After I divorced from chaos step

I squatted down and looked at the person in front of me.His brows were tightly furrowed, and he seemed not to have slept soundly.

"Yuan Qingyuan, if you don't wake up again, I'll make your Chu duck into braised meat."

I didn't like to call him daddy when I was a kid, because he has a gentle and funny personality, so I prefer to call him by his first name.

It looked like we were really good friends.

"three--"

"two--"

Before he could utter the word "one", he had already opened his eyes and sat up suddenly from the ground.

Like me, he has black eyes.

"Don't be kidding, Miss Taizi will kill me." He smiled helplessly, his eyes sparkled, and there were fine lines at the corners of his eyes, "Long time no see, my Qingxixi."

The tears I had stopped just now burst out again in the sound of "My Qingxixi".

I know he's back intact.

"Long time no see, Qingyuan."

He reached out and touched my face, sliding his fingers along my cheeks, gently wiping away the tears from my face.

Unlike Jin, his hands were warm.All my grievances seemed to melt in the temperature of his fingertips.

"I've worked hard for you for so many years. I'm so useless, I'm sorry..." He grabbed my shoulders and hugged me in his arms.

Just like when I was a child, I always love to lie in his arms, watching All Might laugh and defeat the enemy on TV, and feel that he is as omnipotent as All Might.

"My Qingyuan is very useful." I choked up and said, "I have given everything for me."

I can't imagine how desperate Yuan Qingyuan was when he used his ability to see my ending.

At that time, he still smiled and comforted me: "My family's Qingxixi will become a very good hero in the future."

In fact, what he saw was that I went astray, was used by others, committed many crimes, and was finally swallowed by supernatural powers, and died alone and miserable in a foreign land.

He must have been very sad when he tried to modify my future over and over again, and finally made up his mind to hand over his powers and memories, but gave up the opportunity to completely accompany me to grow up.

"Mr. Jin is gone."

After hugging for a long time, I let go of Yuan Qingyuan, and turned my gaze to the grassland where Jin disappeared.

"Did you die in Canyang?"

What Yuan Qingyuan said was exactly the same as what Jin said before his soul was shattered.

"Qingyuan, why did you—"

I want to ask him why he didn't save Jin, why he kicked him out of his body.But thinking about it carefully, Yuan Qingyuan is not that kind of person.

He is by no means the kind of person that Mr. Jin said to tear down bridges and throw them away after use.

"Mr. Jin really doesn't have any nostalgia?" I muttered to myself.

The sun is shining brightly during the day, the stars are dazzling at night, and the river and sea are magnificent.The world is big, and there are many kinds of crab dishes, wines, and people he has never seen before.

He said no and no more.

"I still don't understand him."

Yuan Qingyuan patted my shoulder, and his eyes fell on the grass where Jin was standing before disappearing.

The green grass is lush, and the breeze blows, they shake slightly, and they seem to beckon to us.

"I didn't think I could change his mind, but it's been almost 20 years..." Yuan Qingyuan shook his head, with regret in his tone, "I couldn't help either."

"There is no such thing. Everyone has his own idea."

Everyone has their own way of living, and everyone has their own ideas.

Jin doesn't want to live anymore, and he doesn't want to be reincarnated. He thinks it's a burden to be a cloud, and even erases his own soul.

In the countless parallel time and space with Osamu Dazai, there is no Osamu Dazai named Jin anymore.

"I want to set up a tombstone for Mr. Jin." I said to Yuan Qingyuan.

Of course, the location was chosen at this seaside, next to the tombstone of Oda Sakunosuke.

——Sakunosuke Oda in this world, and Osamu Dazai in that world.

I found a few stones, disassembled them with supernatural powers, and reassembled them into a stele.

Yuan Qingyuan watched me finish the tombstone, and praised: "You have fully mastered your own abilities."

"Yes, although I have hated and been confused about it, but now I only think it is very useful." I set up the tombstone and wiped off the dust on it, "It is Mr. Jin's credit."

"He's been tough on you."

