After kicking my ex I became his canary

"You are not my Ahan..."

Zhou Ning is like a little fool who has lost his mind, his pupils are out of focus, he is startled and murmuring in pain, his heart is throbbing so hard that he can't breathe, his face is pale and pale, like a stressed kitten in a state of panic.

He has a deep fear of the people in front of him and a fear deep in his soul.

Men will train him, rape him, trample on his dignity, imprison his freedom, control his body, and humiliate his soul.The man will make him meow like a pet cat, make him open his legs wide to welcome the invasion, make him pose in various poses to take pictures, and make him be obedient and obedient.

The man is like a shadow, like a demon covering everything about him.

He knelt and surrendered at the man's feet, wagging his tail and begging for mercy, like a poor pet cat or dog, yelling at his master, but he didn't get the freedom and respect that people should have.

The Ahan he loves is synonymous with tenderness.

His Ahan would not treat him like this.

"I am Ming Sihan, your Ahan, Ning Ning, open your eyes and see clearly, you see clearly, I am not someone else. I am the Ahan you love!" Ming Sihan held Zhou Ning's cheek in his hands, Every word is like weeping blood.

He has a dull pain in his chest, and his heart aches because of Ningning's "denial".

"No, no...you're not..." Zhou Ning's pupils were absent-minded, and his throbbing heart made him frown in pain, denying the person in front of him in a toneless voice.

"Ning Ning, I am your Ahan." Ming Sihan grabbed Zhou Ning's thin wrist, and with some excitement, he forced Zhou Ning to open his teary eyes to take a good look at himself.

Zhou Ning was frightened by the furious and excited man, his whole body was stiff, his eyes were wide open, and he stared at him blankly, a chill rushed straight to his forehead.He stopped crying, didn't move, and froze in place in fear.

Crystal clear teardrops condensed in the eye sockets, wanting to fall but not falling.

"I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong, please don't punish me, please don't hurt my child. I will be good, I will be obedient, and I will always listen to you in the future."

Zhou Ning raised his beautiful and delicate face in a daze, opened his eyes wide and opened his lips in a daze, and took a deep breath.He remembered some tricks of serving and pleasing men.

The delicate and hoarse voice makes the little pet cry of "meow meow".

He thought he would be able to please men in this way, and he would no longer have to be locked up in the basement for punishment.

Low and dirty as mud, Canary never forgets to please his master even when he is insane.

This is the servility that Ming Sihan forcibly carved into Zhou Ning's bones.

Ming Sihan's heart seemed to be cut by a sharp blade, dripping fresh blood, his heart throbbed and his breathing stopped, and he looked at Zhou Ning, who had no dignity in front of him and thought he was a pet slave, in pain.

He tamed Zhou Ning into this bit by bit with his own hands. This was the result he wanted, but now that Zhou Ning had turned into this humble and muddy appearance, it made him extremely painful, and life would be worse than death.

He thought that Zhou Ning could be imprisoned forever by pulling out Zhou Ning's pride.

But he forgot that his behavior was killing Zhou Ning's self-esteem.

Zhou Ning knelt in front of the bed and meowed non-stop, making the general movement of a kitten rubbing its head against its owner.

"Ningning, don't do this... I won't punish you, I won't hurt your child. Don't do this, Ningning, stop." Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning, who was imitating the movements of a kitten, into his arms, My heart hurts like bleeding.

His pupils were like weeping blood, and the piercing pain hit his whole body.

The person in his arms was Ningning whom he swore to protect before, the young master he loved with all his life, and the lover he wanted to protect all his life.

But up to now, he has domesticated the young master who used to be as proud and self-respecting as a little sun, pampered with gold and jade, into this lowly debauched/slutty low-level canary plaything who only knows how to please men.

It's not what he really wants.

From beginning to end, all he wanted was Zhou Ning's heart.

When he knew that Zhou Ning didn't love him and betrayed him for money, he only wanted to use money and power to control everything about Zhou Ning. As long as he could keep Zhou Ning, he would do anything to achieve his goal.

All of this was done on the premise that he thought Zhou Ning didn't love him, betrayed him, flirted with women, and he did this.

In the end, Ming Sihan found out that his hatred was wrong. He misunderstood that Ningning betrayed him, misunderstood that Ningning was a money-hungry person, and misunderstood that Ningning looked down on him... He was so wrong, so wrong!

He didn't even ask people to investigate Zhou Ning's experience, just because he didn't think it was necessary to investigate, and he didn't dare to investigate, fearing that the result of the investigation would make his heartache again.

He hated himself for not noticing Zhou Ning's abnormality back then, hated himself for not discovering Zhou Ning's illness back then, hated himself for being extremely stupid and believing Zhou Ning's clumsy but well-intentioned lies.

But Zhou Ning did not find the pain hidden in his heart.

Thanks to him claiming to love Ningning.

They are inseparable from day to night, they love each other deeply, they have agreed to be the only one for each other, they will grow old together, hold hands with each other for a lifetime, and never violate the oath.

Ming Sihan hated himself why he had never discovered Zhou Ning's unspeakable secret? !

Zhou Ning was silently suffering from heart disease, and had to pay off huge debts, earn money to support the little baby who was waiting to be fed, and endured the pain of his imminent death, counting the time and date every day.

But even so, Zhou Ning loved him from beginning to end.

Zhou Ning's heart remains the same.

