The princess is reborn

"you're lying!"

"You lied to me!"

"It's obviously not like that, you are obviously, that's it," I bit my lower lip tightly, my cheeks were burning hot, I still stuttered with my head hanging down, my eyes filled with heavy tears, no Half-confidently murmured, "You obviously like me."

I crushed the teardrops on my face, looked up at those beautiful light-colored pupils, and accused me loudly, "You are obviously afraid that I will be hurt and that you can't take care of me, so you forced me to leave."

"You obviously like me, why do you always lie to me, and always pretend to be indifferent to me."

"I'm not going."

"You like me so much, why should I go?"

"I just want to haunt you for the rest of my life. I broke your leg, so I will be responsible for your future life. If you still can't walk after treatment, I can be your crutch for the rest of your life."

"Wherever you want to go, I will accompany you."

"I can still give birth to you, and then you will have relatives who are connected by blood, so you don't have to cry at the portrait of Mrs. Blue Crucian Carp."

"Our family will have a good life in the future."

"Thank you, I really like you."

"Don't give up on me, okay?"

I talked a lot, but the expression on Xie Yan's face was still very indifferent. He looked at me with a good eye and said sarcastically, "I like you? Feng Jiuyue, what kind of fairy do you think you are? ?”

His cool fingers grabbed my jaw, and with a slight force, it hurt me very much. Warm tears ran down my cheeks and wet his fingertips. I whimpered and said it hurt, my eyelashes Weeping into strands of strands, he opened his mouth coldly.

"It's been a long time since I touched you. Haven't you thought about it? Now that I see your face, I can't arouse my interest at all."

"Feng Jiuyue, if you are sensible, stay away from me."

"Don't come here to humiliate yourself again."

I cried so hard, all kinds of grievances surfaced in my heart, I muttered that I stretched out my two slender arms, and I was about to thank me and hug me, and argued vaguely, "Obviously not, obviously not like this of."

Xie Yanming has always liked to do that kind of thing, although I am also a man, but in comparison, my desires are pitifully small, but in order to please and accommodate Xie Yan, we do it frequently, because the size does not fit , I often get hurt because of this, but Xie Yan obviously needs this kind of thing to adjust his life, so I just let him go.

Later, it was because I was bullied by Leihuo that time, and I took all my anger on Xie Yan, calling him a disgusting animal that only cares about the lower body.He told me that if I didn't like it, then I wouldn't do it again, and I never did it again.But every time he hugs me, I can feel his urge to swallow me whole. Every time he hugs me, there will be changes every time, but now he can beat me back and say that he is not interested in me anymore.

It's too much to say.

"It's obviously because I was angry with you last time that you didn't talk to me anymore," I couldn't continue with my blushing face, I just mumbled my lips, stretched out my arms pitifully, and cried Bian begged, "You hug me, I don't care, I want you to hug me."

"Why are you so bad, always bullying people."

"It's obviously not what you said, why do you always pretend to be a bad person, why do you always say these ugly things to me?"

"I will work hard to exercise in the future and learn how to protect and take care of you. Can you wait for me?"

"I know that I'm not good-looking, and I'm not smart. No matter what, I'm the one who overshadows you. You should despise me."

"But I will really be obedient in the future, and I won't lose my temper with you anymore. If you want to, you can do it anytime. Can you please don't drive me away, I will behave well."

I babbled a lot, almost showing off the housekeeping skills that I have been messing with my father for many years, but Xie Yan never said a word. I looked up suspiciously, only to find that he didn't talk to me at all. Listening to what I said, my phoenix eyes stared fixedly at the two arms that I accidentally exposed when I raised my hand. The scorching eyes were like a wolf that has been hungry for several days seeing fresh and white raw meat.

Although I don't look good, but my skin and flesh are indeed quite outstanding, and without makeup, I can be much whiter than ordinary women with makeup.

At this time, there is only a dim yellow oil lamp on a low stool in the room, dancing with the full of candlelight. My outstretched arms are like the melting white snow in winter under the warm sun, dazzling white.

