Palace chaos blue silk
Chapter 100, it's not easy..
The painting style, but only one person is drawn, all of them are me, and they are all my appearance.
When I was eight years old, I was immature, and my painting style was simple and unfamiliar. When I was nine years old, I was grinning, and my expression became vivid. When I was ten years old, I was holding my favorite jujube cake made by her. Me, sitting in front of the piano, smiling, 11 years old, 12 years old...
Every picture is my appearance, me under the peach tree, me playing the piano, she is so familiar with me in her heart, my anger and joy, every frown and smile, every stroke is painted with so much heart, every picture is beautiful It's a lively look, as if it's right in front of your eyes.
It turned out that from the day I walked into her life, she began to try her best to describe the beauty that belongs to me.
Yan'er, Yan'er, I've been waiting for you for a long, long time.
I finally understood the meaning of that sentence, but it was too late.
I'm here because you're here.
I will protect you, protect you, not let you hurt, not let you get hurt.
Suddenly, it seemed that all the words merged into a thread, she entered the palace for me, she went to fight for the emperor's favor for me, for me, she did everything for me.
But I don't love her, but I don't love her, I try my best to convince myself, but why, a hole seems to be broken in the bottom of my heart, and the sorrow surging out is about to overwhelm me, Lingyue, Lingyue...
I hurt you so badly, I threw your heart and love on the ground mercilessly and trampled on it.
But you are only for me, for me, I am not worth it, not worth it.
"Haha..haha..doing such a thing, you never want to be a queen again...your majesty...your majesty..." Concubine De laughed hysterically, shouting desperately to the majesty,
"Why do you have her painting in your hand, why did she throw herself into the lake..." I asked word by word in a icy tone, Concubine De was stunned for a while, her face was distorted, vicious and vicious, and she seemed to be recall,
"She hid in her room all day long, looking at these paintings with a dazed expression. The maid of Changning stole them out, but unexpectedly, she was discovered by my maid. I took the paintings and told her, I want to tell the emperor, the absurd things about you two ..", Concubine De's eyes went crazy,
"She knelt down and begged me, as long as I don't say anything, she can do anything," Concubine De smiled maniacally, "Concubine Chen, who is loved by the emperor, has always been cold and aloof, she knelt down and begged me , she said that as long as I don't say it, she is willing to do anything, and I will let her die, who knows, she really died, haha...",
My eyes were blood red, I couldn't see clearly, I only saw De Fei's vicious smile, and when I heard those cruel words, she laughed, "It's a pity that she died, it's not good for me, I want revenge It's you, it's you who killed my child, it's you, I want to tell the emperor that you can't be a queen, use your life to accompany my dead child", she was confused, her face was distorted, I turned my head , said to Ning Qiu coldly, "Lock her up, if she dies, I will ask everyone to bury her with her."
Without looking back, I turned around and ran towards Changning Palace, Lingyue, Lingyue, please, don't die, don't leave me behind...
When that smear of white came into my eyes, my legs went limp, and I almost fell to the ground. One step, two steps, three steps, each step was like a thunderbolt, and my heart was burning, and I walked heavily. legs, walked over.
She just lay there quietly, her face was pale and drenched, and a few apricot flowers made of pink gauze were tied in her hair, which brought a bright color to her pale face, just like the day she entered the palace. , the moon-white clothes, the apricot blossoms in the hair, and the eyes that seemed to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, she said lightly, "You are here, and I am here."
It's just that her eyes are closed tightly at this moment, and her palm is firmly holding a piece of silk. The light moonlight on it and a tree of apricot blossoms are like my name, Yan, Yan, and a clever smile.
I hope that the old man will be the same as before, who will save the golden years.
Lingyue, Lingyue, why are you so stupid, if you die, she will still deal with me...
Lingyue, Lingyue, I am not worthy of your death to protect me, or, you have already been injured by me, and you have no more business
Lingyue, Lingyue, from now on, in the harem, for the rest of my long life, there will be no one like you who will do his best to guard me and protect me.
Lingyue, Lingyue, why are you willing to leave me... how willing to let me live alone...
On the grounds of negligence, I asked Ning Qiu to lock up all the slaves and eunuchs in Changning. The emperor intended to let them be buried with them, so he let me handle them. Seeing these servants who had neglected her and betrayed her, we His eyes were as cold as a snake letter.
Every fifteenth day, I will order Ning Qiu to kill a slave and throw it into Yuexin Lake to pay homage to her.
I kept Concubine De to the end. I saw her with my own eyes. After seeing everyone being dragged out, they never came back. Fear and uneasiness gnawed at her day and night. She became increasingly insane and suffered from nightmares. This seems to be the only way to calm the pain in my heart.
There was a rumor in the palace that on the fifteenth of every month, the moon god projected a projection, and the center of the lake was the eye, luring people into the lake center to offer sacrifices to the moon god.
Changning Palace has become a cold palace, a place I will never go to again.
My last touch of tenderness followed Duan Lingyue, buried in the deepest part of my heart, no one could see or find it.
From then on, in this palace of strife, there was nothing but desolation in my eyes.
The fire candle in the room burst into a candle flower, swaying in the breeze, on the carved dragon incense bed, behind the nine-layer shark bead veil, lay a lingering sick person, the empress dowager stared blankly at Duan Ruohua, as if through the She, looking at the person with similar eyebrows and eyes to her, suddenly smiled, as if returning to the light, she was full of beauty in an instant, and she could vaguely see the extremely beautiful face back then. Ruohua's eyebrows and eyes, the tone of self-reproach and pain, "Back then, I did something wrong, I did something wrong...",
Duan Ruohua looked at her in amazement, seeing that her energy quickly faded, and she suddenly became old, "It's rare to have a lover. It turns out that what the world seeks is just a word of love..." The Empress Dowager seemed to have realized it, with cold eyes Her eyes softened, she lay down a little relaxedly, held Duan Ruohua's hand, and murmured to herself, "Lingyue, Lingyue, you have been waiting for me for so long, so long... I am here, This is it, I will never let you be alone again..." A tear fell from the corner of her eye, and the sharp phoenix eyes slowly closed.
Duan Ruohua was shocked, his hands were trembling, and he slowly reached her mouth and nose, no breath at all, dead, the empress dowager died.
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☆, posthumous
In accordance with the fate of the heavens, the emperor said, the empress dowager died, the whole country mourned, singing, dancing and singing, and marriage and birthday celebrations were forbidden, in order to respect the ancestors.
In Huacheng, Western Capital, Qing Sheng stood in front of the imperial list in a daze, looking at the white obituary, his face was pale, on the yellowed obituary of the Empress Dowager, there was an obituary that had just been posted a few days ago. The side is a little curled up, and the big characters on it are the empress dowager!
Qingsheng collapsed on the ground with a dull expression, "Impossible, impossible, she is so strong, how could she suffer from heart disease after the death of the empress dowager. Impossible, she promised me that I will be fine, she promised Yes, yes," Qingsheng said to herself, she wanted to take out the silk from her bosom, but her hands were trembling, she wanted to take off the green deer jade pendant around her waist, but she didn't even have the strength to untie it, she wanted to Walking back, she found that her whole body was weak as if she had collapsed. She fell limply and sat on the street, watching the crowds of people coming and going, feeling distraught.
She wanted to say please, take a look at this obituary, and tell me that this is not true, but the people passing by turned a blind eye to her, only occasionally cast a sympathetic look at her, and did not stop.Yes, sympathetic eyes, you pity me, pity me for not being able to take away the woman I love, pity me for cowardly leaving her to suffer in the palace, pity me.
"Qingsheng...", Ning Zimu just bought a piece of clothes, turned around and saw Qingsheng sitting on the ground, lost his mind, "No, no", Qingsheng scratched his hair vigorously, stood up, Grab Ning Zimu's hand and say, "Mu'er, let's go, we'll go back to Beijing, no, no,"
Qingsheng suddenly became happy again, and said, "Mu'er, she must be tired of being in the palace, she is like you, pretending to be dead, but actually escaped from the palace. Let's go, let's pick her up, she must be, must be It's like this." Ning Zimu turned his head and saw the obituary on the imperial list, his face changed drastically, and he forced a smile, "Yeah, she finally wants to open it", "Let's go back to Beijing, back to Beijing!!", Qing Sheng Called Lin He to drive, prepared dry food and clothes, and galloped to the capital.