But he turned Zhou Ning into such a humble pet plaything without dignity. He made Zhou Ning's condition worse, and he could live for less than a year. He caused serious psychological defects in Zhou Ning.

What should he do?In order to cure Zhou Ning's body and mind.

What should I do?Can Ningning forgive him?

"Ningning, I promise you, I will never force you to do anything you don't want to do in the future. I keep those photos and videos very well and keep them for myself. They will never be released to the public, and your children... I also Will take good care of it."

Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning, who was covered in snow and couldn't help trembling, held his cheek and kissed his forehead continuously. It was a kiss with tears, and hot tears dripped on Zhou Ning's collarbone.

Zhou Ning obediently let the man hug him.

His pale as snow face was as transparent as white paper, and he opened his mouth weakly to take a big breath of air.

After hearing the man's assurance, he slowly calmed down.

"Ning Ning, does it still hurt?" Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning and asked in a low voice.

"It hurts..." Zhou Ning murmured softly.

His heart was always aching, and he could feel his body getting worse.

"Then take medicine." Ming Sihan took a bottle of Zhou Ning's usual medicine, fed it into Zhou Ning's mouth, and then handed him a glass of water to take.

After taking medicine, Zhou Ning can always feel better.

Ming Sihan lowered his head and looked at Zhou Ning, who was tortured so badly by the illness, hugged him in pain, took a deep breath, and murmured: "It will definitely be cured, Ning Ning, don't be afraid, I will accompany you in the treatment from now on." Very ill. You will not die. You will not die."

Zhou Ning was lying weakly in Ming Sihan's arms, his slender and straight legs rested on Ming Sihan's, and the tattoo on the inside of his right leg was faintly visible.

His throat was uncomfortable, he didn't want to speak, his head was in a mess, and his eyes were staring at the ceiling.

Three-drug.

Taking medicine all the year round and knowing that he will die of illness in the future, Zhou Ning's psychological problems have become more and more serious.

Sometimes, he was incoherent and didn't know what he was talking about.

When Ming Sihan took off Zhou Ning's pants and held him to bathe him, Zhou Ning would automatically open his legs and subconsciously expose himself to the man.

In the past, if he didn't take the initiative to open his legs, he would be punished even more embarrassingly by Ming Sihan.

"Ning Ning, I won't mess with you, I'll take you to take a bath. Be good, close your legs." Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning and bathed Zhou Ning with his own hands.

Zhou Ning silently let the man fiddle with it.

This is a private hospital ward, and the facilities in the ward are complete, including bathrooms and bathtubs.

Zhou Ning sat in the bathtub and obediently asked Ming Sihan to bathe him.

When the snow-white back was covered with platycodon flower tattoos on a large area, Ming Sihan's pupils shrank, his fists covered in the water were clenched, and the veins on his forehead popped up, washing Zhou Ning's back bit by bit.

The perverted and possessed tattoo brand was left by him.

The white, beautiful and pure flower that symbolizes eternal love blooms for him.

But Ming Sihan was not sure if Zhou Ning would hate him or not when he saw these marks.

"Ningning...is the water temperature comfortable?" Ming Sihan asked.

"Hmm..." Zhou Ning's snow-white body was softly wrapped in the water, and the sweet scent of shower gel filled his entire skin.

Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning and bathed him.

then,

I don't know what I remembered,

Ming Sihan asked in a low voice: "Ningning, answer truthfully, I don't blame you, do you... still love me?"

Zhou Ning raised his clear and beautiful pupils in confusion, and he couldn't help being afraid when he looked at Ming Sihan's dark and gloomy eyes.

He turned his head away, tears welling in his eyes.

"Ning Ning, what's wrong?" Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning in the water.

Zhou Ning pinched his thigh, resisting Ming Sihan's touch, his voice was extremely soft, but it weighed three catties.

"Hate you."

Ming Sihan suffocated again when he heard these words, he grabbed Zhou Ning's wrist, and forced himself to endure his discomfort and pain.He whispered, "Ningning, don't hate me, you obviously love me, just say you love me."

Zhou Ning looked down at his snow-white thighs, without saying a word.

"Tell me, Ningning, you love me." Ming Sihan grabbed Zhou Ning's wrist and asked over and over again.

Zhou Ning's voice was very soft: "I don't love you."

Ming Sihan was bewildered by the phrase "I don't love you", he was so frightened that he didn't know what to do, his face suddenly turned pale, and Zhou Ning's hand that was clenched tightly loosened unconsciously.

He can accept that Zhou Ning hates him and hates him.

But can not accept that Zhou Ning does not love him.

Ming Sihan wanted Zhou Ning's heart, wanted Zhou Ning to love him as before, and wanted Zhou Ning to become the same as before.

He calmed down his flustered mind, and his deep and handsome facial features were filled with guilt and remorse: "Ning Ning, I'm sorry, I know what you did in the past is unacceptable, I'm sorry for you, you can hate me, but please, Don't love me."

Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning very hard.

He thought that with power and money, if Zhou Ning was trapped at home, imprisoning his soul and freedom, he could get Zhou Ning forever.

But he realized he was dead wrong.

Zhou Ning only has half a year of life left, so short, so fragile...

He can keep people, but he can't keep death.

He imprisoned Zhou Ning's body, but his own heart was also imprisoned in that corner by Zhou Ning, unable to escape.

Zhou Ning is like gravel between fingers, the tighter you hold it, the faster it disperses. ?