The princess is reborn

My father was very busy these days, but he still remembered my birthday and celebrated it with me one day earlier.

The table is full of my favorite dishes and snacks. It has been a long time since our father and son sat together to eat and chat comfortably like we do now.

The leaves outside the window were dyed red by the autumn wind, hanging brilliantly on the branches facing the moon, like a flowing red river, I toasted to the bright moon in the sky, and asked my father, "Dad, you said that mother has been doing this for so many years?" Are you watching us from the sky?"

My father leisurely looked at the quiet night sky. At this time, the stars were shining brightly. Yue'e hid shyly in the clouds. There seemed to be water flowing in his gloomy eyes. He said in a hoarse voice, "Silly boy, it must be. Your mother will definitely He has been watching us and protecting us, so that we can go through these years safely and smoothly."

I looked at my father quietly, only to suddenly realize that at some point, his shiny black temples were dotted with a few strands of white silk, and even his straight back was a little bent, his expression full of loneliness, already drooping. old.

But my father is only forty, these changes should not have happened, and when did they start?

I couldn't capture the passage of time, but my nose became sore, and I could see the traces of time clearly in an instant. It made me grow taller, but it made my father, who was as tall as a hero, into a lonely little boy. old man.

"It's fine, why are you crying?" My dad saw my face full of tears, and patted my head full of doubts, "How old are you, and you're still crying."

He laughed at me, but I just felt sad. While wiping away the tears on my face, I covered up, "It's the wind and sand. The wind and sand got into my eyes, so I shed tears."

"Okay, okay, I was blinded by the wind and sand," my father always pampers and tolerates me for no reason.No matter what I say or do, he always smiles lovingly, strokes my head gently, and says to me, "Okay, okay."

"Come on, let's have a drink, father and son."

My father was very drunk and raised his glass high to me. He seldom drank with me, let alone clinked glasses.

Feeling novelty, I picked up the wine glass excitedly, put the rim of the glass a little lower than him, and began to say auspicious words, "Today, I made a wish for Mu Qiu as the birthday god, and hope that my father will always be healthy, safe and happy. Be happy."

It’s true that I suffered from being uneducated. I even stuttered when I spoke auspicious words, with a strong rustic flavor. Fortunately, my father didn’t dislike me like Xie Yan did.In his eyes, he always feels that I am good everywhere.

"Okay, okay, don't just make wishes for daddy, think about yourself more."

I shook my head, "I think it's good now, it's good to have Daddy, and Daddy is by Xiaoqiu's side in good health."

I am lucky to have a father who loves me so much, and now I have words of thanks. Although he is cold and indifferent, he has become more human recently, and he will definitely be better in the future.

When I think of this, I feel that heaven really treats me kindly.A monster like me, a hateful broom star, how can He De get such favor.

My father was rarely happy today, he drank one glass after another, he looked into the distance, and suddenly said to me, "Xiaoqiu, you have gone to the south of the Yangtze River, be good, don't make trouble like before .”

"When you grow up, Daddy can protect you for a while, but not for the rest of your life. It's time to restrain your temper. If it's not too much, you have to be forgiving and forgiving."

I find it very strange that my father has never said such compassionate words to me. Although he has an elegant and easy-going attitude in front of others, he cares about my affairs very much. people easily let go.

But today when he said this to me, I felt a strange sense of fear, and asked quickly, "Father, why did you say that? Did something happen in the court? Will Daddy be in any danger? Xiaoqiu Can you help me?"

My words exploded like a series of firecrackers, and I even rushed to grab my father's hand, but he patted my hand lightly, smiled at me unnaturally, and slowly explained, "Silly boy, daddy is just I am afraid that you will suffer from troubles outside, so I tell you this, what are you thinking?"

"Really?" I didn't believe it, "Daddy, don't hide anything from me. I'm nineteen now, and I can share the burden for Daddy. It can also be shared with Dad."

"Daddy, don't put all the pressure on yourself."

"My little Qiu has finally grown up."

My father's loving eyes fell on my face, as if seeing my mother through me, he sighed, "Your mother has been away from my father for 19 years."

I don't know what it's like to lose someone I love, but when I look at my father, I can vaguely sense his longing for my mother.

19 years ago, he lost my mother on this very night. The woman he loved the most in his life died because of me, but he took pains to raise me.

What can I give him in return?I can't even stop him from causing trouble, and my mother-like face still hurts him so much.

Thinking of this, I suppressed the guilt and annoyance in my heart, and just lay my whole body on my father as usual, and said coquettishly, "Daddy, don't be sad. If mother knows that you are so sad, she will also be in pain in heaven." .”

