Xuan Xiao tears, drunk is the most sinful

I think this is their greatest kindness.

I thought I could be satisfied, I thought I could rest assured, but I was wrong.

I continue to wander here, in this place where I have lived for 15 years.

I stay here for my brother.

The brother's condition seems to be very bad, he seems to have discovered something.

The elder brother who used to be elegant and handsome, with a smile on his face, is gone. Now, my elder brother has grown many shallow mustaches on his face, his chin has become black and blue, and his eyes are bloodshot, just like I used to Going down the mountain, the people I saw next to the wine shop were just like the ones I saw.

I know, I have always known that my brother loves me very much, really loves me very much, and I also know that my brother does not have much nostalgia for this unwarm home. He only respects his parents and respects their moral prestige. High respect, no son's attachment to his parents.

My elder brother is outstanding, not as ordinary as me, and even a little dull, so although my parents did not give my elder brother love and warmth, they are still kind and cheerful in general.

I looked at my brother's face nervously, and wanted to reach out to touch him. I passed through my brother's body. I was helpless. Now, even if I wanted to comfort my brother, I couldn't even do it.At this moment, I realized that I hate, I hate this family, I hate, I hate myself for being weak and incompetent.

My brother's haggardness, I can see it in my eyes, but it hurts deep in my soul.

My brother was stunned, his throat was broken, and his voice was extremely unpleasant, like the sound of cloth being torn, but I actually had the urge to cry. In fact, I didn't cry. I was just a lonely ghost. How could I cry? What about tears?

My brother's voice sounded like heaven to me, "Lan'er, are you next to me? Are you? Don't play hide-and-seek with my brother, really don't!"

I was in great pain. I remembered that when I was young, I often played hide-and-seek with my brother. My brother could never find me, but it was always me who cried in the end.In the sunset, the little me wiped my tears with the back of my hand, but it made my eyes redder.My brother followed the cry and found me. Seeing me like this, I couldn't help but hugged me tightly and patted my back gently, "Lan'er, don't cry."

I asked with red eyes: "Brother, don't you can't find me, don't you, daddy and mother don't want Lan'er, don't like Lan'er, I know this, brother, I only have you, brother, don't you can't find me Me, wow~~" She said, crying again.

My brother lowered his voice and said to me: "Lan'er, brother won't miss you."

The memory was interrupted, and my brother immediately laughed at himself. I have never seen his expression like this, "Lan'er, I'm sorry, it's useless for my brother. I saw your corpse, I saw it! I really didn't expect that they would be like this !" My brother was furious, but his tears continued like the water of the Yellow River. He waved at the table without caring about anything, and knocked the inkstone to the ground. I knew it was my brother's favorite inkstone. Even I would not Multiple touches are allowed.

In fact, in my brother's mind, I am much heavier than the inkstone.

It didn't end, my brother ran out, ran into their room, and knocked the door open.

"Why are you treating her like that? Why! She is also your daughter!" It was the first time I saw my brother talking to someone like this, not to mention, these other people are so-called parents!

I know that my brother is my everything.

I know that from childhood to adulthood, my brother and I have depended on each other for life.

I know that my most precious possession is my brother's love for me, the love of brother and sister.That is my only family affection.

I know, I'm too greedy, I can't help but want to have more family affection, to get the love of my father and mother.

I know that for a while, I tried my best to please my parents, just to make them care about me a little more.

I know, during that time, I neglected my brother.

I know that during this period of time, my brother's eyes have dimmed, but his smile remains the same.

I know, actually I don't know anything.

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When my brother said something like that, I knew it was over.Brother, what should he do?

Sure enough, the face of the parents changed, and they reprimanded the elder brother loudly: "The blood we gave her is shed on her body, and her life is given by us. We want to take it back. What's wrong?!"

"Wrong, wrong! All wrong!" Brother hoarse.

"Your life is also given by us."

My brother also understood what they meant.

"Okay, okay! Since you gave it to me, I'll just give it back to you." My brother was already insane.My elder brother actually attacked my own Achilles' heel, I wanted to stop it, but I forgot that I was just a soul body.

I could only watch my brother fall at my feet.

I don't know why, why fate is so unfair to me!

I don't know why I can't have what other people have at their fingertips.

I don't know why God is so cruel to me!Even the only brother I have, I want to take it away!

I don't know why they are so cruel.

I don't know why I came to this world.

I don't know, if they hated me so much, why didn't they strangle me at birth!

I don't know why they are so cruel!

I don't know why they hate me so much and do such a great job!

I don't know, but I know a little bit, I know, I shed tears, and the glowing liquid falls from my eyes, I know, ghosts are not heartless, they can cry, I know, from this moment At the beginning, I am no longer me, I am no longer me, I know, my brother is dead, dead, dead... In this bamboo house, in this mountain, in this world, in front of those two people .

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Suddenly, the wind howled, and the bamboo forest rustled. I resent, I hate, I never, never wanted to kill someone so much!

However, I can't do anything, my strength is too small.

I know that there is a method of cultivation called ghost cultivation, and I want revenge!

So, I wandered around the continent.

I saw a lot of novel things and gained a lot of knowledge. In the first year of traveling, I drifted to Qionghua School, which is a place of leisure. I don't understand why even a ghost like me can come up today.

When I looked at the magnificent scene, the countless casualties.

Of course, there were also disciples named Yun Tianqing and Suyu who escaped.

I also saw that person named Xuan Xiao, who pointed his sword at the sky and held up the sky with one pillar. It turned out that the person named Yun Tianqing was his junior, the closest junior, and the one named Suyu was his little junior sister. His true love, however, just these two people, both betrayed.

Whatever the reason, betrayal is always betrayal.

Then, because it was impossible to make a boat with only one tree, he was outnumbered and finally failed, and he was trapped in the thousand-year-old black ice.

He is a man of one word, a lonely, indifferent but lovely and respectable man.

He is not cruel, but has his responsibility, he is fighting for Qionghua.I thought, if it wasn't for the fact that I had too much hatred in my heart, that I didn't think I was worthy of him, and that I didn't have the time, probably, I would have fallen in love with him.Just like, his junior sister and younger brother.

His charisma is great.In the days I saw, I slowly discovered, and finally, was slowly convinced, well, many years later, I discovered a word, probably, that is the so-called domineering spirit.hehe.

I didn't stay in Qionghua for long, then wandered around again.

After experiencing many hardships, my skill has greatly increased. At the same time, I found that, unconsciously, I merged with her. Who is she?It was the person who was with me in the small dark room, she said, she was my second personality.

I struck a wonderful balance with her.

Eighteen years later, I returned to that mountain, and I wanted revenge!However, people are missing.

The author has something to say:

I hope Brother Xiao is not out of shape.Amen.

This is also a part of the explanation, why Lan'er believed Xuan Xiao's explanation in that chapter.Of course, only part of it.