The three of them worked tirelessly and arrived in the capital ten days later. Qing Sheng asked for two upper rooms in the inn, one for her and Ning Zimu, and one for Lin He, "Mu'er, you rest in the inn, and I'm going to the city. The door is waiting for her", Qing Sheng settled Ning Zimu, said, and turned around to leave.Ning Zimu hugged her from behind, "I'll go with you, don't leave me behind", Qingsheng turned around, looked at that beautiful face, hiding anxiety and worry, forced a small smile, and stroked her cheeks. Brows and eyes, lightly printed a kiss on the forehead, and nodded.
The tall city wall looms in front of you, the vermilion palace gate is pushed open, a line of soldiers guards on both sides, Ning Zimu wears a veil, and follows Qing Sheng to guard outside the palace gate.
It was winter and the weather was cold. Qing Sheng wrapped up the cloak for Ning Zimu, held her hand, and took a breath of heat, but her eyes were always looking at the carriages and sedan chairs coming in and out of the palace gate. A conspicuous position, so that Duan Ruohua can see her at a glance.It will definitely be, Duan Ruohua will not die, she must have pretended to be dead, she will know that he is waiting for her outside the palace gate, this is Qingsheng's only idea of persevering.
From early morning to the closing of the palace gate, Qing Sheng dragged her stiff and cold body, walking back, her face was tired and haggard, but she was extremely determined and persistent.
One day passed, two days, three days... She just kept guarding outside the palace gate day after day. Ning Zimu always insisted on guarding with her, but she felt sorry for Ning Zimu and didn't want to She endured hardship, so she asked Lin He to drive the carriage, so that Ning Zimu could rest in the carriage.
"You kid is here again..." The officers and soldiers of the guards already recognized her and greeted her, "Well...it's cold, let's have a drink." Qing Sheng threw a wine jug and handed it to him, then People looked at her a few times, but still looked up and took a sip of the wine, the mouth was mellow, and a stream of heat warmed the limbs, "Good wine, good wine", the officers and soldiers praised, and handed back the wine pot reluctantly, "Take it , Brother Guan, just don’t drive me away," Qing Sheng said lightly, but his eyes never left the palace gate for a moment.
"You are waiting today, who do you want to wait for? This is not a place to cling to the powerful. If you offend someone, you have to be careful with your head." The officer and soldier took a sip of wine and quietly handed it to the brother next to him.
"I have an appointment with someone, see you here," Qing Sheng said lightly, seeing Ning Zimu get out of the carriage, she walked back to where the carriage was, away from the officers and soldiers, shook her hand, and stood guard beside the carriage. "It's cold today, let's go back first," Qingsheng said, but his eyes never left the palace gate.
Ning Zimu's little face was flushed with cold, and his hands and feet were cold, Qing Sheng couldn't help but feel distressed.Ning Zimu shook his head stubbornly, "If you wait for her, I'll wait with you, after all, you can't leave me behind in this life", forcing a strong face, a little lonely in his words.
"Mu'er...", Qing Sheng felt uncomfortable seeing her like this, put her hand on his face, and looked at her deeply.When she knew in her heart that neither of them could be left behind, the so-called happiness of being equal to each other, for her, felt more guilt and self-blame, which would hurt them inadvertently. "Okay, I'm not angry again." Ning Zimu knew that she felt guilty, so he raised his eyebrows, and glared at her with amber eyes, retracted into her warm cloak, and let out a sigh of relief.
As the days passed, there was no figure of Yun Qing, no aura of Duan Ruohua, no trace, and no sedan chair, stopping for her, stepping down that familiar figure, even if he didn't admit it, But Qingsheng's heart became cold.
The winter is approaching, and I have been guarding for more than a month, and more than two months have passed since the empress dowager's obituary, no matter what, Duan Ruohua should go out of the palace to look for her, but why there is no news at all.
"Brother Li, wine", Qing Sheng threw a jug of wine to the leader of the officers and soldiers, the man grabbed the jug, took a sip, his face beaming, "Tell me, you kid brings wine every day, what's your plan? ", Qingsheng shook his head, and asked, "What's the matter with those who have entered and exited the palace recently?" The officers and soldiers stomped their stiff legs and closed their necklines, "The queen mother is dead, and there are funerals in the palace. Monks, ministers and officials, coming in and out, naturally make a mess of porridge." "Is there a woman from the palace leaving the palace?" Qingsheng asked tentatively, and the officer and soldier glanced at her, "There are so many people going back and forth, how can I remember?".
Qingsheng didn't know what to expect, even she didn't know what to expect here, but now she had no choice but to wait, she could only wait faithfully, and she didn't even dare to think about it. possibility.
It was another day of waiting with nothing to gain, the night was dark, and the palace gate was closed, so she walked to the carriage shivering with cold, "Lin He, go back to the inn", Ning Zimu took Mrs. Tang who was still warm. Stuffed her into her arms, stroking her face with warm hands, "I'm cold", Qing Sheng took off her hands, and stuffed Tang Pozi back, "If you catch cold, you will feel uncomfortable on those few days of the month. You Tomorrow we are going to Kuishui, so stay indoors." Qing Sheng thought carefully, remembering Ning Zimu's Kuishui days, but made Ning Zimu blush, but he forgot all about it.
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☆, inn
The two went back to the inn, Qingsheng asked Xiaoer to bring a bucket of hot water, put it in a basin for Ning Zimu to soak her feet, and he knelt on the ground to wash her, every month when he came to Kuishui, Ning Zimu always It's because of the pain that her face turned pale, and she was already recuperating better, but for the past month or so, she has been exposed to the cold every day, and she is afraid that she will have more than one abdominal pain tomorrow.
The hot water warmed the insteps and body, Ning Zimu sweated slightly, her small face was delicate and charming, she could see the man in green shirt kneeling on the ground, with thin eyes and thin lips, cleaning himself seriously, he couldn't help but think of Qing Sheng In the same scene in Muxia Palace, Ning Zimu had a smile on his face, "Legs are sore, press it", the same words as that day, Ning Zimu said lazily, she raised her wet The toes lightly touched Qing Sheng's shoulder.
Qing Sheng blinked her eyes, pursed her lips slightly, took her feet and put them in her arms, wiped off the water, sat on the edge of the bed, took a pair of jade-like snow feet, covered them with her palms, and rubbed them lightly. Press down.
Ning Zimu propped his hands behind his back, saw his feet held in her palms, squeezed and kneaded, and suddenly remembered the taciturn stone in the past, and couldn't help being stubborn, with naughty toes, he opened her clothes and got into her. In her arms, she wandered wantonly, "Don't move...it will hurt when you come to Kuishui tomorrow." Qing Sheng took her troublesome foot, put it back on her lap, and continued to hold her.
"People say that before you come to Kuishui, that...wouldn't hurt..." Ning Zimu bit her lip, her amber eyes glanced lightly at her, "Which one? Oh, that one!", Qing Sheng lowered his head and thought After thinking about it, she stood up, "Then I'll ask Xiao Er to prepare a wooden bucket for you to take a bath in." She went out and ordered Xiao Er, Ning Zimu gave her a fierce look with his long and narrow phoenix eyes.
The huge wooden barrel was placed in the room, the dense heat permeated the room, and the whole room was filled with white mist, as if covered with a layer of white gauze. Qing Sheng took Ning Zimu's clothes off, carried her into the barrel, and took her The silk was washed for her, "Come in", Ning Zimu murmured with his head down, his earlobes were bright red, "Huh?" Qing Sheng looked up at her, and saw that her cheeks were pink, her crystal eyes looked forward, and she was charming. Yi climbed up from the corners of his eyes, "Stop making trouble, these days are too tiring", Qing Sheng lowered his head and continued to wash her, Ning Zimu's eyes dimmed when he saw this.
After washing, Qing Sheng wiped her clean, carried her to the bed, Ning Zimu hugged her neck, rubbed her face against her, the tip of her tongue got into her ear, slippery, coming in and out, Qing Sheng Sheng put her back on the bed, put his hands on her sides, looked down at her, breathed on her face, and said, "Do you really want that?" Ning Zimu blushed. Her little face was covered with thin sweat, and she was pink and translucent. She said angrily, "I don't want to, I don't want to at all", and turned around, with my back to her, still sullen.