Every time I just mentioned my mother, my father would come back to life immediately. He wiped his tears with his sleeve and smiled at me again, "Daddy is not sad, but you can't let your mother know that I cry. She used to If you have a bad temper, you will definitely scold me in the sky."

"That's right." I nodded, sticking to my father like a dog's skin plaster, and assured my father, "I know what my father said, and I remember it, and I won't cause trouble and fight again. Besides, Daddy is there for everything, even if I am in the south of the Yangtze River, I believe Daddy will come to save me right away."

"You," my father sighed seeing me being so cute for only three seconds, and patted my head, "How old are you, and you are still so clingy to Daddy? When Daddy is your age, you can go The street is soy sauce."

"Feng Xiaoqiu will always be three years old! You must always cling to daddy! You must always cling to daddy!" I really knew how to play tricks in front of my dad, making him smile, and asked, "Daddy, when will you Come to Jiangnan to accompany me?"

"When the matter comes to an end, Dad will go to Jiangnan to bring you back."

"Okay, daddy can't lie to me, hook up with Xiaoqiu, daddy, hurry up," I will be very childish in front of my dad, force him to hook up with me, "pull hooker, daddy will grow a nose if he cheats. "

"Okay, it's getting late, you go back to your room early to rest, Dad is going to the ancestral hall to talk to your mother." When my father thought of my mother, he didn't miss me and walked away very gracefully.

His figure is hidden on the quiet tree-lined road, along the road are ostentatious wisteria flowers, and the swaying petals are swaying while walking on the hem of his clothes, attracting the fragrance of flowers all over his sleeves.

I stared at his back in a daze. It was this generous back that carried me through my young years and gave me infinite warmth.

Now that he is walking alone on the road, I can feel the endless loneliness he bears. I want to catch up, but I suddenly find that my father's home is not me, but my mother.

Only my mother can give him comfort, it is the home of his soul, but I am not, I am just his ignorant and childish playful child, which broke his heart.

I drank some wine by the moonlight by myself, guessing the time and feeling that the words of thanks were coming soon, so I rushed back to my room to change my clothes.

Everything in the room was arranged and purchased by myself. I still remember the disgusted look in the shopkeeper’s eyes and the whispers of others when I went to buy those wedding dresses.

They hid in the dark and called me Lord Rabbit, saying that I was worthy of being a monster, a monster who likes men, and dared to shamelessly seduce His Highness the Crown Prince, really shameless.

I ignored it, and just asked the shopkeeper to wrap up what I wanted, but I called several times, but the shopkeeper didn't respond to me, just glanced at me contemptuously, and continued to do what I was doing.

"Shopkeeper, I'm talking to you, are you deaf?" I saw his bad attitude, and his attitude was also bad.

The shopkeeper just stopped, looked at me lazily, raised one lip frivolously, and said perfunctorily, "Understood, naturally I dare not disobey the order of the Crown Princess."

As soon as the word "Princess Concubine" came out, my brain was roaring, my fingers were tightly wrapped around the corner of my clothes, and I was speechless for a long time.

Rumors in the market move fast like a swimming dragon. When I was at the gate of the Prince's Mansion, I was ready to be ridiculed by everyone.But when this thing really happened to me, I didn't know how to bear it. I clenched my fingers into a fist, and before I knew it, the sharp nails sank deep into the flesh.

"Hahaha, Crown Princess, he is a rabbit who recommends himself as a pillow, at most he is a worn-out shoe worn by the Crown Prince."

"Looking like that, you can tell at a glance that you are not a law-abiding person."

"Hey, don't say it, be careful to be overheard by his father, who is the prime minister."

"What's wrong with the prime minister? There is such a prodigal son who is obsessed with men. If he doesn't rush out of the house and spoil him like that, he is really a loving father and a prodigal son."

I didn't ask my guards to beat up these gossipers like I usually do.

I feel a little tired and a little scared, if the matter gets to the emperor's side, Xie Yan will be implicated, and my father would be ashamed to be a man.I could only bear it, bit my lower lip tightly, and even smelled the smell of blood coming from my mouth, I didn't make a sound.

"Okay." The shopkeeper handed me the wedding dress, and I quickly reached out to pick it up, wanting to leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible.But his hand slipped, and my wedding dress fell to the ground, covered with dust on the ground.

"It's really not intentional, you won't blame me."

The store owner covered his lips exaggeratedly, and pretended to be shivering artificially. I didn't say anything, I just dusted off my wedding dress and walked to the door.

