After kicking my ex I became his canary

Zhou Ning's psychological problems are now so serious that anyone with a discerning eye can see them at a glance.

"Mr. Zhou Ning's speech is incoherent and his eyes are avoiding. This state is very similar to depression and autism." The doctor thought for a while and asked, "Mr. Ming, how is his sleep condition?"

Ming Sihan clenched his fists and meditated for a long time. Blood in his throat rose slightly. He stared at Zhou Ning on the hospital bed and said in a hoarse voice, "I...don't know."

The doctor frowned.

"I thought he slept well every night. There would be soothing incense in the room, and I automatically thought he slept well. But I have never seen it with my own eyes. If he doesn't sleep all night, I don't think so. Know."

The more Ming Sihan talked, the more his heart ached. He was busy working in the middle of the night, so how could he know Zhou Ning's real sleeping condition.

he does not know……

I don't know if Zhou Ning couldn't sleep all night.

Suddenly, he seemed to remember something.

"Ningning did say that she couldn't sleep, and she tried to sleep with the lights off in broad daylight, but in fact she couldn't sleep at all."

Ming Sihan's tone was bitter, and he closed his eyes in pain, but he ignored all of these.

The doctor sighed: "According to the current situation, Mr. Zhou does have a mental illness. If Mr. Ming... wants him to recover, it is best to ask a professional psychologist to see him. Not an option."

However, he will not live long anyway, he is just a short-lived ghost, the doctor showed sympathy.

"Psychiatrist..." Ming Sihan whispered.

The doctor checked Zhou Ning's body and prescribed medicine, and left.

In the huge VIP ward, only Ming Sihan and Zhou Ning were left.

Zhou Ning was given a sedative, his beautiful eyes stared at the ceiling blankly, his brain was confused and he couldn't think.

"Ningning, get up and have some porridge."

Ming Sihan helped Zhou Ning to sit up, Zhou Ning sat up slowly, his lips were extremely white, Ming Sihan fed the porridge to his mouth, and Zhou Ning obediently opened his mouth to drink.

After finishing the porridge, Ming Sihan put the soft cushion on Zhou Ning's back, staring at Zhou Ning deeply with his dark eyes.

Zhou Ning lowered his head, clutching the quilt tightly, timidly and fearfully not daring to look at Ming Sihan, humble and careful.

Where is the proud and conceited young master Zhou Ning who was full of sunshine and cute back then?

terminally ill.

His dignity and arrogance had been trampled and humiliated, and he had long lost the brilliance of the past.

"Ning Ning." Ming Sihan called softly, and wiped the stains on Zhou Ning's lips with a towel.Zhou Ning was obviously afraid but still obediently let Ming Sihan play with him.This is Zhou Ning that Ming Sihan wanted to see the most, but now he felt a piercing pain. "Don't be so scared. Ningning, I won't do anything to you."

Zhou Ning didn't believe Ming Sihan's words, he shrank his head, was taciturn and didn't like to talk.

Ming Sihan clenched his fists, got up and washed the dishes, and packed other things.

Rustle behind.

Ming Sihan turned around and saw that Zhou Ning was wearing a hospital gown and kneeling in front of the hospital bed, like a lowly canary raised by the rich and powerful, without dignity.

His face was as pale as paper, tears welled up in his beautiful eyes, and he knelt at Ming Sihan's feet like a pet begging for mercy.

"I beg you to let Xiao Jinlin go, he is still a child, a child of six or seven years old...he is innocent..." Zhou Ning grabbed Ming Sihan's clothes, his voice hoarse, begging, "As long as you let him go Without him, I can do anything."

Suddenly, Zhou Ning seemed to have thought of something, and he began to unbutton himself, revealing the young white ketone body, with bruises and red marks left by men all over his body, the ambiguous marks were shocking.

Zhou Ning, who was trained to know how to serve men, opened his mouth on his knees and bit Kai Ming Sihan's pants zipper.

"That's enough, Ningning." Ming Sihan stopped Zhou Ning's face, looked at his face full of tears, and felt a twinge of pain in his heart, "Get up, go back to the hospital bed and rest, you just finished the operation, don't move. "

Ming Sihan hoped that Zhou Ning would still be the proud Zhou Ning he was before.

However, he has trained Zhou Ning to become what he is now, with no dignity and slavishness engraved in his bones.

"I... I will be good, I will be obedient, I will never run away again, please don't hurt the child, please..." Zhou Ning cried and begged incoherently.

He knelt at the man's feet, but refused to get up.

He knows how to please and serve a man, so that he can happily agree to his request.

"Ning Ning, I promise you, I promise you, don't move Zhou Jinlin, he is safe now, very safe... Be good, go back to bed, it's cold on the ground." Ming Sihan leaned down and helped Zhou Ning up to sit on the bed. bed.

Tears soaked Zhou Ning's black, long and beautiful eyelashes.

He looked at Ming Sihan in horror and fear, and carefully confirmed: "Is he really all right?"

"It's okay, Ning Ning, I'll let him come to see you another day." Ming Sihan wiped Zhou Ning's tears with his fingertips.

The sudden gentleness of the man made Zhou Ning panic.

Zhou Ning cautiously and anxiously accepted the tenderness bestowed on him by the man, grabbed the quilt with some fear, let the man play with it, and carried him back to the hospital bed.