Qing Sheng covered her with the quilt, took off her clothes, stepped into the bathtub, and washed her body. Ning Zimu turned her head secretly, and saw the slender neck, curved back, and two shallow dimples around her waist. There are several sword scars on the fair skin, but it doesn't affect half of the attractiveness of this body.
Qingsheng finished washing, put on his outer shirt, ordered Xiaoer to remove the wooden barrel, blew out the red candle, and walked to the couch under the bright moonlight, both of them had the same bathing fragrance, which melted instantly As one, it is a fragrance shared by each other, easily blending together.Ning Zimu still turned his back to Qingsheng, curled up, the soles of his feet were warmed by Mrs. Tang, and his little hands were still too cold to cover them.
Qingsheng is born with a body heat, and her hands and feet are warm in winter. She leaned close to Ning Zimu, entangled with her hands and feet, and said lightly, "Are you still angry?" Ning Zimu didn't say a word. She has never been close, and she has neglected herself for several months.She dared to remain indifferent to all kinds of teasing today, thinking that she had lost interest in him, Ning Zimu's heart sank.
"Why have I slept for so long, and my body is still cold?" Qing Sheng muttered, pulled her closer, and carried her into his arms. Ning Zimu struggled hard and escaped from her embrace, with a strong nasal voice, "I If you sleep warmly, I don't want you..."
"Mu'er...", Qing Sheng whispered in her ear, Ning Zimu's hands and feet were a little weak, and his ears were red, "Mu'er...", the gentle words entered Ning Zimu with a wet breath. Mu's ear, she felt that her body didn't belong to her anymore.
"It's good to have a little heat," Qing Sheng said, touching her chest with one hand, and started to swim like a spirit snake, "Gu Qingsheng...you didn't want it just now...", Ning Zimu panted, and wanted to pick her up. He opened her hand, but unconsciously shook her hand, pressed it against his chest and kneaded it,
"Mu'er...do you want to?" Qing Sheng's hand moved down slowly, hovering around her lower abdomen, Ning Zimu turned around, retracted into her arms, wrapped his legs around her waist, and searched for her fingers away, twisted his waist, gasped and said, "I want to..."
A burst of warm liquid flowed down, Ning Zimu felt something was wrong, Qingsheng got up, lit a candle and looked at the bright red blood stains on her underwear, changed her shirt again, hugged her in her arms, and patted her on the back , coaxing, "Go to sleep", Ning Zimu pursed his lips and asked for a kiss before falling into a deep sleep.
Prepared Mrs. Tang for Ning Zimu, asked Xiao Er to bring food to the room, and asked Lin He to guard Ning Zimu outside the room, before Qing Sheng drove the carriage to the palace gate.The vermilion palace gate opened slowly, and the chief of the officers and soldiers yawned. Seeing that Qing Sheng, who came every day, stood guard on time before the palace gate opened, he joked, "If you want martial arts, you really should come!" Be the guard of the palace gate", Qing Sheng shook his head, saw a sedan chair leaving the palace soon, vaguely heard that the palace maid was going out to handle some business, and there were people in the sedan chair whispering about recent palace affairs.
She has strong internal strength and clear hearing, so she won't miss the slightest sound. She knows Duan Ruohua's breath very well, and her martial arts are taught by Yun Qing, if they pass by, they will never miss it.
"Boy, if the person you're waiting for doesn't come, don't you think you'll have to wait forever?" Even the leaders of the officers and soldiers admired her perseverance. Who would arrive on time before the palace gates open when the palace gates are closed tightly? She didn't leave until after the day, and that's all for a day. She stayed there day after day for more than two months. This kind of persistence is rare.
"She will come, she must know that I am waiting for her here", Qingsheng looked at the palace gate, and said firmly, if she hadn't promised Ning Zimu at the beginning, she would have broken into the palace a long time ago. The rest is waiting.
The sky was getting dark, the sky was cloudy, and the cold wind was blowing. Qing Sheng tightened his neckline, held his hands together, and took a breath. ...", "So it's a wife slave, it's so cold, it's hard not to drink alcohol", the officer and soldier leader laughed heartily, withdrew his hand, and poured another mouthful.
There was a burst of coldness on his face, which turned into water and flowed down his cheeks. Qing Sheng looked up at the sky, and the snowflakes of goose feathers were falling, the sky was so hazy that he couldn't see the distance clearly, only the sky was full of snow, and the wind was blowing everywhere. "Hey, it's snowing. Go back, Brother Gu," the officer and soldier leader shrank his head, and said to Qing Sheng with the wide-brimmed hat on his head to block the snow.
Qingsheng shook her head, the rustling snowflakes fell on the top of her head, turned into warm water, flowed down her forehead, and was blown by the wind, making her bone-chilling cold, she couldn't help shivering, but became worried, afraid that Ning Zimu would ignore her out to find her.
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☆, meet again
The bare branches on the tree were swaying left and right with the violent whistling wind, and the snowflakes all over the sky pierced desperately into Qingsheng's eyes, nose, ears and neckline, turning into cold water flowing down, Qingsheng folded his sleeves, In the heavy snow, he couldn't see the scene inside the palace gate clearly, so he could only shrunk his body and moved a little closer to the palace gate, his whole body shrunk into a ball, his little face was already red from the cold, and his hands and feet were as cold as iron.
The leader of the officers and soldiers led a group of officers and soldiers to hide in the palace gate. Due to the regulations, civilians are not allowed to enter the palace gate. The leader of the officers and soldiers smiled at Qingsheng apologetically, and threw the jug to her, but was thrown back by Qingsheng .
A carriage galloped out of the palace, and the horseshoes splashed the falling snow, "Who is coming?" The chief of the officers and soldiers stopped the carriage, and Qing Sheng listened attentively, "General Feng Yuan, General Shocking Tiger", A deep man's voice came from the carriage. When the carriage passed by, Qing Sheng inspected it intently, and found that there was no reason for Ruohua and Yunqing in the carriage. She lowered her head, her eyes flashed with disappointment.
The heavy snow fell all over the sky for almost an hour before slowing down a little. Qingsheng's whole body was covered by heavy snow, her hands and feet were trembling numbly, her whole body was cold and stiff, she twisted her neck, barely moved her hands and feet, and shook her body hard. Snow accumulation, looking up, the whole capital city is covered by white snow, the ground, palace walls, and branches are covered with thick white snow, and the sky is still falling with sparse small snowflakes.
Qing Sheng's lips were blue, her face was ashen, and she was shivering from the cold. She raised her arms and wrapped them around her chest, barely retaining a trace of warmth.
He vaguely remembered the day when Duan Ruohua came out of the cold palace, when she was guarding under the wall of Fengqi Palace, it was also snowing like this, and her heart was also so cold. Could it be that God will let me and her miss and lose.
Hot tears finally came out of his eyes, Qingsheng raised his head, and let out a scream of pain, grief and heartbreak, despair and resignation, the roar of strong internal force resounded over the capital, shaking off the accumulated branches. Snow, rustling down.
The leader of the officers and soldiers thought that something had happened, and led the crowd to come with their knives in hand. Seeing her, he was relieved, thinking that she couldn't wait for the agreed person, and he was also emotional.
Creaking, approaching with the sound of snow-covered footsteps, Qing Sheng turned his head, not far away, in the field of vision of snow all over the sky, snowflakes fluttered and fluttered with the wind, and landed on the tip of the man's nose, turning into crystal clear drops of water.
The man was wearing a pure white fox fur cloak, a moon white long skirt, a thin and cold face, with tears in his eyes, looking at him foolishly, beside him was Yun Qing who was dressed in a black dress, standing for her Holding an umbrella, a thick layer of snow has accumulated on the umbrella.
It seems that in an instant, the snow all over the sky disappeared because of her appearance, the sky, earth, sun and moon were dimmed because of her appearance, and the life that was waiting for it was brilliant because of her appearance.
Waiting for someone is very bitter, especially waiting for someone who may never appear in this life, the kind of anxiety, worry, and worry are very bitter, but when you finally wait for that person, you will I think it's all worth it.
At this moment, Qingsheng felt that she would be willing to wait, to wait for a lifetime, and she would be willing to do so.