"Hahahaha, he is so arrogant and domineering on weekdays, but now he looks like a turtle, haha."

"I just saw that his eyes were red, and any man can't be confused by that cute and pitiful look. Even our high and cold prince can't pass the beauty test of him."

"His Royal Highness is just playing with him, send it to the door to warm. Why don't you want the bed, and he looks so beautiful. If you send it to me, I would like to lock him up so that no one else can see him."

"I really want to see what he looks like on the bed, if he is about to cry like just now, and the tears are as beautiful as pearls. Oops, I have to go to the Nanfeng Pavilion to find an actress. People have diarrhea. Fire. "

The voice behind me never stopped, and all kinds of dirty and vulgar words fell into my ears, making me want to bite my tongue off, but I can't make trouble, I can't cause trouble for my father and Xie Yan, I can only bear it.

Fortunately, the effect of the wedding dress on me is not bad, and I finally have something happy today.

I didn't prepare a wedding dress for Xie Yan, I thought he wouldn't like it, I wanted to prepare it for him, but I was afraid to hear his rejection, his rejection would make me more angry than others' insults feel bad.

I was afraid that he would say no to me, and that my sincerity would become empty in a blink of an eye, so I only prepared it for myself, so that I chose to be his wife, Xie Yan would not have any psychological burden, and I didn't have to worry about his reaction Uneasy.

I was wearing a men's wedding dress, a bright red wedding gown, embroidered with mandala flowers coiled around it, which made the little moles at the corners of my eyes even more fragrant.

I didn't tie my hair up today, I just let my black hair loose, and I stood in front of the mirror neatly. In the bronze mirror, the black pupils of the person are clear, the red lips are gorgeous, and the hair flows like clouds on the side of the face. The skin is finer than snow, and the waist is slender.

I am quite satisfied with it, I hope Xie Yan will like it.

I pasted the word "囍" on the window pane, lit red candles, changed the bedding into a festive red color, and put some nuts such as peanuts and red dates on the bedding with shame.

This is the marriage custom that I heard people say before, that if you let go of these things, you will have a baby early, I don't know if it is true or not, it is just for auspiciousness, not to have a baby with Xie Yan.

I didn't tell Xie Yan my birthday, I just planned to give him a surprise, but Xie Yan didn't come tonight.

In the past, he would have come to my room at night, but now the tree branches outside the window are covered with neighing jackdaws, and I have not seen Xie Yan.

I read the storybook and waited on the soft bed until the third watch sounded. I was a little drowsy, and Xie Yan turned in from the window. After a trace of doubt, "This is?"

I didn't have the nerve to tell him what I thought in my heart, so I just stood up from the soft bed, hugged him in three steps and two steps, and asked in a low voice, "Why are you here so late today?"

Hearing my inquiry, his body stiffened imperceptibly, and then he pretended to be innocent and kissed my forehead, and said indifferently, "Today, my father came to discuss matters with me."

"Oh," I was not very interested in the affairs of the court, so I just got out of his arms and turned around in front of him, somewhat triumphantly, "Xie Yan, how am I doing today?"

Xie Yan didn't answer, but the deep phoenix eyes seemed to be on fire, and the scorching gaze fell on my slightly open skirt and tight waist, stretched out his long arms, and grabbed me into his arms, said hoarsely, " Xifu?"

The hot breath he exhaled seemed to fall on my ears, making my ears turn red. Only then did I realize how shy I was, and my voice was as thin as a mosquito, "Do you want to marry me?"

Xie Yan obviously heard it, but pretended to kiss my ear, pretending not to know, lowered his head and asked me, "What?"

I was a little angry now, I struggled to get out of his arms, walked around the room angrily, and introduced the things I prepared to him one by one.

I pointed to the red 囍 character by the window, and led him to look at the red candles jumping on the desk, and pointed to the wine on the table, raised my chin slightly, and said to him, "Today happens to be my 19-year-old son. Birthday, this young master has made a major decision. This young master intends to marry you, are you willing?"

I was obviously so nervous that my palms were sweating, but I wanted to pretend to be indifferent, and looked at Xie Yan's expression arrogantly.

I thought he would sneer at my wishful thinking as I imagined, and mock me like the group of street thugs who want to eat swan meat, but he didn't.

He stood Shi Shiran, the ivory white robe set off his face like a crown jade, awe-inspiring like a fairy, the cold white moonlight shone on his face, like a dream.

His dark gray pupils looked at me like a silent river flowing, and my shadow was reflected in the river, with bright red clothes, white skin and black hair, biting his lower lip.

