I ran away after being stalked by a paranoid wolf dog

Yu Shu's eyes were confused and lifeless, staring at Tang Jin for a long time, his eyes focused repeatedly, as if confirming the authenticity of the person in front of him.

His eyes were red and swollen, and there were still tears on his face. He stared blankly at Tang Jin for a long time, "Tang Jin, is it really you? You haven't come to see me in my dream for a long time. Is it because I said something bad last time?"

Yu Shu stretched out his hand and caressed the side of Tang Jin's face.

Holding Yu Shu's hand and sticking it to his face, Tang Jin repeatedly rubbed his face against Yu Shu's palm and murmured, "It's not a dream, it's the real me. I'm back, baby, I'm really back."

Tang Jin felt distressed, glanced at the few soda cans by the table, and saw Yu Shu's expression that was obviously not right, his internal organs seemed to be thrown into a meat grinder, bloody and bloody, the pain was so painful that he couldn't want to live.

This is not Yu Shu's drinking capacity at all, how could he be so drunk with such a small amount of wine.

Hugging him into his arms, Tang Jin's heart was bleeding. He always knew that Yu Shu's past was not as good as he had seen on the surface. He had asked Lu Xingye more than once, and wanted Lu Xingye to learn from Zhou Xuyan's mouth. Some words come out of it.

But repeated several times, the answer Lu Xingye gave him was that Yu Shu had a good life in the past few years, worked hard and made progress, and was as heartless as before. If there is a real problem, it is him In the past few years, he has been too pure-hearted and ascetic, which is very different from the Yu Shu he knew before.

Although Lu Xingye said so, he didn't believe it at all. The injuries on Yu Shu's body and the state of having nightmares almost every night all told him that his life in Yu Shu was not good at all.

"I'm here, I'll never leave you again, don't be afraid, I don't want you, I really don't, I love you, I love you very much, be good, don't be afraid, okay?"

Gently stroking Yu Shu's back, Tang Jin held Yu Shu as tightly as possible, for fear that if he let go of his hand a little, Yu Shu would leave him.

Familiar breath, warm embrace, everything is so familiar and illusory, the world in front of him is upside down, the distorted picture gradually returns to normal, the feeling of splitting headache is gradually fading away, but he is still dizzy, still unable to bear the fear Trembling, and his heart was beating too fast, which made him unable to calm down for a long time.

"Be good! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. My husband is here. If my husband doesn't leave, I will never leave again in this life. Be good, be good, be good. If you are tired, close your eyes and go to sleep! I will hold you, and I will not go anywhere. I will guard you forever."

The soft words kept comforting her ears, and her generous and powerful hands patted Yu Shu's back lightly like putting a baby to sleep.

Holding Yu Shu on his lap facing him, letting his two arms wrap around his neck naturally, Tang Jin comforted Yu Shu to sleep extremely gently and patiently.

"Go to sleep, all the misfortunes are over, you can sleep peacefully, good boy..."

Zhou Xuyan felt that Tang Jin's special medicine didn't seem to have any effect just now, but now seeing Yu Shu who was hugged tightly by Tang Jin and leaned on him with peace of mind and gradually became quiet, he was relieved and at the same time My heart became more and more mixed.

Opening his mouth, Zhou Xuyan couldn't hold back anymore, wishing he could immediately tell Tang Jin Yushu everything he had experienced in these years.

Shhh!

Seeing Zhou Xuyan's hesitation to speak, Tang Jin raised his index finger at him in time to signal him not to speak.

Zhou Xuyan understood, nodded and said nothing, got up quietly, called the two yawning sons in the yard back to the room and arranged them to sleep.

Being patted and comforted by Tang Jin like a child, Yu Shu hugged him and slowly closed his eyes, as if he was really tired, and fell into a deep sleep after a while.

The gradually calming breathing reassured Tang Jin a lot. After carrying him back to the room and putting him on the bed to settle everything, Tang Jin leaned over and gave Yu Shu a goodnight kiss, and finally quietly exited the room to find Zhou Xuyan.

Anticipating that Tang Jin would come to find him, Zhou Xuyan made all the preparations and waited for him after arranging for his two sons to sleep.

It is better to hit the sun than to choose the day. Instead of worrying about finding time, it is better to let Tang Jin know everything as soon as possible.

Zhou Xuyan firmly believed that Tang Jin would be Yu Shu's special medicine. Although the special medicine hadn't worked yet, he had a strong premonition that Tang Jin would definitely cure Yu Shu's disease.

"he has slept?"

After pouring a glass of water and handing it to Tang Jin, Zhou Xuyan and Lu Xingye sat under the grape arbor where they were eating just now.

Tang Jin nodded and sat down opposite Zhou Xuyan. Even though he had guessed about Yu Shu's situation, he still couldn't help being nervous and scared when faced with the truth that he might soon know.

"He's not drunk, I believe you should see it."

Zhou Xuyan got straight to the point. This was the first time he had spoken face-to-face with Tang Jin in such a formal way since Tang Jin came back.

Tang Jin nodded, "I know, I know how much he drinks."

"You don't know, do you know that Yu Shu has a habit of drinking?"

Tang Jin nodded and shook his head quickly, his eyes filled with surprise and helpless heartache at his guess, he opened his mouth and before he could speak, he heard Zhou Xuyan's too low voice.

"because of you!"

"I know!"

Tang Jin's nose is a little sore!

"He suffered from severe depression and committed suicide several times."

Zhou Xuyan's eyes turned red, and he was agitated staring at Tang Jin. Lu Xingye sat next to him and opened his eyes wide, looking at Zhou Xuyan and Tang Jin.

Yu Shu has depression?

Why doesn't he know?

Alcoholism, suicide and self-harm?

Although he had already guessed this point, Tang Jin's heart still twitched suddenly when he heard Zhou Xuyan say that Yu Shu committed suicide and self-harm. rushing out.

"...I... guessed it, sorry!"

"You don't have to say sorry to me, you didn't do anything wrong, he wasn't because of you, but you were definitely the straw that broke the camel's back."

Tang Jin lowered his head, covered his face with his hands and rubbed his face, tears soaked his entire palm along his fingers.

"I know, I'm sorry, can you...can you be more specific? I want to know how he has lived these past few years. I saw his medicine and injuries on his body. I want to help him, but I dare not Tell him to his face, I'm afraid he will resist me."

"I know he must have a bad life. I want to know the specifics. Yanyan, tell me, okay?"

"You really want to know?"

Zhou Xuyan looked at Tang Jin with a little surprise, did Tang Jin already figure it out?

"Well, I want to know everything about him. I want to help him out of his illness. I want to make up for him. So, please, tell me everything?"

Although Tang Jin's reaction couldn't be said to be expected, it definitely surprised and delighted Zhou Xuyan. He didn't dislike him as Yu Shu imagined, but he was full of love and concern for Yu Shu.

Zhou Xuyan was very relieved, sniffed his nose and wept with joy, "Okay, I can tell you everything, Tang Jin, I hope you can cherish him after listening to it, Yu Shu is really good, he deserves you to treat him well for the rest of your life."

"I know, I will."

Zhou Xuyan hooked his lips, wiped away his tears and opened his mouth slowly...