changning Palace, the eunuch guarding the gate was actually dozing off, which shows how desolate it is. Seeing me coming, the eunuch seemed surprised and happy, greeted me sincerely, and led me inside.
After the eunuch passed the message, she slowly opened the door and walked out. She was wearing a white dress, which was no different from that of the court lady, but on her body, she was differently elegant and leisurely. She lost a lot of weight , with sunken cheeks, sharp chin, no makeup, but seeing my eyes, but like the stars passing by in the dark night, the impressive joy came through.
"Yan'er, Yan'er, I have been waiting for you for a long time, a long time", she murmured, she wanted to reach out to hold my hand, but took it back.
In the past, I blamed her for always waiting for me to see her. Later, she wanted to see me, but I didn't want to see her, so she had to wait, wait, and wait for me to see her occasionally when I thought of it.
Maybe it was because I was pregnant, I became sentimental, and the mask that made me indifferent also melted a bit, I asked Ning Qiu to wait outside, and dragged her into the house, early autumn still brought some chills.
Her room is lingering with her own smell, the seemingly absent cold fragrance, like the wind in autumn night, cool and affectionate, so familiar and yet strange.She looked at me a little bewilderedly, and I touched my face unconsciously. After being pregnant, my body is plump and my cheeks are round. I don't think it looks good.
But she raised her hand to caress my eyebrows, cold and slightly trembling fingers, gently touching, along the bridge of my nose, falling on my lips, rubbing, I am not used to being intimate with her anymore, slightly embarrassed She withdrew a bit, and opened her mouth lightly, "Lingyue, are you doing well?" But Lingyue didn't say anything, she just stared at her fingers in a daze, and then said after a while, "Are you still blaming me? ",
I shook my head. If it wasn't for what she did that day, maybe I would still be an impulsive concubine who caused trouble. Now, everything I want is in my hands, and she is no longer a threat to me.
She seemed a little happy and relieved, and murmured, "Yan'er, don't blame me, I'm protecting you", it seemed that her words brought back memories of the past, and it seemed I'm suddenly tired of not trusting anyone's self anymore.There was a smile on the corner of my mouth, I took her hand, held it as before, put it gently on the protruding belly, and said, "Lingyue, this is my child...",
Her fingers, which were as white as bamboo joints, were slightly curved and placed on them, as if they were touching fragile glass, she did not dare to move an inch, when suddenly the baby in her belly moved, she was startled, and quickly pulled it back, muttering, "Yan'er, my Yan'er, has a child",
Her eyes suddenly fluctuated violently, and her emotions were complicated. She put her hand on my face again, rubbed it lightly, and murmured, "My Yan'er...my Yan'er... With other people's children..",
Her eyes flickered with emotions that I couldn't understand, but it made my intuition in the harem battle feel dangerous. I was about to withdraw, but she suddenly moved closer, her lips pressed against mine, cold and soft, Haunted by that cold fragrance, with affection in the coldness, I have never discovered that she has such thoughts for me, it is obvious, but I turn a blind eye.
She kissed me a little frantically, with emotions mixed with despair and pain, as if she was indulging herself, sinking into the nether purgatory, and enduring thousands of painful tortures.
I pushed her away suddenly, her eyes were weird, full of shock, unbelievable, the first time she looked at me, she dodged it, she lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "I just...I just..." ,
"You are so... violating morality and immorality", my tone was so cold and vicious that even I was surprised, it was so cold that I suppressed the shock and surge in my heart, I was more at a loss and flustered than her, but I only had Only by hurting her severely can I calm the turmoil in my heart. Ningqiu taught me to be ruthless and cruel, but I used it on her.
As if being stabbed by the sharp words, she took a few steps back, raised her eyes, and muttered to herself, "I don't want to, I don't want to, I...I...I just can't help it ...", she sat on the ground, buried her head, and suddenly burst into tears.
She has always been cold and indifferent, not surprised by sorrow or joy, but now, in front of me, she is panicked, weak and helpless like a child, with deep pain and sorrow hidden in her eyes, and her crying is suppressed and choked.
I suddenly staggered a few steps, barely holding on to the table, but turned around resolutely and went out. Seeing me, Ning Qiu looked shocked, and heard her weeping, "Unlucky, unlucky, ma'am Let's go quickly", Ning Qiu walked away quickly with my arm.
Back at Longyu Palace, at night, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. In the middle of the night, my fetus was unstable, and my abdomen started to hurt. My child, my child.I was so afraid, so afraid that if I lost him, I would lose my status and power.
The imperial physician, the emperor and the empress dowager rushed over in a hurry, we can see how much they value this child, the imperial physician prescribed a few medicines for me, and hurriedly asked someone to fry them. On the way the emperor came over, he knew that I had gone to Changning Palace today, Ling Ling Yue couldn't cry, but he thought that Lingyue hated me for having a dragon seed, which made me move my fetus.
The emperor Longyan was furious, and issued an imperial decree to abolish Lingyue's concubine status, and ordered her to be imprisoned in Changning Palace and not leave the palace for the rest of her life. My lips were murmured, and I opened my mouth to speak, but Ning Qiu held my hand and turned away from me. Shaking my head slightly, I finally pursed my lips tightly and stopped speaking.
Maybe, I'm really afraid to see her again, that's okay, that's okay.
The author has something to say: When I booked a hotel, I saw that all the hotels had a special price on February 2th, and I immediately felt that the world was full of malice..