But Xie Yan's eyes were too frightening, I had no choice but to be more vigilant, and put my arms together in the wide robe.

Because of Xie Yan's ignorance of my words, a bit of dissatisfaction arose in his heart, and his tone became coquettish, "Why do you keep staring at my hand and not listening to me, why are you doing this?"

Originally there was only the crackling sound of burning candles in the huge room, but my voice sounded suddenly, so clear and piercing, I felt very ashamed, and I didn’t know what was wrong with me. If you want to be more arrogant, even the tone of your voice will be softer than usual, like a good cat inviting pets from its owner, it's really shameful, when I think of this, the tips of my ears are completely red.

But Xie Yan didn't buy my inexplicable embarrassment, his eyes were still staring at my hidden wrist, his thin lips were tightly pursed, as if he was sulking, I don't know where I offended him, I just Dare to observe his face furtively, his current mood is as angry as if the raw meat in his mouth suddenly flew away. When I thought of this, a gloating smile appeared on the corner of my mouth. Who told you to ignore me, hehe, deserve it.

But soon I didn't dare to do it again, because after Xie Yan was silent for a long time, his anger still didn't subside, and suddenly he lowered his head and bit my lips hard and urgently, his hand supported me The back of his head pressed me hard against him, I groaned| protested, and accidentally sat on something terrifying, my whole body trembled violently, and I didn't dare to move at all.

Fortunately, Xie Yan still restrained himself, he just bit my lips and tongue all over, and then he was short of breath. He released me heavily, and turned his face away in a tantrum, as if I was some unsightly ugly thing.

It's clear that he himself insisted on kissing me, but now it seems like I've belittled him, it's unreasonable, and I'm also angry, but I thought about it again, is thanking him a kind of inconsistency?

He said that he was not interested in me, but with just two bare arms, a kiss could make his whole body as hard as a rock.When I thought of this, I looked at his cold face curiously again. The warm light from the oil lamp illuminated his long eyelashes, and the perfect contours of his face fell to the wall. His stubborn jaw was sharp, but his eyelashes were It was so soft that it rolled up, revealing a bit of strange tenderness.

"Xie Yan, your ears are red." I stretched out my index finger and poked the tip of his reddish ear recklessly, but as soon as I touched it, Xie Yan grabbed my finger tightly. It was astonishing, as if I wanted to break off all my fingers in embarrassment. I frowned in pain, so I could only soften my voice to coax him, "Wuuuu, it hurts so much when you grabbed my hand. Thank you, it's me!" Wrong, your ears are not red, but mine are."

While I was talking like this, I moved closer to him curiously, and I could see his slender neck. The Adam’s apple hidden in the neck was rolling up and down gently. The tip of the tongue licked there silently.

"Feng! Jiu! Yue!" Gritting his teeth, Xie Yan picked me up from him, as if he was carrying a rabbit to death. All the way to the neck.

Xie Yan acted like a furious lion stretching out its sharp claws towards me, but when I looked at his current state, I didn't feel any fear at all. Instead, I felt endless courage from the bottom of my heart. A kind of confidence to rely on favor and pride.

I know Xie Yan will not hurt me, on the contrary, he is too afraid that I will be hurt by him, so he wants to drive me away from him, but the more he drives me away, it means that he The more I like me, the more I want to stay, the more I want to get closer to him.Compared to my calmness and composure, Xie Yan is more like fear. He tried hard to build a wall in his heart to keep me out, but I won't give up easily.

"Xie Yan, it hurts so much from you grabbing my wrist, let me go." Both of my wrists were grabbed by Xie Yan, he didn't believe what I said at first, until those phoenix eyes touched the red spot on my wrist. Mark, a trace of annoyance flashed in his cold eyes, and he let go of my hand.

In fact, Xie Yan never used much force on me. I could feel that he deliberately used the minimum force every time, but my skin and flesh are not up to the mark. A little force will leave bruises. The staggered purple bruises are shocking to look at, and one cannot bear to look directly at them.

