you're not straight

"Brother, I'm fine, you can go back directly in a while, just come and see me tomorrow." Yiguo felt sorry for me, and told me so with that pale smiling face.

I nodded, talked to the teacher and went to the doctor's office with the nurse.The doctor told me that Yiguo may not be able to walk for a long time, and if he can walk, he needs to slowly train his leg strength... Maybe he will not be able to run fast or jump high in the future.In the end, the doctor handed me an X-ray brain map and told me that it was an X-ray map of Yiguo's brain, and the thing that blackened me in the picture was called a brain tumor.

I don't know how long I froze there until the doctor gave me a drink before I collapsed, and then slowly calmed down.

"Do you want to have an operation?" I asked stiffly.

Although the doctor had a cold face and was used to this situation, he still put on a gentle voice, "You don't have to worry too much, it's still benign if you find it early, and it won't be a big problem even if you need an operation."

"But, she just had the operation yesterday." She just came out of the operating room yesterday, and the wound on her leg was so big... thinking of it made her heart ache.

"Our chief physicians will hold a meeting to discuss when is the most suitable time to perform the operation. Therefore, we must first obtain the consent of Bai Yiguo's relatives before we can further examine and test her." The doctor said very formulaic.

"...Then, how much does the surgery cost?" Yesterday's surgery cost a lot of savings. If it was a brain surgery, it must be more expensive.

"About the operation and cost, we can only find out after discussing the patient's condition with the chief physician of the Medical and Liao Department." The doctor glanced at me, "You don't have to worry too much, it may be a very simple operation."

I was sent out of the office by the doctor, and instead of going to the inpatient department to see Yiguo, I left the hospital directly.

"Brain surgery..." How much should that cost.Putting all the money from the cards together, even [-] is not enough.

After a few days, the hospital gave a plan, which should be done before NO.15 next month.As for the cost, all the estimated surgical fees, drug fees, hospitalization fees, etc., are around 15. This is considered a minor operation, and the price for a major operation is more than this.

I visit Yiguo in the hospital every day with a smile on my face. No one knows about the operation except me.I can't tell those well-meaning teachers and classmates, because I'm worried that they will accidentally let Yiguo know.

Regarding the recent frequent physical examinations, the doctor discussed with me the countermeasures, just in case, and did some simple physical examinations.Yiguo's legs gradually improved, her mood also improved, and her face gradually returned to rosy.

Today the doctor finally asked me whether to have the operation or not. If I do it, I need to prepare in advance, so I have to make a decision as soon as possible.It must be done, while it is still benign, there is still a chance.

As for the money...

Walking out of the hospital, the phone rang again, and I knew who it was without looking.Holding the phone and watching the phone number jumping on the screen, I was a little numb.

I haven't seen him for ten days.

really miss you……

Why, why this time?What do you want me to do?

Bitter tears in my heart, no more sunny days, so dark...

(Hello?) Finally, I got on the phone and decided to just sort things out once and for all.

(I am now at the north gate of your school, you come out.) The other party said this. Before he hung up, I said——

(I'm not at school, I'm outside.)

There was no response from the other end of the phone, I think he was probably stunned for a while and didn't respond, but the voice came again immediately (then where are you?)

I clenched the phone tightly, but I didn't answer. I just clenched it so tightly that the other hand was clenched into a fist, and it turned white after exerting too much force.

(Yi Ran?) The head waited for a long time but did not hear my voice, so he asked again in doubt.

(...I've been very busy recently, I hope you don't bother me.) The indifferent tone, more alienated, is the same as when he first met me... The only difference is that this time I forced myself to show it.

We, back to the past.

As soon as the other end heard it, I became angry (you have been hiding from me for so long, what do you mean that you find me annoying now?)

(Literally.) I answered fluently and calmly.

(Well, I won't bother you anymore.) After the first sentence, I hung up, leaving me staring at the phone in a daze.

Returning to [Jiangnan Street] again, it was only at this moment that I realized that once I got stuck, I was doomed to be stuck forever.

20 million.

For 20 yuan, I completely sold myself to this nightclub for two years.

"Thank you, Brother Chen." Facing this strong man, I am still grateful.

I never thought of coming back after I left, and I never thought of coming back in this way.I thought my road was not so bumpy anymore, I thought everything was alright and it would be alright.I had such a good time recently, so happy, how could I face despair again?