He said to me softly, "OK".

There are countless fire trees and silver flowers blooming in my mind, and I don't know whether I am in a false dream or in reality, until Xie Yan walked up to me, and the cool kiss fell on my lips, and the iron arm was strong. Hold my waist, I realized that this is not a dream.

Xie Yan kissed very intently, his thick eyelashes were stained with the tranquil moonlight, casting fan-like shadows, his jade-white face was as snow-covered on the Cangshan Mountain, and like a Jade Buddha overlooking all beings in a temple.

I quietly used my eyes to describe his clear eyebrows, straight nose, and even his cool and thin lips.

I used to think that gods only exist in dreams, and I would be punished by heaven if I did something disrespectful to gods in my dreams, but I didn't know that gods also have love and lust, and everything is indulgence of preference.

The bright moon in my heart finally fell into my arms.

I was overjoyed, and sat quietly on Xie Yan's lap and breathed gently. Every kiss was a test for me who couldn't breathe, but Xie Yan couldn't. He always kissed with a cold face. Me, if it weren't for the fire in his eyes, I would really think he was unmoved.

It was late at night, the autumn wind rolled up the fallen leaves, and the shadows of the trees fell into the open space by the window. The sound of my shallow breathing was particularly obvious in the silence.

Xie Yan is usually silent, he patted my back with his hand, his long eyelashes fluttered, and his eyes fell on the wine on the table.

I proposed the marriage, but I was too excited at the moment and forgot the process of getting married, until Xie Yan asked me, "Where is the hijab?"

"Ah, oh," I belatedly replied, "I didn't find any in the street today."

In fact, the store was unwilling to sell it to me. They said behind my back that I was the kind of dubious person.Thinking of this, I bit my lower lip tightly, with an unhappy expression on my face.

Xie Yan seemed a little regretful, sighed lightly, stretched out his slender fingers, and freed my lips from the upper teeth, "Next time."

"What next time?" I asked him hastily, but he closed his lips tightly, unwilling to tell me, just glanced at me with his gray eyes, as if he felt that I was asking knowingly, his ears became a little red, He reached out and handed me the wine on the table.

"If you drink it, you can't go back on it."

His tone of voice was very light, but those sharp phoenix eyes were staring at me, like a wolf staring at his prey that is within easy reach, and his eyes were filled with the desire to drink blood.

I was startled by his eyes that seemed to want to tear me apart, so I could only say submissively, "No, I dare not go back on my word."

"What if you regret it?"

The tone of thank you was full of distrust, as if remembering the unhappiness before, he put the wine on the table hard, made a bang, and then came to rub my face fiercely, forcing me to look up at him .

At this time, he had a fierce look on his face, like a vicious bully oppressing the people, "If you go back on your word, what should you do?"

I am not as strong as him, and my face hurts from his pinch, and I can't help crying.

I know he is remembering the last time I broke up with him, and I am afraid that I will go back on my word, so I can only stick out three fingers and swear, with my cheeks under his ravages, I can only say vaguely, "If , and next time, at your disposal."

"How can I deal with it?"

His long and narrow phoenix eyes danced with deep fire, and even the hands that were rubbing my cheeks slowly fell on my neck, gently rubbing, caressing, the cool fingertips were like the snake letter of a poisonous snake, It made my skin shudder.

Xie Yan was warning me that if I repented like last time, he would crush me to ashes, or gnaw me to the bone.When I thought of this, my whole body trembled, and I just nodded desperately, "No, I won't go back on my word."

"How do you guarantee that?"

He still didn't believe it, his fingertips came from my neck to my lips, and forcefully penetrated into my mouth, stirring the tip of my tongue sorely, even disrupting my breathing.

I could only reach for the glass of wine with trembling hands, Xie Yan withdrew his hand when he saw this, and looked at me coldly, as if he was waiting for me to show his loyalty.

I could only bite the bullet and pour all the wine into my mouth, grabbing Xie Yan's skirt and leaning on it.

He looked down at me leisurely, but he didn't refuse my kiss. Instead, he gently wrapped his arms around my waist, and kissed me back deeper and harder, taking my breath away.

After drinking the Heji wine, I really couldn't say anything stupid about sending it to the bridal chamber, and it was rare for me to stay obediently in Xie Yan's arms, quietly like a kitten.

Xie Yan's hands landed next to my ear one after another, gently rubbing my earlobe until my ears and face turned red, and then suddenly came to my ear and kissed my ear , said hoarsely, "It's time for the bridal chamber."

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