No matter how gentle and considerate Ming Sihan was to him, it would never change the fact that Ming Sihan was engaged, had a family, and had in-laws.

Zhou Ning knew that he would always be a canary pet kept by men. He didn't need any dignity or face. He just needed to spread his legs for men to use. He was just a shameless mistress who kept at home.

Ming Sihan was heartbroken by Zhou Ning's timidity and domestication. He covered Zhou Ning with a quilt, held Zhou Ning's hands tightly, and asked in a low voice: "Ning Ning, six years ago, you were diagnosed with heart disease. Why didn't you tell me?" Me? Why did you break up with me? Why... If I don't find out this time, are you planning to never tell me. "

Zhou Ning's mind went blank, he stared blankly at Ming Sihan, he didn't know what he thought of, he looked inside the hospital, and didn't realize until now, "You, you know..."

"Yes, I know all about it." Ming Sihan held his hand tightly, his voice was deep and painful, "Ning Ning, your betrayal with Miss Jin many years ago, your cold violence against me, and heart disease caused by deception Confuse me, all to keep me from knowing. You can bear it alone, right?"

Zhou Ning's face wrinkled in pain, his eyes were filled with tears, and the tears kept dripping from the corners of his eyes to his chin, drop by drop, as if he would never stop crying.

His tone was out of tune: "Yes, I'm already... dying, there is no hope, I don't want to drag Ahan down, he still has a bright future, I don't want to drag him down..."

Ming Sihan held Zhou Ning's hand tighter and tighter. The truth that Zhou Ning left him six years ago has now been revealed.

Zhou Ning never betrayed him, never looked down on him, never thought of breaking up with him.

He loved him all the time...never stopped.

Zhou Ning just didn't want to drag him down with his dying illness.

The hatred that had been suppressed for many years disappeared without a trace at this moment, and Ming Sihan completely realized that he hated Zhou Ning and took revenge on Zhou Ning.Regret and love welled up in his heart, his eyes suddenly turned red, his voice choked up,

"Ningning, you said that you want to break up with me, that you want to break up with me, that you don't want to drag me down with your illness..."

"If you have heart disease, we will go to treat it. I will treat it with you. No matter how much it costs, it will definitely be cured."

"Even if it can't be cured... If it can't be cured, Ningning, I would rather die with you than separate from you."

Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning tightly, and gently hugged him in his arms. His eyes were red, and tears fell one after another. The love, love and hatred that had been suppressed for many years burst out like a wave at this moment.

Zhou Ning leaned against the man's chest, his beautiful pupils soaked in tears were lifeless, he opened his lips, "I'm already dying, I can't be saved,"

He doesn't want to drag his Ahan...

"You won't die, Ning Ning." Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning's waist tightly, his breathing stopped for a while, his eyes were painful, and he lowered his head to stare at Zhou Ning, "There must be hope, Ning Ning, the doctors here are all Quack doctors, if they can't cure you, we will go abroad to cure you."

Zhou Ning raised his head in a daze and looked at Ming Sihan who was hugging him tightly.

With the man's handsome and deep facial features and scarlet eyes, the man hugged him tightly, as if he was hugging a loved one.

His face was so familiar, yet so strange, so strange that Zhou Ning was afraid from the depths of his soul.

Zhou Ning clenched his thighs in pain, his heart hurt suddenly, he bowed his head and his breathing was stagnant, his face was wrinkled in pain, and he held his head: "I don't want to be treated, I don't want to go to the hospital, and I don't want to smell the smell of disinfectant."

Ming Sihan hurriedly hugged Zhou Ning's waist, kept wiping away his tears, and put him in his arms, "Ning Ning, good boy, now that the medical system is developed, the disease can be cured, and when the disease is cured, we... we Let's get together again, okay?"

Zhou Ning twitched in pain, his face was pale and frightened: "No, don't cure the disease, don't be together."

"Why? Ningning, why don't you want to get medical treatment, why don't you want to be together?"

Ming Sihan grabbed Zhou Ning's two thin arms and asked him painfully.

Zhou Ning turned his head evasively, breathing the air in pain, his voice was intermittent,

"I don't want...don't want to live."

"Dead, if you die, you don't need to be imprisoned by you."

"I do not like you……"

Zhou Ning cried and choked up and said it, although he let the man hold him, he was obedient and obedient.

But Zhou Ning's heart and soul are full of resistance and fear.

"do not like you……"

These words shocked Ming Sihan so much that his brain went blank for an instant, his lips trembled, and he didn't know what to say.

He held Zhou Ning's hand tightly, looked down at Zhou Ning with scarlet eyes, "Ning Ning, I will never imprison you again, and I will never force you to do things you don't want."

"Ningning, you obviously love me, you wrote me in the notebook."

"Tell me, you love me."

Zhou Ning opened his beautiful pupils that were flushed from crying. He was as pitiful as a kitten that had been abused. His face was full of fear and tears.

"I love Ahan, I only love my Ahan."

"I am Ahan." Ming Sihan held Zhou Ning's hand tightly, his pupils were full of pain, he repeated over and over again, "I am Ahan!"

Zhou Ning backed away fearfully and cautiously, looking at Ming Sihan with unfamiliar eyes full of fear and fear.

"You are not my Ahan, you are not..."?