you're not straight

He was really annoyed when he didn't get a response from me, and suddenly roared, which shocked me, and I looked at him blankly, and what I saw was the anger on his face and the undisguised sad look.

"I like you." He said, resignedly and resolutely.

His eyes were wide open. At this moment, when he said such words... his heart jumped twice suddenly, it jumped so hard that it seemed to be about to rush out.I wanted to say something, but my mouth moved, but I still couldn't say a word.Yang Jinse's face was stained with sadness, and his eyes no longer cast on me, "Maybe, I've just been being sentimental all this time." He grabbed his hair, and the sadness lingered around him, cooling all the red heat. heart of.

No, no!I don't……

"I thought you liked me a little bit. Did you choose to sing that song just now to tell me this?" When he mentioned just now, there was a trace of intoxication on his face, but it lasted for less than a second, "But, no Thinking that you would rather sell yourself to a nightclub for two years than come and talk to me, you don't want to have anything to do with me."

He, how would he know?

I couldn't believe it, it seemed that he had misunderstood something, and I smiled bleakly, "I, Yang Jinse, have fallen into such a situation today, I am really ashamed of myself."

After speaking, he turned and left, so decisive.

Just... let's do it, let's go like this, let's break it like this...

Staring at the corner of the other person's clothes and my own hand, my whole body trembled slightly, I couldn't speak, because I didn't know what to say.But I know that I can't let this man go, and my feeling tells me that if we let him go like this, our life will be over like this.

She clearly wanted to push this man away, but she held on tightly and refused to let go...

Yang Jinse didn't look back at me, and didn't make a sound, just stood there, waiting for me to say or do something, or even he didn't know what to do.

"...No, it's not like that..." I shook my head, clutching it tightly, "I don't hate you, no." Really not.I just—"I'm afraid, but I don't know what I'm afraid of. I'm afraid, but I don't know what I'm afraid of..."

There was a thin whimpering sound, intermittent, and it went on for a long time.Yang Jinse turned around and looked at me, "I want all of Yiran, including this." He pointed at my chest, "It's the first time I want someone's sincerity, and it's the first time I've fallen into a trap. go down."

I looked up, looked at the determination in his eyes, and looked at all kinds of things mixed in his eyes.

His hand caressed my face, and his thumb wiped away the tears on my face. The expression on my face was very uncoordinated, with sadness in anger, affection in sadness...

"The first time you cried in front of me," he said, "were you crying for me?"

I couldn't bear it any longer, I threw myself into his arms, and burst into tears, crying out all the recent grievances and fears, all the negativity, and all the things I had undertaken by myself. .

Never mind, never mind!Even if, even if you regret it in the future, even if you want to abandon me, I will bully you, even if you hate me, I will never let you go...I gave you a chance to let go, I...I love You, I really love you.Love has reached the point where I am afraid, to the point where I dare not face it, what should I do, what should I do?

However, this man just hugged me quietly and tightly.

After venting his emotions, he calmed down slowly. Thinking of the gaffe just now, he didn't realize how embarrassing he was.In front of this man, there is never a time when I am not ashamed.

"Why do you want to borrow 20?" Putting me on the sofa, Yang Jinse sat across from me, forcing me to face him and not giving me a chance to back down.

I lowered my eyes, and I told him the whole story. When he heard the end, his face became very dark, but he didn't speak.Seeing him like this made me a little uneasy.I really feel that this man at the moment is very scary.

Is he blaming me for not consulting him first?Or do you blame me for pushing him away because of something like this?

"...I, I don't want you to misunderstand... I'm dating you for money." I lowered my eyes and struggled to speak out.

I have never promised him. If I decide to associate with him at this time, I am a little afraid of what he will think.

I don't know if after listening to my explanation, Yang Jinse's face became less ugly, and she sighed, "You can discuss this kind of thing with me." The distress was heard in the words.

His eyes felt hot again.

At that time, I was in a state of confusion, and my heart ached when I thought about breaking contact with him in the future. How could I dare to consult with him?

Everything happened at the same time, and I was alone.

"If it didn't happen that the owner of that nightclub was an acquaintance with me, if he hadn't been careful and mentioned it to me, would I never have known that I was rejected for such an innocent reason?"