I have never had contact with the nightclub's protector, Chen Huoshou, but this time I will ask him to help.And he didn't mean to refuse at all, and he helped me get in touch with the manager heartily.

Chen Huoshou smiled heartily, "It's good if I can help." He didn't say anything else, didn't ask me why I haven't contacted him for so long; didn't ask me why I came back to work again, and even sold myself to a nightclub directly; Why do you want so much money all of a sudden...

Seeing my depressed face, Chen Huoshou smiled, stretched out his hand and rubbed my head, like a big brother next door, his loving eyes fell on me, "If you feel sorry, wait until everything has been dealt with. Let me suck fried snails."

The temperature from the head is warm.

Finally, I smiled, although very lightly.

"Well, good." Sucking and frying snails is a roadside stall for supper. It's delicious and cheap.

I haven't gone to class for many days. When I opened the door of KTV, I was stunned.That's when I feel like I've been fooled.Just now I received a call from Ye Hong, saying that some people were singing, but Yang Jinse was not there, everyone was suffocated, and urged me to hurry up.I refused for a long time, so I came here as a last resort, but as soon as I opened the door, I saw the man with long hair and picked the most eye-catching seat, sitting like an old man.

Those people on the side saw me as if they had seen the savior, their eyes were shining with the light of life. When Ye Zhang saw that I was about to exit the door, he rushed over like an arrow and dragged me. "Hey! My good brother, don't go!" He wailed and dragged me into the room, and he was firmly against the door, as if he was afraid that I would rush out again.

"You lied to me." I turned my head and looked at Ye Hong coldly, but he was fine.With an innocent look on his face, there was helplessness, "We have no other choice, don't go..." Ye Hong pulled me and whispered.

"He doesn't want to come, so don't make things difficult for him." Before the people around him could explain in a hurry, Yang Jinse, who was like a grandpa, spoke out coldly, with such an aura that even the people around him dared not approach, forming a 'Young's field'.

Clenching the shoulder straps tightly, I suddenly grinned at the nervous Ye Hong, "Thank you for calling me over to play, will it spoil everyone's fun if I don't know how to drink?" The angry person turned into such a good face, looked at me, looked at Yang Jinse over there, and glared at their friends.

"Since we're here, let's play together." Xuanyuan Che over there said, waving at me.With a smile on my face, I sat down beside Xuanyuan Che. Although Ye Hong was a little confused, he kindly asked the waiter to bring me a drink.

"Come on, Xiaobai can also sing a song." Li Sui pushed me and asked me to order a song.Before I could refuse in a hurry, I heard a cold snort over there, and everyone's expressions changed, and they didn't know what to do next.

"Okay, I'll sing a song." I smiled, the atmosphere in the quiet room was still so stiff, even though I spoke aloud.After clicking, I held the microphone, and I smiled shyly, "I sing very badly, so don't you all run away in a while."

"No, no!" Several people agreed, except Yang Jinse.

The music sounded slowly, long and beautiful.

[I forgot how it started, maybe it's just a feeling for you.It's really easy to realize that I've fallen in love with you all of a sudden...]

At the end of the song, I was immersed in the poetry of the song, and I couldn't extricate myself.

Really, it's very simple--

Putting down the microphone, I found that everyone came back to their senses, clapping their hands or shouting words of praise or envy.Only Yang Jinse was very quiet there, he opened his eyes and looked at me, not the same coldness as when he just came in. "I, I'm going to the bathroom." As if fleeing, I rushed out of the private room, walked to the bathroom a little unsteadily, and only realized how pale my face was when I looked in the mirror.

That cold gaze can actually hurt me deeply.

Holding your chest, why is it so uncomfortable?I am the one who ignores him, and I am the one who tells him not to pester me anymore... Now people treat me as a stranger, why do I feel bad here!

"Xiaobai? Are you okay? His face is so ugly." Xuanyuan Che suddenly appeared in front of the mirror, I stared in surprise, and only calmed down when I saw it was him.

Shaking his head, "I'm fine, why are you here?" The box obviously has a toilet.

"Come and see you." Xuanyuan Che smiled heartily, and his three-dimensional facial features became even more handsome.

Leaning against the mirror, he stared at me with a rare grin, "Did you quarrel with Arthur?"

