I ran away after being stalked by a paranoid wolf dog

Hearing Zhou Xuyan ask him this question, Yu Shu's heart tightened suddenly, and the hand holding the beer tightened suddenly, causing a large piece of the soda can to be dented in an instant.

"I... Occasionally, I haven't eaten much."

Looking at the can that was about to be crushed in Yu Shu's hand, Zhou Xuyan took out a tissue and handed it to Yu Shu.

"Why are you still taking it? Isn't Tang Jin already back? Those medicines of yours..."

Just as Zhou Xuyan was talking, Tang Jin came over with the roasted chicken. Zhou Xuyan shut his mouth in time when he saw it, raised his eyes and smiled at Tang Jin and said, "Why is there another roasted chicken? We won't be able to eat it at this table." It's over, you and Hoshino come over and eat together!"

"Hoshino, don't bake, you can't finish it, come here!"

Wiping the sweat from his forehead, Lu Xingye grinned, "You guys eat first, and I'll bake some more."

After speaking, Lu Xingye grabbed the chili pepper and sprinkled it on the meat skewers. Tang Jin taught him a few barbecue techniques just now, and he will be having fun grilling it now!

"Hey! The chicken that your Hoshino caught today was grilled by himself, taste it quickly and praise him."

As Tang Jin said, he pulled out two chicken legs and handed them to Zhou Xuyan and Yu Shu respectively.

Zhou Xuyan took the chicken leg, smiled and said thank you.

Yu Shu waved his hands and shook his head, rejecting the chicken drumsticks Tang Jin gave him, "I'm full, you can eat, tell Xingye not to roast, I can't finish it."

Looking back at Lu Xingye, who was grilling vigorously, Tang Jin shook his head, "He is having fun, how could he stop, eat more, you are much thinner than before, eat more, and gain weight It's comfortable to hold."

"What do you mean? I think it's uncomfortable to hold me thin."

Stretching out his hand to pinch Tang Jin's ear, Yu Shu pretended to be angry, Tang Jin took advantage of the momentum and turned his head, not afraid of the pain, he quickly kissed Yu Shu on the mouth.

"How could it be? It's too late for me to love you. How could I despise you? I just want to make you fatter. When I hug you, I always worry that I'm too strong to hug you. You You're really too thin now, be good, eat more, didn't you just say you want grilled eggplant and oysters, I'll roast them for you, wait for me."

After Tang Jin finished speaking, he kissed Yu Shu again, then got up and went to roast eggplant and oysters for Yu Shu.

Seeing the sweet interaction between the two, Zhou Xuyan was happy for Yu Shu but at the same time worried.

After Tang Jin left, Yu Shu turned his head to look at Zhou Xuyan, smiled bitterly and said in a low voice, "Yanyan, I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me, I have a sense of my own body, I've listened to the doctor and you to reduce the dosage." , It's just... I always feel that all this is still a dream, I'm still often afraid, and I can't help thinking... What should I do if I wake up from the dream?"

As Yu Shu spoke, he raised his head, quickly blinked and swallowed the tears that were about to overflow his eyes, and then quickly raised the corners of his mouth, looked at Zhou Xuyan and said earnestly.

"Yanyan, don't tell him, okay? I don't want him to know that I'm an unhealthy person with a serious mental illness. I don't want him to despise me. What did I do wrong? They all don't want me. ..."

Yu Shu's emotions were a little agitated, and he seemed to start to think unrealistically again while speaking, the things in front of him began to become distorted and blurred, and his head throbbed so painfully that he had to punch his fists to relieve it.

Zhou Xuyan hurriedly stretched out his hand, grabbed Yu Shu's wrist and his nose was sore, "It's okay, it's okay, don't think about it, everything is real, not a dream, Yu Shu, calm down, don't be afraid, I'm here, Tang Jin is here, he didn't want you , he won't leave again, and he won't leave you again, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

Holding Yu Shu into his arms, Zhou Xuyan's heart was depressed. He had seen Yu Shu's illness too many times in these years, and each time was more unforgettable and more piercing.

Yu Shu's heart was already riddled with holes. His previous unfortunate experience made him fall into self-doubt and he couldn't come out. Tang Jin's slip of the tongue and leaving made Yu Shu even worse. He felt that everything was his own problem. It is because I am not good enough that I am left behind again and again.

"Yanyan, I'm really scared. I'm really afraid that the current Tang Jin is a fake. He obviously doesn't want me anymore. How could he come back suddenly? Do you think he came to me because he was too lonely just after returning to China? How could someone like such a poor and useless person!"

"I... Yanyan, teach me what I should do to keep him. I don't want him to go. I like him. I really like him. Tang Jin, don't go, don't want me, okay? What did I do wrong? Tell me, can I change it..."

"Don't go, don't go, he won't go again, don't be afraid, you are fine, you are really fine..."

Caressing Yu Shu's back, Zhou Xuyan felt more and more uncomfortable the more he listened, his eyes were hot and his nose was sore.

Tang Jin is Yu Shu's heart disease. He always thought that as long as Tang Jin came back, Yu Shu's illness would be cured, but now it seems that he is only recovering on the surface.

Tang Jin's special medicine seems to have worked at all.

Zhou Xuyan raised his eyes and looked at Tang Jin who was earnestly roasting eggplant and oysters for Yu Shu on the other side of the yard, with mixed feelings in his heart.

Lu Xingye seemed to have noticed something was wrong with Yu Shu, first he looked at Zhou Xuyan for a long time, then kicked Tang Jin with his foot after a while, "Hey, go see what's wrong with your Yu Shu? Did you drink too much? "

Tang Jin turned his head and saw Zhou Xuyan holding Yu Shu in his arms and caressing his back. Yu Shu's thin body curled up and trembled like a frightened and insecure little animal, which inexplicably gave Tang Jin a sense of loneliness. The loneliness of being alone.

Tang Jin's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly got up and ran over, squatting down in front of Yu Shu and Zhou Xuyan, with worried and questioning expressions on his face.

"what happened?"

Tang Jin stretched out his hand, wanting to hug Yu Shu out of Zhou Xuyan's arms, but Yu Shu's body shook suddenly as if he had been frightened by something, and immediately hugged Zhou Xuyan tightly, "Don't go, Tang Jin don't go, don't go Abandon me, I know I'm wrong, can I change it, don't want me, okay?"

He had already drank a lot of wine, and Yu Shu was a little sick. His whole body was dizzy and his thoughts were confused and distorted. His articulation was not very clear, but even so, Tang Jin still understood what he was saying.

Tang Jin's eyes turned red suddenly, and seeing Yu Shu trembling with fear felt like a knife to his heart.

"He drank too much, it's okay, just wait for me."

Zhou Xuyan really wanted to tell Tang Jin the real situation of Yu Shu right now, but then he thought of Yu Shu's entrustment to him, and after thinking for a while, he decided to find an opportunity to have a good talk with Tang Jin alone.

"Yu Shu, it's okay, good boy, Tang Jin didn't want you, now turn around and see who is behind you."

Zhou Xuyan's tone was as gentle as water, he stroked Yu Shu's back again and again, and then slowly opened Yu Shu's arms around him bit by bit.

Slowly breaking Yu Shu's shoulder, Tang Jin stared at Yu Shu with a pair of extremely scarlet eyes, "Yu Shu, I didn't want you, I'm back, I'm really back, and I won't leave again, be good, don't leave." I'm afraid it's okay."