Qing Sheng's eyes turned red, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes in embarrassment, and saw that person standing not far away, so real, she forgot to use lightness kung fu, ran over stumblingly, looked at her quietly, a scent of pear blossoms came from her It came from her body, surrounding Qingsheng, surrounding her tenderly, it was her, it was her, Qingsheng hugged Duan Ruohua in his arms, never let go, and shouted in a low voice, "Yu'er... ", "Yu'er...", every call was affectionate, lingering, and sad, Duan Ruohua raised his hand, hugged her back, and sighed faintly.
Yun Qing glared at Qing Sheng, put the umbrella in her hand, and walked aside, Qing Sheng blocked the umbrella in front of the two of them, blocking other people's sight, held Duan Ruohua's small face, and kissed desperately , There were already cold tears on his face.
"Okay, what about on the street?" Duan Ruohua pushed her away cautiously, his ears were red, and his eyes were filled with tears. Qing Sheng pursed his lips, put her cold hands in his arms, and hugged her. She got into the carriage, Yun Qing followed behind, and the three of them headed for the inn.
Yun Qing drove Qingsheng back into the carriage, sat in front of the carriage, flicked his whip and headed towards the inn, "Yuer...", Qingsheng hesitated to speak, she had a lot to say in her heart, but Choked in her throat, her eyes were red, Duan Ruohua's slender fingers caressed her face, just looking at her quietly like this, without saying a word, thousands of words seemed to melt into each other's sight.
As soon as I approached the inn, I saw a crimson red robe at the door of the inn, and was about to step into the carriage. I thought I was worried, and wanted to go out to find her, "Mu'er...", Qing Sheng shouted, and hurriedly got out of the carriage, helped her. Take Duan Ruohua down.
Ning Zimu stood still, seeing Qing Sheng, his expression was happy, and seeing Duan Ruohua beside her, the emotions in Huber's eyes were complicated, "Fortunately, you are still alive", Ning Zimu stepped forward and said, at this moment even herself , I don’t even know what’s in my heart, Duan Ruohua is something that Qingsheng can’t let go of, Qingsheng will be happy if she is alive, and as long as Qingsheng is happy, he will be happy.
It's just that she is too aware of the importance of Duan Ruohua in Qing Sheng's heart, so important that she can fight for it regardless of everything. Even if she is proud, she also knows in her heart that she cannot compete with Duan Ruohua.
Duan Ruohua nodded to her and said nothing, Qingsheng led the other with one hand, and walked towards the inn, the two did not struggle, and let her lead.
"Xiaoer, open two more upper rooms," Qing Sheng ordered, "No need, just open one room, I will live with Yun Qing", Duan Ruohua said lightly, Xiaoer was a little dazed, the woman in white in front of her was cold Like a banished fairy, the face of the woman in red is so beautiful under the veil, I have never seen such two women who look like a fairy in this life.
Qingsheng held Duan Ruohua's hand, trembling slightly, her palms were sweating, even Ning Zimu noticed it, her amber eyes were beating, and the secret turmoil between the three of them was now churning.
Xiao Er's eyes were fixed on Duan Ruohua, Yun Qing glared at him, Xiao Er came back to his senses, and immediately said, "Guest officer, follow...follow me..." and led everyone to the upper room.Qing Sheng's face was pale, and her palms were constantly sweating, but she still held the hands of the two tightly and never let go.
"It's right here, not far from the upper room of the two of you," Xiao Er said. Qing Sheng didn't move, and stood still, "Mu'er, Yun Qing, you wait outside for a while," Qing Sheng said suddenly, his tone Trembling, she led Duan Ruohua into the room and closed the door.
"Yu'er, what do you plan to do after you come out of the palace?" Qingsheng looked at her, looking straight into the pair of eyes that were as black as ink and penetrating everything, Duan Ruohua gently pulled his hand from her hand When he came back, he straightened his back and didn't say a word.
"Are you planning to leave me? With Yun Qing?" Qing Sheng held her shoulders, his usually indifferent face was full of pain and excitement,
"I've been waiting for you for so long, so long, but you want to leave me?", "You don't intend to see me, do you? There's so much snow on your umbrella, you've already seen me , right? If it wasn’t for that blizzard, you wouldn’t have appeared, right?” Qingsheng’s every question was filled with hoarse grief and pain, endless sadness and grievances.
"Qing'er..." Duan Ruohua only called her, but remained silent, "I know you hate passionate people, and I know you don't want to share your feelings with others, but... Mu'er... she Protect me with my life, treat me with my heart, I can't leave her behind in this life...", "I know I'm too much, I'm greedy, but I don't want to lose you and her, Yu'er...don't leave me...I'm good It's easy to wait for you, how can you be willing to leave me?" Qing Sheng looked at her, and crystal clear tears fell to the ground one by one.
The white fingertips stretched out to Qingsheng's face, and wiped away her tears, and a Qingyue voice sounded, "From the moment I saw you, I never want to leave you...", Duan Ruohua hesitated , wandered around, but from the moment she saw Qing Sheng guarding her in the snow, she knew that she would never leave her in this life.
"Really? Are you really not leaving?" Qingsheng took her hand, put it on his lips and pecked lightly, "If Hua makes a promise, the promise must be fulfilled", Duan Ruohua raised his index finger and flicked it between her forehead. After a moment, with a bang, Qingsheng grinned in pain, and Duan Ruohua smiled lightly, his icy face melted like snow, the coldness faded away, leaving only tenderness like water.
"Okay, cry like a little cat", Duan Ruohua took the silk, and wiped away the tears on her face, "Go, go down to eat", Qing Sheng smiled, pulled her, and pushed open the door Seeing Yun Qing's expressionless face and fierce eyes, Ning Zimu stared at her blankly, with wet tears still on his face.
Seeing Qingsheng going out, Ning Zimu threw herself into her arms, crying, "What's wrong? Afraid I'll abandon you?" Qingsheng stroked her back, "I still don't feel at ease now that you're all by my side It seems that I did not do well." Qingsheng complained to herself, Ning Zimu shook his head in her arms, pulled her skirt, wiped away her tears and snot, snorted softly, turned around, and said arrogantly gone.
"She is much gentler than before." Duan Ruohua glanced at Qing Sheng, said a few words, turned around and left, Yun Qing followed behind her, Qing Sheng rubbed her head, it seems that there are still worries in the future ?
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☆, co-sleeping
The four of them asked for a private room in the inn, and after serving the meals, Yun Qing put the heavy burden aside, and there was a loud bang, "How many things did you bring from the palace?" Qing Sheng's eyebrows twitched , asked, "I can't leave the palace to make my mother suffer." Yun Qing said something with a straight face.
"We Qingsheng can make a lot of money." Ning Zimu helped Qingsheng say something nice. Qingsheng was satisfied and gave Ning Zimu a piece of perch belly, and took a piece of green bamboo shoots for Duan Ruohua, saying, "The vegetarian food in the inn is not good. I'll make it for you when I get back to my house in Suzhou." Duan Ruohua looked up at her, "Suzhou has a restaurant business, and there are tiger and leopard riders as backers. It's better to leave the capital early. Tomorrow we will set off to go back," Qing Sheng said, her little calculations were very smart, since Su Muhan dared to plan on Ning Zimu, she would dare to plan on Tiger and Leopard Riders.
Duan Ruohua nodded and said, "Everything is up to you." Qing Sheng smiled at her and asked, "How did you leave the palace?" After taking it, there will be a state of tortoise's breath and suspended animation, and then I will put some pressure on the imperial doctor, and then I will be called dead." Duan Ruohua put down the wooden chopsticks and said lightly.
"Then how do you get into the coffin? Do you need to change clothes before entering the coffin?" Ning Zimu asked curiously. Yun Qing moved his hands and feet in the coffin, and after entering the coffin, he got out of the coffin." Duan Ruohua glanced at Qing Sheng, with a smile on his lips, Qing Sheng looked back at her, his eyes were full of pride and happiness, He De He Neng, can have this talented woman.
"Thanks to you..." Duan Ruohua could see the emotion in her eyes, and there was tenderness in her eyes, "We finally got together..." Qing Sheng picked up the teacup, replaced the wine with tea, and drank with everyone.
Ning Zimu filled Duan Ruohua with wine, and the two had a drink. Duan Ruohua looked at Qing Sheng suspiciously, "She is not good at drinking, so she quit drinking."
