"Before I was ten years old, my father was another person." Luo Fei sat on the ground with one leg propped up, one hand resting on his knee, "He taught me to speak, taught me to read, He held me on his shoulders to watch the fireworks during the Chinese New Year, bought me the first schoolbag to go to school, and attended every parent-teacher meeting in person. I never doubted that he was my father. When I was very young, I just swear that I will be a great person in the future, and I will buy all the things my father likes and give them to him to make him happy."

Luo Fei raised his head: "He is dead."

He looked so sad, even if he said the fact calmly, he looked so sad, as if he would cry after every word: "On my 11th birthday, my mother asked me if I would like to Walk with her. That's when I knew that I was not my father's biological son. When my mother married my father, I had been in her belly for two months. She loved a man who was destined not to marry her, willingly Pregnant for him, and found another unlucky ghost to give birth to that child. Poor father was cheated for ten years, and when the truth was revealed, he didn't even have a chance to choose."

Li Jin sat down in front of him.

"What's the use of being willing? I'm still taken away by my mother. The man she loves can finally marry her in a fair manner. Of course, she will take his son and run there impatiently. As you know, that People are a gangster, ten years ago, he was a little brother with nothing, ten years later, he became the boss, he can do whatever he wants, and no one can stop him from recognizing his woman and son." Luo Fei's tone has never been so bitter He was mean before, but Li Jin felt that if he were him, maybe it wouldn't be any better, "Son? Heh, I don't want to be his son at all."

"What he does is no different from those vicious big villains on TV. Lending usury, collecting protection fees, and his younger brothers casually tearing off other people's arms and destroying their families. One day I came back from school and saw him taking other people's hands. With his head in the swimming pool, the man didn't even have the strength to struggle, or he was already dead, but he laughed so happily and wildly. He saw me, waved me over, and asked me if my dad was handsome." Luo Fei sneered, followed by a voice that was extremely exhausted and painful, but unable to growl, "I've never been so tired of a person—no, I even hate him, I hate myself for his blood, I I am afraid that I have such tyrannical genes, and one day I will become like him. If possible, I am willing to do a full-body blood exchange operation or throw a disinfectant tablet into my body, as long as I can remove his traces, whatever .”

"It's still the same today," he said.

"I miss my own father." Luo Fei changed his posture, "I sneaked to see him after school. He still lived in the place where we used to live together and rode a [-] bicycle to and from work. I used to When he was around, he would put me on the beam of the bicycle, take me to school in the morning and pick me up in the afternoon. If I was hungry after school, he would buy me a small rice cake at the crossing for [-] cents. He saw He looks much older than before, his temple hair is gray, he bent down to lock the bicycle, straightened up, and beat himself on the back." Luo Fei said, "In fact, he has never been a successful man, even a little Useless. He has been a diligent clerk all his life, and he just laughed when his neighbors used words to run him down. The only success in his life was to marry a well-known beautiful woman in the town, and that woman gave birth to him a son .But in the end, the woman is using him, and the son is not his."

"My mother once told me that when she took me away, she gave him a large sum of money, enough for him to use in his next life, as compensation for helping others raise their sons for ten years. Guilt, anyway, she never loved him, she quarreled with him and even had a ten-year cold war, and looked down on him from the bottom of her heart." Luo Fei said, "I sneaked back to see him many times later, he lived alone, Living in an old house and riding an old bicycle, I don’t know where he used such a large sum of money. Occasionally, I saw him knock over a neighbor’s bicycle, and when he got up, the neighbor saw him and made fun of him. He said that when he was strong, his hands and feet were not good, and he had a son who was raised by others for the elderly. , He must have heard such sarcasm countless times, and he has become numb."

"I rushed over and said that I was his son and I would give him a pension. The neighbor was yelled at by me and went back cursing. He was surprised, even flattered. He didn't ask me why I came, but cared I didn’t eat, and then took me in and cooked noodles for me like before. Later, I often came over after school, and even didn’t go back at night a few times, so I stayed with him. Anyway, the man was busy grabbing The land mother is busy wearing gold and silver to attend the ball, whether I am hungry or cold, only he cares."

"What happened next?" Li Jin asked.

"It was discovered later." Luo Fei gave an ugly smile, "I got carried away that time and lived in his house for a full week and didn't plan to go back. The man finally found out and scolded me for not being familiar with him." I was 13 years old, I was in the rebellious period, and I refused to give in. I talked back to him, but he kicked him against the wall and beat me up, forcing me to swear that I would never see my father again. If I didn’t say anything, he would shut me down He locked me up and wouldn’t let me go out. He was a man who would never let anyone down. He really locked me up for more than a month when he said he was closed. Afterwards, he was finally released. The first thing I did was to go to my father , but Dad’s place is already empty.”

"It was your father... No, that person drove your father away?" Li Jin asked.

"He asked people to go to my father's work place to make trouble every day, and threatened my father that if he didn't leave, he would kill him. My father has been useless all his life, but this time he didn't compromise until he heard that I was locked up." Luo Fei said, "He regressed. He said that something will happen if the child is locked up like this. You let him out, and I will go."

"Where did he go?" Li Jin asked him.

"I don't know, even these are all I found out with great difficulty later. After that, I had nowhere to go, but stayed in that so-called home. The man thought I had taken care of me, and introduced me to the so-called uncle Uncle, he said that I will inherit his family business in the future. I think the idea of ​​running away from home began at that time." Luo Fei touched his forehead and said with a smile.

"What happened next?" What made you actually leave the house.

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