Rebirth of the sky-high broker

"Later, I received a letter. After so many years, I didn't expect to receive a letter from him. I didn't even know where he went, but he suddenly wrote to me." Luo Feiyan He drooled, as if it would take a lot of effort to speak next, "Dad said, he was sorry for me, and left me at the beginning. He said he always missed me, and asked me if I had grown taller and how my studies were going. He said that he had cancer, lung cancer, and was about to die. He was worried about me and had to tell me some things. He told me to take good care of myself and stop being a child. He said that I was a good boy and would be successful. He said He also sent a deposit receipt with a large amount of money on it. He said that it was given to him by his mother back then. He has been useless and wanted to keep it for me. I’m going to be ruined one day. Keep this money for me to use it as a last resort. It’s best if I don’t need it, but if I can use it, it’s not in vain for him to be my father for ten years.”

"I left that night." Luo Fei said, "I left a note for them, saying that they don't need to look for me, and I won't come back. Even if Dad didn't die at their hands, they can force Dad away and leave Dad alone The ones who die in a strange place and can't go home until they die are them. I may have hated them a long time ago, my real father, and my mother. They are all the same insensitive, selfish, they Basing their own happiness on the pain of others, they don't think they are wrong at all, and they even want me to become such a person."

Luo Fei's tone was a little excited, he gasped twice, and calmed down a little: "I followed the address on the postmark to this city, searched for more than a month, but found nothing. This city is so big, my father is like the sea Like a drop of water in the water, mixed in the crowd, no one will remember him, and no one will know who he is. After another month, I gave up. I knew he must be dead. Someone claimed it, and maybe it has become one of the many lonely ghosts in this city. So I stayed, I stayed here."

Luo Fei raised his head, his eyes were red and overflowing with tears, but he sniffed his nose and gritted his teeth, desperately trying not to let the tears flow down.

"Xiao Jin, I lied to you. I lied to you about many things." He said, "When we were terminated and forced to pay the termination fee, I actually had a large sum of money, enough to redeem one of us. But I Thinking that it was his money, I didn't want to touch it, even if I don't know what's the use of keeping it in my hands, but I always feel that it's the money he bought with his life, and I can't just use it like this. I It's not like what you see, it's not necessary to be a star, to sing..."

"He is a useless man, but in this life, the only thing he is good at is playing the guitar. He is very proud, saying that he conquered my mother with the guitar, and taught me to play since I was a child. Later, he also said in the letter before his death that he did not give What about me, he only taught me how to play the guitar. He said I was very talented, and told me not to lose the guitar. Xiaojin, in fact, I really, really want to be a singer, and I really, really want to be able to stand on the biggest stage and play Guitar, I care more about whether I can continue to sing than you and anyone else can see." Luo Fei tried to open his eyes wide, but big tears still rolled down the corners of his eyes, " I want to be popular, to be the most dazzling one, to stand in front of everyone and play the guitar he gave me. If he lives or dies, as long as he still loves me and treats me as If his son is still willing to listen to my singing, then he must be able to hear it. He will see that his son is very obedient, has not given up, and has been persistent."

"Xiao Jin, you are right, you treat me as a friend, you trust me, but I lied to you." Tears flowed down the corners of Luo Fei's eyes, bitter and salty, into his mouth, "I'm sorry, Jin, I'm sorry."

"It's okay," Li Jin pursed his lips. He couldn't find any suitable words, so he could only repeat, "It's okay, it's okay Luo Fei, just don't lie to me in the future, it's okay."

It doesn't matter if you get used to it and don't explain it, subconsciously cover up your true feelings, or find it difficult to talk about it, or even out of self-protection, so it's fine not to reveal your inner thoughts to others unless it is absolutely necessary.

It doesn't matter what the reason is.

The important thing is that I know that from now on, you will never lie to me again.

You may have lived in lies since childhood, you may have been forced to learn to lie through the hypocrisy of adults, and you may have thought that lying is one of the ways of living.

So you can treat me as your best friend while hiding a lot from me.

It's not that you don't trust me, you're just, insecure.

You are afraid that after telling your life experience and background, I will hate you because of it, just like you once hated your helpless self so much.

But by whitewashing yourself as aloof from the world, without desires and demands, you can deceive yourself and others, saying that you will not be noticed and you can live in peace.

But you are longing after all.

Li Jin closed his eyes.

So every time you pick up the guitar, you are so handsome that people are overwhelmed by you, as if your suppressed soul that is about to explode has been completely released at this moment.

At the end of the day, you're just a clumsy, smart, 19-year-old kid.

"Your father, I mean, did your biological father come to see you?" Li Jin asked when Luo Fei calmed down a bit.

"He didn't come, but he sent someone to look for it." Luo Fei replied with a thick nasal voice, "He didn't know my phone number or address. He only knew that I was participating in the draft after seeing me on TV. It was a coincidence that day , the one who came to see me was a younger brother who has been following him. I call that man uncle. He was inquiring about me at the front desk of the company, and I happened to see him. I took him to dinner and told him not to come to me again, and I would not recognize him. That person spoke very seriously. I thought that person would come again without giving up, but no, and he never came again after that. "

Li Jin frowned, wanted to say something, thought for a moment, and then gave up.

"I see."

He stood up, stretched out his hand, and pulled Luo Fei who had been sitting on the ground up.

"Luo Fei, the situation this time is very serious." He carefully chose his words, "So no matter what decision I make or what method I use, I hope you understand me, I am...for the two of us to stay , stand together to a higher place.”

"Are you going to make this matter public?" Luo Fei heard his overtones.

"I will try not to." Li Jin replied.

"Well, I understand." Luo Fei nodded. He didn't ask for anything more. He just wiped away his tears and smiled at Li Jin, "Xiao Jin, this time... I'm really sorry."

"Fool." Li Jin patted him on the shoulder and walked out the door.

Luo Fei quietly watched his back disappear into the doorway, his body seemed to be stiff, and after a long time, he relaxed his shoulders and let out a long breath of relief.

The biggest and heaviest stone in his heart was finally removed. He was actually very unaccustomed to lying to others, so after telling lies to Li Jin, he often felt anxious and fearful in his dreams.

But now it's all right, he thought, speaking, it's finally all right.

He leaned on the armrest of the chair, and sat down feeling relieved. The place where he was beaten just now seemed to have recovered from the pain until now, and his teeth and claws began to hurt.

Speaking of Xiaojin, he... is really merciless.

He couldn't stop the smile from the corner of his lips, and reached out to touch the hot spot on his cheek, and when he touched it, he couldn't help but groan in pain.

"Um……"

Suddenly, the door was gently pushed open.

A petite figure poking his head flashed in from outside the door, with teardrops that had just been wiped away in his big eyes, seeing him, his bright red lips flattened, as if he was about to cry again.

"Luo Fei..."

Luo Fei's heartbeat suddenly missed three beats, and his hunched waist immediately straightened like a man standing upright.

"Susu..." His voice was full of tenderness and tenderness, "Don't cry, I'm fine. Come here, come to me."

Then he opened his arms to her.