When I was eight years old, I was immature, and my painting style was simple and unfamiliar. When I was nine years old, I was grinning, and my expression became vivid. When I was ten years old, I was holding my favorite jujube cake made by her. Me, sitting in front of the piano, smiling, 11 years old, 12 years old...
Every picture is my appearance, me under the peach tree, me playing the piano, she is so familiar with me in her heart, my anger and joy, every frown and smile, every stroke is painted with so much heart, every picture is beautiful It's a lively look, as if it's right in front of your eyes.
It turned out that from the day I walked into her life, she began to try her best to describe the beauty that belongs to me.
Yan'er, Yan'er, I've been waiting for you for a long, long time.
I finally understood the meaning of that sentence, but it was too late.
I'm here because you're here.
I will protect you, protect you, not let you hurt, not let you get hurt.
Suddenly, it seemed that all the words merged into a thread, she entered the palace for me, she went to fight for the emperor's favor for me, for me, she did everything for me.
But I don't love her, but I don't love her, I try my best to convince myself, but why, a hole seems to be broken in the bottom of my heart, and the sorrow surging out is about to overwhelm me, Lingyue, Lingyue...
I hurt you so badly, I threw your heart and love on the ground mercilessly and trampled on it.
But you are only for me, for me, I am not worth it, not worth it.
"Haha..haha..doing such a thing, you never want to be a queen again...your majesty...your majesty..." Concubine De laughed hysterically, shouting desperately to the majesty,
"Why do you have her painting in your hand, why did she throw herself into the lake..." I asked word by word in a icy tone, Concubine De was stunned for a while, her face was distorted, vicious and vicious, and she seemed to be recall,
"She hid in her room all day long, looking at these paintings with a dazed expression. The maid of Changning stole them out, but unexpectedly, she was discovered by my maid. I took the paintings and told her, I want to tell the emperor, the absurd things about you two ..", Concubine De's eyes went crazy,
"She knelt down and begged me, as long as I don't say anything, she can do anything," Concubine De smiled maniacally, "Concubine Chen, who is loved by the emperor, has always been cold and aloof, she knelt down and begged me , she said that as long as I don't say it, she is willing to do anything, and I will let her die, who knows, she really died, haha...",
My eyes were blood red, I couldn't see clearly, I only saw De Fei's vicious smile, and when I heard those cruel words, she laughed, "It's a pity that she died, it's not good for me, I want revenge It's you, it's you who killed my child, it's you, I want to tell the emperor that you can't be a queen, use your life to accompany my dead child", she was confused, her face was distorted, I turned my head , said to Ning Qiu coldly, "Lock her up, if she dies, I will ask everyone to bury her with her."
Without looking back, I turned around and ran towards Changning Palace, Lingyue, Lingyue, please, don't die, don't leave me behind...
When that smear of white came into my eyes, my legs went limp, and I almost fell to the ground. One step, two steps, three steps, each step was like a thunderbolt, and my heart was burning, and I walked heavily. legs, walked over.
She just lay there quietly, her face was pale and drenched, and a few apricot flowers made of pink gauze were tied in her hair, which brought a bright color to her pale face, just like the day she entered the palace. , the moon-white clothes, the apricot blossoms in the hair, and the eyes that seemed to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, she said lightly, "You are here, and I am here."
It's just that her eyes are closed tightly at this moment, and her palm is firmly holding a piece of silk. The light moonlight on it and a tree of apricot blossoms are like my name, Yan, Yan, and a clever smile.
I hope that the old man will be the same as before, who will save the golden years.
Lingyue, Lingyue, why are you so stupid, if you die, she will still deal with me...
Lingyue, Lingyue, I am not worthy of your death to protect me, or, you have already been injured by me, and you have no more business
Lingyue, Lingyue, from now on, in the harem, for the rest of my long life, there will be no one like you who will do his best to guard me and protect me.
Lingyue, Lingyue, why are you willing to leave me... how willing to let me live alone...
On the grounds of negligence, I asked Ning Qiu to lock up all the slaves and eunuchs in Changning. The emperor intended to let them be buried with them, so he let me handle them. Seeing these servants who had neglected her and betrayed her, we His eyes were as cold as a snake letter.
Every fifteenth day, I will order Ning Qiu to kill a slave and throw it into Yuexin Lake to pay homage to her.
I kept Concubine De to the end. I saw her with my own eyes. After seeing everyone being dragged out, they never came back. Fear and uneasiness gnawed at her day and night. She became increasingly insane and suffered from nightmares. This seems to be the only way to calm the pain in my heart.
There was a rumor in the palace that on the fifteenth of every month, the moon god projected a projection, and the center of the lake was the eye, luring people into the lake center to offer sacrifices to the moon god.
Changning Palace has become a cold palace, a place I will never go to again.
My last touch of tenderness followed Duan Lingyue, buried in the deepest part of my heart, no one could see or find it.
From then on, in this palace of strife, there was nothing but desolation in my eyes.
The fire candle in the room burst into a candle flower, swaying in the breeze, on the carved dragon incense bed, behind the nine-layer shark bead veil, lay a lingering sick person, the empress dowager stared blankly at Duan Ruohua, as if through the She, looking at the person with similar eyebrows and eyes to her, suddenly smiled, as if returning to the light, she was full of beauty in an instant, and she could vaguely see the extremely beautiful face back then. Ruohua's eyebrows and eyes, the tone of self-reproach and pain, "Back then, I did something wrong, I did something wrong...",
Duan Ruohua looked at her in amazement, seeing that her energy quickly faded, and she suddenly became old, "It's rare to have a lover. It turns out that what the world seeks is just a word of love..." The Empress Dowager seemed to have realized it, with cold eyes Her eyes softened, she lay down a little relaxedly, held Duan Ruohua's hand, and murmured to herself, "Lingyue, Lingyue, you have been waiting for me for so long, so long... I am here, This is it, I will never let you be alone again..." A tear fell from the corner of her eye, and the sharp phoenix eyes slowly closed.
Duan Ruohua was shocked, his hands were trembling, and he slowly reached her mouth and nose, no breath at all, dead, the empress dowager died.
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☆, posthumous
In accordance with the fate of the heavens, the emperor said, the empress dowager died, the whole country mourned, singing, dancing and singing, and marriage and birthday celebrations were forbidden, in order to respect the ancestors.
In Huacheng, Western Capital, Qing Sheng stood in front of the imperial list in a daze, looking at the white obituary, his face was pale, on the yellowed obituary of the Empress Dowager, there was an obituary that had just been posted a few days ago. The side is a little curled up, and the big characters on it are the empress dowager!
Qingsheng collapsed on the ground with a dull expression, "Impossible, impossible, she is so strong, how could she suffer from heart disease after the death of the empress dowager. Impossible, she promised me that I will be fine, she promised Yes, yes," Qingsheng said to herself, she wanted to take out the silk from her bosom, but her hands were trembling, she wanted to take off the green deer jade pendant around her waist, but she didn't even have the strength to untie it, she wanted to Walking back, she found that her whole body was weak as if she had collapsed. She fell limply and sat on the street, watching the crowds of people coming and going, feeling distraught.
She wanted to say please, take a look at this obituary, and tell me that this is not true, but the people passing by turned a blind eye to her, only occasionally cast a sympathetic look at her, and did not stop.Yes, sympathetic eyes, you pity me, pity me for not being able to take away the woman I love, pity me for cowardly leaving her to suffer in the palace, pity me.
"Qingsheng...", Ning Zimu just bought a piece of clothes, turned around and saw Qingsheng sitting on the ground, lost his mind, "No, no", Qingsheng scratched his hair vigorously, stood up, Grab Ning Zimu's hand and say, "Mu'er, let's go, we'll go back to Beijing, no, no,"
Qingsheng suddenly became happy again, and said, "Mu'er, she must be tired of being in the palace, she is like you, pretending to be dead, but actually escaped from the palace. Let's go, let's pick her up, she must be, must be It's like this." Ning Zimu turned his head and saw the obituary on the imperial list, his face changed drastically, and he forced a smile, "Yeah, she finally wants to open it", "Let's go back to Beijing, back to Beijing!!", Qing Sheng Called Lin He to drive, prepared dry food and clothes, and galloped to the capital.