"It's okay to be strict, but he always threatens me with other people's safety." I thought about Jin always threatening me with Dazai's life, and I couldn't help wondering if he would really kill Dazai if I couldn't do it. .

Now that the stele has been erected, it's time to consider the inscription.

Oda Sakunosuke already has a stele without characters, and if Tsutsu also erects a stele without characters, I am worried that Ango Sakaguchi and Osamu Dazai will make mistakes when they come to worship in the future.

"Write his original name? Shuji Tsushima?" I turned my head and asked Yuan Qingyuan.

Yuan Qingyuan thought for a while and said, "I'm afraid there will be enemies digging graves."

"How about I carve a portrait?... Forget it, he and Dazai look the same."

That way there will be a feeling of erecting a monument to Osamu Dazai.

"Write what you want." Yuan Qingyuan said to me softly.

I was silent for a moment, bent down and carved on the blank tombstone——

【Death in Canyang】.

This is what he said before he disappeared.After thinking about it, I added another sentence below: [Sleeping in the Starry Sky].

——Death in the bright sun, sleeping in the starry sky.

"According to the law of energy conservation, there is no true disappearance in this world. I think that even if Mr. Jin's soul is broken into powder, it will probably be blown to a certain corner of the universe and accompany the stars."

Yuan Qingyuan nodded, smiled and said "huh".

really weird.

Mr. Jin himself is extremely eager for death and disappearance, but I am trying to prove that there are still traces of him.

"By the way, speaking of the universe and the stars—" I took the paper out of my pocket.

The paper has been torn off by me, and the two pieces of letter paper attached to the surface have become the original appearance. One page is in Tuo Si's handwriting, and the other is someone else's.

"I want to use it to revive Ranpo-san."

I was also worried about whether I could restore it to its original state before writing, but as soon as my finger touched it, the power seemed to wake up, and it flowed in continuously. When I recovered, it had become up blank paper.

"Ranpo-san is different from Mr. Jin. He wants to live, so I have to fulfill his wish."

Yuan Qingyuan moved his lips, but stopped talking.

I had a bad premonition in my heart: "Is this difficult? Mr. Jin said that he has already told you the method."

"If it is a complete book, Jin should be able to write a complete story that conforms to the logic of the world and covers what is happening now." Yuan Qingyuan twisted the pages of the book, "but now there is only one page left."

"The rest of it was blown to powder, and I couldn't collect it all."

I suddenly remembered the conversation between Gogol and Osamu Dazai. If Dazai wanted to stop Gogol, he obviously had a chance.He had already seen through Gogol's plan.

But why is it only leaving me with one page instead of all the page numbers?

"So that's how it is." Yuan Qingyuan said in a low voice, "As expected, only Dazai understands Jin best."

I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, he explained: "If you get all the pages, then you can use your ability to restore it, and then Jin will complete the content. But because there is only one page left, it is considered Jin can't write a story on a page in a hurry, so he has to disappear and return the law of cause and effect to me, so as to simulate the scene in the book..."

Jin can only use 70.00% of the law of causality, but after returning it to Yuan Qingyuan, Yuan Qingyuan can use [-]% of the law of causality.Only when he is completely separated from Yuan Qingyuan's body can he fully hand over his abilities.

In this way, it was Dazai who made Tsu's disappearance more reasonable.Even if Jin wants to disappear, he has to disappear, and if he doesn't want to disappear, he has to disappear.

Yuan Qingyuan sighed: "There is a tacit understanding between them, and Dazai made it happen."

Mr. Jin wanted to die, but others tried to dissuade him, but Dazai chose to support him.

I shook my head: "No, Dazai looks at Dazai, and they don't like each other. Maybe Dazai thinks that he is enough in this world. Don't people have a sense of territory?"

What is the truth of that matter?

Did Dazai suddenly and carelessly forget the plan to stop Gogol, or did Jin inform Dazai of his intention in advance and ask him for help, or did Dazai really want to kill this self who always used him as a tool and came from a parallel time and space, Or is it because of the same kind that he wants to fulfill his wish?

The answers to these questions, except for Dazai and Tsu, no one knows.