you're not straight

"...You, you go back to your room, I still have homework to do." I realized that I was crazy about the semi-exposed body, and turned back with a blushing face, not daring to look at it again.Smell that special bath fragrance is getting closer and closer, and my heartbeat is getting faster and faster.

"I'll sleep here." The deep and hoarse voice rang in my ears, Yang Jinse propped up the table with one hand, and leaned against my chair with the other, forming a semi-envelopment around me.

He lowered his head, "You, what are you kidding, my room is so big, why do you have to come to my room to sleep?" His heart was beating so fast, and his face was getting hotter and hotter.

Do not know why.

"No matter how big the room is, you're not here." Yang Jinse continued to whisper, licking and biting my ear from time to time.

"... Hu, what nonsense are you talking about? You... go back quickly, I still want to... um!" Before he could finish speaking, the back of his head was pinched, and his mouth was already gagged.Opening his eyes wide, he saw the closed eyes, the long eyelashes were curled up, trembling slightly.

"The kiss was really inattentive." The mouth was loosened, but the face was still smiling, and there was a layer of undisguised desire in the eyes.

"I, I still have homework..."

The rejection was not thorough, and it was doomed to sleepless nights...

Lie on the bed weakly, unable to turn his head.If we're like this, we're... in a relationship, right?You only do this when you're in a relationship, right?

Biting my lip, I actually dated a man, actually dated him...

I don't know what other people's 'association' is like, but Yang Jinse and I are... weird.During the day, we are in front of outsiders, especially Yiguo, we pretend to be like two brothers; at night, he always has a way to enter my room, and then return to his room before I get up, and come out of his room as if nothing happened , have breakfast with us.

Most of the time, he was very careful and never made me feel embarrassed.But there are also crazy times, such as picking me up from school, and when I get crazy, I will drive the car to the hotel, tortured until my legs are weak, and I will go home leisurely after my whole body is weak.

Half a month after Yiguo's health improved, she went to school clamoring. She had her hair shaved off after the operation, and although it looks like a little bit has grown back, she can't go to school like this.So we chose a lot of wigs and hats for her. She is also cheerful and has no inferiority complex, which makes me feel relieved.

Just when I felt that life was slowly getting on track, an accident happened like this.

"Huh? Why did you come back so early?" There was no class this afternoon, so I came back early, but I didn't expect that Yang Jinse would be home at this time.

"En." Yang Jinse just replied, without explaining why she was home before five o'clock.

I took the things back to the room, and I went back to the living room again, "What do you want to eat tonight? I'm going to buy groceries now." Because of Yiguo's physical condition, I almost always cook dinner recently, and he will come back if he is not so busy eat.

Throwing away the things in my hand, Yang Jinse pulled me, and I just walked to the sofa, and I was pulled down without any preparation, and fell heavily on him.

"Ah... um!" Maintaining this posture lying on his body, I was kissed until the sky was dark.

Finally being released, I gasped, ashamed and annoyed.Annoyed myself actually enjoy this feeling! "Don't be in heat in broad daylight!" I glared at him, trying to get up, but when I moved, I bumped into a hard object...

His face flushed 'shua'.

Yang Jinse inserted her five fingers into my hair, looked at me intently, "Yi Ran..."

"Don't, don't be like this, Yiguo is coming back soon." Recently, he always looks at me with this kind of eyes, that kind of warmth seems to be overflowing, as if it would drown my surroundings.

My heart always beats wildly at this time, but I'm... scared.

I am afraid that he will really drown the surroundings, and I am not afraid that I will be drowned, but I am afraid that the people around me will be drowned...

"Isn't Yiguo coming back at seven o'clock? It's still early." Yang Jinse smiled, put one hand into my clothes, started to fumble, and muttered: "What should I do? Nothing is enough..."

Those words were low and deep, which made people feel bored.

"But... um!" Being kissed again, on the body, where his hand touched, there was a sharp pain, as if he had been anesthetized, it was hot...

"I'm back, someone is back..."

The sudden sound came to an abrupt end.