The three of them worked tirelessly and arrived in the capital ten days later. Qing Sheng asked for two upper rooms in the inn, one for her and Ning Zimu, and one for Lin He, "Mu'er, you rest in the inn, and I'm going to the city. The door is waiting for her", Qing Sheng settled Ning Zimu, said, and turned around to leave.Ning Zimu hugged her from behind, "I'll go with you, don't leave me behind", Qingsheng turned around, looked at that beautiful face, hiding anxiety and worry, forced a small smile, and stroked her cheeks. Brows and eyes, lightly printed a kiss on the forehead, and nodded.
The tall city wall looms in front of you, the vermilion palace gate is pushed open, a line of soldiers guards on both sides, Ning Zimu wears a veil, and follows Qing Sheng to guard outside the palace gate.
It was winter and the weather was cold. Qing Sheng wrapped up the cloak for Ning Zimu, held her hand, and took a breath of heat, but her eyes were always looking at the carriages and sedan chairs coming in and out of the palace gate. A conspicuous position, so that Duan Ruohua can see her at a glance.It will definitely be, Duan Ruohua will not die, she must have pretended to be dead, she will know that he is waiting for her outside the palace gate, this is Qingsheng's only idea of persevering.
From early morning to the closing of the palace gate, Qing Sheng dragged her stiff and cold body, walking back, her face was tired and haggard, but she was extremely determined and persistent.
One day passed, two days, three days... She just kept guarding outside the palace gate day after day. Ning Zimu always insisted on guarding with her, but she felt sorry for Ning Zimu and didn't want to She endured hardship, so she asked Lin He to drive the carriage, so that Ning Zimu could rest in the carriage.
"You kid is here again..." The officers and soldiers of the guards already recognized her and greeted her, "Well...it's cold, let's have a drink." Qing Sheng threw a wine jug and handed it to him, then People looked at her a few times, but still looked up and took a sip of the wine, the mouth was mellow, and a stream of heat warmed the limbs, "Good wine, good wine", the officers and soldiers praised, and handed back the wine pot reluctantly, "Take it , Brother Guan, just don’t drive me away," Qing Sheng said lightly, but his eyes never left the palace gate for a moment.
"You are waiting today, who do you want to wait for? This is not a place to cling to the powerful. If you offend someone, you have to be careful with your head." The officer and soldier took a sip of wine and quietly handed it to the brother next to him.
"I have an appointment with someone, see you here," Qing Sheng said lightly, seeing Ning Zimu get out of the carriage, she walked back to where the carriage was, away from the officers and soldiers, shook her hand, and stood guard beside the carriage. "It's cold today, let's go back first," Qingsheng said, but his eyes never left the palace gate.
Ning Zimu's little face was flushed with cold, and his hands and feet were cold, Qing Sheng couldn't help but feel distressed.Ning Zimu shook his head stubbornly, "If you wait for her, I'll wait with you, after all, you can't leave me behind in this life", forcing a strong face, a little lonely in his words.
"Mu'er...", Qing Sheng felt uncomfortable seeing her like this, put her hand on his face, and looked at her deeply.When she knew in her heart that neither of them could be left behind, the so-called happiness of being equal to each other, for her, felt more guilt and self-blame, which would hurt them inadvertently. "Okay, I'm not angry again." Ning Zimu knew that she felt guilty, so he raised his eyebrows, and glared at her with amber eyes, retracted into her warm cloak, and let out a sigh of relief.
As the days passed, there was no figure of Yun Qing, no aura of Duan Ruohua, no trace, and no sedan chair, stopping for her, stepping down that familiar figure, even if he didn't admit it, But Qingsheng's heart became cold.
The winter is approaching, and I have been guarding for more than a month, and more than two months have passed since the empress dowager's obituary, no matter what, Duan Ruohua should go out of the palace to look for her, but why there is no news at all.
"Brother Li, wine", Qing Sheng threw a jug of wine to the leader of the officers and soldiers, the man grabbed the jug, took a sip, his face beaming, "Tell me, you kid brings wine every day, what's your plan? ", Qingsheng shook his head, and asked, "What's the matter with those who have entered and exited the palace recently?" The officers and soldiers stomped their stiff legs and closed their necklines, "The queen mother is dead, and there are funerals in the palace. Monks, ministers and officials, coming in and out, naturally make a mess of porridge." "Is there a woman from the palace leaving the palace?" Qingsheng asked tentatively, and the officer and soldier glanced at her, "There are so many people going back and forth, how can I remember?".
Qingsheng didn't know what to expect, even she didn't know what to expect here, but now she had no choice but to wait, she could only wait faithfully, and she didn't even dare to think about it. possibility.
It was another day of waiting with nothing to gain, the night was dark, and the palace gate was closed, so she walked to the carriage shivering with cold, "Lin He, go back to the inn", Ning Zimu took Mrs. Tang who was still warm. Stuffed her into her arms, stroking her face with warm hands, "I'm cold", Qing Sheng took off her hands, and stuffed Tang Pozi back, "If you catch cold, you will feel uncomfortable on those few days of the month. You Tomorrow we are going to Kuishui, so stay indoors." Qing Sheng thought carefully, remembering Ning Zimu's Kuishui days, but made Ning Zimu blush, but he forgot all about it.
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☆, inn
The two went back to the inn, Qingsheng asked Xiaoer to bring a bucket of hot water, put it in a basin for Ning Zimu to soak her feet, and he knelt on the ground to wash her, every month when he came to Kuishui, Ning Zimu always It's because of the pain that her face turned pale, and she was already recuperating better, but for the past month or so, she has been exposed to the cold every day, and she is afraid that she will have more than one abdominal pain tomorrow.
The hot water warmed the insteps and body, Ning Zimu sweated slightly, her small face was delicate and charming, she could see the man in green shirt kneeling on the ground, with thin eyes and thin lips, cleaning himself seriously, he couldn't help but think of Qing Sheng In the same scene in Muxia Palace, Ning Zimu had a smile on his face, "Legs are sore, press it", the same words as that day, Ning Zimu said lazily, she raised her wet The toes lightly touched Qing Sheng's shoulder.
Qing Sheng blinked her eyes, pursed her lips slightly, took her feet and put them in her arms, wiped off the water, sat on the edge of the bed, took a pair of jade-like snow feet, covered them with her palms, and rubbed them lightly. Press down.
Ning Zimu propped his hands behind his back, saw his feet held in her palms, squeezed and kneaded, and suddenly remembered the taciturn stone in the past, and couldn't help being stubborn, with naughty toes, he opened her clothes and got into her. In her arms, she wandered wantonly, "Don't move...it will hurt when you come to Kuishui tomorrow." Qing Sheng took her troublesome foot, put it back on her lap, and continued to hold her.
"People say that before you come to Kuishui, that...wouldn't hurt..." Ning Zimu bit her lip, her amber eyes glanced lightly at her, "Which one? Oh, that one!", Qing Sheng lowered his head and thought After thinking about it, she stood up, "Then I'll ask Xiao Er to prepare a wooden bucket for you to take a bath in." She went out and ordered Xiao Er, Ning Zimu gave her a fierce look with his long and narrow phoenix eyes.
The huge wooden barrel was placed in the room, the dense heat permeated the room, and the whole room was filled with white mist, as if covered with a layer of white gauze. Qing Sheng took Ning Zimu's clothes off, carried her into the barrel, and took her The silk was washed for her, "Come in", Ning Zimu murmured with his head down, his earlobes were bright red, "Huh?" Qing Sheng looked up at her, and saw that her cheeks were pink, her crystal eyes looked forward, and she was charming. Yi climbed up from the corners of his eyes, "Stop making trouble, these days are too tiring", Qing Sheng lowered his head and continued to wash her, Ning Zimu's eyes dimmed when he saw this.
After washing, Qing Sheng wiped her clean, carried her to the bed, Ning Zimu hugged her neck, rubbed her face against her, the tip of her tongue got into her ear, slippery, coming in and out, Qing Sheng Sheng put her back on the bed, put his hands on her sides, looked down at her, breathed on her face, and said, "Do you really want that?" Ning Zimu blushed. Her little face was covered with thin sweat, and she was pink and translucent. She said angrily, "I don't want to, I don't want to at all", and turned around, with my back to her, still sullen.