I was sobbing, unable to speak.

"Is it true that if I don't chase you out today, are you really planning to cut off contact with me forever? Is it in the future..." Yang Jinse was so angry and annoyed that she couldn't go on talking here, and pulled me over , hugged in his arms, and what he heard was his helpless sigh.

"I really don't know what to do with you."

Holding onto his clothes, I could only sob unceasingly, but like a drowning child, I never want to let go of the life-saving straw in front of me.In the end, it was probably because I was too tired, and I hadn't slept at all these days; maybe it was because I had this man by my side, my heart inexplicably settled down, and I fell asleep in a daze.

It's a rare dreamless night and only woke up in the morning. I didn't realize that I was sleeping on my own bed, but I felt strange.

"What are you doing? No, what are these people doing?" Only some large furniture or old things remained in the room, and others, even the stools were removed!

"Moving." Yang Jinse said, "The only thing missing is your bed. I wanted to pack you up and send you there." He looked at it with a smile.

"..." I was completely speechless in shock.

It's all about what! !

"Hurry up and get dressed and go, let them move this place too." Yang Jinse urged me to the side, not even letting me change out of my pajamas...Huh?I remember I didn't change into pajamas last night, why are you wearing pajamas now?

"You, you..." My face was hot, but when I saw a porter coming in, I could only silence my voice, not daring to speak clearly.

"Let's go, get in the car first." Yang Jinse came over and put his arms around my shoulders, the two brothers seemed to leave the house, and saw the landlady's wife smiling happily.

Looking up at the man beside him, how much did this man benefit the landlady?

After getting in the car, he avoided all kinds of stares from the neighbors on the street, and turned to stare at the culprit, "What's the matter with you?"

Yang Jinse looked relaxed, started the car, and answered with ease: "Yiguo will not be able to get out of the hospital for a while, and after the operation is successful, the recuperation period will not be short. Do you think the conditions of your family are suitable?" What about Yiguo?"

"..." is not suitable, but...

"Besides, with multiple people taking care of Yiguo, don't you feel more at ease? Besides, you have absolutely no experience in this area. What should you do if something happens? Call an ambulance."

"..." Recalling a few days ago, when something happened, I didn't even have anyone to discuss with. That kind of helplessness and despair, just thinking about it makes me feel very scared.Yang Jinse didn't force me to keep silent, and calmed down, "I've taken care of everything at the hospital, and the branch of the nightclub, so you don't have to go to work there."

Frowning, "How to deal with it? And the nightclub is my business, what do you mean I don't have to go to work after passing your ward?"

Looking over, Yang Jinse's eyes became colder, "Are you really going to work there?"

"..." Didn't I have to do it before?Now……

"As your man, don't I have the right to do such a thing?" He asked again coldly, swallowing me there.

"...Wh, what man? I don't understand what you mean." He lowered his head, his face was a little hot, we had no so-called relationship at all, he said it so bluntly.

Yang Jinse gave me an angry look, then ignored me and continued to drive his car.But that speed can be described as 'very fast'. I was so scared that I covered my chest all the way, and didn't even dare to open my eyes.

My legs were weak and I got out of the car. I had the solid feeling of falling on the ground after floating in the clouds.Seeing that I couldn't stand still, Yang Jinse didn't care about a word, and didn't hide the anger on his face at all.

"What are you still standing there for?" The man who walked to the elevator first glanced back at me and said coldly, pretending not to see my trembling legs.Gritting my teeth, the stubbornness in my heart does not allow me to show weakness, and I walked over with kicked legs.But when he just started, he fell to the ground so heavily that his hands and knees hurt from rubbing.

I heard footsteps, and then a pair of bright leather shoes appeared in front of my eyes. From the bottom of my head, there was still a cold but helpless voice: "I can't even walk." At the same time as the words fell, I was pulled up by both hands , Yang Jinse didn't look at me, and walked towards the elevator with his arms around me.

He was really angry.

Is he mad at me for denying his words?

