Xuan Xiao tears, drunk is the most sinful

Me, my name is Laner.I am the second in my family. I have an elder brother who treats me very well. He is my favorite person. My family is very special. My mother and father are well-known "Medical Heroes" in the world. But I would rather live in an ordinary family.

I once saw a warm scene in a farmhouse that could never happen to me in my life.

My father and mother hardly cared about me. They were highly skilled in medicine, but they never treated me. When I was young, I had a severe cold and almost died, but they didn’t care about it. Only my brother, Always watch over me.

I lay weakly on the bed, without thinking about it, I knew my face was pale and I was sweating profusely.Under the faint light of the candle, I saw my brother's busy voice, constantly changing the veil for me, applying cold compresses, and making medicine. That time, the wind was blowing outside, and my brother shivered every time he came in.

Later, under the careful care of my brother, I recovered, but my brother fell ill.

Since then, I have decided to put my brother first.

Later, my parents gave birth to a little sister for me. She was pink and tender, and she was very cute. My parents treated my sister very well. Although I was a little envious, I was not jealous because I still had my brother.

However, I once secretly heard my mother say that my sister is in poor health and has congenital defects.Therefore, it is my responsibility to take care of my sister.

As time goes by, I gradually have a good impression of this younger sister. Since my mother gave birth to her, my parents seem to have treated me a lot better. I never cared about what I eat or wear, but now every He kept picking up vegetables for me without stopping, and made me fat and fat.

When my sister was more than one year old, my parents retired, left the rivers and lakes, and lived in a mountain. I like this place very much, even if it is for my sister.

Although my parents’ love for my sister is far higher than their love for me, and even only a fraction of their love for my sister, I am still very happy. You know, my wish since I was a child is that my parents can pay attention to me. .

So, I don't care about everything, although once, when I was playing with my sister, my sister suddenly covered her chest and said it hurts. My mother saw it, ran over immediately, and pushed me away. My mother was very anxious and overstretched. , I accidentally knocked down on the table, a big lump on my head.

It looks very dazzling on fair and tender skin.My mother looked at my sister's pale face, and gently wiped the sweat off my sister's face with one hand. Suddenly, she turned her head and looked at me. It was so cold, so cold that it seemed to swallow me alive.I didn't cry, but I seemed to see my sister's smiling face, a triumphant smile in the dimness.

I know that my sister is angry because I took a small part of my parents' attention. She was spoiled by them since she was a child, and my sister has a strong possessive mentality for her parents' love.So, I can only humbly share some.Duoduo appeared in front of them to curry favor with them, even though the price was that I ignored my brother.

I heard that I passed out later, and it was only my elder brother who was taking care of me. Of course, my parents also came over this time to take a look, and left me a few medicines before leaving. I can ignore the impatience during the period.There is a trace of happiness in my heart, much better than last time, at least, this time they came to see me, I hugged my brother excitedly.

My brother also smiled, with bitterness in his encouraging smile.At that time, I couldn't read it.So, I seem to have forgotten my brother.Only remembered when I need to.Much later, I hated myself for neglecting my most important brother.

However, after this time, I was only a little unhappy in my heart, only a little bit, and even if there was only a little bit of grievance, I suppressed it.

Time flies very fast, and in a blink of an eye, my younger sister has grown up and become a slim girl. However, the parents' love for her sister has not decreased with the passage of time, but has increased day by day.

It seems that my sister is getting weaker and weaker.

One day, my parents called me over, and they wanted to talk to me alone, and I seemed to be flying with joy. This was the first time, the first time my parents chatted with me alone!

"Lan'er, have you been living well these years?" His father seemed to ask casually.

But I was cautious, and replied: "Very good, my father and mother are very good to me."

My father nodded in satisfaction, "Lan'er, you know about your sister's situation." Before I could nod, my father went on to say, I felt astringent and bitter in my heart, as if I understood something, it seemed that from the very beginning Just stepped into a wrong situation.I don't understand, but I don't understand.

"Mei'er was born with a congenital disease and will not live to be 16 years old. She needs your help, Lan'er, would you like it?" It was the first time my father looked at me so kindly. I am not stupid, nor am I stupid. , I know, this kindness, this father's love is not for me. When my father said about my sister, his expression was so gentle, so gentle, hehe, I was full of longing, but fell into a painful dream that did not wake up.

My father saw that my expression was different, and he probably thought that I was unwilling. He immediately restrained his amiable expression and became very strict, his expression was full of dissatisfaction with me.

Mother also frowned: "This is beyond your control!"

Actually, it's not that I don't want to, I only have one small request, I just hope that my parents can treat me like they did to Meier, the time is not much, just one day is enough.

However, they didn't even want to give me a moment to wait.

I deeply remember the indifferent expressions on their faces when they walked out of the room.

The days that followed were the beginning of a nightmare.

As my mother said: It's not up to you, indeed, it's up to me.

They seem to have trapped me in the room. The dark room and the occasional corner of the blue sky have become the whole of my life. I don't know if my brother has discovered my disappearance.

Now, I know that before, the concern of my parents at the dinner table was only for their little daughter, in order to keep me in good health and to treat their little daughter.

However, I still don't understand why, why she is also their daughter, and I am treated very differently from her.

Yes, I'll never know.In fact, they don't know either.I am stupid, they naturally don't like me, but my brother is very alienated from them, and I don't like them very much. Only the youngest daughter is smart and very close to them, and they regard Meier as the only one.

I don't understand, so I resent, but I don't hate, my life was given by them, and it is understandable for them to take it back.

Every day, they bring me meals, but it seems to be different from the previous ones. Many of the meals are medicinal materials, top-notch medicinal materials. I smile when I smell the medicinal food.

Too many negative emotions filled my head, too much, since then, I found that there is another person in my head, she appears less frequently, she said, she is me, I am her, I am Don't care, I'm going to die anyway!However, she is much, much smarter than me.

When I was in the small black room, the person I missed the most was my elder brother. My elder brother has always treated me very well. Later, when I had her, the person in my head, I would tell her about my elder brother. I wasn't there when she was, and she wasn't there when I was.

Finally, even the comfortable life in the small dark room will not be reserved for me for too long, and soon my parents walked in.

I know that my life is coming to an end, and I seem to be very peaceful, just as it seems.

They didn't know what method they used. I just felt black in front of my eyes and didn't have any consciousness.

I don't know how long after that, I woke up and found that I was dead, and I became a lonely ghost. I didn't know if she was still there.

Fate is always not good to me.

She, too, disappeared.

I seem to be dissatisfied, and the black and white impermanence that I have heard in dramas did not come to me. I just wandered around this house on this mountain.

Then, then I saw my own body, it was really miserable.I want to cry, but the ghost has no tears.

The chest was cut open and the intestines leaked out, but my internal organs were gone.

I do not know.

I blame.

But fortunately, they are my parents after all, they didn't let me expose my corpse to the wilderness, and buried me hastily, without a tombstone, just three handfuls of loess.

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