Qing Sheng covered her with the quilt, took off her clothes, stepped into the bathtub, and washed her body. Ning Zimu turned her head secretly, and saw the slender neck, curved back, and two shallow dimples around her waist. There are several sword scars on the fair skin, but it doesn't affect half of the attractiveness of this body.
Qingsheng finished washing, put on his outer shirt, ordered Xiaoer to remove the wooden barrel, blew out the red candle, and walked to the couch under the bright moonlight, both of them had the same bathing fragrance, which melted instantly As one, it is a fragrance shared by each other, easily blending together.Ning Zimu still turned his back to Qingsheng, curled up, the soles of his feet were warmed by Mrs. Tang, and his little hands were still too cold to cover them.
Qingsheng is born with a body heat, and her hands and feet are warm in winter. She leaned close to Ning Zimu, entangled with her hands and feet, and said lightly, "Are you still angry?" Ning Zimu didn't say a word. She has never been close, and she has neglected herself for several months.She dared to remain indifferent to all kinds of teasing today, thinking that she had lost interest in him, Ning Zimu's heart sank.
"Why have I slept for so long, and my body is still cold?" Qing Sheng muttered, pulled her closer, and carried her into his arms. Ning Zimu struggled hard and escaped from her embrace, with a strong nasal voice, "I If you sleep warmly, I don't want you..."
"Mu'er...", Qing Sheng whispered in her ear, Ning Zimu's hands and feet were a little weak, and his ears were red, "Mu'er...", the gentle words entered Ning Zimu with a wet breath. Mu's ear, she felt that her body didn't belong to her anymore.
"It's good to have a little heat," Qing Sheng said, touching her chest with one hand, and started to swim like a spirit snake, "Gu Qingsheng...you didn't want it just now...", Ning Zimu panted, and wanted to pick her up. He opened her hand, but unconsciously shook her hand, pressed it against his chest and kneaded it,
"Mu'er...do you want to?" Qing Sheng's hand moved down slowly, hovering around her lower abdomen, Ning Zimu turned around, retracted into her arms, wrapped his legs around her waist, and searched for her fingers away, twisted his waist, gasped and said, "I want to..."
A burst of warm liquid flowed down, Ning Zimu felt something was wrong, Qingsheng got up, lit a candle and looked at the bright red blood stains on her underwear, changed her shirt again, hugged her in her arms, and patted her on the back , coaxing, "Go to sleep", Ning Zimu pursed his lips and asked for a kiss before falling into a deep sleep.
Prepared Mrs. Tang for Ning Zimu, asked Xiao Er to bring food to the room, and asked Lin He to guard Ning Zimu outside the room, before Qing Sheng drove the carriage to the palace gate.The vermilion palace gate opened slowly, and the chief of the officers and soldiers yawned. Seeing that Qing Sheng, who came every day, stood guard on time before the palace gate opened, he joked, "If you want martial arts, you really should come!" Be the guard of the palace gate", Qing Sheng shook his head, saw a sedan chair leaving the palace soon, vaguely heard that the palace maid was going out to handle some business, and there were people in the sedan chair whispering about recent palace affairs.
She has strong internal strength and clear hearing, so she won't miss the slightest sound. She knows Duan Ruohua's breath very well, and her martial arts are taught by Yun Qing, if they pass by, they will never miss it.
"Boy, if the person you're waiting for doesn't come, don't you think you'll have to wait forever?" Even the leaders of the officers and soldiers admired her perseverance. Who would arrive on time before the palace gates open when the palace gates are closed tightly? She didn't leave until after the day, and that's all for a day. She stayed there day after day for more than two months. This kind of persistence is rare.
"She will come, she must know that I am waiting for her here", Qingsheng looked at the palace gate, and said firmly, if she hadn't promised Ning Zimu at the beginning, she would have broken into the palace a long time ago. The rest is waiting.
The sky was getting dark, the sky was cloudy, and the cold wind was blowing. Qing Sheng tightened his neckline, held his hands together, and took a breath. ...", "So it's a wife slave, it's so cold, it's hard not to drink alcohol", the officer and soldier leader laughed heartily, withdrew his hand, and poured another mouthful.
There was a burst of coldness on his face, which turned into water and flowed down his cheeks. Qing Sheng looked up at the sky, and the snowflakes of goose feathers were falling, the sky was so hazy that he couldn't see the distance clearly, only the sky was full of snow, and the wind was blowing everywhere. "Hey, it's snowing. Go back, Brother Gu," the officer and soldier leader shrank his head, and said to Qing Sheng with the wide-brimmed hat on his head to block the snow.
Qingsheng shook her head, the rustling snowflakes fell on the top of her head, turned into warm water, flowed down her forehead, and was blown by the wind, making her bone-chilling cold, she couldn't help shivering, but became worried, afraid that Ning Zimu would ignore her out to find her.
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☆, meet again
The bare branches on the tree were swaying left and right with the violent whistling wind, and the snowflakes all over the sky pierced desperately into Qingsheng's eyes, nose, ears and neckline, turning into cold water flowing down, Qingsheng folded his sleeves, In the heavy snow, he couldn't see the scene inside the palace gate clearly, so he could only shrunk his body and moved a little closer to the palace gate, his whole body shrunk into a ball, his little face was already red from the cold, and his hands and feet were as cold as iron.
The leader of the officers and soldiers led a group of officers and soldiers to hide in the palace gate. Due to the regulations, civilians are not allowed to enter the palace gate. The leader of the officers and soldiers smiled at Qingsheng apologetically, and threw the jug to her, but was thrown back by Qingsheng .
A carriage galloped out of the palace, and the horseshoes splashed the falling snow, "Who is coming?" The chief of the officers and soldiers stopped the carriage, and Qing Sheng listened attentively, "General Feng Yuan, General Shocking Tiger", A deep man's voice came from the carriage. When the carriage passed by, Qing Sheng inspected it intently, and found that there was no reason for Ruohua and Yunqing in the carriage. She lowered her head, her eyes flashed with disappointment.
The heavy snow fell all over the sky for almost an hour before slowing down a little. Qingsheng's whole body was covered by heavy snow, her hands and feet were trembling numbly, her whole body was cold and stiff, she twisted her neck, barely moved her hands and feet, and shook her body hard. Snow accumulation, looking up, the whole capital city is covered by white snow, the ground, palace walls, and branches are covered with thick white snow, and the sky is still falling with sparse small snowflakes.
Qing Sheng's lips were blue, her face was ashen, and she was shivering from the cold. She raised her arms and wrapped them around her chest, barely retaining a trace of warmth.
He vaguely remembered the day when Duan Ruohua came out of the cold palace, when she was guarding under the wall of Fengqi Palace, it was also snowing like this, and her heart was also so cold. Could it be that God will let me and her miss and lose.
Hot tears finally came out of his eyes, Qingsheng raised his head, and let out a scream of pain, grief and heartbreak, despair and resignation, the roar of strong internal force resounded over the capital, shaking off the accumulated branches. Snow, rustling down.
The leader of the officers and soldiers thought that something had happened, and led the crowd to come with their knives in hand. Seeing her, he was relieved, thinking that she couldn't wait for the agreed person, and he was also emotional.
Creaking, approaching with the sound of snow-covered footsteps, Qing Sheng turned his head, not far away, in the field of vision of snow all over the sky, snowflakes fluttered and fluttered with the wind, and landed on the tip of the man's nose, turning into crystal clear drops of water.
The man was wearing a pure white fox fur cloak, a moon white long skirt, a thin and cold face, with tears in his eyes, looking at him foolishly, beside him was Yun Qing who was dressed in a black dress, standing for her Holding an umbrella, a thick layer of snow has accumulated on the umbrella.
It seems that in an instant, the snow all over the sky disappeared because of her appearance, the sky, earth, sun and moon were dimmed because of her appearance, and the life that was waiting for it was brilliant because of her appearance.
Waiting for someone is very bitter, especially waiting for someone who may never appear in this life, the kind of anxiety, worry, and worry are very bitter, but when you finally wait for that person, you will I think it's all worth it.
At this moment, Qingsheng felt that she would be willing to wait, to wait for a lifetime, and she would be willing to do so.