I rubbed my sore wrist, and softly leaned my face on Xie Yan's chest. His appearance is different from mine. I have been suffering from illnesses all year round, and I haven't exercised much, so this place grows. It is soft, but Xieyan is different. He should practice it often, so every time I lay it on my pillow, it will feel hard and bang, and I feel very secure.

Listening to his thumping heartbeat, I suddenly felt very satisfied. Being able to lean against Xie Yan like this, even if I didn’t do anything, I was very happy and happy. If I could stay with Xie Yan for the rest of my life, it would be like doing A lifelong dream.

"Thank you, don't drive me away."

"I'm not going."

"You know my temper very well, you know that I am stubborn, you must do what you want to do, and you will not die if you don't hit the south wall, so you didn't send me away forcibly, but planned to use these far-fetched reasons to Force me to retreat, let me leave willingly."

"I have seen through all these thoughts of yours. I will not leave. I don't care whether the hateful things you said are true or not. I just want to be with you all the time."

"Even if you send me away tomorrow, I will sneak back to find you by myself. I depend on you for the rest of my life, so don't hold the idea of ​​driving me away."

I've said so much, and all I got in return was Xie Yan's sneer. He looked down at me, his cold and hard jaw showed a three-pointed sternness, the corners of his lips curled slightly with sarcasm, and his phoenix eyes were heavy. Looking at me, he stretched out his hand to pinch my face as if venting his anger, "If I insist on sending you back to Xie Xing, what can you do to me?"

"I have nothing to do." I said in a low voice, "But I will run back to find you by myself. I am stupid and stupid. I will help count the money if I am sold. Maybe the end result is that I can't find you. Then get caught by traffickers."

"Catch it, take it away, no one will care anyway." I sighed faintly, wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes half-real.

Xie Yan was blocked by me and couldn't get up or down, so he pinched my face viciously, turning my face red, and gritted his teeth, "Why don't we need to bother, I'll just push you Give it to the traffickers, it will save you the trouble of escaping from Xie Xing."

"That's fine." I was a little wronged and wanted to cry, so I rubbed my eyes and accused pitifully, "Xie Yan, you are really a big villain."

"And then?" He leaned his back against the wall leisurely, rubbing his thumb over my lower lip vigorously, his gray pupils showing a trace of complacency.

Now I have found out that Xie Yan doesn't like me being too sharp-tongued. If he can push me to the point of nowhere and show such a miserable expression, he will show such a nasty and pleasant expression.

Maybe Xie Yan doesn't like me, he just likes to bully me, otherwise, why would he like to see my ugly face with my mouth shrunken from crying and red eyes, I don't quite understand, but I was shocked.Maybe this kind of person who is so perfect without any flaws just likes to bully others for fun.

Xie Yan rubbed my lips back and forth, his cold and pale face was stained with a bit of mortal desire in the soft halo, and the light pupils also reflected the bright firelight, and after a while, there was a slightly cool lip paste. up.

First, he gently sucked my upper lip, took a few mouthfuls like sucking on dessert, and then inserted the tip of his cold tongue into the gap between my slightly parted lips, forcing me to accept the powerful plunder .

Every time I kiss, I feel that the air in my chest is not enough. This feeling of lack of oxygen makes me feel like stepping on soft cotton in a daze. I can't tell whether it is a dream or reality. Both arms were wrapped around the back of Xie Yan's neck, and from time to time he moaned and groaned in protest at some Xie Yan's rough, violent gnawing and biting.

Xie Yan lifted me up a little higher, like a very hungry beast, from my chin to my neck, the high bridge of my nose rubbed heavily, and from time to time I opened my mouth to show my canine teeth, leaving behind a string of beads ferociously. Ordinary red scars, completely forgetting who said conclusively that he was not interested.

But the atmosphere at this time was very beautiful, I didn't dare to say anything disappointing, I just grabbed a handful of Xie Yan's hair with tears in my eyes, raised my neck, and let the person hugging my back do whatever I want.My ears, cheeks, chin, and neck were all wet from the kiss, and there was a light pink aftertaste from nibbling and biting, but I didn't dare to resist, so I only dared to stick to Xie Yan's ear, He said softly, "Xie Yan, let's have a baby."

