After I divorced from chaos step

Oda Sakunosuke, formerly a low-level member of the port mafia, was responsible for handling all the trivial matters of the Hong Kong gangsters, but with a salary of Weibo, he adopted five orphans, and was killed by his enemies because of the five orphans, and he died with the other party in revenge.

After death, he was buried on the hillside by the sea.

Following the address indicated in the envelope, I came to the hillside where Oda Sakunosuke was said to be buried.

Today's weather is fine, but there is a lot of wind.The sea can be seen from the hillside. Waves of seawater rushed up the cliff in the wind, hit the rocks, splashed countless foams, and then fell back to the bottom of the sea gently.

Oda Sakunosuke's tombstone is empty, but the front of the tombstone has been wiped clean, someone should have been there.The sun shone on the tombstone, and it was a little hot to the touch.

I put a bunch of sunflowers I bought at the flower shop in front of his tombstone.

"Why did you choose to bring sunflowers?"

The sound of Jin came from behind, I turned my head and saw him sitting lazily on the tree, swinging his long legs.

He wasn't surprised that I'd come here.

This is the first time I saw him in a casual and casual way, but I didn't feel that it was inconsistent at all, as if this was the real him.

"Although I haven't seen it, I think Mr. Oda should be a person like a sunflower." A person with a meager salary but willing to adopt five orphans unconditionally must be so gentle and kind.

Jin neither affirmed nor denied my words. He lowered his eyes, and the light hit his face, blurring the coldness in his expression, and his outline was outlined with a layer of gold.

"Mr. Jin, I want you to teach me how to use the book." I bowed politely to him, "I want to use it to revive my friend."

"Why are you so confident that I will help you?"

Tsu jumped from the tree in an instant.The leaves shook, shaking the gentle tree shadows all over the place.

His eyes turned to the empty tombstone: "I can also use books to revive my friends, can't I?"

"But this one is not your friend." I reminded, "He is Dazai's friend, not yours."

"Is there any difference between me and Dazai?" Tsu asked me indifferently.

In front of him was a face almost identical to Osamu Dazai.They were equally handsome and pretty, with the same red lips and white teeth, and the same iris-colored eyes.

"Although the DNA should be exactly the same, you are physically the same person, but your experience is different, you are two people." I thought for a while and asked, "Mr. Oda in your world should have survived safely, right? "

I have thought that he successfully resurrected Oda Sakunosuke in that world, but I am more inclined that he avoided the fate of Oda Sakunosuke's death and let him live with love.

Oda Sakunosuke in this world has lost the desire to survive, so Dazai Osamu has no obsession with resurrecting him.

Jin stared at me for a long time, bending the corners of his lips.

I know I guessed right.

That is to say, from this moment on, the atmosphere between Jin and I eased a lot. Like a pair of old friends reunited after a long absence, we walked slowly along the hillside.

"You are amazing." I admired sincerely.

"It's better than that trash." The trash he was referring to should be Osamu Dazai.

"How is Mr. Oda over there?"

"I don't know, I'm dead." Jin raised his eyebrows, "But there should be readers for his novels."

"Eh? He can write novels?" I thought to myself that Oda Sakunosuke actually changed his career to write novels, and this crossover is too big.

"It seems that the information you have obtained is not complete enough." Jinqu flicked my forehead with his finger, "Which stupid guy provided it to you?"

"It seems that Mr. Jin's information is not complete enough." I retorted not to be outdone, "I don't even know who provided it to me."

"Is it Chuya?" He guessed it right at once.

He nodded immediately: "If the provider is Chuya, it is understandable that the information obtained is incomplete."

"What do you mean by that?"

"……nothing."

"You're speaking ill of Mr. Zhongye!"

"No, I'm telling the truth. Zhong isn't stupid, but compared with the other three, he really doesn't have an advantage in IQ." Jin's voice became teasing, "Why did you think that Zhong was also four of them?" The smartest one of them all?"

"I want you to care!" I turned my head, "Zhongye's powers and physical skills are stronger than all of them combined!"

In sight is the tombstone that is some distance away from us.

Nothing.