"...Why are you angry?" Finally, I couldn't help but ask him. At this time, the elevator door opened again with a bang, and he left me and walked to the front of the house to open the door. "Still waiting for me to help you?" Do you?" He said so, but stood at the door waiting for me to walk by.

I feel uneasy, I think this man is really narrow-minded!Knowing that my legs are weak and I can't walk steadily, you still don't help me!Thinking in my heart, I have already come to him step by step, but he looked at me and said: "It's not a sincere support, would you like it?"

I was taken aback, not understanding what he meant, and I was still thinking about what he said when I entered the room.

Yiguo's operation was carried out half a month later, and until she entered the operating room, Yiguo didn't know that what she was going to undergo was a major operation.Regarding this decision, Yang Jinse objected. He said that Yiguo had the right to know, and that if the operation was not successful, at least she would know why she was gone...He didn't finish his sentence, so I punched him .

Looking at the man who was leaning over, my hands were numb and still aching.

The first time I hit someone, it turned out that my own hand would also hurt like this.

In the end, it was not that Yang Jinse agreed with my approach, but that he had no way to change my decision.I just remember that day I yelled at him with red eyes: Yiguo will definitely be fine!

When I ran outside and fell on the grass in front of the hospital, I realized the fear in my heart.I am the one who is most afraid of what happens to Yiguo, and I don't even have the courage to face it.Afterwards, Yang Jinse took me back in silence, and he didn't say anything until he watched Yiguo being sent to the operating room.

The operation time is very long and very short.I feel like a century has passed, and it feels like all time has stood still, passing by in the blink of an eye.Yang Jinse put down his work... Maybe he didn't have a job at all, or maybe he really took some time out of his busy schedule. In short, from the beginning to the end, when I couldn't hold on anymore, he would be by my side.

For the first time, I deeply realized that getting to know him was really the luckiest thing in my life.

Yiguo was also very lucky. Although the operation took seven hours, it was still very successful in the end.In fact, I didn't know at the time that this was also due to Yang Jinse. The chief surgeon relied on his extensive contacts to hire a very authoritative brain tumor doctor.

"What? Let's all move to Brother Yang's house? This...isn't that good?" After going through the ordeal, Yiguo became more cheerful, but I became more silent.

I couldn't hold back the words. Ever since Yiguo woke up, from learning about her affairs to being discharged from the hospital, Yang Jinse answered all the questions for her, just like now, it's Yang Jinse who connects the conversation. "What's wrong? At this time, Yiguo has suddenly grown up." Yang Jinse scraped Yiguo's little nose with her fingers, looking very doting.

When Yiguo heard this, her face was a little ashamed, "I'm not born with Brother Yang, it's just like this..." She looked at me again, thinking that it's better for me to decide this kind of thing.

"Your brother has to study and work part-time. It's really hard for one person to take care of you. Besides, your family's conditions are not suitable for you to support yourself. Don't you have my help here? You can rest assured that your brother is here." You can only say Yang Jin Se must be a formidable businessman, and the faint words are Yiguo's weakness.

"...Well, brother doesn't feel embarrassed, so I don't mind." Yi Guo still looked pale, but looked at me very sensiblely.

The corner of my mouth twitched, it would be weird if I wasn't embarrassed!

However, at this time, I dare not speak out, and I can't do anything if I have the Lord.In this way, Yiguo lived in Yang Jinse's house in a stately manner.Yiguo's room is on the leftmost side on the second floor, where it is quiet and has a nice small balcony, very bright; while my room is on the right side of Yang Jinse, right next to it.

Fortunately, during the day, Yang Jinse is very "gentleman", like our big brother, always smiling and considerate.But, at night, something is wrong, it seems like a completely different person.

Yiguo is in poor health, and usually goes back to bed at nine o'clock. At this time, I flee back to my room as if hiding from a debt, and lock the door firmly.However, no matter how many locks I have locked, when I respond inadvertently, there must be more than one person in the room.

"You, how did you get in?!" I obviously locked it.

Clutching his forehead, it's been like this for a week.

Yang Jinse looked at me with a smile, "This is my house." He didn't explain, he seemed to have just taken a shower, his hair was still wet and dripping; he wasn't wearing anything except a towel around his waist.