I was taken aback, and shook my head, "What can I quarrel with him?" It's not a child, nor a couple, and there is no quarrel as they said.

"Arthur rarely appears like this. He is so crazy that he almost overturned his peers. Isn't it a quarrel? My brother is from experience. If there is something that the two of us can't agree on, you can tell me, maybe it can help. superior."

I glanced at him, "I thought it was only Ye Hong who would be so enthusiastic, but I didn't expect you to be so enthusiastic." After washing my hands, I shook the water off my hands.

crazy?What did he do?

Xuanyuan Che seemed to insist on clarifying the things I avoided mentioning, and continued to say regardless of my expression: "This is the first time Arthur is so serious about a person. A while ago, he was as happy as a fool. You're just playing around and not taking it seriously. It surprises me that you don't like him."

Looking at Xuanyuan Che, who was hugging his chest, his originally enthusiastic face instantly turned cold, and his words were filled with reproach and sarcasm.

I'm not surprised, this man is that kind of person, he approached him with feigned enthusiasm, but I couldn't accept it. "Since you don't think I'm good enough for him, why are you talking so much?" Since he's already talking about it, I can't hide it.

He raised his eyebrows, "You are indeed not good enough for Arthur, there is no way, who made Arthur like you?" He glanced at me, "Since you don't like Arthur, why don't you make it clear as soon as possible, so that you are so ambiguous? It would be misleading."

I glanced at myself in the mirror, and then at the man in front of me who could do anything for his friend, I smiled slightly, "Don't worry, I won't pester him."

"Wait!" Seeing that I was about to go out, Xuanyuan Che panicked, grabbed my hand and dragged me back.

Looking at him calmly, "Is there anything else?" After leaving here, I will be strangers to these people, and I will become strangers to that man.

"You..." Seeing that I wasn't joking, the profiteer-like man lost his calculations and was a little annoyed, "You just let go?" Let go like this?

"We've never been together before, and there's no such thing as letting go." Withdrawing my pinched hand, I rubbed it indifferently.

"Haven't we been together?" Xuanyuan Che's voice raised a few decibels, "A while ago, Arthur was as happy as a treasure, saying that you two were in a relationship, and talking about some future plans, and now you actually tell me you Have you never been together? How many times will you go to bed if you are not together, will you drown every day if you are not together? Or, are you really just trying to cheat him when you are with Arthur? What do you want? Money?"

Looking at this distraught man, I was a little speechless, "I never started with him, how could I lie to him?"

When it comes to money, it really hurts me.

"I didn't take a penny from him... Oh, no, he left me a few thousand dollars before he left when he was drunk. I don't know if this counts as defrauding him of money?"

Xuanyuan Che was taken aback for a moment, and just stared at me so directly, unable to speak.

I ignored him, after I left the bathroom, I didn't go back to the box, but left directly.The stubbornness that was put on in the first place was a bit unbearable, and he didn't dare to really stay in the same space with that man.

Afraid that his fragility would be exposed like this.

I staggered home and saw the phone on the table... "... Jinse." In front of that man, I never called his name once.But at this moment, I can only call out the phone he gave me.

Jinse...what should I do?How can I stop that kind of unreasonable thoughts?Grabbing the aching chest, trying not to let the tears fall out.

"You should call my name in front of your face, otherwise it will be meaningless." A voice came and hit my brain.Turning around mechanically, I saw a person in front of the door - Yang Jinse.

Just now... forgot to close the door.

I was in a trance to such an extent.

Seeing me staring at him motionlessly, Yang Jinse entered the room calmly, closed the door behind her back, and walked over, "So far, do you still stick to what you said before?" When I fell into my arms, I almost fell Cried.

Such a warm embrace, such a tender voice, such an affectionate gaze...

Gently pushing away the warm embrace, I turned my head away, "I have nothing to tell you, the only thing I want to say is, please don't bother me anymore."

Yang Jinse didn't hug me again, we were separated by three steps, facing each other, he was staring at me, but I avoided his gaze. "Are you really going to push me away?" Yang Jinse suppressed her annoyance and asked, "In your eyes, can you push me away so easily?"

"..." I couldn't answer the words, I was worried that I would say something irreparable as soon as I opened my mouth, I was worried that I would not be able to control myself, and I would hide my most vulnerable side in front of this man.

"Yi Ran!"