I, who was kissed, let go in a daze, turned my head mechanically, and saw a person standing by the gate... a shocked Yiguo.I was also so frightened that my face turned pale and I was at a loss.Yang Jinse was half lying on the sofa, and he also turned his head to look at the door; while I was lying on top of him, disheveled...

Time seemed to stand still, and the three of them maintained their original postures with different expressions.

"Yiguo..." I don't know how long it took, I managed to find my voice, and murmured a sentence, this sentence was like a bomb, Yiguo suddenly came back to his senses, I don't know what words to use to describe that expression Seeing her pale face, she turned and opened the door and rushed out of the room.

"Yiguo——" I jumped off the sofa and wanted to chase after her, but when I tripped over my loosened pants, I fell down so suddenly.

"Yiran!" Yang Jinse also came back to his senses, screamed out, and hurried over to hug me, "Is there any pain from the fall?" He asked nervously, and began to check my body.

"Yi, Yiguo..." All I can think of is Yiguo's desperate expression just before turning around.

"Don't worry, I'll go and tell her clearly, you are waiting at home." Yang Jinse recovered quickly and made a decision immediately.

"But I..."

"You still don't want to go now, it will make her unable to calm down." Yang Jinse told me to sit back on the sofa, and he stood up, "Trust me, it will be fine." He gave me an absolutely reassuring look.

I hung my head, my whole body trembling with fear.

It has been an hour since Yang Jinse chased her out, but she hasn't come back, nor called, nor even sent a message.While I was terrified, I couldn't do anything, and I didn't even have the courage to send a message to ask.

"Yiguo..." Holding my head, I could only moan in pain.

If even Yiguo hates me, hates me, what should I do...

Three hours later, Yang Jinse came back. There was a sound of 'pop', and the whole space lit up. I couldn't stand the sudden brightness, so I covered my squinted eyes with my hand, and he looked at me who was still sitting on the sofa, "Why don't you turn on the light? ?”

Asked and walked over.

"..." I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say a word.

"Don't look like you're about to cry, I can't help but want to bully you." Yang Jinse smiled, and the smile was full of doting. "Don't worry, Yiguo has already figured it out." He knew what I was most worried about, so he stopped teasing me, and explained his words first.

"...She, really figured it out?" How could an ordinary person figured out such a thing all of a sudden?How could it be possible to understand another world to her all at once?Understand homosexuality?

"Well, it's almost there." Yang Jinse hugged me into his arms, "Actually, Yiguo is very smart, she has already noticed it, but she suddenly saw it, I can't stand it, don't be too nervous It's going to be okay." He comforted me.

"Then, where is she?" Looking behind him, no one came back, and the heart that had just let go was raised again.

"She said she wants to stay with her friend for a few days, so you can give her an adaptation period." Yang Jinse smiled calmly, as if the matter had really been completely resolved.Just then, my phone rang, it was a message.

"Look, it might be from Yiguo." Seeing my hesitation, Yang Jinse spoke again.I opened the message silently, and it was indeed from Yiguo. I only said that I would give her a few days and she would get used to it.

Finally, I added a sentence: Brother, no matter what, you are my brother, the only brother I love the most.

"Yiguo..." Holding the phone, I wanted to cry.

"I'm so hungry, what's for dinner tonight?" Yang Jinse asked with a smile at this moment, and then stared at me wretchedly, "Well, let's eat Yiran."

After being stunned for a while, blushing, he pushed the bastard away, "What are you thinking!" Thanks to him, the original emotion was swept away by this person.

"Then Yiran, let's cook, I'm really hungry." Yang Jinse smiled, and didn't force her to come again, as if what he said just now was deliberately said to provoke me.

I was startled, and looked at this man with a silly smile. His long hair might have been pulled by me just now, and it was a little messy.

He's...really caring about me.

"What's so stupid? Go cook, or do you really want me to eat you?" Yang Jinse didn't know what was going on in my heart, and continued to laugh.

Biting my lips, I stood up and took two steps forward, tiptoeing, and gently covered those sexy lips, the four lips blended together, soft, and with that warmth.Taking a step back, I saw the shocked expression on the calm man's face, and the original romantic atmosphere suddenly became mischievous, which made me want to laugh at him.