Just because of this sentence, Xie Yan almost broke my waist. I stayed up all night, looking forward to the dawn with tears in the corners of my eyes, until a ray of sky light pierced the gray-blue sky, and the confinement in the back of the waist loosened. After driving a little, I managed to escape with a sigh of relief, tried my best to ignore the discomfort in my body, and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up leisurely, I found that it was already past noon. Xie Yan fished me out of the quilt and fed me a few sips of water before I clamored to take a bath in a daze. My voice was completely hoarse because of crying all night. up.

After washing and bathing, Xie Yan accompanied me to have another lunch. Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Doctor Jun's voice rang out, "His Royal Highness, is it convenient for me to come in?"

"Come in." Xie Yan said lightly.

Although the military doctor is old, he has always been in good spirits. When he came in, his eyes were bright, his lips still had a slight smile, and he bowed to Xie Yan, "See Your Highness the Crown Prince."

"Exemption."

The military doctor looked at me sticking to Xie Yan as if I had no bones, and asked with a smile, "His Royal Highness, you are looking for this old man. Is there something wrong with being a young master?"

I lowered my head in shame, and struggled to get up from Xie Yan, but Xie Yan didn't stop me this time, letting me slip away like a loach.

What, why do you have to find a military doctor every time you do this, obviously you are not injured this time, and you don’t need a military doctor at all, Xie Yan is really making a big deal out of a molehill, I secretly cursed in my heart.

Xie Yan took a deep look at me, and I didn't know where to put my hands and feet. I just looked down at the strange colors on the Persian blanket, and suddenly heard a sentence, "It depends on the legs."

I raised my head abruptly, and saw that Xie Yan's eyes had never moved away. There was a deep darkness hidden in the phoenix pupils, like the unattended sea surging in the middle of the night. It seemed calm, but the huge waves never moved. stop.

Xie Yan said that he is finally willing to heal his legs, and this knowledge alone can make my eyes turn red and tearful.

"Very good." The military doctor stroked his long beard and nodded, quite agreeing, "This leg really deserves a look. It's a big taboo to hide a disease from a doctor. If you delay the timing of treatment, the loss outweighs the gain."

He pondered for a while, then said conservatively, "Even if it is the worst outcome, we must take good care of our legs. The position of the knees is very important. In wet and cold weather, if we don't take good care of them, our knees will hurt. It has to be like a needle prick, then it is not a problem that is not conducive to walking, but the sting pain like a gangrene can make people feel depressed and painful."

"Yes, yes," I heard this, stood up hastily, came to the military doctor's side, and said softly, "Then please ask the military doctor to take a good look, and if there is anything that needs help, just tell me. "

The military doctor squatted down without any hesitation, raised his head and said "offended", then lifted Xie Yan's trouser legs to his knees, and I also squatted down, chasing the military doctor's sight, my heart beating fast.

Xie Yan's two calves were very slender, hanging loosely on the ground, his complexion was morbidly pale, and his muscles were severely atrophied. No matter whether the military doctor gave acupuncture or percussion, there was no reaction, and Xie Yan's reaction was even worse. In order to be indifferent, he pursed his lips, shook his head from time to time, and nodded.

"Doesn't it feel the slightest to knock like this?"

The military doctor bent his fist and tapped on the hollow of the kneecap, and asked with a frown, "Don't you want to lift your calf at all?"

Xie Yan shook his head.

"Then what about the needle? Can you feel a little pain?"

The military doctor stuck many slender silver needles into the acupuncture points of Xie Yan's calf, "Is there no pain at all?"

Xie Yan shook his head.

Disappointed, the military doctor took back all the silver needles on Xie Yan's calf, and then stretched out his hand to carefully grope for the bone on his knee, his brows became more and more tightly frowned, "His Royal Highness, try to exert force with your knee."

As soon as the words fell, my nervous eyes fell on Xie Yan's knee, but I didn't see a single movement. The pale skin was covered with delicate and complicated bones, but none of the bones moved. My heart gradually Sink until smashed to pieces.