Qing Sheng's eyes turned red, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes in embarrassment, and saw that person standing not far away, so real, she forgot to use lightness kung fu, ran over stumblingly, looked at her quietly, a scent of pear blossoms came from her It came from her body, surrounding Qingsheng, surrounding her tenderly, it was her, it was her, Qingsheng hugged Duan Ruohua in his arms, never let go, and shouted in a low voice, "Yu'er... ", "Yu'er...", every call was affectionate, lingering, and sad, Duan Ruohua raised his hand, hugged her back, and sighed faintly.
Yun Qing glared at Qing Sheng, put the umbrella in her hand, and walked aside, Qing Sheng blocked the umbrella in front of the two of them, blocking other people's sight, held Duan Ruohua's small face, and kissed desperately , There were already cold tears on his face.
"Okay, what about on the street?" Duan Ruohua pushed her away cautiously, his ears were red, and his eyes were filled with tears. Qing Sheng pursed his lips, put her cold hands in his arms, and hugged her. She got into the carriage, Yun Qing followed behind, and the three of them headed for the inn.
Yun Qing drove Qingsheng back into the carriage, sat in front of the carriage, flicked his whip and headed towards the inn, "Yuer...", Qingsheng hesitated to speak, she had a lot to say in her heart, but Choked in her throat, her eyes were red, Duan Ruohua's slender fingers caressed her face, just looking at her quietly like this, without saying a word, thousands of words seemed to melt into each other's sight.
As soon as I approached the inn, I saw a crimson red robe at the door of the inn, and was about to step into the carriage. I thought I was worried, and wanted to go out to find her, "Mu'er...", Qing Sheng shouted, and hurriedly got out of the carriage, helped her. Take Duan Ruohua down.
Ning Zimu stood still, seeing Qing Sheng, his expression was happy, and seeing Duan Ruohua beside her, the emotions in Huber's eyes were complicated, "Fortunately, you are still alive", Ning Zimu stepped forward and said, at this moment even herself , I don’t even know what’s in my heart, Duan Ruohua is something that Qingsheng can’t let go of, Qingsheng will be happy if she is alive, and as long as Qingsheng is happy, he will be happy.
It's just that she is too aware of the importance of Duan Ruohua in Qing Sheng's heart, so important that she can fight for it regardless of everything. Even if she is proud, she also knows in her heart that she cannot compete with Duan Ruohua.
Duan Ruohua nodded to her and said nothing, Qingsheng led the other with one hand, and walked towards the inn, the two did not struggle, and let her lead.
"Xiaoer, open two more upper rooms," Qing Sheng ordered, "No need, just open one room, I will live with Yun Qing", Duan Ruohua said lightly, Xiaoer was a little dazed, the woman in white in front of her was cold Like a banished fairy, the face of the woman in red is so beautiful under the veil, I have never seen such two women who look like a fairy in this life.
Qingsheng held Duan Ruohua's hand, trembling slightly, her palms were sweating, even Ning Zimu noticed it, her amber eyes were beating, and the secret turmoil between the three of them was now churning.
Xiao Er's eyes were fixed on Duan Ruohua, Yun Qing glared at him, Xiao Er came back to his senses, and immediately said, "Guest officer, follow...follow me..." and led everyone to the upper room.Qing Sheng's face was pale, and her palms were constantly sweating, but she still held the hands of the two tightly and never let go.
"It's right here, not far from the upper room of the two of you," Xiao Er said. Qing Sheng didn't move, and stood still, "Mu'er, Yun Qing, you wait outside for a while," Qing Sheng said suddenly, his tone Trembling, she led Duan Ruohua into the room and closed the door.
"Yu'er, what do you plan to do after you come out of the palace?" Qingsheng looked at her, looking straight into the pair of eyes that were as black as ink and penetrating everything, Duan Ruohua gently pulled his hand from her hand When he came back, he straightened his back and didn't say a word.
"Are you planning to leave me? With Yun Qing?" Qing Sheng held her shoulders, his usually indifferent face was full of pain and excitement,
"I've been waiting for you for so long, so long, but you want to leave me?", "You don't intend to see me, do you? There's so much snow on your umbrella, you've already seen me , right? If it wasn’t for that blizzard, you wouldn’t have appeared, right?” Qingsheng’s every question was filled with hoarse grief and pain, endless sadness and grievances.
"Qing'er..." Duan Ruohua only called her, but remained silent, "I know you hate passionate people, and I know you don't want to share your feelings with others, but... Mu'er... she Protect me with my life, treat me with my heart, I can't leave her behind in this life...", "I know I'm too much, I'm greedy, but I don't want to lose you and her, Yu'er...don't leave me...I'm good It's easy to wait for you, how can you be willing to leave me?" Qing Sheng looked at her, and crystal clear tears fell to the ground one by one.
The white fingertips stretched out to Qingsheng's face, and wiped away her tears, and a Qingyue voice sounded, "From the moment I saw you, I never want to leave you...", Duan Ruohua hesitated , wandered around, but from the moment she saw Qing Sheng guarding her in the snow, she knew that she would never leave her in this life.
"Really? Are you really not leaving?" Qingsheng took her hand, put it on his lips and pecked lightly, "If Hua makes a promise, the promise must be fulfilled", Duan Ruohua raised his index finger and flicked it between her forehead. After a moment, with a bang, Qingsheng grinned in pain, and Duan Ruohua smiled lightly, his icy face melted like snow, the coldness faded away, leaving only tenderness like water.
"Okay, cry like a little cat", Duan Ruohua took the silk, and wiped away the tears on her face, "Go, go down to eat", Qing Sheng smiled, pulled her, and pushed open the door Seeing Yun Qing's expressionless face and fierce eyes, Ning Zimu stared at her blankly, with wet tears still on his face.
Seeing Qingsheng going out, Ning Zimu threw herself into her arms, crying, "What's wrong? Afraid I'll abandon you?" Qingsheng stroked her back, "I still don't feel at ease now that you're all by my side It seems that I did not do well." Qingsheng complained to herself, Ning Zimu shook his head in her arms, pulled her skirt, wiped away her tears and snot, snorted softly, turned around, and said arrogantly gone.
"She is much gentler than before." Duan Ruohua glanced at Qing Sheng, said a few words, turned around and left, Yun Qing followed behind her, Qing Sheng rubbed her head, it seems that there are still worries in the future ?
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The four of them asked for a private room in the inn, and after serving the meals, Yun Qing put the heavy burden aside, and there was a loud bang, "How many things did you bring from the palace?" Qing Sheng's eyebrows twitched , asked, "I can't leave the palace to make my mother suffer." Yun Qing said something with a straight face.
"We Qingsheng can make a lot of money." Ning Zimu helped Qingsheng say something nice. Qingsheng was satisfied and gave Ning Zimu a piece of perch belly, and took a piece of green bamboo shoots for Duan Ruohua, saying, "The vegetarian food in the inn is not good. I'll make it for you when I get back to my house in Suzhou." Duan Ruohua looked up at her, "Suzhou has a restaurant business, and there are tiger and leopard riders as backers. It's better to leave the capital early. Tomorrow we will set off to go back," Qing Sheng said, her little calculations were very smart, since Su Muhan dared to plan on Ning Zimu, she would dare to plan on Tiger and Leopard Riders.
Duan Ruohua nodded and said, "Everything is up to you." Qing Sheng smiled at her and asked, "How did you leave the palace?" After taking it, there will be a state of tortoise's breath and suspended animation, and then I will put some pressure on the imperial doctor, and then I will be called dead." Duan Ruohua put down the wooden chopsticks and said lightly.
"Then how do you get into the coffin? Do you need to change clothes before entering the coffin?" Ning Zimu asked curiously. Yun Qing moved his hands and feet in the coffin, and after entering the coffin, he got out of the coffin." Duan Ruohua glanced at Qing Sheng, with a smile on his lips, Qing Sheng looked back at her, his eyes were full of pride and happiness, He De He Neng, can have this talented woman.
"Thanks to you..." Duan Ruohua could see the emotion in her eyes, and there was tenderness in her eyes, "We finally got together..." Qing Sheng picked up the teacup, replaced the wine with tea, and drank with everyone.
Ning Zimu filled Duan Ruohua with wine, and the two had a drink. Duan Ruohua looked at Qing Sheng suspiciously, "She is not good at drinking, so she quit drinking."
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