The last abuse of Fanwai is saved until tomorrow, as a malicious reward for single compatriots~~
☆. The Legend of Yuexin Lake ([-])
After going through a heart-rending childbirth, I finally gave birth to the prince, with fair and tender skin and bright eyes, like an emperor, but I was not so happy in my heart. I just took a look and handed it to the nanny , so cold that even Ning Qiu was a little dazed.She just said leisurely, "Maybe I was wrong about what the servant girl said to the empress...", I looked at her coldly with a stern look on my face, but she stopped talking and left.
As expected, the emperor kept his promise, and after I recuperated, he appointed me as empress and chose a date to be appointed, which was set on the fifteenth day.
Two nights before I was entrusted, someone sent a painting. It was the painting that Lingyue made for me under the peach tree when I went to Changning Palace that day. The woman in the dress, with a few peach blossoms in her hair, smiled sweetly.
The painting is exquisite, and the details are clearly visible. It can be seen that the person who made the painting worked hard. and degree".
Although there is no writing, I also know that it is her handwriting, and there is a clear affection between the lines. I was panicked for a moment, and then angry. I, I will never forgive her.
I took Ning Qiu and stepped into the Changning Palace again. For some reason, the layout of the Changning Palace has been changed. The original peach blossoms and clear water have all dried up, and some locust trees have been planted, with straggly branches, which is gloomy and gloomy.
When I saw her again, she was still wearing the same white clothes. She was very thin, and the clothes were a little loose, and they were blown by the wind. Her cheeks were sunken, her chin was sharp, and her eyes were big, but they were as black as black. Mo's eyes were empty and lifeless, and there was not even a single servant in the palace. She was like a ghost with no destination, wandering in this eerie Changning Palace.
"Yan'er, I've been waiting for you for a long time, a long time", she murmured to herself when she saw me, I'm tired of hearing this sentence all the time, what are you waiting for me for?
I just threw the painting in front of her, as well as the silk she had given me, and I didn't want to have anything to do with her.My words were faintly angry, "What do you mean, but you want to prevent me from ascending to the back seat?".
She picked up the silk and paintings carefully, brushed off the dust on them, rolled them up, hugged them in her arms, and muttered to herself, "I found it, but I found it, why did I lose it a few days ago?" It's gone...",
She kept talking to herself, as if she was a little annoyed at herself. Seeing her like this, I suddenly got a little angry, and I pinched her shoulders with both hands, and said in a cold and cold tone, "Don't do such a thing again. Come and threaten me, if there is a next time, I will not forgive you!",
She raised her head suddenly, and murmured, "Yan'er, I will protect you, protect you...", I saw that she was confused, and I didn't want to listen to her words anymore, so I turned and left.
On the [-]th, I changed into the empress's bright yellow five-clawed golden dragon and eight groups of dragon gowns. The bottom one is the Shoushan Water Langjiang Yalishui pattern. I wear a court crown on my head and three sets of court beads. A bright yellow ribbon hangs from the back of the collar. Peerless.I sat on the emperor's side, receiving the audience of civil and military officials, and receiving the greetings and blessings of the concubines.With a smile on my face, I finally got what I wanted.
That night, the emperor held a banquet to congratulate, and the concubines gathered together, their tongues were like flowers, respectful and polite, I knew they were unwilling, but no matter how unwilling, now, they also have to bow their heads, my position is already unshakable.
At night, the emperor stayed in the Longyu Palace, I closed my eyes and deliberately groaned softly, provoking him to work harder, but I smiled coldly.In the middle of the night, suddenly there was a shout from outside, the eunuch came to report, the emperor was impatient and ordered him to retreat, the eunuch said softly outside the door,
"Report to the emperor, Concubine Chen... no, it's Master Duan, she, she, she..." I was startled, and the emperor beside me shouted, "Report truthfully!" The eunuch said timidly, "Duan Master, she, she threw herself into the lake..."
The emperor stood up abruptly, and put his hands in front of the bed. I flinched and grabbed the quilt with both hands, biting the brocade quilt tightly in my mouth, not daring to make a sound. I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, the uncontrollable sadness would overflow.Lingyue, Lingyue...
The emperor put on his robe and quickly walked towards the Changning Palace. Even though he had been indifferent to her and annoyed her, in his heart, he had never put her down.
I stood in the Longyu Palace in a daze with only my underwear on, looking at the bright moon in the sky, the cold moonlight shining down seemed to be her name, Lingyue, Lingyue, why did you leave me? up.
"Your Majesty... Your Majesty...", Concubine De stumbled into the palace, the eunuchs didn't dare to stop her, I signaled the eunuchs and maids to go out, leaving Ning Qiu alone.She looked around, as if looking for the emperor, and kept yelling, "Your Majesty... I have something to tell you..." She suddenly saw me standing on the side, with a distorted expression on my cold face, She framed me that day, and I caused her to have a miscarriage, and the entanglement between the two has long been unclear.
She suddenly sneered, and said lightly, "Is the emperor still asleep? He didn't know that his once favorite concubine Chen had an affair with the powerful empress now...",
"Presumptuous! How dare you talk nonsense and ruin the reputation of this palace", I sternly shouted,
But she seemed to be confident, opened the painting tube in her hand, took out a thick stack of drawing paper, raised it to the sky, and laughed loudly, "Why don't you wait for the emperor to come and see", her laughter was vicious and wanton,
Countless drawing papers spilled down from the sky and fell to the ground, there were charcoal pencils, fine grains, ink and wash, different drawing papers, different brushes, different
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