However, I didn't laugh.

Instead, she looked at him seriously, her chest throbbing wildly.

"...I, I may... I really like you." That's why I was so moved, and that's why I always wanted to avoid him, and that's why my heartbeat was so fast - leaving behind Yang who might be overly frightened and stood still. Jinse, I seemed relieved and turned into the kitchen.I didn't buy vegetables, but the ingredients are enough for two people.

"..." Washing the materials, being hugged from behind in my arms, I didn't know what to say, and the water flowed like a splash.The people behind buried their faces in my neck, and could feel the slightly rapid breathing.

"I love you," he said.

Chest, jumping wildly.

He said, love me.

Lowering your eyes, your face is hot, your whole body is hot...

"Ok, I know."

Happiness, I don't know how other people understand these two words, but I know that my recent happiness is painful.

Today is a fine weather. After autumn, it will be winter. Even if it is cold winter, there will be warm sun shining. "Brother Yang! You're bullying brother again, right?" In the room, Yiguo's tender and angry voice came. Before I could react, I heard Yang Jinse's voice:

"Since when did I bully Yiran?" The question was innocent.

"You still said no! My brother has been suffering from backaches recently, why didn't you bully him?" Yiguo questioned sonorously and righteously.My face turned red, and I was cutting carrots in the kitchen, trying to pretend that I didn't hear a word from outside.

"Hehe, that doesn't count as me bullying him." Yang Jinse's voice came with a smile, which was a little lingering, which showed that he was in a good mood now.

"Hmph! If you bully, you will bully, and you still say no!" Yiguo snorted, and then muttered something there, and the two laughed.Breathing out, a month ago I was afraid to let Yiguo know about our affairs, but now the two of them can get along as if they were not real, this shocked me for a month and I still can't believe it.

I smiled silently, Yiguo is my only family member, as long as she accepts, I will no longer have worries and worries.

"What are you cooking today? Do you want to help?" There was a voice from the kitchen door, and I turned my head to see Yang Jinse come in at some time, looking at me with a smile.

Turning back to continue the work in hand, "You better go out, so as not to cause trouble." It's not that I haven't learned his 'technique' before, he will ruin the kitchen after a while, I don't want to tire myself.

"It's really cold." Yang Jinse didn't worry that he didn't go out, but instead came over, looked at this and that plate, "And sweet and sour pork ribs?" He was surprised, "Didn't you say you couldn't do it last time? "

After hearing that, my face became slightly hot, "I don't know how to do it, so I'll try it." Last time he said he likes to eat, but I don't know how to cook it, so I'll give it a try this time.

"Hehe." The man next to me suddenly smiled, and put his arms around my waist from behind, "I'm so happy."

My body froze, "You, get out!" I yelled while waving the knife in my hand, but my face was so hot that it was about to smoke.I should be the one who said this. Fortunately, with him, I can stand here so happily, because of him...

"Boom!" Yang Jinse quickly kissed me on the cheek, then fled out of the kitchen, leaving me alone there with a flushed face, neither scolding nor angry.

"What a... scoundrel!" Shen scolded, I continued the work in hand, but my heart was extremely sweet.

To be honest, my cooking skills are not good. When my parents were still there, although my family was not considered rich, it was still a well-off family. We didn’t need us to do housework. Later, my parents had an accident. In order to make money, I spent nights in nightclubs and attended classes during the day , There are very few at home, let alone cooking.

After I lived with Yang Jinse, the kitchen at home fell on me naturally for some reason.Fortunately, ordinary dishes are not difficult. Although they are not delicious, they can be eaten. They have no objections, which makes me have the urge to continue.

After lunch, Yiguo said that he invited his classmates out, so he went out.

Even the dishes still want me to wash!

After washing the dishes, Yang Jinse was still sitting on the sofa in the hall, reading the financial newspaper. I was a little surprised, "Didn't you make an appointment with Ye Hong and the others to play golf today?" It's rare that he is free this Saturday. Those friends of his had already dated him.