Blame me.

I can see that the military doctor naturally understands the meaning of this better than I do. He sighed and confirmed responsibly, "His Royal Highness, have you tried your best?"

Xie Yan nodded lightly, and I saw a thin layer of sweat on his smooth forehead, and there were many dents in different shades on the armrests on both sides of the wheelchair, which were left by Xie Yan's excessive force Scratch marks, he was sitting alone in a wheelchair, his calf below the knee showed sickness and deformity, paranoid and angry emotions flashed in his eyes, and then he returned to a pool of stagnant silence.

"Military doctor, come out and tell me."

I tugged on the military doctor's sleeve, trying to collude with him to make a confession. Xie Yan's appearance broke my heart. If the military doctor said something to irritate him, I really couldn't forgive myself.

"Just say it here." Xie Yan said lightly, without collapse or fear in his tone, as if he was discussing other people's illnesses, but I know that this is the result of his budgeting thousands of times. His own body, no one compares He knew better, and he was so knowledgeable, how could he not know that the smashed kneecap would never be able to stand up.

The military doctor wiped the sweat from his forehead, licked his dry lips, and after deliberating for a moment, he finally found the most suitable words, "Your Highness, your kneecap is broken. I am not good at medicine, and I am unable to recover from it. Nursing, I am familiar with it by heart, and it will definitely reduce the suffering that His Highness the Crown Prince suffers in the wet and cold weather."

"You are already the number one doctor in the capital, the most prestigious doctor in the Imperial Medical Office, Jiang Guo, no one but you, you don't have to be humble, everyone understands, go down." Xie Yan's words were impeccable, but he could hear me Feeling cold, I wish I could break my kneecap and replace it with him.

Yes, this is not a solution either?

Thinking of this, I grabbed the military doctor's arm nervously, and asked eagerly, "Military doctor, you said that His Royal Highness's kneecap is broken, can you replace it with my kneecap, so that he can stand again?" Woke up?"

The military doctor looked at me, his old face couldn't hide his emotion and emotion, and he patted my hand lovingly, "Young master, don't worry, this old man has never heard of changing the kneecap, but the human body is very sensitive to other foreign things." If it is repulsive, even if you are willing to eviscerate the bones and give it to His Highness the Crown Prince, His Highness’s body may not be able to bear it, and let’s take a step back, His Highness the Crown Prince would not be willing to suffer those crimes for you.”

"Young master, His Royal Highness, don't be too discouraged. There is no unparalleled road. No one can say for sure what will happen in the future. Although the old man's level is a little famous in the capital, the world is so big that there are mountains outside the mountains. There will always be a doctor with better medical skills than me."

After saying this, the military doctor withdrew.

After he left, I stood beside Xie Yan with my hands behind my back, like a child who has done something wrong and punished himself, I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say to comfort, logically speaking, even if it was comfort, it shouldn't be me For the culprit, the light and obedient words are more like a weasel greeting a chicken, uneasy and kind.

I am more inclined to the military doctor's last statement, the world is so big, there will always be a doctor with better medical skills than the military doctor, I will not give up looking for it, as long as there is a glimmer of life, I will not give up, but it is not me Legs, what qualifications do I have for Xie Yan to look forward to here.

As everyone knows, sometimes the more you expect, the more painful the fall will be, and the more people are hurt, you will tell yourself not to expect any more, anyway, it will be nothing in the end.

The sound of the wheels rolling went away, Xie Yan steered the wheelchair towards the door, his back was lonely and sad, the bubble of hope had been brutally burst before it could take off, I stretched my arms, imagining the same as usual Acting coquettishly and shamelessly towards him, but suddenly shed tears in hesitation.

Xie Yan is a powerful hero. He is braver and stronger than my father in my heart. He should have been prepared for the result that the military doctor said. What he wants now is to be alone.

Thinking of this, my steps to catch up barely stopped, leaving the last space for Xie Yan.

When it gets dark, I will go to him again, I told myself.