The same is true of the owner of the tombstone.He was extremely low-key during his lifetime, and his death was unknown.

Names, objects, and all the things that can be used to remember, there is not a single one left.

But it's a good place.

The sea is our neighbor, the sky is our companion, the wind and rain, the tide rises and falls.There are also old friends who remember him, and occasionally come to visit.

"Mr. Jin, I want to talk about my reasoning. I hope you can correct me if I am wrong."

Jin showed a very rare kind smile.

"Tell me, you didn't even have the courage to speak to me before...I'm very relieved."

I scratched my head embarrassingly: "Because I have grown up."

"Yeah, the little girl has grown up." Jin gestured with his hand to measure the height between me and him. I am 1.6 meters seven, and he is 1.8 meters one. "The first time I saw you, you came to my place."

He gestured at a position up to his knees, "You were small and fierce back then, and you even bit me."

He spread out his hand and showed me: "Look, it's right here."

There is a small mark on his tiger's mouth.

"I thought it was very interesting, so I didn't remove it." He laughed as he said, "This is the first time I've been bitten...why don't you talk?"

He talked a lot today, more than before combined.He wouldn't tell me this before.

"Mr. Jin..."

He reached out and touched my head, his fingertips touched my forehead, it was cold.

"Talk about your reasoning. If there is something wrong, I will correct it according to my mood." At the end, he twitched the corner of his mouth and added, "I am in a good mood now."

Mr. Jin knows the cemetery of Oda Sakunosuke in this world, which means that he has checked the information about this matter.When he came here, Oda Sakunosuke was still a teenager. If he wanted to prevent his tragedy, it could be prevented in theory.

But actually not.

Just like my father and grandpa, they foresaw the tragic ending caused by my supernatural ability, so they withdrew my supernatural ability, theoretically changing my fate.

But after several turnarounds, the ability returned to me in a cruel way.

Everyone's birth is a point, and death is also a point.There are countless IF lines between two points, and every critical moment, even a small move, may change the original course of action.

Gogol said that the reason why Tosi was able to control the audience after his death was because he assumed all possible situations in advance and made all the plans with his logical mind.No matter which direction I go, which road I go, I will always walk into the scene he has set up.

In the movie "Avengers 3" that Toss and I watched, Doctor Strange saw 1400 million endings after confronting Thanos, and there was only one ending where the hero won.

"Mr. Tsu, is it true that only Oda Sakunosuke in your world is alive?"

Jin patiently listened to me, and said with emotion: "Sure enough, it is good to watch more movies."

My guess was confirmed by him.

"There was a time, just before, when I knew that Dad lost the ability and the memory of the ability because he saved you, I hated him very much." I paused and said, "Now I understand, Dad didn't do it for To save you, but to save me."

"Dad had seen my future, and he couldn't accept that ending, so he went to Siberia, intending to kill Tosi. But at that time, Tosi was still a child, and he was innocent. Besides, even without him, there would be Others, my fate will not fundamentally change because of him alone."

"Later, my father removed the ability from me, and Grandpa Xingzuo sacrificed himself as a box to install the ability. He thought I would become an ordinary person, but he saw that my future was still not good. Even if there is no Ranpo and his uncle, someone else will find the ability box. My ability will recognize the owner, and everything will be destroyed and returned to me.”

Having said that, I deliberately stopped to see Jin's reaction.

He yawned leisurely: "Parents' love is the most selfish. Instead of trying to change the future, it's better to let you be yourself and face the tragic ending naturally."

I smiled wryly and said, "How is it possible?"

"So the love of parents is also selfless."

"Mr. Jin, you are probably the only variable. It is the existence that cannot be completely liquidated in all of Tosi's plans, because you are not from this world."

Jin drooped his eyelids, and said aggrievedly: "Yuan Qingyuan dragged me to death because he saw that I was easy to bully. I can only promise him. It's so annoying, how painful it is for a person to be forced to live after death .”

"So, you never thought of asking for that book at all?" My voice suddenly turned up, "Could it be that you were acting all the time, pretending to grab the book?"

Jin blinked mischievously: "I've played it all over again, what do I need that thing for? Isn't it to make you young people more active."

I was a little annoyed: "Then you sent me to study in Siberia, is it specially for me to meet Tuo Si?"

He waved his hand: "You will always meet, why not cultivate some relationship, so that you can also become his weakness."

"You still threaten me with Dazai's life again and again?" I didn't master the power, and he killed Dazai and other scenes, and it was staged at least three times.

"Of course." He curled his lips, "Who thinks I will be pleasing to the eye?"

I was speechless.

After a while, the two of us looked at each other and smiled, and he pointed to the way down the hill: "Let's go there for a walk."

We continue to walk down the mountain road, there is a small valley here, there are streams and large forests.In midsummer, we went around the mountains.I feel like time has slowed down.

Said to take a walk with me, but Jin always walked behind me.I slowed down several times, and he slowly fell behind me.

I thought he did it on purpose.

"Mr. Jin, there must be a number of times to joke—"

The moment I turned around, my heart almost stopped beating.

Dad lay quietly on the ground, and Jin stood beside him.

For the first time in so many years, I saw the two of them in the same frame.

"Dad!" I hurried over to check Dad's breath.

"He just fell asleep and woke up after a while." Jin said calmly, "Don't worry, the power and memory will return to him."

"Oh." Hearing what he said, I was relieved.

"About how to use the book, I told your father, just ask him. You are a girl, so you don't have to work as hard as I did at the time."

"Why did you suddenly fall off my dad?"

"He didn't want me anymore, so he kicked me out." The words were obviously sad, but his tone was very relaxed, as if he didn't care. "The soul has no host, and it will shatter soon. Great, I can really die."

"Mr. Jin, shouldn't the soul...should be reincarnated?"

"Reincarnation?" He shook his head, "How tiring."

"Don't you want to see Sakunosuke Oda again?" I tried to bring out his most cherished friend, trying to arouse his love for being a human being.

"It's gone, he should be doing well."

"You didn't see it with your own eyes, did you?" As I said that, my tears fell down, "It doesn't count if you don't see it with your own eyes!"

Jin looked at me tenderly, with a helpless smile on his face: "I got what I wanted, aren't you happy for me?"

"Is there nothing in this world and that world that you are nostalgic for?" I thought of those things he liked, and said indiscriminately, "Have you ever eaten the big crab in Yangcheng Lake? Have you ever drank Lafite from 82? Have you ever eaten the monosodium glutamate of Taitole?"

"I've eaten it." Jin repeated, "I've eaten it all. I have no regrets."

I have nothing to say, I can only continue to cry.

"Okay, don't cry, I can't help you wipe your tears...Look at the clouds over there, they are so fat, they are about to fall down. Well, being a cloud also has troubles, being blown away by the wind , it’s not very comfortable.”

"So it's better to have nothing left."

I saw his body gradually become transparent, a little bit of light came through.

"Miss Qingxi, the path you've taken is the result of many people's sacrifices and concessions, but you don't have to feel guilty because it's their choice. If you are grateful, you should cherish your present life and live it well. It is worthy of their fulfillment."

Live well.

"Yes, everyone must live well."

"Of course, not including me." Jin smiled, "So you don't have to remember me."

"Okay." I nodded with tears in my eyes, "Can you... give me a hug?"

Under his slightly surprised eyes, I opened my arms: "...I want to know the body temperature of the soul."

"The soul has no temperature."

"I never hugged!"

"There's really no temperature."

He started from the legs and slowly broke up.

I said stubbornly: "Yes! Yes! Yes!"

"Shh. Don't make noise."

He looked at me for a long time before slowly leaning over.

He opened his arms and hugged me.I heard his contented sigh in my ear as he crumbled to pieces.

"It's not bad to die in Canyang."

Tears blurred my vision, and when I opened my eyes again, there was no one in front of me.

The afternoon sun was shining on me, and the wind was blowing a burst of fresh heat.The clouds outline a casual picture in the sky, and the whole world is full of vitality.

I was reminded of the first time I saw Tsu.

He walked towards me and held out his hand.

"Little guy, I'm your father's friend, you can call me Jin."